what can i take instead of sleeping pills?

skeleflowrs part three
guitar by @jolst

fun fact I actually wrote this song from the perspective of Jax Teller, the main character of my fav tv show (and quite honestly the tv show that kept my mind occupied and stopped me from blowing my brains out for years) sons of anarchy, I ended up rlly liking it so asked my good friend The Skeleton Man to jump on it 

so yea, bonus points if you've seen sons of anarchy cus the lyrics will probably make a lot more sense to u lol

voicemail by vict molina

sendflowrs:

when everything goes wrong
and all i can smell is smoke
I promise this will be the last time
the last time I ever choke
I feel intoxicated 
the violence is killing me
I just got one last thing to do
and then I think that its time to leave

bury me a son,
bury me with my friends
and im nothing without this club
but I just want it to end
I said bury me a son
my brother we will meet again
and im telling you my love
I just wish we could start again, we could start again

skele:

we can start again
this can’t be the end 
i had so much for us to do 
and i don’t know who’s a friend 
i might be broke but i’ll mend
i don’t wanna do this without you

honestly, i know i never meant a thing, love 
i’d give you anything
i’d bleed until the days done 
n honestly i know you’re already gone 
i just wish you wanted to hold my heart 


sendflowrs:

so I sit here, on my roof,
write another thought down
about you
I know im not my father
what should I do?
need to lock this shit down
and get a move
need to clear my head right
think ill take another ride
in the night time
oh this town it comes alive
heart is air tight
I cant let you read the lines
oh my love I 
think its
time for me to go 

so just bury me a son,
bury me with my friends
and im nothing without this club
but I just want it to end
I said bury me a son
my brother we will meet again
and im telling you my love
I just wish we could start again, we could start again

bury me w/ skele (jolst)

Pavement (Prod Splashgvng &  @Jolst )
Key E minor
Bpm 154

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🎸 Guitar by Jolst

Pavement

PURCHASE:
https://loudr.fm/release/the-story-so-far-x-state-champs/5ztRn

Clairvoyant The Story so Far Cover featuring Toby Evans

Lyrics:
just do my best to just try and forget you
im not the best but i'm trying my best to
not think about it, the times that we shared
shit fucking kills me, i know you don't care

you with someone new and i hope that he good
treat you the way that i know that you should
expect from a dude that be grown in the hood
his playlist seem chill but i'm packing the kush

i'm just living life like a motherfucking game
i wont ever fucking feel i'm whole, i'm just destined be insane
i won't ever fucking feel like i will ever be okay
i just drown deep in this bottle and i hope that you okay

i could never spill my guts until the day you went away
i just hope i suffocate in my sheets in which i lay
i just hope i find the substance make this pain just go away
i know i'm never good, i hope you are, that's how it plays

(Spookybands)
baby i would drain my veins for you, i do what i like
i would love to drift away but i don't really want to die
and you're like everything i can't be, why do i even try
there's a chain across the gate again, you won't let me inside

now i'm just twisting the thought of the moment i found you
i think it was more of a chance
the more that i gave you, you gave up on things bout yourself
and this city just dont understand
i think maybe if you thirty and you don't have nobody we could do this all again
maybe then you would be happy and i would know how not to ruin it

mama hold me i'm empty, i feel so empty
and how the fuck can i forget you, if you don't let me
please don't you let me now
baby please don't let me
baby please don't let me

(hkfiftyone)
i hope that, i forget that
autumn evening, that we sat back
on the bench there, make a smoke stack
puffin menthol, we just blow back

Forget U

forget u w/ spookybands (prod idly blare)

Higher Than Judgment

This album is a collective of a lot of my old tracks, instead of just leaving them for scrap I decided to share them with the world.With that being said this is also my last drop of 2025 it was a grow year and I will continue to grow and share.  NO HATE LEFT album  by b_notec is a passion project so I hope you all enjoy.

Forsaken

@qawikamri
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
@killedmyself

lyrics:-
Qawi Kamri
Everyone's just sad now
Everyone's just broke now
No one's really different
Everyone's the same now

Xanny just to fit in
Wrist starts to slit nah
You just want a hit
You promised to quit
Don't really believe you
is that even a choice?

9TAILS
like is that even a choice
woah
filter through the noise
when i speak its not my voice
oh polo
pony on the chest
check the goose its on the vest
vvs is on my neck
run a cheque
make it back
get a couple compliments
dripping sauce
when i walk
all this pressure break my neck
break the bank
break a sweat
im not coming over yet
walking home
in the rain
this is good as life'll get

SPOTIFY

No Divergent. (w 9TAILS) (prod. killedmyself)

@splashgvng
@curtainss

im a disaster 
im goin thru it
move faster
push thru it

but im plastered to my bed
cant escape that silent dread
im awake but i feel dead
guess im lost inside my head

serotonin’s synonymous
with the worst parts in all of us

i dont care if every letter in this makes me wrong
i wear my pain like a sweater
i been better
wont be for too long

and if it looks like forever 
dont forget that
nothings everlong

baby u got me tethered
im anxious, whatever
pop it into a song

take me for the moment
let me stay tonight
fuck me or whatever
love me, it feels so right

you cant shake me
been ballin lately
my old friends hate me
im goin crazy

look into my eyes
tell me if its real
cpt sad on the mic
thas a real big deal

time will tell
if all these lies went well
keep it inside my cells
left underneath my nails

imma mess and thats never gunna change
without the pills, needin somethin to arrange
the world is fallin around
i think that death is callin
i see ur smile
and drown
but im just gettin started

