Fowarding the culture wit this on my soul😭

LYRICS
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the table 
Shuffle up my heart, I know that she able 
I know that she able 
I can tell the times you get lost in the moment 
Read between your lines know you're mine and that I can hold it
This whole world seems revolting 
You're still my girl let's get going 
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 
Silence is golden then why are your eyes red 
Covers that we were once lovers in 
And I don't think I can start again 
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 

sewerperson:
Everything worked so different when I chose to abandon
Everything I knew about trust and false damage
But still I think about you sometimes
But I'll manage despite me being horrified
Once I dress the wounds I feel way better
Though nothing I could ever do will bring me last November
That’s the last time I ever give my heart and soul
Now I push away attachment knowing I'm too cold
I know it all comes back to my own faults
But I could not stop them
That shit like the whole problem
So when my lungs fail
And my heart stops
I'm ok with a funeral full of no one

Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Her hands move like a blackjack dealers on the tables 
Shuffle up  my heart I know that she able
Crisscross bets all night 
My loss if I play this right
Late night hit me up cause I know that I'm a convenience 
Taste like every other time for the same reason 
Fucking manic I've been famished
Of any sort of love but still manage 
Silence is golden then why are your eyes red 
Covers that we were once lovers in 
And I don't think I can start again

you're forgettable ft. sewerperson (prodswitch x xmichaelwarren)

i'm really trying not to quit

i'm really trying not to quit (MUSIC VID OUT NOW)

Stream on Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5o3zeb6JhEP7x2jGYZj7oa

Artists:
@prod-oc
@heylog

Lyrics:
did i want this, no not at all
does it concern you we still talk
i tried my best but it didnt work out
im tryna see you, dont know if ur taken now
i wanna get what was lost
i just want that for us
and tell you i love you

you lied to me
now the text box is green
so now is it tense
we went through this once
cant do it again
but thats what you get
i dont love me
so how can i love you
when i stand
to look at myself
no im not a fan
i wish i was dead

baby im not the same person i used to be
and when you left, did it have something to do w me
running around with you like it was yesterday
and if i saw you i wouldnt know what to say

you lied to me
now the text box is green
i dont love me
so how can i love you
so how can i love you

oc & heylog - love//heartbreak

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lyrics - 
i've been feeling low, MIA
i didn't wanna feel anyways
and i can see concern on your face
you never showed any lately

what the fuck is up?
yeah you're feeling left out?
and i ain't gonna lie that's the point
what i want now

i'm not okay
you heard me say

oh it's fine
don't you worry
cos i don't mind a little excess
lately i've been thinking that i'm just not in the best place
left me here alone so i texted 'coming back yet?'
couldn't bear to cry
cos i don't have any tears left

oh no, where you going? where you at now?
it's a shame that you don't like who i am now
too much for your love you just wanna be friends
i ain't here for this shit so let's run it again

And its fine
So I’ll just turn off my phone
You can’t fix me, many tried
Guess I’ll end up alone

It’s okay
I don’t know where I will go
Cause lately I been thinking
That it’s the end of the road

Someday you will wonder where I’m at now
You can’t really say I’ve never tried to
Get better, feel okay with who I am, how
Are you pinning all the blame on me, it’s who I am now

And now I can’t feel a thing
Went way too deep in this
The point of no return
And I’m just gone

You just never understood 
Why I am always feeling down
That’s why I never say it out loud
No point in sharing with no one

oh it's fine
don't you worry
cos i don't mind a little excess
lately i've been thinking that i'm just not in the best place
left me here alone so i texted 'coming back yet?'
couldn't bear to cry
cos i don't have any tears left

oh no, where you going? where you at now?
it's a shame that you don't like who i am now
too much for your love you just wanna be friends
i ain't here for this shit so let's run it again

excess (feat. deadfish)

Prod @Sinxi

Lyrics 


Just give me time to relax
I feel the pain from your past
It makes me sick I wish that
I could have changed all of that
But we met now and it’s typical
That one wrong move could dig a hole
How could we know 
That we would fall in love
And it feels like something loving 
Can ease all of the suffering 
To points where I feel nothing 
Can finally feel like something
Sometimes I try to be the better person
Sometimes I find il make it out I’m certain
You cry I cry we feel like
We are both burdens
Living life with the hurting 
It feels so

Suffocating to my brain 
I feel the blood loses flow 
Feeling faint when the anxiety 
It knocks on my soul 
Can’t feel my face it turns to paste 
I’m no different from a ghost 
Losing faith I don’t relate 
To living life at the most 

