prod me

im just tryna get rich 
im just tryna get rich 
dont know what i did 
u dont know what i did 
why do i feel like this 
why do i feel like this 
why do i feel like this 

dont act like u kno me 
u dont see
just hold me
baby just hold me 
u told me 
remember u told me 
feel like im choking
i cant speak 
im choking 

i wanna count it up 
then i wanna count it again
i think ur out of luck 
i think id do it again 
is u down or what 
is u gonna ride to the end 
nah igaf
i think id do it again 

the drugs tryna fight me 
i know u dont like me 
fucked up yea likely 
u cannot be like me 
nothing excites me 
steal my flow tryna bite me 
u cannot be like me 
u cannot be like me

like this

happy fourth of july!
prod kyoa + me :p

is it me, is it you, idk
think i cant find the truth? i hope im wrong
i was waiting for you, for so long
i hate missing you, moving on

baby kiss me with your eyes closed 
you know and i know
we're caught in this cycle
kiss me with the stars out
it's tearing me apart now
i let you rip my heart out
i let you rip my heart out

i loved you
i loved you
but we're through
fuck you
i loved you
i loved you
fuck you.
fuck you.

kiss me (kyoa)

Beats made this spring. Still learning :)

1. Tree Leaf
2. Bridge w/ @1Revert
3. Lime w/ @Yashio20k
4. Night Walk
5. Dont Push Me Away w/ ?@Yashio20k?
6. Cloak w/ @Yashio20k
7. Velveteen
8. Crossing Paths
9. Dairy
10. Doo Doo Dee Doo
11. Instrumental / Have You Forgotten?


Moz Spring Beats w/ Yashio & Revert

reupload
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2nuNtSO32vIbPgOO4FUJHi?si=6401db533dde4a62

don't you know 
what i know
you always laugh
it's getting old
i just wish you'd listen
or pay attention 
i hope you wished this
you don't know what you're missing

i honestly wish that you were still here
tell me that you love me
whisper right in my ear
but you want me dead
wish that i'd disappear
please don't leave me again
that's just my biggest fear

wish

everytime I write I feel like im #revitalizing
I want to fix my #sleep

revitalize
/riːˈvʌɪtəlʌɪz/
imbue (something) with new life and vitality

mix @atto_wav
master @atto_wav
prod @serrature fka veezuh
@noahsuri

www.instagram.com/1noahsuri
www.instagram.com/entev23
www.instagram.com/serratophobia

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@noahsuri
give me a chance can u try to hear me out
thats why im crying in my room baby u left me out
now im in a drought can u take me back out
destroyed everything that we built from the ground

want it tell me that you're honest
revitalizing while im writing this sonnet
want it tell me that you're honest
revitalizing while im writing this sonnet

what do you want from me oh i dont know
do we feel the same i dont think so
and i still got these pictures im hanging on to
cannot keep up my composure
baby stop, dont look into my eyes
i feel stuck, baby hold me tight
is it worth the fight? dont think im alright
and im stuck here once again

revitalizing (serrature)

@k4rson @1akura @kyoakyo @afterstoryx

@k4rson
i dont wanna see u being with someone
i remember when u said i was the only one
we haven't spoke in months
are u with someone?
are u with someone
is he better than me
tell me what u see in him that u dont see in me
why would u be with him if u couldn't be with me
why wont u be with me?
why wont u be with mee

@1akura
why cant u see
u mean the most to me
ur the reason i breathe
we're so outta sync
u tell me to leave
"forever till the end" u said, but thats outta reach
why wont u be with mee

@k4rson & @1akura
be with me x8

@1akuraa
yea u told me to hold you
i got too close look at the things that i go thru
i know u know too
the things that i told u
i wanna be with u
if u go down that road, ill go down that too

im starting to think
that u and me
was just a dream
nothing to believe
u know it hurts me to say u dont love me
just one more time i wish i could make things right

@k4rson 
is he better than me
tell me what u see in him that u dont see in me
why would u be with him if u couldn't be with me
why wont u be with me?
why wont u be with mee

@k4rson & @1akura
be with me x8

karson + akura - be with me (kyoa)

20/06/25
a new start
prod by @prodarisu
with twin @remiliaxd

lyrics:

@fabs4k
gotta give my love to you
jus tell me that we'll make it thru
countless days felt the same
now we move on
summer days wrap around
it's a new dawn

"won't you stay by my side?"
talkin' to you but i jus wanna hide
all my feelings
yeah they jus felt denied
all my feelings
yeah they're gonna collide

@remiliaxd
new dawn, wake up, it's a new day
your love, too strong, tell me what changed
i never thought we'd be together in the first place
but you threw it all away

how many days until we move on?
i'm so tired, tell me where we went wrong
i'm exhausted, baby it's been too long
stay strong, i gotta stay true
i wanna get it back, baby it was all we had

i know it's helpless if i keep on thinking only 'bout the past
but my heart's in two right now
and i just need you right now
it's not worth it, but i need to carry on

@fabs4k
gotta give my love to you
jus tell me that we'll make it thru
countless days felt the same
now we move on
summer days wrap around
it's a new dawn

"won't you stay by my side?"
talkin' to you but i jus wanna hide
all my feelings
yeah they jus felt denied
all my feelings
yeah they're gonna collide

move on +remilia (arisu)

@wintress13 :O

i cant write back, not this time
its all a mess that i cant make right
im sorry for the stress of these times
im doing my best to make it right

but you still told me that
it couldnt get more bad
it gets harder to act
to keep this life that we still have

i saw us falling down
and the walls they're forcing me out
as the tide washes over our town
i pray to save us from our doubt

i saw your eyes going dark as the sun starts to set
are we all doomed to fall to this?
when its all said and done
we don’t have anywhere else to run
i’ll take everything we’ve done
to my memory of us

i cant write back, not this time
its all a mess that i cant make right
im sorry for the stress of these times
im doing my best to make it right

but you still told me that
it couldnt get more bad
it gets harder to act
to keep this life that we still have

i saw us falling down
and the walls they're forcing me out
as the tide washes over our town
i pray to save us from our doubt

amphoreus

amphoreus (wintress + xternalz)

@1akura @rewind214

its been long enough all the tears dried
I started moving on I stopped asking why 
cuz every time I try to trust you all you do is lie
you wont let me in your heart i should just take the sign
its been long enough all the tears dried
I started moving on I stopped asking why 
cuz every time I try to trust you all you do is lie
you wont let me in your heart i should just take the sign

Im way too wishful
I just keep on getting hurt it adds the insult
and it just keeps on getting worse Im so forgetful
I dont wanna think bout her I get remissful
I keep tripping myself over Im falling down and down
you kept giving me cold shoulder and now youre not around
and even though that we dont talk I just hope youre happy now
cuz what I want for both of us is to be just safe and sound

wishful (akura + rewind)

Godzilla (prod. hellarixh)

violence (p.novakain1)

for the love of sound #diary #plugg

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