this brings back alot of memories in itself

artwork @astrosux
@sendflowrs 
lyrics:
(kanashi)
ive been
waiting...
things are never changing
my mental state is still degrading...
and they all wanna switch up
tryna fight? put ur fuckin fists up 
and they all wanna talk 
but they dont wanna get none
try to walk the walk
but when u see me u gon' run 

u cant hide behind your little screens for too long
for too long

and u know it kills me!
i just wanna try to get along!
but these idiots make it so damn hard
and im sorry if i come off like an asshole
its just that ive got a lot of scars from ppl just like you
fake ass bitches in plain view
yeah you cant fool me 
i see right through 

i see right through!
i see right through you  !!


(sendflowrs)
i see right thru u
i dont wanna talk i just wanna fucking get offline
the shit that you do 
stresses me out control alt delete my life
look at your posts
you say you hate drama but u doing the most
fuck that, ur toast
fuck all ur friends theyre fuckin jokes

lemme calm down

i try to get along with you 
u talkin shit on all i do
like what the fuck is wrong with you?

i try to get along with you,
discord soldiers, all of you
lile what the fuck is wrong with you?

Spotify

too long ! [+sendflowrs & xmichaelwarren]

and you told me it’d get better
never guessed that my mood would match the weather
grass grows 
things heals
i lost all of my appeal 
and i wish you told me sooner
cuz then i wouldnt look like a loser 
i guess it’s my fault for believing
that i would some day lose the feeling 

hey there i got your letter
every word bled through the paper
you wrote with so much weight
i hope you’re feeling better

avoiding signs from my body
cuz i can’t think of better things to do 
i lost everyone but you

cut ties with anyone around me
they never cared
about me
they’ll probably all
forget me
eventually

and i’m stuck 
being
everything i hated
and i wish 
that i could 
some how make it up to u
the lies and all my faults
were getting to me
i think i should rot
eternally

and you told me it’d get better
never guessed that my mood would match the weather
grass grows 
things heals
i lost all of my appeal
and i wish you told me sooner
cuz then i wouldnt look like a loser 
i guess it’s my fault for believing
that i would some day lose the feeling 

its so good 
lost feeling
im getting better im healing
on every first of the month
i always fuck it up
you didnt hurt me enough
so now we're back in touch
told myself i'd never fall in love again
care too much im fucking up myself instead
losing grip on my reality
its how it always ends
im never going back home
and i dont wanna be friends

and you told me it’d get better
never guessed that my mood would match the weather
grass grows 
things heals
i lost all of my appeal
and i wish you told me sooner
cuz then i wouldnt look like a loser 
i guess it’s my fault for believing
that i would some day lose the feeling

appeal (feat. vito)

reset (leave me alone)[prod. living puff]

i'm a casualty of life...
prod. @gonetoofar x @memoryroseishere
cover photo taken my by girlfriend :)
hope u all enjoy <3

lyrics:
oh how i dream of the west coast
or maybe somewhere thats not here
i’ve been all cooped up inside
need a place to reside
where the water can run clear

i hate to wait for my chances
but i’m a casualty of life
my brain cannot wait
for the day i can say
everything’s gonna be fine

don’t want to be here tomorrow
but in the sense i don’t exist
i’m sick of basic routine
need a change in my scene
i don’t know how to fix this

i think i'm tumbling backward
i need a hand to life me up
or maybe air i can breathe
maybe eyes that could see
why the water has dried up

freshwater [toofargone x memoryrose]

spotify!