And stay close 
I’ll just take a minute wait
Where’s my halo
Don’t know if I find it 
But I don’t mind tho
You said that your perfect just how you are 
So Just ruin my life
We find it difficult to waste our time 
Makes sense when everything
We have is on the line 
Hey it’s okay I think we’ll be alright

She’s gotta leave 
But that’s kinda how it always goes
I lose my cool 
And shut down until my body’s frozen
But she won’t notice 
I never told her

Spotify

RUIN MY LIFE (feat.Sinxi)

https://soundcloud.com/b_murph

lyrics:
one, two, three, okay let’s go, let’s go
(i remember last night)
(i needed a lifeline)
(but you were too caught up in living in the limelight)
(i’m making sure the times right, tryna set my mind straight)
(she said that she’s coming over and she’s tryna fornicate)

tell me which way this gonna go now?
‘cause i was so caught up on my own now
i need some love, can you just hold me down?
but next time i looked you were not around
so tell me how it’s fair
when i needed you there
and you never cared
(you never cared)
and all i see is red
‘cause i’m bleeding from my head
it’s way too much to bare
(way too much to bare)

no i don’t wanna start this back up again
(i don’t wanna start this back up again)
the longer this takes the more i lose all my friends
(the longer this takes the more i lose all my friends)

i remember last night
i needed a lifeline
but you were too caught up in living in the limelight
i’m making sure the times right, tryna set my mind straight
she said that she’s coming over and she’s tryna fornicate
i remember last night
i needed a lifeline
but you were too caught up in living in the limelight
i’m making sure the times right, tryna set my mind straight
she said that she’s coming over and she’s tryna fornicate

(she said that she’s coming over and she’s tryna fornicate)
one, two, three, let’s go, let’s go
try to stop me, you can’t stop me
i’m rolling off this oxy
i got this people all around me
and they’re tryna boss me
she tryna cut me up
i told her that her work is sloppy
i took the blade
and i showed her how to do it properly
they listen to these songs
but they don’t listen to these words
‘cause i’m crying out for help
to save me from this curse
i’ll write another verse
throw it out, until i’m immersed
my heart is broken
can someone just call me a nurse

no i don’t wanna start this back up again
(i don’t wanna start this back up again)
the longer this takes the more i lose all my friends
(the longer this takes the more i lose all my friends)

i remember last night
i needed a lifeline
but you were too caught up in living in the limelight
i’m making sure the times right, tryna set my mind straight
she said that she’s coming over and she’s tryna fornicate
i remember last night
i needed a lifeline
but you were too caught up in living in the limelight
i’m making sure the times right, tryna set my mind straight
she said that she’s coming over and she’s tryna fornicate

(she said that she’s coming over and she’s tryna fornicate)

Last Night

SPOTIFY

B Murph - Last Night

【﻿ｎｕｍｂ　ｍｙ　ｔａｓｔｅ　ａｎｄ　ｆｅｅｄ　ｍｅ　ｔｒｕｔｈ】

thank you for listening. i really, really appreciate it.

produced by @prod_death 🖤
hope you enjoy.


walking with grace 
behind closed curtains
and i know that pain
finding out they're not the same
it's just not the same.

i feel like i can touch hades
but the thought of you's the only thing that's kept me saving
from all the bloodshed
i take it all in
i let that deep breath
enter my skin
i haven't felt formaldehyde in a while
it's become so difficult to work up a smile
hit me back if i'm worth every mile
i used to believe what i wanted was peace
but when i open my mouth i feel like a mime

fuck that
i'm ripping the tape off of my face
but don't look at the paste please :(
i wake up and i'm already shaking
there's only so much i can take in
loss of dexterity causes corrosion
i missed every note that i needed the most
don't open their heart till' you've opened your own

the truth (i'm boutta fall through)
i guess you never really knew me (knew me)
that's why i never get through (give a fuck abt you)
it's connection we're losing (losing)
i'll reach my hands through the screen
till i see the spark's out
they're starin' at me; said
"you should be star-bound"
take in the scene
and don't you forget it
the ocean'll sink (sink)
just cause i let it
(let it)

is there even a deeper meaning?
i study her every pattern
i ache then break but they don't seem to take it as a heavy matter
and that's hefty ladder that i'm probably gonna climb forever
and if she goes i let her
and if she goes i let-

kay, i've opened the shades
i thought it was grace, i guess that it's hate
fool me once and take my change
no wonder why i feel the same
fool me twice; i'll start anew
my misfortune falls right back to you
the scent of colors fill my room
to numb my taste and feed me truth

