I never would have thought such an ugly experience could lead to something so beautiful. I hold this song very dear to my heart. The beat production process took me months to create. I had to have my heart and mind smashed into countless pieces in order for this to come to fruition. 15 vocal tracks and 6 different takes stacked in the chorus. © Copyright April 24 2024. All rights reserved to Malcolm Alexander Leinberger A.K.A. Maco's Shadow A.K.A. Grim Jones Musical Enterprises.® Lyrics: 
i told myself
i need no one
musta been drunk
why am i so dumb?
why do i run
from all the love?
why can't i trust anyone?
when all said and done 
everyone goes
everyone must
nobody knows
how to break up
ya ya i know
i lost my mind
so long ago
so sick of this fight 
please let it go
i lost my life
in a glass bowl
i lost my light
down a dark road
lost track of time
where did it go?
don't think i'm fine
where is my hope?
am i in hell?
nobody knows
tell me some lies
tell me i'm dope
tell me i'm fine
tell me i felt
what was just mine
obsessed with self
darkness in my mind
no one to tell
nobody minds
i won't as well
feel so alone
peace is a joke
leave with my bones
crushed in my heart,
it's torn apart
doing these drugs,
till peace is far
and i just shrug
Malcolm please come down off that stuff
please can you trust
we need you with us
don't turn up dead please don't doubt
i need god and a priest for now
let these demons drown i need Jesus now
they eatin' me alive kill these leaches how
i'd seen myself in a dream about
3 years ago gotta leave this town
gotta quit these drugs get clean somehow
let the love in let these demons out
i'm by myself
i need some help
i got my love
but that ain't enough now
forget all these drugs
i am too numb now
never even felt
i lost myself 
forgot who i was
is this just hell?
who are you to tell?
could you just help?
never even felt
lied to myself
said i needed no one
how could i be so dumb?
....................
i told myself
i need no one
musta been drunk
why'm i so dumb?
why do i run
from all the love?
why can't i trust
anyone
when all said and done 
everyone goes
everyone must
nobody knows
how to break up
ya ya i know
i lost my mind
so long ago

I Need Help [self produced]

Born and raised in Ljubljana, Slovenia. Former DJ now a father of three, just recently found out that creating music with headphones somehow magically silences all of the usual daily commotion. 😁 Now seriously... I know it's not anything groundbreaking but I really do hope you like it. Im starting every song with just a simple beat and see where it leads me. Hope you enjoy the journey!
My musical preferences are house, electro, italo, synthwave so my songs are heavily influenced by it. 

If you want to you can support me through paypal, bandcamp or by buying some merch here... https://www.teepublic.com/user/xmagajnax and if you do, thank you! 🙃

Thanks for tuning in! 

MAGO

Matty Boy, a native of Contra Costa County, California, experienced a turbulent upbringing that led him into the criminal underworld. Raised by parents affiliated with the notorious Hells Angels and California prison gangs, he quickly found himself immersed in a life of crime, becoming a major player in the methamphetamine trade and founder of the street gang FAIM (Family Affiliated Irish Mafia). However, his criminal activities eventually landed him in federal court, facing the possibility of a life sentence.

Following his release from prison, Matty Boy embarked on a mission to turn his life around, dedicating the past six years to his true passion: music. His style can be best described as raw and authentic gangster rap, which deeply resonates with individuals who have lived similar experiences or are fascinated by the lifestyle. Matty Boy's music speaks his truth, drawing in fans with his unfiltered narratives and poetic expression. Inspired by the late Bay Area rapper Mac Dre, as well as current artists like Benny the Butcher, Westside Gunn, EST Gee, and J Cole, Matty Boy has released over 50 singles and an EP titled “The Emergence of Matty Boy." With an ever-growing fanbase, he continues to make a name for himself and shows no signs of slowing down.

OLD ACCOUNT - NOT UPLOADING HERE OFTEN - MORE OF JUST AN ARCHIVE OF OLDER SONGS SO YOU CAN SEE THE PROGRESSION! Producer/Rapper/Singer/Songwriter/ Blending all genres. Please follow my Spotify and subscribe to my youtube (LINKS BELOW)  OUTCAST PACK - Featuring: Y.Bleezy,Dsi_dss,POLTERGEI$T MUSIC, Dash Cash(Dashtite513),Skizo, 2kCRASH, Jay Savage AKA lil Ghost,Majin Tray, Alkaline, twon_don, Slim Chance, Drop Heavy (Lane 13 Most High), KIRBY Schoolboys, ImBach, Mic-L, $iX-A, Chase Crown, etc. (SOME OF THESE FEATURES ARE ONLY ON MY OTHER SOUNDCLOUD PAGES (THAT'S ALSO WHERE YOU CAN FIND MOST OF THE DELETED TRACKS)

Guitarist and composer  currently working on a solo  album with mostly instrumental pieces influenced by genres like rock, jazz, blues and metal.

Amseiko Free downloads: https://amseiko.bandcamp.com/
TKO free downloads: http://tko-hongkong.bandcamp.com
Contact me for collaborations.
Ik ben nog nooit in Venlo geweest.

