2025-1-28

"Hi, hey, and hello! I know I never got to be around but I just want you to know that I'll always be waiting for you, no matter the obstacles in between us." :)

@wintress13
- https://www.instagram.com/sorasociety15/

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after everything i thought we'd be okay
all this time we've never changed
why does it always stay the same? idk
"promise me you'll never go away"
but why must someone take the fault?
why must someone take the blame? idk

so let's hold on 'till the night falls
please just pick up, it's the 9th call
guess i'll wait here all on my own
(this time idk how to tell you)

i'm singing my heart out
can you hear me?
the distance is so loud
can you hear my shouts?
i just need you near me
but my voice can't reach you now
the thoughts won't ever go away so i need you now

remember when we sang our songs
made up for our wrongs
i said that i'd wait, but i cannot wait for long
but it's alright (idk how write this)
guess i'll find another one
done with holding on to the same things

(oh oh oh)
(i played my part)
(oh, we can't restart, no)

but i can't go
now i can't go to sleep, 'cause it's so cold without you here
now it's so old
wipe the tears off my face, 'cause we both need to persevere

but i'll try and find a way
i just wanted you to stay
cutting ties, falling down
i just wanted to escape
but i cannot run away
i don't think that we can change
curse it all, curse this fate
(it'll be alright)

persevere (wintress)

prod
@proddb808
@bonxxx
@pillowcaster
@k4rson

just say ur in love
im not high enough 
i gave u my trust
were not in love
im not enough 
what happened to us 
what happened to us 
i hate my self
i hate my self
baby can u tell
how i felt
missing what we had
know u want me back
i cant go out sad
i cant go out sad 
where u been at 
where u been at 
cant take it back 
i take it back 
how could i love u 
when u dont love me 
u know i trust u
promise u could trust me

myself

happy fourth of july!
prod kyoa + me :p

is it me, is it you, idk
think i cant find the truth? i hope im wrong
i was waiting for you, for so long
i hate missing you, moving on

baby kiss me with your eyes closed 
you know and i know
we're caught in this cycle
kiss me with the stars out
it's tearing me apart now
i let you rip my heart out
i let you rip my heart out

i loved you
i loved you
but we're through
fuck you
i loved you
i loved you
fuck you.
fuck you.

kiss me (kyoa)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7r8IJ6CkpSgxKPoTHKXAUk?si=fb6d520607ad44be

@owtiss + @coldspades
prod. @yashio20k + @decago

[owtiss]
i think i've had enough, i never even loved you 
everything at once, all the problems piling up 
but you never seem to care, i need someone to talk to 
cause you were never there, i'm not running cause i want to

i think i've had enough, i never even loved you 
everything at once, all the problems piling up 
but you never seem to care, i need someone to talk to 
cause you were never there, i'm not running cause i want tooooo

[coldspades]
when i'm not around, do you think of me? 
cause it's been so hard just to fall asleep 
my heart was locked, but you brought the key 
can you stay tonight? please don't leave 

but does it even matter? 
if i gave my heart, would you break it, watch it shatter?
i can try to change, but keep falling into patterns 
every step i take, it feels like i'm moving backwards 

and i'll try to be the one for you 
you're the one thing i can't afford to lose 
if you knew how i felt from my point of view 
maybe i'm the one that you'd wanna choose

all at once - owtiss + coldspades

@gskyo
@sensuku
@tores

gens:
as time flies my heart decays
my only wish is to see your face again
girl im so tired of playing pretend
im tryna see this to the end
ive been lost without you near
and i cope with all the tears that have fallen down
will you hear my shout when i call you out

kishi:
and i hate it
i dont wanna lie, i miss the feeling of your fragrance
let me die in peace, while im dying on the pavement
it feels amazing
still got your voice in my head, i can’t take it
just move on, forget about me
im already dead, psychologically
what the hell is wrong? with you and me
april gang, love my bros, live long without me

and i can’t change
how i think, whats on my mind
i know you’re just wasting my time
few years gone by
hopefully got kids and a wife
thinking bout my future makes me cry
cause i wont be there, to live it all
do you even fucking miss me at all?
no you don’t, it aint fair
i feel so alone
i just wanna go back home

sensuku:
i js wanna go
dont let me seen at all
crying, i cant breathe alone
i know that i shouldve known
time goes by and im alone
time it just wont stop
n now im on my own (my own)
all this time ive lost

and i hate it i dont wanna lie
i miss the feeling of your fragrance
let me die in peace while im dying on the pavement
it feels amazing
n the voice in my head i cant take it

peaceful +gens, sensuku (tores)

reupload
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2nuNtSO32vIbPgOO4FUJHi?si=6401db533dde4a62

don't you know 
what i know
you always laugh
it's getting old
i just wish you'd listen
or pay attention 
i hope you wished this
you don't know what you're missing

i honestly wish that you were still here
tell me that you love me
whisper right in my ear
but you want me dead
wish that i'd disappear
please don't leave me again
that's just my biggest fear

wish

20/06/25
a new start
prod by @prodarisu
with twin @remiliaxd

lyrics:

@fabs4k
gotta give my love to you
jus tell me that we'll make it thru
countless days felt the same
now we move on
summer days wrap around
it's a new dawn

"won't you stay by my side?"
talkin' to you but i jus wanna hide
all my feelings
yeah they jus felt denied
all my feelings
yeah they're gonna collide

@remiliaxd
new dawn, wake up, it's a new day
your love, too strong, tell me what changed
i never thought we'd be together in the first place
but you threw it all away

how many days until we move on?
i'm so tired, tell me where we went wrong
i'm exhausted, baby it's been too long
stay strong, i gotta stay true
i wanna get it back, baby it was all we had

i know it's helpless if i keep on thinking only 'bout the past
but my heart's in two right now
and i just need you right now
it's not worth it, but i need to carry on

