listening to this again, and holy shit this crazy as fuck

stream :)

ignorance w/ roan

produced by Bhertuy 

lyrics:

My heart is turning sour
I’m tired of this sorrow
Oh why oh why oh why
 
Can’t get you out my head
I wish that I was dead
But I'm in love with you
I'll stay alive instead
l wanna say a million things to you
I feel the barrier holding up between me and you
Cause I can’t figure out whatever intends you have
If you want me to slide
Or should I just leave your side
Don’t play no games with me
I see everything that you never wanted me to see
Heart made out of paper
I'm asking for a favor
I want you to promise me that you would never date her
 
My heart is turning sour
I'm tired of this sorrow
Oh why oh why oh why
You don’t know how much I miss spending my time with you
I would give it up for you
Yes anything for you
I don’t wanna lose your touch
So I'm not fucking up
I know it for a fact that you would keep my trust
You don’t know how much i miss spending my time with you
I would give it up for you
Yes anything for you
I don’t wanna lose your touch
So I'm not fucking up
I know it for a fact that you would keep my trust

dance with me

someone else

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6WoXlGle95jkszY3VAWPho?si=2327d7ba423c4d4c

produced by plantcham
written by me
mix and mastered by me

happy birthday 2 me
been incredibly uninspired as of late, sorry for the absence
wanted to try something different, happy tunes after this
i hope you enjoy :)

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been awhile since i felt something
that felt real
my never ending thoughts
feels like im throwing rocks
can't you hear me?
i'm screaming
do you fear me?
i'm pleading
cause this just don't feel right
i don't want to cause a fight
you should live your final life
you've already ruined mine

am i
a bother?
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer
a bother
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer

can't help but feel stuck
it's all in my head
got this damn ache in my chest
just a minute of rest
is all i ask for
i don't feel bad for the way that i act
when my intention was for you to relax
so calm down
breathe in
what's the point in it
when you're not feeling
been awhile since i've gone without a meaning
i wonder why you talk without a reason
cause you've already ruined life

am i
a bother?
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer
a bother
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer

crawler

produced by me

baby please don’t play no games wit me
my friends been telling me that u tryna fw me
i told them don’t worry bout nothing i got it locked
u the only one that understood my paper heart

every single day i sit in pure dismay
u the only one that brought me out this way
personally wanna thank u for everything
possibly u the one that i wanna date

doesn’t everything seem too perfect for me to fuck it up
but i took it for granted and went for lust instead of love
i’m a shitty person i’ll admit that i did have it rough
but it’s not an excuse to throw ur love in the fucking dust

baby i’m sorry for everything
i mean it i didn’t write this out just for me to sing
trust me i’ve grown as a person and i would’ve changed
for u my love id do anything i won’t stay the same

woke up on the wrong side of my bed
now i’m stuck thinking bout my death
rewind to the day i wasn’t dead
i thought bout why i wasn’t dead

woke up on the wrong side of my bed
now i’m stuck thinking bout my death
rewind to the day i wasn’t dead
i thought bout why i wasn’t dead

baby u my remedy
to my insanity
ur the reason why im still alive why i can breathe
baby if u go im scared that i won’t feel relieved
i might get way too stressed but it’s my fault that im

fucked up in the head
u my only friend
that gets me fed
i said what i said
u make me feel better when i’m dead

every single day i sit in pure dismay
u the only one that brought me out this way
personally wanna thank u for everything
possibly u the one that i wanna date

paper heart

produced by Bhertuy

lyrics:

why won’t u take me back
why can’t we just talk it out
but u chose to leave me out
gauged my eyes still happened now

opened up another book
but you liked the first one more
but i liked the second more
no one wants what’s in the store

i’m burning the pages
u like when it’s basic
oh baby i made it
just say i’m amazing

i’ve written the stories
erase it for glory
that’s my favourite hobby
you watching?

blanket over my head
tears running down are red
she said r u depressed
i said no i am dressed

i am trying my best
gotta wait for the rest
ur sitting right on my mess
needa get u off my chest

every time i try to be the better person
u keep tell me to stick to the first version

why won’t u take me back
why can’t we just talk it out
but u chose to leave me out
gauged my eyes still happened now

opened up another book
but you liked the first one more
but i liked the second more
no one wants what’s in the store

book

2/3 of transparency

track 3 on may 12

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twitter.com/bhertuy

produced by me

lyrics:

“hi i’m just passin by
i’m not here for life
ur troubles are not mine
it ain’t worth my time
i’m a bystander in a line
with all the other eyes
we ain’t lookin ur way of sight
this the way of life”

oha
oh how u gon treat me like that
never have i asked that
or thought that
gave a fuck back
never read into it
so don’t bother me through it
im set on my mind
on my size that i’ll dine

im set on my mind
on my size that i’ll dine

can’t chase a thing
in this damn life youll go blind

i’m not the one who decides what u plan by
im not the one who derives where ur art lies
i’m not the one who disguises my outside to infiltrate ur damn life

hi i’m just passin by
i’m not here for life
ur troubles are not mine
it ain’t worth my time
i’m a bystander in a line
with all the other eyes
we ain’t lookin ur way of sight
this the way of life

how did yall ever fly
thinking by this state of mind
thinking where the statement lies
knowing u ain’t crossing the line
the story writes itself
how could i pass it on to anybody but myself
this my responsibility
for my own damn health

bystander

3/3 of transparency 

my socials:
www.instagram.com/bhertuy
twitter.com/bhertuy

prod me
lyrics:

baby i’m back to square one
where the hell r u
a single reassurance
wouldn’t fail to ease my mood
fucking forget it
u left b4 i got to u
rinse and regret
ur single action that caused us to
go back to square one

we didn’t need to take a look to notice that we're regressing
in a picture perfect world where it wouldn’t get depressing
i’m standing by you

it took you forever to notice that you no longer need me
like the way u did before whenever i barely knew me
i found myself but lost you

when the snow hits you’ll intrude
i can’t be lying to myself bout how you move
absence holds control

someone else

Bhertuy

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