since ur last message - one take

the second single off my upcoming album 'dearly departing' coming out on 9/9
featuring @betweentheveinsandi
produced by @jolst
art by @/ashleydhe on instagram
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
its finite, reactive bullshit
that got us here
and i dont mean to laugh or joke
but i see it clearly how
time takes lives in the cruelest way
and im fucking exhausted
so i wont pray for calmer waves
im better off in a coffin 

or when its half mast
think about what i’ve passed
will i be forgiven?

or when im undone
will i run
or is this a new beginning?

i think i saw your star sign
projected in the night sky
i look out to the ocean
and then im back to your eyes

veins:
I don't give a fuck anymore
I would let her drown me in a low tide
these decisions assault my eyes
I brace for the waves that drag me back into the deep tide

yuh,
it gives a deep high
I guess it feel right
underwater with no sunshine
I heave a deep sigh
I'm filled with sea brine
all of my bones will rest in deep lime

but it's been nice
I hope u feel right
I hope he never leaves ur fucking side
I pray u both live long and happy lives
most of all, importantly, I hope u feel alive

its finite, reactive bullshit
that got us here
and i dont mean to laugh or joke
but i see it clearly how
time takes lives in the cruelest way
and im fucking exhausted
so i wont pray for calmer waves
im better off in a coffin

dearly departing

low tide (ft. betweentheveinsandi) [jolst]

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IV. low tide (ft. betweentheveinsandi) [jolst]

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/yungrospo

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/lyrics/

look at me girl you can see my bones
i wanna talk to you but i don't know how
open up my jaws and let out smoke
one day i might just fucking go ghost, I'm

steadily dying I'm on decline
tar in my sheets i don't sleep through the night
eyes in my windows i cling to the light
i beg you please don't let me out your sight
it's killing me slowly this shit on my mind
and if i let you in I'm scared that I'll drag you down

i need you to thaw me out make my heartbeat
I'm sorry if i had made you doubt that i love you
i swear i don't mean to i just tend to drift away
from this realm i still cling to
trying to stay sane

i can be okay if i try to
i can't tell what happened
im scared everytime i come to
this is what it's come to
let me leave
i don't wanna be the one to end you

jag har ingen annan än dig
dig
jag har ingen annan än dig
än dig

look at me girl you can see my bones
i wanna talk to you but i don't know how
open up my jaws and let out smoke
one day i might just fucking go ghost, I'm

skeleton (yung rospo)

https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai

prod. MTCHLR

lyrics:
theres no courtesy in our world anymore
the only currency i see is when they take advantage of me
you better bring your gun baby the knifes not working
i see the nights still young and i dont know why im hurting
so i blame it on you once again in my head
and i don't know what's new
cause im tearing apart but i can act like everything around me is all cool
i know i needa change i wanna change tell me what i gotta do
when they all saying that they love me but its not you
i know that i'm just bad news
if i'm a piece to your puzzle i don't think that ill ever fit
keep on stepping in puddles i always knew life was a bitch
i got my eyes on the ground and my big head up in a cloud
dont know when im coming down so i tell myself
keep my thoughts high
im drowning under water
i try even though it doesnt matter
im the only one here tryna push this through
cause everybody got someone they can go back too
and i lie just not to this microphone
i can feel a little tension when i go back home
mom i tried to be picture perfect
but i don't think that i was ever worth it
there must be something wrong with me
can you gimme a sign its not that easy to see
oh baby i'm blind and i know you know this
got four eyes that i hardly ever wear enough
its no surprise to me that when you walk by they all stare at us
i know its no good i don't know why i never cared enough
toughen up she get mad at me and tell me man up
i think id be a better man if i lived with my father more
if i lived
if i lived with my father more
if i lived
no i dont like to speak on it
baby its a little too much
fuck up anything good i only need one touch
when its all on me i run away in a rush
i cant be what you need i'm just not enough oh
yeah whoa ooo
baby there's no way you can count on me
and i wish shit was differently all i ever really needed was stability
so what's the point of it all i wont ever know
i got my back pressed up against this fucking wall
i'm out of options baby there's no one i can call
and if you ask me where i'm going i say not that far
im going not that far and girl i dont know what to do
when im in your car im blowing smoke up out the roof
and its all on me
not on you
wish this shit was differently i need stability
i need stability
oh i need
its the only thing i want
and its the only thing i need
i wish shit was differently i need stability

