new... but old...same to me

🍂🍂🍂

On repeat rn

Probably not all of them but it's what I could find. (-cotton and requiem)

autumndropsdead

9tails - any better  (slowed + reverb) (without feature + extended)

hey, thx 4 listening, seriously.
this is the first song i've mixed completely from scratch,
so i hope it doesn't sound too foul 
prod. @prodskellington <3
cover art sketch by @bleulmao

~~~lyrics~~~
a minute away
i’m gonna fade
back into the nothing
shit what do you say
fear to be fake
look at my face
fucking disgusting
throughout the day

i can’t talk if i can’t even breathe out
she seems off there’s gotta be a reason
raindrops fall everywhere i don’t need it
think this calls for the death of a weakness

check, check, check,
troubled mind, covered ears
less, less, less, chitter-chat full of tears
let’s, let’s, let’s, get the fuck outta here
can’t afford being gone
but i’ve lost will to care again

the cycle ends
what’s the point in this
low love, slow thumbs, so numb

winter crept upon my hands
and all i am’s ideas through a screen
is it true that you were never meant to be?

troubled mind, covered ears [prod. skellington]

Biteki AMV: https://youtu.be/aMOX-qUEWMw
prod. farber
this 1 been in the works for a while 🖤
i hope some of you find relation & or clarity.
ft. @user-411557229

[autumn]
so seems you took away my breath
feels a little off where do i begin 
like oh~
why’d i get so bent 
starting to believe that i’m a bit obsessed
like oh~

cause i’ve always really wanted space
now i just wanna see your face
(see your face)

girl i want this bad
i told you that
i’m not just sad
my world’s been plaid

hello?
praying you’d pick up the phone 
how’d it go?
being on your god damn own

so seems you took away my breath
feels a little off where do i begin 
like oh~
why’d i get so bent 
starting to believe that i’m a bit obsessed
like oh~

[not home.]
they wanna be me
she gonna leave me
for somebody new
off of the shrooms
cold in my room 
lost in the ceiling
look at the moon

[autumn & not home.] 
(2x)
look at my face when you’re talking
(when you’re talking)
i get bored so i smoke now i’m coughing
(bitch i’m coughing)
all the friends at the house 
now i’m yawning
(what the fuck bitch)
they be chasing all the
shit up in my pockets

obsessed w/ not home. [prod. farber]

@prodsunsetlover
i've been taking my time with releases lately
i just, want to start making things that mean a lot more to me than they usually would, and to do that takes a bit more time than I usually would give myself to make a song.
so i hope you guys enjoy this 1. be safe
get well for those of you who need it <3

~~~lyrics~~~
(2x)
when will we learn 
it’s making me hurt
yeah i ain’t complacent 
yet i ain’t been changing

i won’t think out loud 
(i won’t think out)
(i won’t think out loud)
lying on the ground
(yeah, yeah, fuck)
i can't reach when i cut off my hands 
(my hands)
what’s the meaning in being
in being who i am

i can’t go out
i’ll get overstimulated
guess i’m home bound 
how the hell am i gonna make it?
leaves they fall down 
i can sense the aberration 
ever since i found a little solace 
during isolation

no more dreams when i wake
i’m covered in sweat 
many things that i see in all of them
they fill my heart with pure regret 
just when will i get over it? 

conscious is biting my brain
(conscious is biting my)
(biting my, biting my brain)
but it don’t matter 
i swear that i’ll find a way
(swear that i’ll find it)
(i swear that i’ll find a way)

i won’t think out loud 
(i won’t think out)
(i won’t think out loud)
lying on the ground
(yeah, yeah, fuck)
i cant reach when i cut off my hands 
(my hands)
what’s the meaning in being
in being who i am

threads of hair hang low
the angel you once knew 
turnt her back on the helping help 
that gave her thy wings 
simply in danger
let go
this is just a fever
(this is just a fever...)

thy wings [prod. sunsetlover]

our frist album eyesore if finally out, hope u guys enjoy it

insomnaic (ft. autumndropsdead) [prod. king theta]

