these are so good but man that one at tsu’s discord party, i need it! 

produced, written, mixed by Bhertuy


lyrics:

Why do I keep failing at everything I do
It only takes one song for me to skip my way to June
Strived 1 thousand times, I'm so caught up on time
I force myself, it kills my health, but I still do it why
Let me leave this place or I will do it on my own
Sadly you think it's a phase till you see my tombstone
If I make it out alive I'll get to claim my throne
Everyone will cease their laughter when they've seen I've grown

I hold my tears in front of people that look up to me
I choke my fears in front of people that make fun of me
I wrote the book about how you should just enjoy the scene
I broke my sight into a fraction so I get to cheat
You got to think outside of the box
Put yourself in other people's thoughts
You're only guilty because you got caught
Get sentenced to hell to a place where you rot
Say that you treat everybody the same
But as soon as you're up you forget all their names
I try my best to hold on to my sane
But a bad day will change up the course of my pain

I keep failing at everything I do
It only takes one song for me to skip my way to June
Strived 1 thousand times, I'm so caught up on time
I force myself, it kills my health, but I still do it why

When you're sitting on your death bed will you satisfy
All your dreams and hopes that you had tried to push alive
Think about it if it's no then you're living a lie
You're just another sheep that lived another persons life

Just shut the fuck up if you don't understand the path that I'm paving for myself
I rather die knowing I tried than to cover up regrets
Fuckers like you will say they're happy knowing they're discontent
I crashed my car again
A side effect of zero friends
I said exactly what I meant
My heart is not made of cement

Just shut the fuck up if you don't understand the path that I'm paving for myself
I rather die knowing I tried than to cover up regrets
Fuckers like you will say they're happy knowing they're discontent
I crashed my car again
A side effect of zero friends
I said exactly what I meant
My heart is not made of cement

stream :)

last year

sorry stacey

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lyrics

i wiped my tears for you
nothing seems to matter when i’m next to u
you promised me you’d wait for me
so why am i
sitting in my bedroom
crying time to time
i know it’s not ur fault because

i’m sorry stacey could you give me one more chance
i can’t stand how other guys fuck with u whenever they can
though i know i won’t be here for long
i’ll stay here till i can’t uh
i’m sorry stacey could you give me one more chance

the other day
i said hi to u
and to my dismay
didn’t confess to u
i went out my way
and i said i’ll be here soon
and knowing i am
in a distant room

i hope it’s not too late to be transparent once again
not seven hi’s to byes just to continue off as friends
i care too much some times so i hold back until i can’t
the razor is my only friend that i can’t get it

off

with my head
with my head
uh

baby tell me why the xans don’t talk to me like u
is it something that i’m missing, cuz i’ll gladly fix it now
but at this moment i can’t figure it out

i wiped my tears for you
nothing seems to matter when i’m next to u
you promised me you’d wait for me
so why am i
sitting in my bedroom
crying time to time
i know it’s not ur fault because

i’m sorry stacey could you give me one more chance
i can’t stand how other guys fuck with u whenever they can
though i know i won’t be here for long
i’ll stay here till i can’t uh
i’m sorry stacey could you give me one more chance

sorry stacey

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lyrics:

My heart is turning sour
I’m tired of this sorrow
Oh why oh why oh why
 
Can’t get you out my head
I wish that I was dead
But I'm in love with you
I'll stay alive instead
l wanna say a million things to you
I feel the barrier holding up between me and you
Cause I can’t figure out whatever intends you have
If you want me to slide
Or should I just leave your side
Don’t play no games with me
I see everything that you never wanted me to see
Heart made out of paper
I'm asking for a favor
I want you to promise me that you would never date her
 
My heart is turning sour
I'm tired of this sorrow
Oh why oh why oh why
You don’t know how much I miss spending my time with you
I would give it up for you
Yes anything for you
I don’t wanna lose your touch
So I'm not fucking up
I know it for a fact that you would keep my trust
You don’t know how much i miss spending my time with you
I would give it up for you
Yes anything for you
I don’t wanna lose your touch
So I'm not fucking up
I know it for a fact that you would keep my trust

dance with me

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Lyrics:

Baby you showed me love
And I showed it back
So why aren’t you texting me saying all that
I fantasize
How you’re in my life
Taking care of me
You’re right by my side
Right now you hate me
I feel so shitty
Only cause I’ve been attached to you lately
Baby forgive me
I’m acting so silly
Let me sing one song for you ‘fore you leave me
 
Baby you showed me love
And I showed it back
So why aren’t you texting me saying all that
I fantasize
How you’re in my life
Taking care of me
You’re right by my side
Right now you hate me
I feel so shitty
It’s only cause I’ve been attached to you lately
Baby forgive me
I’m acting silly
Let me sing one song for you ‘fore you leave me
 
 
Why don’t you reciprocate everything I do for you
You’re just like a broken mirror I can’t even fix you back
Said you wanted me to come here soon as I’m here you’re at
Another person’s house you could’ve told me that you’re attached
To him
Not me
I’m just a remedy to you
I guess it's sad to see its you
You chose him over me that’s you
 
And I showed it back
So why aren’t you texting me saying all that
I fantasize
How you’re in my life
Taking care of me
You’re right by my side
Right now you hate me
I feel so shitty
It’s only cause I’ve been attached to you lately
Baby forgive me
I’m acting silly
Let me sing one song for you ‘fore you leave me
 