Lyrics Video : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t0TLabMdU8o
Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/track/4zHwGCLwrTHaQqNZsc49k1

Vocals by $AVAGEKITTY & @imgeist
Beat by Prod.byCian & 80root
Mix by $AVAGEKITTY & @imgeist
Art by raven midoryia <3


$AVAGEKITTY Part:
It's pretty dumb to think that we could've lasted, woah, woah
It's not easy to forget the time that we had, yeah

And it goes like
To think we could've lasted 
Leave this shit in the past and
Force a smile on my face 
I won't regret this
It's pretty funny how you said I'll end it
Because I did it and you were like come back babe
No I'm not playing games, hurting bad it's okay
But I'm gonna let you know that I'm back bitch
No I'm not dealing with your shit, someone else will
No I'm not dealing with your shit, someone else will

And my blood's all spilled on the floor
But she said she wants more
She is obsessed with gore
But they won't stop
Hide my body in the trunk
Pin me down and cut my tongue
It'll never be enough, woah, woah

I'm Geist Part:
Woah 
I'll never be enough, no 
I've been holding on walking on tight ropes  
She pushes me off into the night and ask where did I go??
She's obsessed with the gore 
On her knees wanting more 
Took the knife, cut my throat 
Now I lay on the floor

$AVAGEKITTY Part:
It's pretty dumb to think that we could've lasted, woah, woah
It's not easy to forget the time that we had, yeah

$AVAGEKITTY & I'm Geist Part:
And it goes like
To think we could've lasted 
Leave this shit in the past and
Force a smile on my face 
I won't regret this
It's pretty funny how you said I'll end it
Because I did it and you were like come back babe
No I'm not playing games, hurting bad it's okay
But I'm gonna let you know that I'm back bitch
No I'm not dealing with your shit, someone else will
No I'm not dealing with your shit, someone else will

$AVAGEKITTY Part:
And my blood's all spilled on the floor
But she said she wants more
But they won't stop
Hide my body in the trunk
Pin me down and cut my tongue
It'll never be enough, woah, woah

couldn't cut it w/ I'm Geist (Prod.byCian x 80root)

@northshoremusic
@emptychest
@caspywaspy

(Co-Prod - maxflynn + cloud)

[TNS]
Warning shots from a mothers arms
A little too close for a broken heart

Getting in the middle is why life’s so hard
Going to our places is just to far

Yeah I know it’s hard for you to let me go
But your gone and I’m tired of the pain you rose

[Ally]
yeah i still hurt
but im trying to learn
how to deal with the changes in my heart
(my heart gets torn out every month)
its a part of moving on
spazzing out
cutting my wrists when i dont know my route
its not old news now
i know how it goes
(dont let it go away)
and even after all this time since you left, im- still not me.
(my mom warned me about you kind of guys)

[TNS]

Warning shots from a mothers arms
A little too close for a broken heart

Getting in the middle is why life’s so hard
Going to our places is just to far

Yeah I know it’s hard for you to let me go
But your gone and I’m tired of the pain you rose

Loneliness is setting in
Walls are slowly closing in
As I lose my breath

[casperrr]

walls are closing i’m running outta time
swear when im on this green i always flyhigh
i know that they won't love me til the day die
therefore i'll keep on being hated for the longest time

hatred, hate me while i'm fucking faded
lately, i've been feeling fucking jaded
rolling up weed, blow smoke on the daily
being lonely no one want's to save me (x2)

hated, and always alone
this depression got me sick and im just skin and bone
i know we are on the same boat
and after the storm's over we will be eachothers home

Warning Shots w/ The North Shore, emptychest & casperrr [+ christ]

-lyrics-
but I go
and I go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

there was a time in my life
I didn't wanna live, I pushed and then thrived
but everything will come in waves, and so it did
baby was I wrong for the things I said and did 

I don't wanna die that's right
I wanna be a man inside
its tells me to throw away
throw away, 
my dreams and rot, and then decay

it melts away like cheese on the grill
I'm petty and I'm lost, come on tell me how it feels

but I go
and I go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

there's long way ahead
IN HELL ITS OKAY!
OH HELL I AM ASHAMED!
I NEVER THOUGHT THE DETREMENT I CAUSED ALL OF MY FAMILY, IM AMAZED
I DONT WANNA GAME
INSIDE, I AM DEAD, WHATS THE PLAY
CAN YOU BE A BIT MORE FRIENDLY IM AFRAID
I DONT WANNA DIE, BLOODY BROKEN AND ASHAMED