PUNCHING BAG

STABILITY

MORE PLATFORMS

LOVE JAI - STABILITY (MTCHLR)

https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai

prod. michael harrison

lyrics:
its like im waiting on a dream that wont ever come true
and sooner or later theres no telling what ill do
id probably lose my head if it wasnt strapped on my shoulders
i still remember what they said they told me wait until youre older
i feel myself getting colder as the months fly by
still the worst at my best
and the best at my worst
i like taking my time
somehow coming in first please dont kill my vibe
misanthropic everything is awful
draw my body pretty with some white chalk
distract myself with movies weed and consoles
roll a joint and mix it with some fronto
oh i gave up giving out my heart
no i dont really care who you are
fuck the baddest the richest
my poor end decisions dont make any difference in how i been living
im trying my best give it all i can give and im tired of digging this hole that im slipping in
yeah ill fill it up make a mountain out of this
move it around then ill jump on top of it
yeah ill fill it up up up up
yeah ill fill it up make a mountain out of this
move it move it move it around

SOONER OR LATER

LOVE JAI - SOONER OR LATER (MICHAEL HARRISON)

https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai

prod. odp & methboiswag

lyrics:
walk a dark road and im alone
shine a light for me
i dont know wheres home
i dont have the time to be playing round with u
feel like my life a prison
i jus got some tunnel vision whoa
i made sum bad decisions
dont know why i never listen
i could fuck a good thing up in one day
thats just how im living
whats the limit
no i dont know whats ahead of me
everyone looking like my enemy
gotta keep my foot up on they neck
you know i lived for this and died for this
bitch i want it all take one look in my eye
and tell me it aint obvious
i wont ever switch or fold
wont bend or break
i already put everything i could into this
i cant walk away
just pick your head up boy its not the time to cry
you wanna place a big bet then put ur life up on the line
no i cant be around you if you is not down to ride
dont be pussy quit the bitching everything will be alright
no i cant be around you
you not someone that i like
its not me and its not you i just think we different types
i jus pulled up wit his boo she riding dick jus like a bike
sorry i cant hide my feelings ima demon in the night
i give you everything from my heart
in my own lane going far
i aint talking about no macys lil nigga ima be a star
aint no yes no or maybe you don't know who you are
and im in the back of the maybach its a spaceship not a car
girl if you hate me then say so i dont need no fake love
ima smoke away my pain and get high jus because
i can tell you what it is but you dont know what it was
dont say that im wrong yeah we both know that im right yea
walk a dark road and im alone
shine a light for me
i dont know wheres home
i dont have the time to be playing round with u
feel like my life a prison
i jus got some tunnel vision whoa
i made sum bad decisions
dont know why i never listen
i could fuck a good thing up in one day
thats just how im living
whats the limit

WHATS THE LIMIT

LOVE JAI - WHATS THE LIMIT (ODP & METHBOISWAG)

https://soundcloud.com/plslovejai

prod. sparr00w, jolst & methboiswag

lyrics:
i can feel ya heartbeat
babygirl you're so sweet
i can tell she want me
i don't even want me
keep crying before i go to sleep
that shits habitual
keep praying they don't notice me
it never matter where i go oh
the truth is hard to swallow girl i hope you got an appetite
not worried about tomorrow girl i'm worried bout the afterlife oh
hop in that whip lets go
roll me a spliff and its straight to the dome
i bet the second i'm on you'll treat me just like everyone else
wonder why you don't
fuck it i'm built for this down to the bone
you aint breaking me down or sending me home
i got a feeling inside of my chest i don't care if i'm right
i don't care if i'm wrong
wait ooo
i don't care if i'm right i don't care if i'm wrong wait
i don't care if i'm right i don't care if i'm wrong yeah yeah
oh yeah
then the chops come in like
i see everyone changing no matter what i think
guess i'm stuck up inn my feelings keep rapping bout some pain
like a fish out of some water i cant be here for too long ugh
i keep trying harder but i don't think i'm that strong
missed calls from my momma she keep asking me whats wrong
ill avoid the drama as long as i can make these songs
gotta get it off my chest

HABITUAL

LOVE JAI - HABITUAL (SPARR00W, JOLST & METHBOISWAG)

Featuring @sideviewdriveca, @neondion & @decksmusic
Produced by @pekarot_161
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS
(Carlby)
Ain't got a dollar to my name but I'm so wealthy
And when I feel out of place my friends tell me
That I'm right where I'm supposed to be
But I'm afraid to open up
Don't get too close to me

No doubt
Wouldn't be here without you
Shout out to the homies
It's about you
I'm slowly finding my way
I'm hoping you do the same
Because we've got a lot to celebrate

Listen on Spotify!

Wealthy Pt. 2 w/ Sideview Drive, Neon Dion & decks (Prod. Pekarot)

-Veli -  find your own way up

Failed accomplishments

GHOSTS

A INDEPENDENT CURATOR, LABEL & PROMOTER, ASSISTING IN THE GROWTH OF SELECTED ARTISTS.

LOVE JAI - WHATS THE LIMIT (ODP & METHBOISWAG)

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