[fall 2024]

prod @yumenikki

i could never do wrong
didnt think id really fuck up
i would never get lost
lay awake till the suns up
i was falling out of love
didnt really mean to hurt you
but you took so much
watched my wings slowly turn black

i will never get my soul back
now im walking down the wrong path
i lost friends i wont get back
i lost friends i wont get back
i wish i could just forget you
i wish i could take it all back
now im ruined cuz i let you
all my fault, yea i know that

i just get left on read
make me feel lesser than
fake life i play pretend
fake thoughts inside my head
i like to cut myself
try to get lost again
i dont need any help
rock bottom is in my bed

rock bottom is nodding off
so hard i lose my breath
unconscious almost dead
wake up and see your face
youll look so terrified
ill feel so dead inside
pinpoint dots in my eyes
but ill still want to be high

pinpoint eyes prod. dollmaker

@pressure666

do me right, do me right 
I’ll have these percys do me right 
By my side, by my side 
I’m scared so I need you tonight 
and I can’t tell you why 
All I know I’m not alright 
And I can’t tell you why 
I need you to be my light 
In the dark of my heart 
In the warmth of your arms 
Hold me close, don’t let go 
Don’t you ever let me go 
You’re so pretty when you smile 
You’re so pretty when you cry 
I just hope that you don’t mind 
Do all these things that you don’t like..

you're so pretty when you cry (pressure)

This song is really meaningful to me and marks my move from NYC to Denver
Produced by me and @youshowedmewhatloveis 
thank you for the guitar!!

lyrics

[@sprigtek]

There was Peace before…
Can we go back
our world is waning, 
I’ve been feeling trapped
With these memories
Breakfast and tea
Movies we watched
And the way you held me
Everyones leaving
How can one last?
Its awfully uncommon
Given my past

Cranberry oatmeal
Watching you read
Books that I gave you
and books you gave me

Friends you had shown me
Ones ill forget
Biding my time in a half empty bed

In a Forest of trees without leaves
at a corner where we used to meet
at a flower shop, flipping a coin,
at the airport, missing the point.

[@youshowedmewhatloveis]

am i wasting my breath?
it starts to feel like it i guess 
let the words spill out my chest
i wish we could lie here instead
(ooohhh)
it wont be long and u know 
i claw at my skin and it shows 
(just) a break in my step not a fall
though not far from the ground below

i scratched my arms ceaselessly
u blame it on my compulsivity 
but then say something sweet 
and everything disappears around me

[both @sprigtek and @youshowedmewhatloveis]
so ill take some time 
with you to watch the world spin around 
while we still can

end

missing the point + gosha

SO TOXIC
LET GO
DON'T HOLD MY HAND
LET ME DIE LIKE
SAY IT
SAY WHAT YOU'RE SAYING
TO MY RABID ANIMALS
THIS CHANCE TO BREATHE

don't hold my hand

caught prod crysalis one47

iris

prod @rubbishrubbish

lyrics:
aye im so fucked aye
she draw blood aye
nother bad day
let it roll aye
i like gettin paid
geeked up outer space
dont een know my name
make it go away

we aint on broadway
we on broad aye
we in philly aye
i dont be okay
i be lonely
shawty bad tho
scene like boxxy

molly roxy 
geeked up out my body
walkin round the toy store off a fuckin oxy
crawling thru the dark web do it thru a proxy
funny how they hate me but they never block me

rollin like a trolley
nobody can stop me
suddenly im popping
yea the fans they stop me
i stay hella sleepy
i jus love the feeling
shawty wanna keep me
she a cute lil scene queen

i be feelin bad yuh
i be sad yuh
u so mad yuh
im so back yuh
cut me slack yuh
get on track yuh
fuck up bad yuh
im so last yuh

blowin gas yuh
got some rax yuh
goin fast yuh
she so bad yuh
im a fag yuh
gettin cash yuh
u get passed yuh
u so trash yuh

iris

r0tdaughter

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