@produforia
i hope you guys like this one. 
been hanging in there (somewhat) 
keep at it everyone, you're doing great :') 
don't let anyone tell you otherwise. 
stay strong <3

~~~lyrics~~~
(2x)
talk that shit, imma crash on the floor
talk that shit, yeah i’m begging for more
talk that shit, i exist, but what for?
talk that shit, while i’m already sore

(2x)
talk that shit
imma crash on the floor now
talk that shit but it won’t ever sort out 
never knew why i would settle for change
think about every lie that you told to my face 

overdramatic, i’m over my head
telling me things? i would rather be dead
take me for granted, all fucking upset
ain’t talking bout you girl
i’m tryna reflect

yeah i got issues, issues
told you i was mental while i
kissed you, kissed you 
don’t need a parental like i’m over it
am i sentimental? cause i’m so distressed

forever a cocoon 
i would move if it weren’t the stress
holding me up to the roof 
got a gun to my chest
i would shoot 
i would lose, everything that i have
but it’s cool, yeah i’m cool
don’t forget me when i’m dead 

yeah i try to fucking try
even though i’m not enough
swear to god that i’ll be fine
every night i’m throwing up
can’t believe that i was right
ain’t nobody i’m above 
baby take the fucking knife 
drive it straight into my gut

(2x)
talk that shit
imma crash on the floor now 
talk that shit but it won’t ever sort out 
never knew why i would settle for change
think about every lie that you told to my face

(told to my face)
told to my face
what a shame
so ashamed, go away
just go away, i should go away
go away

chrysalis [prod. uforia]

i can't pinpoint what this song is about, but it means a lot to me.
i love each n every 1 of you so much w all my heart
hope you enjoy. 🍂
prod. @wisssery & @pekarot_161

~~lyrics~~
now get the fuck out 
this ain’t even a house 
and i’m not proud 
but my head is getting loud
soul is screaming to get down
i’m not as greedy as i sound
not as greedy as i sound 
don’t turn around

clogs in my brain cause i’m selfish 
and if there’s a blade in my vein
never felt it
guess i'm forced to play 
till i cave from exhaustion
i'm already dazed
get away; you’re obnoxious

tell me what the fuck i gotta say
just for you to stay
i’ll pray upon the stars
but they all seem to fade
i tell me i don’t really know any better
sell me; just another scar for the beggar 

i’ve been up all week
won’t sleep tight
i can’t brush my teeth
nor eat right
way too many dreams
seem to terrorize
every single sheep 
when i shut-eye 

let’s drift down the creek, till i notice
it’s my time to leave, hope you know this
isn’t about me; my emotions 
tend to dive too deep into motion 

ice thin; drowning on the daily 
would you care to stop by?
quick someone save me
(save me)
ice thin; drowning on the daily 
would you care to stop by?
quick someone save me
(i’m gonna drown)

how the fuck am i alive?
tell me what am i
in the pond i spot a lotus
coloring me blind
fuck a nine to five 
i wanna live a life
i wonder if i’ll flourish or 
lie among the vines 

dad is in the yard smoking packs
till he’s greener
momma wears a mask 
so her past looks cleaner
fully out of grasp 
with my siblings’ demeanors
mind is running laps, i collapse
in the bleachers

tell me what the fuck i gotta say
just for you to stay
i’ll pray upon the stars
but they all seem to fade
i tell me i don’t really know any better
sell me; just another scar for the beggar 

fuck around, now i’m throwing up
stay away, imma fall in love
too late, maybe i’ll be fine
lead me to a better life

broken but i’m holding on
to the universe i’m below a pawn 
any given moment i could lose it all
the sound of silence is a subtle call

𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘩?.. 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘩! 𝘪 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶.
𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺.
𝘤𝘩𝘳𝘪𝘴?! 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦?!
𝘪 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪’𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶! :(

i tell me i don’t really know any better
sell me; just another scar for the beggar

color me blind [prod. wisssery x pekarot]

numb4 w skele (splashgvng)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6CbxhNDiS43RkM728SpInl?si=e92a5e39fcfc4020
