For basics

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lyrics:
woke up in a sweat last night, fuck my life howd i get so cold
I dont even know what I meant when I told u that, I was so fucked up
livin life like volume cant mute this shit howd it get so low
I dont even know who I am anymore so lemme take yo advice and go

fuck off with my bull shit
were too sick to evolve, a straight neucense
we rly gotta look at love in a new sense
not obsessin over shit fuck ur 2 cents
in the middle of the night straight mental
feelin like shinji what am I supposed to do
I hope u kno that my life dont belong to u
I hope u kno that im fighting for the likes of us

and I wouldnt wanna lie to us
I know ive lied but I learned to trust
so trust me, I dont rly do that anymore trust me
lonely
trapped in the back of my mind help me

or dont, I been like this for years I been gone so long
u see thru it, laugh wit me but u think im stupid
oh no, I kno this feelin like its my home
I hate it, think im fine but im fuckin anxious

I see thru the lies in my vision
tough shit, dont be surprised if im missin
exist in my mind like prison
listenin to the thunder im breakin in
to the place that I knew back then
its nostalgic ill pack it in, and
ill remember how i felt back in december

trust me

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trust me (prod. boyfifty x kndey)

Tesla X

@guccihighwaters

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Everyone's so damn depressed, everyone's so fucking sad
Everyone's scared of the future, everyone's stuck in the past
Me, I just wanna get better, I can't be like this forever
Call me a loverboy when I'm with you
You're my sun when I'm under the weather

It's late as hell and I'm up
Recording a song cause I feel so fucked
Volcanic emotion getting ready to erupt
Now I'm all on my own, just hope no luck

I been stuck in the past like I'm McFly
And I'm so full of shit like a pigsty
I can be good or bad depends on whos eye
Everyone that I loved I was used by
Now I'm broken, still hoping
I can breathe in your love without choking
That I won't regret what I've spoken
Hope the pain that I felt won't soak in

Lately I been feeling like shit, fuck this
I ain't never really had felt much bliss
Her lips, death stained kiss
I reside in my mind's dark abyss

Write songs just to cope with the pain
Broad day, still stuck in the rain
Different day, shit still feel the same
It's been a while and I still hear your name
It's been a while and I still see your face
It's been a while and I still can't erase
All the times that I used to embrace
I know you can't so don't say that you relate

I don't wanna start over again
Guess I'll cry about it, scream into my pillow again
Bleed more than I do when I'm using a pen
You know where to find me if you wanna see me again

Everyone's so damn depressed, everyone's so fucking sad
Everyone's scared of the future, everyone's stuck in the past

It's late as hell but I'm up
Recording this song cause I feel so fucked
Volcanic emotion getting ready to erupt
Now I'm all on my own, just hope no luck

| guccihighwaters |

Am I worth it, is it perfect
Do you feel the same as I do
Worthless, so cursed, with a mind like this
Do you mind if I die for a bit

To keep it honest, I would die for you bitch, yeah
Say fuck life, wristcry for you bitch
Never wanna make you sad, it kills me
Intoxicated every night from feelings
I got regrets in my head (x4)

unknxwn. - regret

regret.

spotify.

regret. (feat. guccihighwaters) | Produced by brokn

thanks to @deadfishpoland for have saved this Tuesday's song

[hook]
I don't need you
you just want to fool me
Don't come back to me
If you'on really want me
I don't feel you
I don't love you anymore
All my feelings now are gone
Stop fuck hitting up my phone girl
x2

[verse(deadfish)]
I don't need you
you never said back anything like "love u"
stop hitting up my phone, nothing's there to stop u
from fucking killing me

When you have said that we are fine
we were looking at the stars
when you've walked past me that first time
I thought that u could shine
and show me where's the light
in my dark and shady life
man that was a mistake
to keep believing that all was fine
keep on trying
now I'm crying

