lyrics by icantsleeplol 

original song - https://soundcloud.com/icantsleeplol/vivid

Mixed by stezzyxl
Produced by stezzyxl 

lyrics:
in the middle of the night
nothing never ever feels right
i swear i think i’m loosing my mind
a girl like you is really hard to find

and stick and stones might break my bones
and when i’m sad, you’re the only one i feel at home
and tears fall, like they say, when it rains it pours
so i stay inside to avoid the cold

love me
hate me
tell me i’m dumb
fuck me
break me
after ur done
hold me
show me
what i am worth
or leave me
tell me
what i deserve

will u ever come back?
will u ever come back?
ohhh
ohhh

and stick and stones might break my bones
and when i’m sad, you’re the only one i feel at home
and tears fall, like they say, when it rains it pours
so i stay inside to avoid the cold


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mitsa - tissue (mitsa)

aftrr! - keep me close (aftrr! & will rhead)

produced by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
everything by me (dawsin) :o

lyrics:
just a figment
of my
imagination
of me

RID OF ME
RID OF ME
MY OTHER PERSONALITY
HE'S NOT A FRIEND TO ME
HATE MYSELF
FAMILY STILL SCARED OF ME
.45 TO MY TEMPLE
I'M READY TO GET
RID OF ME

don't want no one
but I left these flowers 
here for you
baebaebaebae
babe it's true
baebaebaebae
that I wanna blow my head out
so I feel like a drop out
(in life)
so you'll walk in my room and ask me why I did this
ain't been the same, since I regained my pulse

let me leave
let me leave
let me leave 
this horrible dream

I might've said that "I was fine"
but-
ahaa
it's quite the opposite
i-
I don't even know how to feel anymore

remember the first time I said "hey"?
well this the last time I say "bye"
you're so fake
anxiety got me covering my arms in stripes
(our journey together, ends here.)

I'm disappointed in my self
cause 
I still have the ring on
I still haven't taken it off
AND I BET YOU THINK THATS IT'S PITIFUL
BUT I MISS YOUR EARFULS
I MISS WHEN WE TALKED ALOT
AND NOW ITS ALL GONE-

bipolarity

prod. me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
guitar by me (dawsin)

lyrics:
you drinking is gonna slowly kill you
maybe I want that
you drinking your slowly killing yourself dawsin
tal--y- shi-- bab-
no- like you kno- tru-
abo-t what i- doi--
bab- ill com- to yo
THAT'S STUPID DUDE

talk your shit babe
not like you know the truth
about what im doing
bae ill come to you

Ill talk my shit babe
like how i've been wanting to
for a moment...
you really thought I was feeling you?
you really thought I was feeling you?

she mad at me swerving
she makes me wanna crash though
" we'll talk about this in the morning "
enough came outta that mouth hoe

came out that mouth ho
came out that mouth ho

huh yea
your making me wanna crash
making me huh
yea
your making me wanna crash
making me huh hmph
your making me wanna crash
making me huh
yea
your making me wanna crash
crash
crash
she's about to make me crash (out)
fast, fast
the only way for me to last
i'm last, i'm last
im an egomaniac
just like your dad, just like your dad
but im not a piece of trash
huh?
bae im worse than that
i'm not afraid to stab
i'm not afraid to kill him
babe IM WORSE THAN THAT

i'm just a butcher
looking for another
person
to fill the void
to fill the void 
to feel the void

I killed that man
and I'd do it again (again)
do you remember what I said?
see- seeing red
"there will be no guy friends"

from the start babe I told you that "I'm a bit insane"
and these thoughts I say, don't mind
they just leak out my brain
so predictable come back
when I push you away
you won't make it in life
selling your pics babe

did you really think I wouldn't find out?
IF YOU FUCKED HIM, TELL ME I NEED TO KNOW
didn't do a good job at hiding it did ya?
the bay harbor butcher, you know the nickname
and you know what he did
he dismembered his victims

my head feels fuzzy
I don't even know how imma make
it another day
cause my brain is tense, I'm afraid
my knuckles covered in flesh and blood
make him see grain
If I wanted you dead, I'd pull the colt out the safe

she don't like how I'm acting
what I've done with him is none of your business
oh why can't you get past it
by now that body is nothing but maggots