And I showed it back
So why aren’t you texting me saying all that
I fantasize
How you’re in my life
Taking care of me
You’re right by my side
Right now you hate me
I feel so shitty
It’s only cause I’ve been attached to you lately
Baby forgive me
I’m acting silly
Let me sing one song for you ‘fore you leave me
 
 
It’s sad to say
My feelings gone
I’ve been waiting for way too fucking long
What time is it
My time is up
Turn me to a fucker that don’t give a fuck
I spy with my little eye she’s surprised
She don’t know I know that she commit crimes
You’re filled with lies but the type to deny
I’m satisfied with the size of my lies

broken mirror

someone else

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Hate how this turned out
You’re still mad at me
It haunts me in my sleep
Fucked up my self esteem
You know none of us was right all along
So there’s no point telling lies
I hope you can make a song out of this when you degrade my life
Don’t get how you’re never past things I left behind for heights
You bring me back to places I left long ago behind

She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me

Even say I like me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
Now I’m very fucking sure that you defo despise me
In another universe I know that you’re my wifey
Do you remember why I left ur house that night when I said bye to you
Do you remember how I felt when you called me and told me that I hate you
Do you remember how I felt when I took care the 3am of you who’s drunk as fuck
Do you remember how I felt when you took back the love I gave to you for someone else

She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when i know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me

Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity
I hate how this all happened from one night of routine
Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity
I hate how this all happened from one night of routine

endlessly feeling my type of insecurity

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lyrics:

why won’t u take me back
why can’t we just talk it out
but u chose to leave me out
gauged my eyes still happened now

opened up another book
but you liked the first one more
but i liked the second more
no one wants what’s in the store

i’m burning the pages
u like when it’s basic
oh baby i made it
just say i’m amazing

i’ve written the stories
erase it for glory
that’s my favourite hobby
you watching?

blanket over my head
tears running down are red
she said r u depressed
i said no i am dressed

i am trying my best
gotta wait for the rest
ur sitting right on my mess
needa get u off my chest

every time i try to be the better person
u keep tell me to stick to the first version

why won’t u take me back
why can’t we just talk it out
but u chose to leave me out
gauged my eyes still happened now

opened up another book
but you liked the first one more
but i liked the second more
no one wants what’s in the store

book

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lyrics:

falling out of earth
how do i match ur worth
how do i deserve
ur whole entire world

so i’ve made a plan
i don’t want anyone laying
hands over u i don’t care bout what they’re saying

so i’ve made a plan
that will stop u misbehaving
pls don’t be mad
ill be there with u in haven

walk u out the door
with my knife beside
oh god i can’t decide
this is it i can’t revive
no explanations from me
i know the glass half empty
i had to feel it complete

kay, run it back how would u like me to play it from start
cuz
problems ascending as soon as i take it too far
well
spoilers alert you’ve been talking to my facade
so
criminal’s minds got a criminal heart

falling out of earth
how do i match ur worth
how do i deserve
ur whole entire world

so i’ve made a plan
i don’t want anyone laying
hands over u i don’t care bout what they’re saying

so i’ve made a plan
that will stop u misbehaving
pls don’t be mad
ill be there with u in haven

haven

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lyrics:

i wanted the best for u
i wish i could get to choose
what’s best for u

although i’ve hurt u more
than i could ever imagine
i didn’t expect you to do the
same right after

tears down running down my eye
people think i’m fine
they always think they’re right
tears running down her eye
whole world saw she cried
they all wondered if she’s fine
but what about me
u lack the patience to see
the original story
like honestly i’m not tryna be an asshole
this just how i feel oh
i put you over my health

i wanted the best for u
i wish i could get to choose
what’s best for u

although i’ve hurt u more
than i could ever imagine
i didn’t expect you to do the
same right after

although i’ve hurt u more
than i could ever imagine
i didn’t expect you to do the
same right after

best for you

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lyrics:
cuz i never knew if ur serious
when ur intimate
so it left me thinking ur different
that ur ignorant
that u no longer give a fuck
i swear it was like last night when i said that i love u
but now really is the last time i’ll ever wipe my tears for u
i remember when i had nothin
we would spend our time laughing
now i finally got something
then i spend my time crying
if u made me choose again
i'd choose to get hurt again
back when i had zero friends
now u are my only friend
no i dont want this to end
got all the damn time to spend
i wish u could understand
i cant go back to unsend
every single messages i meant
every single night that i’ve spent
crying and crying cuz i never knew
cuz i never knew if ur serious
when ur intimate
so it left me thinking ur different
that ur ignorant
that u no longer give a fuck
i swear it was like last night when i said that i love u
but now really is the last time i’ll ever wipe my tears for u

stream

never knew

3/3 of transparency 

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lyrics:

baby i’m back to square one
where the hell r u
a single reassurance
wouldn’t fail to ease my mood
fucking forget it
u left b4 i got to u
rinse and regret
ur single action that caused us to
go back to square one

we didn’t need to take a look to notice that we're regressing
in a picture perfect world where it wouldn’t get depressing
i’m standing by you

it took you forever to notice that you no longer need me
like the way u did before whenever i barely knew me
i found myself but lost you

when the snow hits you’ll intrude
i can’t be lying to myself bout how you move
absence holds control

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