First commercial release by Amseiko on Blue Gritt Records 30th July 2011: 
Beatport: http://www.beatport.com/release/power-of-music/399517
Juno: http://www.junodownload.com/products/1802685-02.htm 
 
Amazon UK: http://www.amazon.co.uk/Power-Of-Music/dp/B005F9FAWY
Amazon Japan: http://www.amazon.co.jp/Power-​Of-Music-Original-Mix/dp/B005F​92YQE/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&amp;qid=1​313236766&amp;sr=8-3
Traxsource: http://www.traxsource.com/index.php?act=show&amp;fc=tpage&amp;cr=titles&amp;cv=107797

Vocals by Charmaine
http://soundcloud.com/charmaineakagwtbv



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About TKO: 

Making electronic music in Hong Kong with some friends in a band TKO. Usually we play hour long electronic jams. Am trying to cut them down to 5 minutes or so before uploading. Also made some more dancey stuff myself while trying to master Logic. Looking to play gigs in Hong Kong as well. All comments welcome. Guest singers too : )


Other TKO members are:
http://www.soundcloud.com/modulogeek and http://www.soundcloud.com/acyl

Stanford Cruel (formerly ROSEM) weaves dark, atmospheric soundscapes that draw you into a world of haunting beauty. Hailing from Denver, USA, this solo artist crafts deeply emotional, intimate music that feels both personal and universal, born from experiences of profound loss. Their vocals are raw, yet soothing, balancing melancholic introspection with fleeting moments of hope. Influenced by the likes of Deftones, The Cure, Nine Inch Nails, and Depeche Mode, Stanford Cruel creates a sonic landscape that feels both timeless and deeply modern. After years of keeping their art close, they've emerged with a twenty-track journey that encapsulates their unique sound and unapologetic songwriting. The result? A raw, unfiltered glimpse into a world of bittersweet catharsis that has already earned them top spots on platforms like Reverbnation. For those who live for music that resonates with heartache and healing in equal measure, Stanford Cruel’s music is an invitation into a world all its own.

International Producer & Dj 
resident Nikki Beach Mallorca
resident Bcm Mallorca 

booking:  karl8dj@gmail.com

why throw shade at a shadow? Rapper&Producer https://open.spotify.com/artist/3jkJ3WzuGG2qiTUFg2b2ks  https://grimjones.bandcamp.com *Limited time⏱Extra low prices!💸😮on...*Features🎤Many styles!(Not just 'rap rap')Singing-rnb,pop&alt rock.Screaming-Metal&Grunge.*Beats🎹🎸🎻🥁🎼©®™(Any Genre-Unique Custom HQ WAV file made in Ableton)*Cover Art🖼💻🎑(Vibrant One of A Kind JPEG,GIF,PNG)*Vocal Mixing/EQing🎛🎧The same VSTs/Pre-sets I use on my vocals on my 
MacBook Pro(or custom)*Ghost Written Verses&Hooks👻📝 I have hundreds in dozens of styles in the vault or I can customize on topics/want lots of similes? Pop culture/movie references?/Hyperboles?Metaphors?Alliterations?Sad?Happy?Mad? LMK FAM 💡 *And finally, artist merch for my brand (AND YOURS?) - Grim Jones Music©👟🎒👖👕🕶🖇🖋🖊✒🔌 (Uploading more pics & making more Hoodies, Hats, Jeans, Tees, etc! soon) D.M. on IG/FB/here [not in comments] (Also hmu for concert tickets for my upcoming shows in Vancouver,Sunshine Coast&Vancouver Island!🎫🎟 Please follow me on Band Camp@ grimjones.bandcamp.com/follow_me &Spotify@ open.spotify.com/artist/3jkJ3WzuGG2qiTUFg2b2ks since it's very hard to gain traction on those platforms) New albums are on all platforms @ push.fm/fl/ea9b0nvd *&@ push.fm/fl/yybngyb6 *MOST FEATURES ON YOUTUBE/FB/IG/BC/SPOTIFY* THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH! I APPRECIATE EVERY ONE OF YOU FOR SHOWING LOVE&SUPPORT<3 Rapper/Singer.Beat Maker/Producer.Song Writer/Performer. Fashion/Graphic Designer. New albums are on all platforms @ https://push.fm/fl/ea9b0nvd *&@ https://push.fm/fl/yybngyb6 NEW VIDEO@ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7zO0D6Zz08 THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH I APPRECIATE EVERY ONE OF YOU! STAY SAFE GXNG!<3Thanks for showing love. You can download my music4free (donations accepted2). If you enjoy please follow and share with friends/family. I experiment with making beats and mixing my vocals.I blend 
genres...TRY2 STAY GRATEFUL THO NO MATTER WHAT! 100%  Videos@ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQxFbjPIK1A Music is everything. It's the main thing keeping me going. Most of my songs are dark, personal and emotional. I don't like complaining or bringing people down with me in everyday life so most of it ends up in my songs. No one will ever fully understand us because we won't experience the same blessings/misfortunes. In that sense we're alone although ironically also together in our shared pain.(I like to think we're always connected to something more) Hopefully we can feel less alone by relating to music. I've been writing poetry since I was around age 9, freestyling rap since 14, making beats since 2014 and marrying all 3 into full songs since 2015. I'm a recovering addict. Growing up, Mom was on drugs. My parents split up when I was six. Luckily I have the best Father ever. He raised me and my brother for the most part. Bro is doing great! <3 But we all have our struggles... I've known pain all too well since the beginning. I had 2 major surgeries as a kid. There was other trauma and abuse as a child which probably partly led to some self destructive/medicating behavior. I was an outcast/loner in highschool. It's all in the music. I rap, sing and scream over instrumentals that usually I made - or someone else in the rarer case - If the latter I always give credit and use strictly for non profit... MUCH more frequently released & NEW songs on Youtube & Instagram & Facebook in album&single form. Need to get more albums on all streaming platforms soon again. Hold me to that please! 5 Full self made albums on all streaming platforms totaling 55 songs.(15+ albums on mains) If you enjoy/relate/laugh at/cry to/feel my music at all please follow me on Band Camp / Spotify / Facebook / Instagram and subscribe to my Youtube channel - GRIM JONES MUSIC a.k.a. MACO'S SHADOW (LINKS BELOW) Stay strong and safe out there! Peace

I Need Help [self produced]

MACO'S SHADOW™👻🤐🌘🌦️