Benjamin of the Mechanicus

Music by me
Art by @yugata404 (twit)

Thx <3

Lyrics
No I never meant to hurt you
But you’re the one that I do the worst to
I tried to hide you from my issues
But I forgot they are yours too
This relation-shit ain’t easy
Nor is this pain that you’ve been feelin
I just don’t wanna hurt ur feelins
These past months I’ve been the villain

But I never wanna leave u <3
And I heard u say the same too
Come on baby, please tell me it’s true
I don’t know what I would do with out u <//3

I messed it all up
Got feels in my cup
“I don’t get who 2 trust”
I get that you must
I tried to hide lust
But it wasn’t enough
(No wasn’t enough)

Without You

no love (rippo + sp00)

all plats

ran away w/fridvy [benjithemachine]

w/ @blackwinterwells
prod me
mixed by me & wells
cover by me

reliant +blackwinterwells

blackwinterwells + kuru - soul gem (prod. pentagrvm & kuru)

@benjithemachine

[Lyrics]
Just another hopeless night
Hoping that I'll be alright
Talking till we see the light of morning
Baby I don’t wanna fight
I know that now is super tight
But it will all be fine when it’s morning
Baby I just wanna hide
Thinking thoughts of suicide
But I know that it will be fine in the morning
My actions in night are what make me terrified
I know what I said ain’t right, that’s why I’ll see u in the morning

Baby I’m calling mayday, everything’s gone sideways
180 on the Byway, my life flashing be for me
Do you still adore me? Or are you just horny?
Just want you to hold me, I’m feeling pretty lonely.

Just another hopeless night
Hoping that I'll be alright
Talking till we see the light of morning
Baby I don’t wanna fight
I know that now is super tight
But it will all be fine when it’s morning
Baby I just wanna hide
Thinking thoughts of suicide
But I know that it will be fine in the morning
My actions in night are what make me terrified
I know what I said ain’t right, that’s why I’ll see u in the morning

Morning [Prod. Benjithemachine]

shouldn't wait here ft. senses [recyclebin + jolst]

@bedhead2001
@benjithemachine
<3
synthetic 4evr

Time Stops +bedhead [benjithemachine]

i never know

w/ @whyhaze & @gaugemountedthisone
prod me
mix by me, haze, gauge
cover by Graham Curtis

staring at the sky + whyhaze + gauge

#scfirst

Produced by @0k1ro, Additional Production done by Me

Chapter 1...

I Know The Reason I Need To Keep Moving.

Sometimes It's Too Much For Me To Keep Moving Strong.

It's Getting Harder But I Move On Strong.

It Took The Right Spell But Now I Hear The Song.

Can You Guide Me To Where I Should Be Now?

See, I Struggle To Find My Cause On My Own.

Own_

Lay.
Me.
Down.
I.
Deserve.
Rest.
Now.

Send.
Me.
Down.
Pay.
Your.
Respects.
Now.

Chapter 2...

Commence.

Lay Me Down.

★tell me if you could stay here.. cause im alone★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/care_riley

[producers]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/love-w-care-prod-benji-the-machine-yashio-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
i was afraid
i didnt want to tell you how i felt
because.. if i told you i loved you and you turned me down
then maybe we wouldnt be able to be friends anymore

hook:
i had your love then it all disappeared
ran outta luck oh this is what i feared
im not enough your everything my dear
forever stuck ill always still be here

cant stand to be awake another night, i know it
everything will heal given the time, ill show it
wanna stay right here right by your side, you know it
love is kept deep down you know inside, you show it

verse:
the shadows she left inside my room, they dont go away
when you ask me how i feel i dont know what to say
is it best for me to run away or disappear
girl i always feel enchanted when i have you near

is it hard to hide the things that you dont show
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone
everytime i fall in love it ends how i forebode
girl your like a language that i cant learn to decode

bridge:
cant stand to be awake another night
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone
cant stand to be awake another night
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone

repeat hook:
i had your love then it all disappeared
ran outta luck oh this is what i feared
im not enough your everything my dear
forever stuck ill always still be here

cant stand to be awake another night, i know it
everything will heal given the time, ill show it
wanna stay right here right by your side, you know it
love is kept deep down you know inside, you show it

★streaming★

★love★ w/ care. (prod. benji the machine & yashio)

prod @remghost

maybe it’s just me but nothing feels the same 
the way u look at me idk what to say 
The way u make me feel I can’t really explain 
yea I need u here there’s just no other way 

I can’t make it up to me, theres so much I didn’t see 
Baby really all I need is for you to come with me 
Watch the world falling apart, don’t care as long as I got you 
baby wherever we are, I know we can make it far 

I got used to exhaustion, but backing off ain’t no option 
I guess I got what I wanted 
I feel like nothing, turned to something 
I’m on my knees, need you to carry me 
I feel like a bunny, the way I’m jumpy
I love money, it’s disgustingmaybe it’s just me but nothing feels the same 
the way u look at me idk what to say 
The way u make me feel I can’t really explain 
yea I need u here there’s just no other way 

I can’t make it up to me, theres so much I didn’t see 
Baby really all I need is for you to come with me 
Watch the world falling apart, don’t care as long as I got you 
baby wherever we are, I know we can make it far 

I got used to exhaustion, but backing off ain’t no option 
I guess I got what I wanted 
I feel like nothing, turned to something 
I’m on my knees, need you to carry me 
I feel like a bunny, the way I’m jumpy
I love money, it’s disgusting

Bunny (remghost)

StuckintheMix (prod me)

https://genius.com/Xo-alone-wake-2am-lyrics
https://soundcloud.com/51five
https://soundcloud.com/prodgreentop

wake up // 2am (ft. 51five ) [greentop]

student, accountant, electronic music nut

I try to post whatever I'm liking, indiscriminate of genre.   I mix when I can to try to collect a few favorites together. Thanks for listening!

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