prod. @dercept + gateway & danielsara
cover art done by kittikyu <3

this ain't a ballad; fucking unbalanced
give me a challenge, i'm in the smog
tossed like a salad; thought i had talent, guess i was wrong 
putting the p in pain, everything ain't what i want 
you put that shit away, it's new a day, in a NEW DAWN

leeches! clogging every vein from the start
secrets!! i wanted to keep in my heart 
bleeding! blood is looking blacker than some tar 
don't communicate, because your brain's already charred

no chance, i ain't ever doing any shit like that again
i don't have an ego, but she fucking with my head
racking up the people that'll probably want me dead
said i'm fucking lethal, tell me what did you expect?

two-faced; show faith
walkin' round the town in my mind with a mace
i'm a fucking loser, so i never show my face 
wish i never knew her; couldn't believe what i'd say
so i rest admist the panic, going manic, tryna change
if ur talkin' shit then can-it, all your bullshit; it can wait
i got way too damn satanic, pull me closer to the flames
you should quit this life and hand it over, imma take your place

(i'm looking through the fog)
(i've been confused for so long)
(the things that i've undergone)
(are proof that i don't belong)

leeches! clogging every vein from the start
secrets!! i wanted to keep in my heart 
bleeding! blood is looking blacker than some tar 
don't communicate, because your brain's already charred

no chance, i ain't ever doing any shit like that again
i don't have an ego but she fucking with my head
racking up the people that'll probably want me dead
said i'm fucking lethal, tell me what did you expect?

leeches! [prod. dercept x gateway x danielsara]

istg it'll sting.
https://open.spotify.com/track/2qjQWdbB6ymgA3ixd0Mhhr?si=32a06c461024433a
prod. @dercept & @prodmichael
cover art done by @aliensplanet !!
enjoy <3

(3x)
(take a chance)

is that a fact? 
or do you think that you know me
cause i work off my ass, and get attacked 
i think i'm staying lonely
but i'm fine with that
it's just i want my slate to be clean
go and spread another lie, i swear to god it'll sting

i let, i let everybody walk all up over my face
in a fear that if i spite, i won't become what i dream
just a fucking machine; i'm blowing out steam
i'm like a lion in a cage who is a-
(boutta be freed)

i let it get to my head
(i gotta quit that shit)
i wouldn't dare to pretend
(i'm just so sick of this..)

(2x)
(it's o-, it's o-, it's okay)
(4x)
it's o-, it's o-, it's okay

is that a fact? 
or do you think that you know me
cause i work off my ass, and get attacked 
i think i'm staying lonely
but i'm fine with that
it's just i want my slate to be clean
go and spread another lie, i swear to god it'll sting

i stuck my head inside a nest full of ants
in advance, i already had my hands behind my back
take a chance! for the people who play life like they're a cat
CALL ME TRASH >:"/
i'll show em what it's like to be surpassed
WITH AGGRESSION!!! >:((

ants [prod. dercept x michaelwarren]

featuring @user-411557229
produced by heylog

lyrics:
(heylog)
the veins in my skin pop out when i'm warm
i handle a blade and point to my arm
oh she'd be upset if i put it through
i'll put it away but only for u
well this time u won, you proud of yourself
i put us down, no need to be held
i've suffered too long in my mental state
i'm harming myself, does it look like i'm okay
i said u were right
and i'm sorry just know i'm not bright
or the smartest, keep beating my eyes
till they're blue and to where i can't see
now they're swollen, i'm blind in my view
and now everyday feel like i lose
but i'm trying to cope without u
and it's hard oh baby it's hard
so wish me ur luck and ur regards

it drips from my forearm to my shirt
watching the blood fall is the worst
ignore all of your calls cus i've learned
i made it a full year without her
I LISTEN TO NONSENSE ON A BASIS
IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD AND IT'S MY FAVORITE
I KEPT THEM AROUND FOR ENTERTAINMENT
I CHOOSE TO STAY PRIVATE AND FACELESS
DON'T TEXT ME
DON'T CALL ME
I'VE WITNESS AUTOPSY
DON'T COME HOME
I WON'T BE HERE
I LEFT SO IT'S SINCERE
a lots on my mind
like my future and maybe a wife
and i wonder if music's my prize
it's the only thing going for me
been a week since i've gone outside