oh my god
oh my god
can you tell some about urself, ive know for a while now
I don't wanna freak you out
I been living in the depths inside ur brain
please don't run away

please don't run away ill chase you down
*chase you down*
i realize its getting dark out

you don't medicate me away
ill be here to stay

but I go
and I go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

there's long way ahead
IN HELL ITS OKAY!
OH HELL I AM ASHAMED!
I NEVER THOUGHT THE DETREMENT I CAUSED ALL OF MY FAMILY, IM AMAZED
I DONT WANNA GAME
INSIDE, I AM DEAD, WHATS THE PLAY

but i go
and i go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

horror came and went (prod. domesticsoul)

@reject333
@not-a-fucking-hero

maybe im not good enough
for you to gimme all ur love
i rly miss ur fuckin touch
so ima let out all my blood

dont take the knife away from me
there aint a point in savin me
my current state youd hate to see
so ill just end it hastily

ur make believe
i dont wanna be what u make me to be
and i dont wanna dissapoint my family
but this whole damn time nobody was there for me

so ill go


dont really wanna go but i know i cant stay
in the back of my mind voices takin their place
everybody linin up for the start of the race
when i hear the gunshot i cant keep the same pace

take a 9 millimeter to the side of my face 
so i dont have to sit here and count down the days
take a chunk of my flesh just to get you a taste
when i die fuckin happy ill be a disgrace

and i dont want my legacy to go to waste
so the fame and immortality is what ima chase
but everything i want is stuck behind a lens painted grey
i cant make out the faces cant make out the shapes 

[popularreject:]
baby im not good enough 
for you to even give a fuck 
my hands are tied 
my wrists are cut 
and ima drain out all my blood
you arent where youre supposed to be
you belong here close to me 
and ive been thinking overly 
you arent where youre supposed to be 
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
smoking so much i fill my chest up
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
babygirl jus-

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

disgrace

disgrace ft. popularreject (hero)

Provided by Biteki

Lineup
@erisu-san
@yvngaxstn
@lullabyboy
@lilskeleskrrt
@ripkais
@sushisai
@deadfishpoland
@ddeadroses
@raeraexo
@silverreapersnroses
@seejayxo
@brushogun
@zxlone
@lilblueq
@gothurted
@deadspyro
@diamoonofnhg
@remghost
@irby314
@prod_loopy
@lilduckk
@nate2timezz
@prodtsurreal

Deadfish - Painful Memory (prod. Wellfed)

love y’all
little holiday song for u
happy new year everyone

lyrics:
i been feelin down, i been under the weather
gray skies, snow falling, now i feel a bit better
i got coffee in my hand and im wearin a sweater
i can only hope next year will be a little better
i been feelin down, i been under the weather
but i know everything’s okay, i just gotta remember
that everything is temporary and this isn’t forever
i can only hope that next year will be a little better

5 days till i’m home free
sidelined with my homies
bye bye to the old me
chilled out by my lonely
curfew till morning
life’s pretty boring
ain’t got no warning
now back to the story
im sat by the fire
fridays im higher
can’t fuck with liars
im sad and im tired
christmas was last week
but im still relaxing
im chilled out at my house
so if you want beef then don’t @ me

come save me
im falling
don’t waste my time
if im calling
im waiting
for something
to change my life
cuz im stalling

i been feelin down, i been under the weather
gray skies, snow falling, now i feel a bit better
i got coffee in my hand and im wearin a sweater
i can only hope next year will be a little better
i been feelin down, i been under the weather
but i know everything’s okay, i just gotta remember
that everything is temporary and this isn’t forever
i can only hope that next year will be a little better

come save me
im falling
don’t waste my time
if im calling
im waiting
for something
to change my life
cuz im stalling (x2)

maybe next year [capsctrl]

Let's Just Pretend (prod. Morin)

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

first track of unchained volume. 4 out now! by sinxi (spotify first)

Deadfish - Painful Memory (prod. Wellfed)

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