When living without purpose starts to kick in, somehow~.

Loose songs which I lowkey get too emotional with

The sweet taste of self-hatred IV.

løve hurts yakknow

Beat & Vocals By ℒund.
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Lyrics

I feel the cold again
i feel alone again
(x4)

my heart is so cold
i feel so alone
stayed up all night girl
i wish you were home
ill take a hold of you
i want to grow old with you
where did you go
oh where did you go
you got me feeling like 
I’m six feet below the ground 
don’t tell me its over now 
i won’t live this way 
i can’t live this life without you
cause all i fucking do is think about you
all night and day 
baby girl believe the words that i say

addicted to love and your my supplier
but you and i we burn like a fire
and your words they cut like barb wire
but thats how it feels when you love a liar
(x2)

I feel the cold again
i feel alone again
(x4)

so pour the salt on my wound babe
i just wanna feel something
remove the blood from my veins 
so this heart will stop pumping
on the edge and I’m jumping
give me something thats numbing
cause if i don’t have your love 
then this life means nothing
(x2)

I feel the cold again
(i feel the cold)
i feel alone again
(i feel alone)
(x4)

(i feel alone)
i feel the cold again
(i feel the cold)
i feel alone again
(i feel alone)
(x2) 


Alone

Alone Made Of Ice

with @dylan-kidd-1 and @PearsonGhost (in-store release)

Intro Guitar: https://goo.gl/km7G0M
Ryan Tedder Vocals: https://goo.gl/VimZRP
Five Easy Pieces Monologue (1970): https://goo.gl/Ziervn

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Dylan Kidd
https://instagram.com/dylankiddmusic
https://twitter.com/dylankiddmusic

Pearson Ghost
https://instagram.com/pearsonghost
https://twitter.com/PearsonGhost

Artwork: still from the music video
Making Of: 
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YouTube: https://bit.ly/3wXVTfb
Stream on Audius: https://bit.ly/bonjrAudius
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Lyrics:

buy/spotify

someday we'll be together again

love you guys ❤️

i thought i had it all figured out
inside my head
but as it all turns out
things didn't go my way

just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine
just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine

i feel like i am running out of time
i'm losing my mind
lately i've been doing less and less
it scares me though
the thought that i might lose it all

just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine
just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine

spotify

thought i had it all figured out

I won't let, I won't let this break me.
cus I know that I'm better than that,
and she said, everything I hate about me,
it's ok, at least I'm aware.. no no no..
(x2)

staring up at the top of the ceiling,
with my wrists, their cut, I cannot stop the bleeding,
staring up at the top of the ceiling,
with my wrists, their cut, I cannot stop the bleeding,
(x2)

Staring at the Ceiling

runaway (prod. feelo)

Like a bird she flys at dawn,
And All I do is sing these songs,
We could fly if I had my wings,
I don’t even wanna live that long,

I told her you’re the girl of my dreams
And I’m not ready to leave-
Cos people need me,
I guess that I’ll just wait on my wings

Wake up pop another pill,
I’m sad but that’s jus the deal now,
And I don’t wanna have to die- don’t kill-
And I can’t ever even tell what’s real now,

Fallen of Athens, all I wanted was your kiss
Pretend it ain’t happen, but I know that you still miss me x2


Like a bird she flys at dawn,
And All I do is sing these songs,
We could fly if I had my wings,
I don’t even wanna live that long,

I told her you’re the girl of my dreams
And I’m not ready to leave-
Cos people need me,
I guess that I’ll just wait on my wings

Girl of my Dreams

Producer @wrongnumberlofi

Lyrics

Hiding in my covers
I don’t get love only get wrong numbers
Underneath this thunder 
feel the rain fall on the wings of  a lovebird

I keep on falling faster
Im losing all that matters
Right now your all I’m after
I hope your my next chapter

Making 99 stops on the tour bus
Always have a blast with the four of us
Your always on my mind still my favourite
I know we’re friends hoping this year we can change it

I tried every type of sentence
But no words ever sound how I meant it
What am I when there’s so many more options
Dried eyes getting way too common

