Name: Thinking Outside the Box - Mini Documentary Tease by HMBENNY
Duration: 50 s
Description: A tease of my documentary 'Thinking Outside the Box', which can be found in its full form on my Soundcloud profile.

ginger tea (brakence cover)

prod: b0yhood
lyrics: b0yhood
mixed by: b0yhood

I don't know who I am in your eyes
For all the time I tried to cope with your lies
Yeah
You said you'd treat me right
But boy, I'm sick of the pain, shit, its hard to justify
When I believed you told me what I am
Have fun picking up pieces
Coz you knew I cant
Keep this up for long
Yeah
And you know I'm bleeding
With every word you speaking

I feel so dirty, lately
You told me I'm fucked now baby
Freak out, down to my knees do I
Breathe now, or burst at the seams
You said you changed for the better
That's another lie
All I wanted to say, deep down
Its mummified
Its burrowed into my brain, buried alive
Its on my conscious

The blood is on my hands now
I breakdown
Wonder if I should have backed out
Like I vowed
Boy don't you crucify me
Just coz you wanted to breathe
And I'm choking on my cries
Of how I felt underneath
Rinse and repeat I
You told me your venom was heaven and I
I'm gone, I believed it for a second, man
It wasn't only with death that you cheated, oh
Now I'm exasperated, saturated-

And I wondered why you're distant
Tired of blowing up your phone I
I flushed out all my systems
It's how I cope when we're not speaking
God, I cant keep down what I'm eating
Upload my soul but you delete it
It's all repeated

How did seconds turn into months
Staring at screens going numb
Is this a rerun?
It's overdone I've seen this one
Stayin out of the sun
You draining, leeching my blood
But feeling empty was never enough

Too late to tap out
I'm fucked up
You're gone at 3am
I thought I loved ya
You never stood out on your own
But its not my fault

Fuck up my lungs from
All the screaming
Did being up all night
Lose all its meaning
Rip out your tongue
So you wont tell another lie
It's another bad decision,
I don't wanna be in this position

My blood is on my hands now
I breakdown
Wake up, can't recall I blacked out
I'm facedown
But would it kill you to be honest
I found love but you treat it like a contest
Rip me apart till you break me down
And make me drown
Drownnn

Step away
Break my chains
Suddenly I'm taller but I cant help
To notice that I've changed
I said I'm grown
I change my phone
It's nice to know
That you're alone

drownnn

mirror

dreams tonight

Thinking outside the box investigates the future of human disposal as cemeteries begin to reach full capacity. With climate change encouraging humanity to become more ‘eco-friendly’, is it worth saving on carbon emissions to be boiled in a bag? We explore the creative alternatives becoming available and really begin to think outside the box.

Thinking Outside the Box - Mini Documentary

A tease of my documentary 'Thinking Outside the Box', which can be found in its full form on my Soundcloud profile. 

Thinking Outside the Box - Mini Documentary Tease

HMBENNY

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