[hook]
I don't need you
you just want to fool me
Don't come back to me
If you don't really want me
I don't feel you
I don't love you anymore
All my feelings now are gone
Stop fuck hitting up my phone girl
x2

i don't need you ft. deadfish [prod. myhzy]

[+] who knew a year later we would only see each other in our dreams.
* prod by @hxrxkiller * featuring @steadysuffer *
(artwork by @seejayxo)

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro:]
i write these stupid fucking songs for you
i right every single wrong you do
i keep tellin myself that you’ll change
but you know that you drive me insane

[verse:]
i got knives in my back
anxiety attacks
cause you dont love back
why you play me
bitch you wack
i cant even trust you
why the fuck i even gotta love you?

how you hold up in my chest so long?
lean back as i rip from the bong
remember nights we would listen to my songs
i dont know where we even went wrong

[hook 2x:]
i had cash and i spent on you
bad bitch ride around in the coupe
no drugs i was high off you
good sex baby yeah you know it too

[verse 2: @steadysuffer]
said she wanna get thru to you
you're already in your avenue
swallow all your fears, while you cry with no tears
now he's tryna get thru to you
he don't wanna be here all night long
oh dear, soft and clear oh-oh-oh

ya she got a style
that'll pick apart your mindset
so divine but a fights her assignment
finger on the trigger i can tell she wanna light it
buried under lies im feelin fine but im lyin
hey, don't run from me
was it all real oh was it all real
ring when you find me dear

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high off you (feat. steadysuffer)

single off our ep that we will be dropping very soon thank u <333

falling so easily w/ yungaxstn

explicit

One of my first songs that was really popular and I've decided to remix and remaster it. Hope you'll enjoy <3

Producer: https://soundcloud.com/buddhachieff

lyrics:



bottle is my only friend
couldn't remember
thought i was just defending myself

nobody tried to wake me up
i was sleepwalking
did trust them but it was all a trap

girl you left me hanging
my being is a trading
chip for you
so here i am drowning my pain in you

my momma said they were no friends
didn't believe her
and got caught up into this shit again

i have attracted you
you've sticked with me
so you could just make me look like a fool

did not sleep since this moment
because of you
you broke me down
and laughed at me with all of your friends

i have woken up again
after suicide attempt
please just leave me all alone
i won't be fine
With no friends

all i asked you was just go
pack your shit and find new home
point your fingers all you want
im already dead
with no friends

took me a moment to build myself
work up the courage
and i have fallen from this ruined stairs

i might have just hurt myself
my blood's escaping
making swirls, a landscape
in the bathroom sink

girl you've left me bleeding
my suffering is just a
game for you
so i hope that i was worth your time

my family was warning me
i blew them off
it seems that god has put a curse on me

i am lonely but this is my fate
there is just silence
don't wanna to see you in my current state

did not sleep since that moment
i have just stood
you've put me down
and then i finally have met the death

i have woken up again
after suicide attempt
please just leave me all alone
i won't be fine
With no friends

all i asked you was just go
pack your shit and find new home
point your fingers all you want
im already dead
with no friends

No Friends (prod. BuddhaChieff)

Artist:
https://soundcloud.com/deadfishpoland

Producer:
https://soundcloud.com/hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
don't ever fall in love they say
it's the biggest trap, don't go this way
you're gonna get it when you grow up
20 years old, still didn't got that

cause i just wanna feel, your heart next to my chest
i just wanna be for you and feel so blessed
don't care about shit other ppl say
when you're not around i feel like i slowly start to fade

cause i just wanna feel, your hand clenched in mine
don't ever let me go, i hope we're fine
when you're saying that you love me i feel so alive
baby don't cry over this, together we can brightly shine

and that is how i'm feeling
i don't want to lay, staring at the ceiling
i just want us to be together
heart to heart, thinking bout whatever
comes to mind
baby we are fine
don't worry bout a thing
i can deal with anything
yea
for you, i'll do everything
i'll do everything
cause

cause i just wanna feel, your heart next to my chest
i just wanna be for you and feel so blessed
don't care about shit other ppl say
when you're not around i feel like i slowly start to fade

cause i just wanna feel, your hand clenched in mine
don't ever let me go, i hope we're fine
when you're saying that you love me i feel so alive
baby don't cry over this, together we can brightly shine

i just want to feel

deadfish - i just want to feel

https://soundcloud.com/odece

bad bitch, acting like you fucking know me
wrist slit, all my blood is on your blade
gonna quit, too many scars on my skin
admit - you're the sin so Imma pray