The rain on my wings. (wrongnumber)

you don't gotta worry about me 

https://soundcloud.com/crackxlizard
https://soundcloud.com/caspr

i just wish that you'd talk like you used to
is it too much to wish that you want me too
is it too much to wish that you'd follow through 
and it kills me 
i just wanna see you in the morning 
i keep feeling down, and i'm sorry
i just keep breaking, you don't gotta worry 

no you don't gotta worry about me 
you don't gotta worry about me 

oh oh
baby don't go 
i just wish that you wanted me a little more
oh oh 
baby don't go
i just that you wanted to hold to hold me close

breaking (prod. cracklizard x caspr)

Thank you for listening <3

prod @prodbytheswitch
mixed and mastered by @farhantnvr

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0BO9578QpebbagVOvIu4Oz
iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/nightmare-single/1531625412

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Lyrics
i don’t want to feel, want to vibe
take a deep breath, close my eyes
waiting for the pain to subside
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?

my hearts in the garbage
told you if u wanted u could have it
and i’m starting to salvage
those words that you said are haunting again
hearts in the garbage
told you if u wanted u could have it
and i’m starting to salvage
these thoughts on my mind they’re wanting me dead 

and it’s too bright 
i’m dying underneath the spotlight
but you say it’s alright
you take your time and move so slow
everyone has gotten cold 
i’m losing time, i’m losing sight
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?

my hearts in the garbage
told you if u wanted u could have it
and i’m starting to salvage
those words that you said are haunting again
hearts in the garbage
told you if u wanted u could have it
and i’m starting to salvage
these thoughts on my mind they’re wanting me dead 

they’re wanting me dead
it’s not all my head 
couldn’t escape my nightmare

Spotify

Nightmare (Prod. Switch)

lyrics:

what if I gave you my heart
would you
take it and rip it apart
could you
ever see me the same way that you see urself
and it's ok if you hate me cause I do as well

I can't remember the last time we got along
you're so November and I'm more or less April
dust builds up inside of me so these melodies wear a heavy coat
tell me how it feels laying on him while I sit here alone

I cant wait till tomorrow
when this horse shit starts to move along
brittle bones start to slice away and they dissipate this October
fog
I could see it in her eyeballs
she cant love me when it's him involved
and I'm too deep in this rabbit hole
I Bruce Lee at my bedroom walls
time moves so slow
I think I've been here before
and my hands chopped off but i wont let go
though I'm tired of holding on this long and still being ignored
baby life doesn't change just because you want it too
don't go down the stairs we keep our secrets in the cellar room
and I could explain but nobody ever wants me to
too much in my brain with nobody else to tell it to

I can't remember the last time we got along
you're so November and I'm more or less April
dust builds up inside of me so these melodies wear a heavy coat
tell me how it feels laying on him while I sit here alone

april (eric godlow)

https://soundcloud.com/deadbrokeofficial
https://soundcloud.com/ripkais

lyrics:
she had the same perfume, i never failed to remember you.
i don’t even know what to do.
mind is fading help me thru.

i’ve been fucked up, fucking up my heart now.
i can’t sleep, i cant sleep, with the lights out.
i keep seeing, i keep seeing things, i’m going out.
of my mind i can’t find none my thoughts wow.

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

watch me, coz i don’t wanna live at all.
nothings been worth it, thought she was perfect.
call me a creep but i kept her perfume.
the only thing that i have that will keep me from you

watch me, coz i don’t wanna live at all.
nothings been worth it, thought she was perfect.
call me a creep but i kept her perfume.

i’ve turned into a monster,
it’s all that i am now,
and i don’t wanna leave you behind,
but sometimes he gets out,
and i can’t control that fight
if you see me don’t speak to me,
i swear to god,
i warned you i told you, no one is perfect,
and she might overdose tonight.
if she wakes up i’ll be surprised..

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

she had the same perfume,
i never failed to remember you,
i don’t even know what to do.
my mind is fading help me through,

perfume

dead broke - perfume (ft. kais)

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dead broke - perfume (ft. kais)

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