Follow me <3

SEROTONIN'S SYNONYMOUS (prod. splashgvng x curtains)

Provided by Biteki

Lineup
@erisu-san
@yvngaxstn
@lullabyboy
@lilskeleskrrt
@ripkais
@sushisai
@deadfishpoland
@ddeadroses
@raeraexo
@silverreapersnroses
@seejayxo
@brushogun
@zxlone
@lilblueq
@gothurted
@deadspyro
@diamoonofnhg
@remghost
@irby314
@prod_loopy
@lilduckk
@nate2timezz
@prodtsurreal

Kais - Did I Change (ft. Erisu) [prod. Dead Spyro]

master: @trechorboy

lyrics:
so don't look at me i'm a no show 
was feeling bad now it's more so
feeling real low think my heart broke
laying alone it gets too cold
don't think it's good for my mind no
i know you're good on your own though
but i keep on staring at photos
i keep on staring at photos, at photos
(x2)

took you off my lock screen yesterday
said you'd never leave and now you've gone away
and after all this time, still don't know what to say
don't know how much longer i'll keep running away
it's getting harder to sleep now
wake up in a sweat i still see you in my dreams now
don't know how to feel now
cause i thought you'd be right here and now you're not around

so don't look at me i'm a no show 
was feeling bad now it's more so
feeling real low think my heart broke
laying alone it gets too cold
don't think it's good for my mind no
i know you're good on your own though
but i keep on staring at photos
i keep on staring at photos, at photos
(x2)

i keep on staring at photos (prod. 2001)

give me 5 more minutes

prod: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:
i know that you wont hear this
so i can be as honest as i want
isnt that fun
ive been wondering how it feels to stare down the barrel of a gun
so give me 5 more minutes
so i can clear my head up
so i can dry my eyes, love
i know that u wont get it 
but i think its time i said it 

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

my mind isnt working 

i still care
i hope u know that u can talk to me 
even tho your words cut me to the artery
i hope u know that i dont hate u 
even tho i really fucking want to 
so when its late and im feeling low
replacing air with chemicals 
i tend to forget what im holding on for
and nothing feels real
its so hard to forget when i cant heal

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

i still care, but i know that i shouldn't (prod. irby)

@sewerperson
@guccihighwaters

prod by me oobv get w the times

Down and Out (feat. sewerperson & guccihighwaters)

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson
https://soundcloud.com/brevanti

SEWERPERSON//hook & verse

every day before sun rise
she would make me feel alright
now its just nothing
baby just gimme something
i could only see thru her eyes
now my vision is all mine
girl i know nothing
i was just bluffing
~
every time you call
i can not pick up
ya i see ur name
i just dont give a fuck
put me back in the game
watch me run it up
girl i hear it ring
you should just give it up
blue print
girl i got the plans
i wont give it up
chase me round my mind for days im fast as fuck and wired up
you could never catch what u couldnt see
this power in my soul i call my destiny

WEEPINGS//
 
yeah my destiny
my mind got the best of me
cold december nights she cuddled tight right next to me
now I'm all alone inside my dome a recipe (for disaster)
yes this music my escape; it be my therapy (just ask her)
weed it give me clarity
drowing in that henessey
~
memories - flood into my open eyes
Think about that iris, no I'd rather die
now I'm not the one whose lips carress those thighs

SEWERPERSON//hook

every day before sun rise
she would make me feel alright
now its just nothing
baby just gimme something
i could only see thru her eyes
now my vision is all mine
girl i know nothing
i was just bluffing

WEEPINGS//

Left me for another
baby girl whatchu been up to?
I've been steady drinking all the time
hope that you are fine
now that you 'don't got the time'
rose I sent you let decay
you said that you were mine
~
I've been up inside my mind
let the ocean waves clense my clouded haze
I've been up for 7 days, it's not looking great
yes that shawty said she loved me on the second date
I'm so fucking stupid, let myself think this was fate

let myself think this was fate
walking in the rain no coat just cloudy days
I don't got a brain to cope, a shallow cage
killed it with the grey goose a fit of rage
hate the mental abuse but I would stay
tieing up the 8th noose since saturday
I can't make myself shoot at my own brain
babe I wanna help you, you walked away

girl why did you walk away
I got nothing left to say
I've been trying everyday
but I can't forget that face

sunrise w/ sewerperson [prod. brevanti]

it gets hard to breathe
https://soundcloud.com/crackxlizard
https://soundcloud.com/hellahaunted
mastered by: https://soundcloud.com/trechorboy


so is he everything
wanna fall in love
get a wedding ring
taking back all the memories you got from me 
when i look at the past yeah, it gets hard to breathe
i bet he's giving you everything
it's killing me

wake up, i don't wanna wake up 
don't wanna live another day feeling the fake love
and they like wait up, i don't wanna wait up
i keep breaking apart
i'll take the pain, love

do you treat him like me now
say he's the worst now
sending heart eyes while he's falling asleep now

i don't wanna wait till i break down
haunt me like a ghost until i'm bringing the knife out

i bet he's giving you everything, it's killing me (prod. cracklizard & caspr)

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, LABEL & PROMOTER, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

Kais - Did I Change (ft. Erisu) [prod. Dead Spyro]

biteki

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