i'm pathetic it sums up my life
forgot her and god it's about time
and something that i can't help but think
if ur disappointed in me

(residential)
tell me what you find
deep inside her eyes
cause she used to be kind
until she lost her mind

blade in the basement
i'm high but i'm anxious
snapping back the hat when i am next in the rotation
thought i found myself, but i'm in dissociation
love being alone, but i don't fuck with isolation

quarter ounce
pack it up and take me out
you said i’d be better now
but all i got are pills around

where the fuck you’ve been at
you left your nail marks on my back
now i'm going too fast
but i can't help but think about the past
i just smoked what was left in the bag
and i really don't mind if i crash

spotify

pathetic ft. residential

AMV 💜: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jC996g3VWGc
one of two songs released under @bitekivibes <3
prod. @sorrow_bringer & @boyfifty

s/o to my friend @kittiyu 
for getting the cover art done on such short notice 

i should leave her cause i’m always grey
watch a second turn to minutes
now the crowd fades away
i’m a little fucking prick
leprosy all up in my brain
everyone is so pathetic
but so am i so i break fate

you stay vague, make way
i speak to me in tongues
and watch while they play
i swear i try my best to open doors
i’m afraid it’s far too late
to be the way i was before
(way i was before)

the ruckus of the press
corrupted everyone around me
is there anybody left to tape
my mouth when i am shouting
why’s it always cloudy?
what’s the point in doubting?
i’m stuck up & fucked up
my head’s always drowsy

let’s fill the lies with glue
so they’re stuck on track
if i knew what i know now, would it be bad?
i could tell by the way
she would hold me back
i could tell by the way
i had to hold my breath

eh i can’t seem to break the silence
so i decide to lie beside it
coincide with all the violence

and i admit it...
that i’m so fucking garbage
but i wouldn’t ever want you back

i should leave her cause i’m always grey
watch a second turn to minutes
now the crowd fades away
i’m a little fucking prick
leprosy all up in my brain
everyone is so pathetic
but so am i so i break fate

you stay vague, make way
i speak to me in tongues
and watch while they play
i swear i try my best to open doors
i’m afraid it’s far too late
to be the way i was before
(way i was before)

body’s shaking
head is split and torn
the fall felt weightless
you’re all i adore
adore... (3x)
you’re all i adore…

leprosy [sorrow bringer x boyfifty]

mix master n all that by me
cover art sketch drawn by @punimonnn 
tysm 4 listening, hope u enjoy 
this song means a lot to me
show some love to the goat  @012207 who popped tf off on the prod <3

(2x)
i said i gotchu, don't you worry
shit ain't ever gonna happen
till my heart; it filled with fury
now i'm losing all attraction
don't wanna live inside the past-tense (past tense)
but i'm way too weak for taking action

everyone wanna party
while i can barely stand; fucking hardly
pack up my shit and just move on
treating myself like a nuisance
counting the days i've been awake
even in my dreams, i can't catch a break
"how many followers does it?!"
never enough, you fuckers are fake

i'm on ice, catchin' colds
in the night, crackin' codes
hold me tight; never leave
but it's nice being lone
laying low every week
in a hope that i peak
how your soul stayin' content
when the feelings never leave?

ion go outside
i'll just get another migraine
head and heart collide;
i guess that i'm a lightweight
blame it on bad timing
chakras ain't aligning
every step; i love me less
how long have i been crying?

four years; still despise me
took a lot to come out of hiding
took a lot right outta my psyche
but i'm putting all that shit behind me
this story's mine for the taking
i woke up, hands shaking
doing my best to face this
why can't i just erase it?

i said i gotchu, don't you worry
shit ain't ever gonna happen
till my heart; it filled with fury
now i'm losing all attraction
don't wanna live inside the past-tense (past tense)
but i'm way too weak for taking action

evil dances on my spine
twists of fate prove i'll be fine
i miss my sanctuary
find my sky like aviaries

(2x)
i'll re-find just another sunken hole in the ground
maybe then i'd rewrite
