this one of the best choruses i ever heard. givin me goosebumps n chills and all that dude

Benjamin of the Mechanicus

everything that i get + misakufoxx (iatneh)

-virtualworld-
feat - @caswhale
artwork - @kyle2k

Dont Leave + Caswhale Prod. Brayam

prod @aimemia & @808angel
mixed by me 
cover by @kyle2k & me

s/o @benyy-bonito for helping me w my mix for this song :)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/4mpIjJP1jfKgy2PtqCIxpV?si=9d0ea1cd3f564bb7

-lyrics-

Do i really talk that much
Feels like i’ve been up for days
get a good thing and mess it up
You never act like you care so
And ima do all the things that you said you would never
i'll tell everyone i know how i wish i never met them
And you promised if you left, it would be for the better
So i guess is this is better to you

I wanna be with my baby tonight
So she can watch while i ruin my life
And i can die while i look in her eyes
Caught up in my head, living like i'm rolling the dice
I wanna be with my baby tonight
So she can watch while i ruin my life
Cause i get lost, when i’m going outside
Caught up in my head, yeah yeah yeah

I was off of one, yeah
Why you always closed off
And i self destruct, yeah
You still gas me up, yeah
Cover up my wrists, yeah
Heal me with a kiss, yeah
And you never call, yeah
Do you like me at all?
I’m always in my feelings
I'm not as fun as i could be
3am and i'm staring at my ceiling 
You never let me fall asleep
And everybody leaves again
Who do i never seem to learn
You always tell me to hold it in
but i’d just rather crash and burn

ruin my life

ruin my life (emia+808angel)

all plats

ran away w/fridvy [benjithemachine]

w/ @blackwinterwells
prod me
mixed by me & wells
cover by me

reliant +blackwinterwells

@benjithemachine

[Lyrics]
Just another hopeless night
Hoping that I'll be alright
Talking till we see the light of morning
Baby I don’t wanna fight
I know that now is super tight
But it will all be fine when it’s morning
Baby I just wanna hide
Thinking thoughts of suicide
But I know that it will be fine in the morning
My actions in night are what make me terrified
I know what I said ain’t right, that’s why I’ll see u in the morning

Baby I’m calling mayday, everything’s gone sideways
180 on the Byway, my life flashing be for me
Do you still adore me? Or are you just horny?
Just want you to hold me, I’m feeling pretty lonely.

Just another hopeless night
Hoping that I'll be alright
Talking till we see the light of morning
Baby I don’t wanna fight
I know that now is super tight
But it will all be fine when it’s morning
Baby I just wanna hide
Thinking thoughts of suicide
But I know that it will be fine in the morning
My actions in night are what make me terrified
I know what I said ain’t right, that’s why I’ll see u in the morning

Morning [Prod. Benjithemachine]

@pradaaslife
@kojowav
@flooddubs
its not tht hard to c <3

Drive you Crazy +Pradaaslife [Flood x Kojo]

tell me where we are + crescent (veil strella)

nomore + mint (nightclub20xx)

inspired by Betrayed by Soulvanish

https://on.soundcloud.com/1NCq8MUXAFQeSD399

change my face + Rit (tenoji)

w/ @whyhaze & @gaugemountedthisone
prod me
mix by me, haze, gauge
cover by Graham Curtis

staring at the sky + whyhaze + gauge

i Love you guys <333
prod @pw4prez
With @an_gst

Me:
bby Plz, i Want u 2 want me
bby Plz... i Want u 2 Want me
i Want u 2 Want me
i Want u 2 Want meeeee
Without you i Can't Breathe
i Need you Just 2 Feel Me
i Need you Just 2 Repeat
i Need you Here wit Me
The only One who Truly Sees
The things About me No-one Sees.

uBroke me to Pieces
i'm Falling Down
Falling Down
i Swear i'm Not Proud
of Where i Am Now
Cuz i don't See u Around
4 aSecond Wish you Would Just hear me Out

i Wish i Could Be
What you Wanted in Me
I'd Provide Anything
That you Wanted from Me
Just be Honest, if i Did Something Different
Would you Come Back n Stop it
Just think about it,
We Could start it Off with a Promise
i Swear to god there's Been Nobody As Flawless
Stop it, Stop it,
Just Come Back and Talk it Out With me
We Could be Better I Promise,
We Could be Better I Promise...