I gave everything to you
You took everything you could
It still wasn't enough for you
You want to tore apart my heart

You want to know what the fuck I am
You said that I'm the scum, god damn
I ain't even try to fight
Just leave and say goodbye

just leave and say goodbye
i don't need these pointless fights
all I hear is "go and die"
repeat, this time look into my eyes

look into my eyes, tell me that you want me dead
want me dead, you must have forgotten who the fuck I am
I have helped you like a million times
Don't want nothing in return and I'm the bad guy

I can feel your hands, double edged blade
scar myself, cut myself, for you I'd bleed out, god damn
Now I'm left alone
don't need you, just go home

I gave everything to you
You took everything you could
It still wasn't enough for you
You want to tore apart my heart

You want to know what the fuck I am
You said that I'm the scum, god damn
I ain't even try to fight
Just leave and say goodbye

leave and say goodbye [prod. odece]

you tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
thought that you would fix me, but baby, you just broke me
tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
i thought that you could fix me, but baby, you don't know me

and i know i’m not the one you're thinking of
but your love is like a drug and i can’t fucking get enough
i need your rush inside my veins, just load me up
let me die inside my sleep, this life is just too fucking tough
tell my mom, i’m sorry, but i just don’t give a fuck
i miss your voice, i’m not alright, my life is just so fucking dumb
can’t go a day without fucking something up
depressed as fuck, all i wanna do is cut

baby what’s the point? i know you're turning to a ghost
yeah you say you're down, but who’s that boy inside your phone?
you took my heart and you squeezed it till it broke
let me die inside the cold, i'm all alone, just let me choke
baby what’s the point? i know you're turning to a ghost
yeah you say you're down, but who’s that boy inside your phone?
you took my heart and your squeezing till it breaks
just let me die, i'm all alone, just let me fade

you tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
thought that you would fix me, but baby, you just broke me
tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
i thought that you could fix me, but baby, you don't know me

prod. @prodspyder
written by @lightninglogan

samples from You x Dracula

Ghost Me

SPYDER

ghost me [prod. spyder]

Lyrics.

[hook]
I can tell by how she hugs me
She doesn't care about me 
Tell me that you love me 
But you know that I won't fall for it
Tell by how she look at me
She doesn't feel a thing
Leave my fucking dreams
'Cause I cannot even sleep
x2

[verse]
I can't even sleep
'Cause I'm busy crying
I can't even think
Thoughts are intensifying
You were the one who I loved
Since when I've met you and now
You're gone, so far away 
My phone misses your name
I can't fall in love no more
I guess nobody else has what I'm looking for

[hook]
I can tell by how she hugs me
She doesn't care about me 
Tell me that you love me 
But you know that I won't fall for it
Tell by how she look at me
She doesn't feel a thing
Leave my fucking dreams
'Cause I cannot even sleep
x2

She Doesn't Care About Me [prod. dead spyro]

I hope you like this new song Minivans <3

@spacemanzack
@lovlok

Sunshine Hotel w/ SpaceMan Zack

Sunshine Hotel w/ SpaceMan Zack (Prod. Lovlok)

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Music video link: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=18cjnRsgHvA

NEVER (ft. Yates XV & Killsadist) [prod. Malloy x Yeezo] *music video in description*

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Im 16 Years old Music Creator 
My Experience with music making : 5 Months
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