the pages that are scattered all around me

i said i gotchu, don't you worry
shit ain't ever gonna happen
till my heart; it filled with fury
now i'm losing all attraction
don't wanna live inside the past-tense (past tense)
but i'm way too weak for taking action

i-i-i
miss my- miss
w-weary
my sky like aviaries

attraction [prod. baz]

Autumndropsdead-Mayday

let this be everything / endtimes

let this be everything

prod @lynyou @trustt @omgisai
video / visualizer: https://youtu.be/W2jl_vXwRsc

lyrics:
@lynyou
yea it dont really feel the same no more nah
yea getting tired of the lies i been bored yea
i just say im fine then i move on
then i go keep crying til it turn dawn
(x2)

yea i closed my eyes i can still see the tv
say u dont like me but u really need me
yea the trophys mine ima win u gon see me
ima take whats not mine feeling greedy
(x2)

@trustt
close my eyes and i still see you there
but i still stay walkin round im the man yea
but you dont really know that yet
so you dont really know a thing about me
runnin round the town with my head fucked up
i cant find my phone think im boutta throw up
i said fuck all your friends and fuck what you heard
yea fuck all your friends they belong in the dirt

closed my eyes i can still see the tv
say u dont like me but u really need me
yea the trophys mine ima win u gon see me
ima take whats not mine feeling greedy
(x2)

@lynyou
yea it dont really feel the same no more nah
yea getting tired of the lies i been bored yea
i just say im fine then i move on
then i go keep crying til it turn dawn
(x2)

yea i closed my eyes i can still see the tv
say u dont like me but u really need me
yea the trophys mine ima win u gon see me
ima take whats not mine feeling greedy
(x2)

need me

prod @v_letical @omgisai

lyrics:
u left me there in the corner waiting for someones help
and im not taking ur orders go find someone else

i cant think straight around u it drives me mad
its hard to tell how i feel cause it hurts so bad
(x2)

bad, bad, hurts so bad
so bad, bad, hurts so bad (x1000000)

it dont work @ all / try my best to make it alright
might get hurt & fall / i been thinking bout u all night (x4)

bad, bad, hurts so bad
so bad, bad, hurts so bad (x1000000)

----------------------------------

a tale of thirteen, who sought to convene. under the knowledge of a single eye, would those thirteen learn why.

hurtz

lyrics:

A quick assessment of any plan out of town
Looks like just another lonely ride home to her
The pretty white lights hang from the veranda
And they light up faces that slur out the words
“This year felt so long but somehow we all have survived
If next year is this hard then fuck I think id rather die”
So lets relive and regret cause there’s a year's worth of it and we only got time
But If it took us this long to recover then winters gonna eat us alive

The empty roads
Of the oceans coast
Provide shelter for
Her spent wary bones
In attic suites
When ur all alone
Will u remain headstrong
Or will u long for home
Id like to think that by spring were fine
but winters gonna eat us alive.

winters gonna eat us alive

“This year felt so long but somehow we all have survived
If next year is this hard then fuck I think id rather die”

winters gonna eat us alive

winters gonna eat us alive (nico north)

DOOMED

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz

lyrics:
impractical use of your head
you kept up your walls, blocking out all your friends
eta; some hours
i'll probably be sober
to realize i still hate myself and grown colder
distain
(exhausted and jaded)
your headspace
(show no relation)
stained gray and faceless

refraining from the actions
that'll probably f*ck me further
i miss not pertaining all this weight
and worrying bout the future
but don't get me wrong,
i love all my friends
i hardly reach out, but they know how it is
just a burnt out soul in a tie-dyed kid
when the colors all fade, then the bl**d dries thin
got chilled-out wind in my lungs
winter has pa**ed, but i can't see the sun
waving away to the ones that i love
that difficulty ain't apparent at all
so inconsiderate, i need a light
so f*cking tired of wasting my time
put their heart inside of mine
(inside of mine)
(i'm out of time)
(f*ck)
(out of time..)
(tiedyed.)

autumndropsdead - tiedyed (nate2timez)

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