(truth)(4x)
i don't know what does it mean to you..
what do i mean to you? (you-you)
what do i mean to you
you-you-you-you

i feel like i can touch hades
but the thought of you's the only thing that's kept me saving
from all the bloodshed
i take it all in
i let that deep breath
enter my skin
i haven't felt formaldehyde in a while
it's become so difficult to work up a smile
hit me back if i'm worth every mile
i used to believe what i wanted was peace
but when i open my mouth i feel like a mime

i feel like a mime (4x)
(i feel like a mime...)
(am i wasting my time?)

feed me truth [prod. death]

single off of my debut album "home away from home" (track 5)
shoutout to @xona for featuring on the track :)
produced by: azure & aidanhan
special shoutouts to @bitekivibes for being the goat too

LYRICS:
murph:

i walk out in the forest
but quickly i lose the light 
and my skin turns to mould
and the birds start to fly
i thought that i was safe, in my home away from home
but as i saw the creatures running i simply do not know

s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold

and now you're looking at me must've came back as a ghost
i love the way there's blood splattered all over the walls
can we find a way to give me pain, 'cause i need me some more
she put diamonds on her pinky ring, i love it when she flaunts

s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold

xona:

i'll decide what i do now - i'm reeling in "ours"
uh, leaving the pits that i found myself
(myself)
you desired my help
but i'm sick of words when its just pure guilt
so it's on me, awfully killing my health
i'm sorry i reached this point myself
the story goes on, to build a home
where we stay safe from the cold

murph:

s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold
(s.o.s)
s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold

- if u reached the bottom have a good day/night 333+ -

s.o.s w/ xona

ty for listening 
@imnotenvy
@prodjpjp

// envy
i’m feeling distant again
i silence on the outside
i know it hurts
leave me hanging
tell me you’re fine
and no one ever said
this had to be the last time
yeah, no one ever said
this had to be the last time

// geist
oh
i hear the sirens in the night
singing songs to my demise
getting lost inside your eyes
holding onto love that died…

i said that i’m fine
but i’ve been here losing my mind
and i don’t know what’s left to say
i swear that i wanted to try but i drowned in the tides and i stared as the nights turn to day

leave me alone
i’ll rot and decay
i had a good time but i’m running away
you couldn’t save geist
we’re one and the same
but no one loves me
it’s always his name

// geist & envy
i’m feeling distant again
i silence on the outside
i know it hurts
leave me hanging
tell me you’re fine
and no one ever said
this had to be the last time
yeah, no one ever said
this had to be the last time

i’m feeling distant again
what’s to say?
no better feeling okay
oh tell me this is the end
spare my heart
don’t wait it’s too late

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distant w/ notenvy [jpjp]

@echoschamber 
@iamvagrxnt 

// echo's chamber
i should have known this’d never last
put down the phone so you can here me cry or say goodbye
everything’s moving way too fast
cause i can never just be in the moment
i just hope i wake up as someone unbroken
drink a cup of purple potion
the only thing to fix me now that you’re no longer with me
the color of a sunset
is enough to make me forget
that way beyond the blue
there’s no more me and you

you lied in motion
i miss the ocean
and i purple potions make me feel alive
alive

// geist
i fell fast asleep to your voice every night
now i just bleed my heart out in the mic
it’s alright, i’ll be fine
felt the tears build inside
poured like rain from my eyes
as we said our goodbyes

i fell fast asleep to your voice
now my heart it just hurts
love just say i’m the worst..
oh oh
but i’ll say i love you though there’s so much more than that
drift with the ocean and now you’re not coming back…
i’ll lay in motion and waste my whole life
drink purple potions and pray that i die

// together
you lied in motion
i miss the ocean
and i purple potions make me feel alive
alive

you lied in motion
i miss the ocean
and i purple potions make me feel alive
alive

purple potions w/ echo's chamber [vagrxnt]

in the back of a cab i don't wanna go
to a bar with a crowd where i feel alone
you can tell me to try but i won't
try to fit in - i just don't
some days, some nights i still feel alright
but it's been a minute
i can't get that weight off of my mind
and you wonder why i try to be something else
my friends are doing well
but i'm in a handbasket going straight to hell
as soon as i arrive wanna leave straight away
all these strobe lights they just fuck with my brain
am i the only person who's not on cocaine
i just wanna make songs with friends in the basement
in the back of a cab i don't wanna go
to a bar full of people that i don't know
i'm with my team but i'm still alone
try to fit in; i just don't
so get me out alive.

social anxiety club dancefloor [prod. droozy]

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