(forever)

@an_gst
I'm Making a Promise,
I'm Making a Promise
If you Got a Problem, Find Someone to Solve it
I Know what You Wanted
It's not What you Wanted
I Know what You Want, I Think you just Wanna fuck
I Don't know if I'm in Love
I Don't know if I'm Enough
You only Want what I Got, I know that it's not a lot
I Know I'm not What you Want, I'm not afraid of a Cut
I'm Scared of Falling in love, I'm Scared of Falling in love
And now I'm Falling Apart
I'm Falling in love, I'm Falling in Love
I'm Falling apart, I'm Falling Apart
I know I'm in Love, 
To think it Was Us,
I think That's Enough.

(forever)

Stars Fall Down, With you 
(fall down, with you)
Break my Heart, in Two
(my heart, in Two)
I Can't fall For You
(Can't fall, For you)
My Heart, In Two
(My heart, With you)
Stars Fall Down, With you 
(fall down, with you)
Break my Heart, in Two
(my heart, in Two)
I Can't fall For You
(Can't fall, For you)
My Heart, In Two
(My heart)

</333

I ##Promise <3 + Angst prod Sochi

prod. dead spyro & 2001
5/14/22
https://soundcloud.com/monocryy
lyrics:
it’s all i 
it’s all i 
its all i want
it’s all i need
wish you the best, anxiety 
it’s all my fault
my misery 
i feel it cave in, ahead of me
oh my hands shake
i can’t reclaim
what was once mine
oh i’m ashamed 
i feel the dread
by the dawn 
it’s my fault, just because
it’s all i want
it’s all i need
it’s all i want

oh i can’t breathe when im shaking
oh i’m so numb to the patience
i need a money bag to buy kicks to make me feel better
i feel numb is it the winter
reality is killing me
my bones are motherfucking shaking 

reality will take the pain away 
when it’s overcoming you, you feel ashamed 
when you stood in front of me you lose a leg 
i can’t stand right next to you
i can’t breathe
my knees, anxiety 
oh i can’t stand, my misery 
i can’t be myself when im shaking
oh i’m so numb to the patience

mckel - reality will take the pain away

★tell me if you could stay here.. cause im alone★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/care_riley

[producers]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
https://soundcloud.com/yashio20k

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/love-w-care-prod-benji-the-machine-yashio-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
i was afraid
i didnt want to tell you how i felt
because.. if i told you i loved you and you turned me down
then maybe we wouldnt be able to be friends anymore

hook:
i had your love then it all disappeared
ran outta luck oh this is what i feared
im not enough your everything my dear
forever stuck ill always still be here

cant stand to be awake another night, i know it
everything will heal given the time, ill show it
wanna stay right here right by your side, you know it
love is kept deep down you know inside, you show it

verse:
the shadows she left inside my room, they dont go away
when you ask me how i feel i dont know what to say
is it best for me to run away or disappear
girl i always feel enchanted when i have you near

is it hard to hide the things that you dont show
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone
everytime i fall in love it ends how i forebode
girl your like a language that i cant learn to decode

bridge:
cant stand to be awake another night
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone
cant stand to be awake another night
tell me if you could stay here cause im alone

repeat hook:
i had your love then it all disappeared
ran outta luck oh this is what i feared
im not enough your everything my dear
forever stuck ill always still be here

cant stand to be awake another night, i know it
everything will heal given the time, ill show it
wanna stay right here right by your side, you know it
love is kept deep down you know inside, you show it

★streaming★

★love★ w/ care. (prod. benji the machine & yashio)

Sxnt-Ignored @sepia @xen

MIXED BY ME, MOST TRACKS PRODUCED BY ME
#2014HEAT #TURNUP

@Sag4Swag - #Everyday [Feat. Shisui] #2014heat

student, accountant, electronic music nut

I try to post whatever I'm liking, indiscriminate of genre.   I mix when I can to try to collect a few favorites together. Thanks for listening!

dnt forget who u are
@synthetickids @lovecompound

free downloads of my tracks on bandcamp!!

ruin my life (emia+808angel)

benji the machine

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