RUNNING A MILE, TO REPEAT THE CYCLE
YOU'RE SO OBSESSED LIKE YOU ARE A DISCIPLE
HE IS NOT WORTH IT
PUT YOUR HAND ON THE BIBLE
TELL ME IM THE ONLY ONE
I'M TOO IN DENIAL

butcher

produced by jolst 🦠 
featuring heylog

i won’t stay with you
won’t stay with you
cus i’m not good enough 
i won’t pray for you
won’t pray for you
i’ll cry as i’m burning up
don’t say it’s you
won’t say it’s you
it’s me, you’re not cold enough 
i won’t lay with you
won’t lay with you
take me, i’m the one you want 

and my lock screen
has your face on
can i rest here babe
i won’t stay long
sorry we’re toxic
it’s not me love
had it but i dropped it
now i wake up 
in the middle of the night 
scream “where the fuck the day gone”
i know that im ugly
so ill scratch until my face gone
i know i got problems
i know i got serious like - 
i know i got problems 
i know i got serious like - 

heylog:
wake up and do the same damn thing
got my face fixed n skin dont sting
i feel a lot better
skin just kept getting redder
im always lookin around
and im so paranoid now
all the sudden i stopped feelin safe
pack it up to a smaller town
burn it all down
burn it all
i hope youre proud
i hope it
burn it all down
burn it all
wont be around
wont be nah

i won’t stay with you
won’t stay with you
cus i’m not good enough 
i won’t pray for you
won’t pray for you
i’ll cry as i’m burning up
don’t say it’s you
won’t say it’s you
it’s me, you’re not cold enough 
i won’t lay with you
won’t lay with you
take me, i’m the one you want

burn w/ heylog (jolst)

prod by stezzyxl
happy halloween lol 
enjoy

lyrics:
you liked control
i let you drive  
said “it’s fine”
just to stay alive  
you loved the sound of your own lies  
i kept quiet
i don’t know why  

i made a scene in every room  
love found new ways to kill the mood  
you’d twist the truth then act confused ?
like i was wrong for being used  

you post your pain for a couple of likes  
then act above it when someone bites  
you said “i’ve grown” but i see through that  
you changed your hair, not how you act  

you play the victim
rewrite the scene  
pretend it’s art
but you know what it means  
you 
chase validation
i chased my peace  
guess both of us just needed bleh iyddsghns

i still drive by where you stay  
don’t know why just old decay  
you talk about love like it’s new  
but no one buys that shit from you  
  
you waste my breath
you waste my sleep  
the things you take
you never keep  
i gave you time
you gave me pain  
you’d do it all if asked again

prod me bruh
3hrs

lyrics:

like 
what's he doin?
why why
are you mad for?
why did he stop movin?
like
why did he get popped for?

for talkin shit online
check my watch
waste of time
you wont talk to me?
oh right
don't be surprised when i don't reply.

i'm feelin kind of tired
i hunt you on the 31st 
like michael myers
then i come an find ya
i hit my briar then i go ahead
and then hide ya

i said what's he doin though?
hide his body behind where his dad works
at that liquor store
oh trust me lil bro
you a bit-
we done both know
you can keep her man
if you want my suggestion
throw out that hoe

NOW HE'S BEGGIN THE QUESTION WHY????
THE CONSEQUENCES OF A LIE
AHHH DIE
THE CONSEQUENCES OF A LIE

foul tarnished 
in search of the elden ring
someone must extinguish
thy flame

we were friends
so why the disrespect?
pect- pect- pect
grow up and get some balls man
(ambition)
'fore i come an teach you a lesson
and curb stomp you to the floor
shit'll get messi
jobless activity
your behavior's the same as my enemy
bro go get a job and stop hating me
eighteen+ acting this way so beyond me..

briar

Don’t Stop

Paper Baby (Feat. Selah)

Trials and Tribulations (ft. gue)

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aftrr! - keep me close (aftrr! & will rhead)

biteki