@fabs4k
gotta give my love to you
jus tell me that we'll make it thru
countless days felt the same
now we move on
summer days wrap around
it's a new dawn

"won't you stay by my side?"
talkin' to you but i jus wanna hide
all my feelings
yeah they jus felt denied
all my feelings
yeah they're gonna collide

move on +remilia (arisu)

fun song prod @bothhappyandsad
with @fabs4k and @sensuku

@xternalz

here we go again!
its my loss when i can't stand to meet the cost
so i push it away
stop asking me to stay
we both know we won't be the same
every time
“i’ll make it right” were the words that i said
were they even mine?
that's what you thought
and i don't want to fight
i'll do what you want
cause i don't know what's right

@fabs4k

i don't know what's right
cause i'm still finding myself
i put my thoughts on a shelf
because i need some better health
i don't want you anymore
you put my heart on the floor
can't make me feel like that anymore
what was there isn't there
and you still want more

@sensuku

i still want more from you, for us
a back n forth, you break my heart
ive seen it all, ive seen it all
forget, forgive, its all a loss
whats the issue? let me know-
all pain cos i miss u
put aside my voice till im with u
stare the sky for days till i see through

@xternalz

here we go again!
its my loss when i can't stand to meet the cost
so i push it away
stop asking me to stay
we both know we won't be the same
every time
“i’ll make it right” were the words that i said
were they even mine?
that's what you thought
and i don't want to fight
i'll do what you want
cause i don't know what's right

here we go again! + fabs & sensuku (wallflower)

@wintress13 :O

i cant write back, not this time
its all a mess that i cant make right
im sorry for the stress of these times
im doing my best to make it right

but you still told me that
it couldnt get more bad
it gets harder to act
to keep this life that we still have

i saw us falling down
and the walls they're forcing me out
as the tide washes over our town
i pray to save us from our doubt

i saw your eyes going dark as the sun starts to set
are we all doomed to fall to this?
when its all said and done
we don’t have anywhere else to run
i’ll take everything we’ve done
to my memory of us

i cant write back, not this time
its all a mess that i cant make right
im sorry for the stress of these times
im doing my best to make it right

but you still told me that
it couldnt get more bad
it gets harder to act
to keep this life that we still have

i saw us falling down
and the walls they're forcing me out
as the tide washes over our town
i pray to save us from our doubt

amphoreus

amphoreus (wintress + xternalz)

prod. @echichi 
@hxroshii
@1kidsora
@kucingyoiii
@exutdisasexyperson
@killminakami
@ramaikeun
@lenyxlinux
@xxa-250475875
@remiliaxd

hxroshii:
My heart got broken by a chindo
now i lost at life i got no chindo
cuz i do something stupid now she hate me
she fucking dump me
now she fucking leave me
my life is ruined i got no chindo
now i cant live without my chindo
maybe i should kill myself cuz i got no chindo
life is all about chindo

kishi:
i don’t need a chinita
got baddie with me, and her body like a latina
yeah i like that
beautiful tanned skin, i finna bite that
got a lil something for you baby, come and ride that
cute morena on my side
in my darkness shawty, shining like a light
put that ass on me, got me feeling fine
all these chinitas are ruining my life ~
bitch

kid sora: (no lyrics)

kucingyoi:
got out my life, you broke down
you turned me into one of yours
these chindo boys, they hold me down
they corrupt me like im a fucking doll

i dont want your wealth or special gifts
it give me ache and i dont wanna take it
i just want you to be more real to me
without you being an ego

exutd:
diko kailangan ang mahal ng chinito-ooohhh
pagod na pagod na ako, mahalin mo ako-ooohhh
di kita kailangan, gusto ko moreno
morenong pupunta sa bahay ko arw-arw
arw-arw tulad ng wlng hanggan
baby, you know that i love you and you know its truuu

minakami:
im so fucking lost
lost inside my thoughts
love the way my chinita moves
the way u love me lots
u only want me cuz i give u attention
cant think of any other reason why u'd give me time of day
come n hold me so we cant feel the tension
n if u dont then i'll love u anyway

woahh
tell me whats the problem
can u tell me why u hesitate?
we could deal with this another day
or maybe u cant take this pain

wrisk:
aduh kpn yh
kau tau diriku ini jomblo
apalagi ngarep pengen punya cewek chindo 
gak bisa dapet cewek ku lagi krisis saldo
chindo tinggi ego ku mending pilih makan bakso

cewek chindo rata rata kulit albino
putih putih udah kayak wallhack dicsgo
pilihan terbaik baddie berbody latina
udah gak tahan, im bout to blow

lenyxlinux:
Oh chinito nakakahilo di kagaya ng moreno ang talino
Diko alam gagawin ako'y nahuhumaling
Oh chinito bakit ka ganito kung maglaho para kang anino di ka makapiling di ka para sakin 
Oh chinito sabihin mo² and damdamin mo, ang damdamin mo

xxa:
boy thinkin bout u hits me hard
tell me do u think of me late at night
tell me did I ever make u smile
ur happy I can see it in ur smile
the late of night Im scrollin through ur feed
u and ur style got me fallib deep 
love ur eyes love ur smile 
i cant sleep cause ur stuck in my head

remilia:
oo i don't need you
i have nothing on my mind except chinitas
yeah you know i like that
i can't see you
heart racing down just to meet you
you know i like that
but it's so sad
my chinita like the dubai chocolate labubu fad
so i ditch her, get a chinito and his body's so bad
yeah yea heyah

chinita/chindo cypher

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