Soo 🔥 the guitar solo makes me think why we're here what's the meaning of life and i just feal hollow 🖤

YOUR FAVORITE ARTISTS ARE LYING TO YOU
TALENT IS AN ILLUSION
THIS SCENE RUNS ON EGO

just look at me!
i promise you ill look away
like are you kidding me?
these fake fucks won the game
i live in misery 
and never finish anything i start
when i told you that im only in this shit for the”art”
yuh
“no way”
“woah wait”
“how this kid making beats in his room like all day?”
uh…
its fake 
its fake
when i feed off the words everyone tryna say

tell me what i wanna hear 
the serotonin feels so calming
it isn’t real but im an addict 
and i fucking want it

yuh
“no way”
“woah wait”
“how this kid making beats in his room like all day?”
uh…
its fake!
its fake!
when i feed off the words everyone tryna say 
fuck!
i hate this place
that i put myself in
like a bird in a cage
but
there’s no escape from the false narrative 
pull my strings like a play

these damn fools better zip it
maybe pipe down..?
they steady jerkin off artists at the breakdown 
“holy shit”
“omg”
“he liked my tweet”
“let me message all his friends while im kneeling at his feet”
every song you’ve ever heard was just for fun
and your favorite rapper prolly doesn’t even own a gun 
its
lies on lies shoved down your throat
and you don’t realize its such a joke
they say:

yuh
“no way”
“woah wait”
“how this kid making beats in his room like all day?”
uh…
its fake!
its fake!
when i feed off the words everyone tryna say 
fuck!
i hate this place
that i put myself in
like a bird in a cage
but
there’s no escape from the false narrative 
pull my strings like a play

CELLOPHANE

i dont know if ill make it.
[cover art drawn by autumn, post processing done by me <3]
autumn > https://soundcloud.com/skullergamez
lyrics vvv
yeah i know that its hard
i know you dont have no guidance
you dont have a heart
i know you been trapped 
and you been lost inside the dark
you dont have no where to start
youre a lost star
i know that its hard
i know you dont have no guidance
you dont have a heart
i know you been trapped 
and you been lost inside the dark
you dont have no where to start
youre a lost star

get out of my face
you dont know what to say
anyway
anyway..
i might have to fake it
fake it, yeah
but i wont 
let it end me..
no, no..
i wont let her go..
i wont let her go...

yeah i know that its hard
i know you dont have no guidance
you dont have a heart
i know you been trapped 
and you been lost inside the dark
you dont have no where to start
youre a lost star
i know that its hard
i know you dont have no guidance
you dont have a heart
i know you been trapped 
and you been lost inside the dark
you dont have no where to start
youre a lost star

lost star (metlast x 5head)

go support the boys:
@skrxwd
@unz3n 

thank u for listening <3

so, i guess this is goodbye. w/ skrwd & unz3n (nothempts)

produced by Furyl@EVOMUSIC

mh
mh
i gotta put in work
i dont know what i did
to make you even hurt
mh 
mh
i know im sorry
i was just tryna party
but i guess its overdue
its over
guess its overdue
i wish i knew you
is this the new you?
and yeah, im over you
thanks for asking boo
thanks for asking
thanks for asking
☆
i was always better under her control
i was tryna learn how to be alright
be alright..
☆
yeah..
this gon be the last time that you ever talk to me
i know how to see right thru all of the screens
i taught myself how to back up when i need to
i taught myself how to love again cause i need to
to be alright
☆
mh
mh
i gotta put in work
i dont know what i did
to make you even hurt
mh 
mh
i know im sorry
i was just tryna party
but i guess its overdue
its over
guess its overdue
i wish i knew you
is this the new you?
and yeah, im over you
thanks for asking boo
thanks for asking
thanks for asking
☆
thanks for asking, i guess
but i dont wanna digest
the food heals my stomach
but the music heals my soul
ill just keep it quiet 
cause i dont want them to know
be alright..
☆
this gon be the last time that you ever talk to me
i know how to see right thru all of the screens
i taught myself how to back up when i need to
i taught myself how to love again cause i need to
(i need to!)
(i need to..)
(i need to, yeah)
(i need to </3)
☆
mh
mh
i gotta put in work
i dont know what i did
to make you even hurt
mh 
mh
i know im sorry
i was just tryna party
but i guess its overdue
its over
guess its overdue
i wish i knew you
is this the new you?
and yeah, im over you
thanks for asking boo
thanks for asking
thanks for asking

i was always better under her control
i was tryna learn how to be alright
be alright..

how to love again

stay away please

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

paid the price

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saiyku - paid the price (5head)

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i know i’m always overthinking, love 
but what can be done?
i was sedated when you broke my trust
you say it’s my condition and- 
but i don’t give a fuck
these constant comparisons turn me to dust
so tell me all about him
do you laugh hard when around him?
do these shackles that i’m bound in make you think that i’m not enough? 
im pathetic
but you wouldn’t get it
that's tough
it’s AvPD but i blame it on luck

can’t take drugs cause anxiety kills me
go smoke spliffs with your friends 
envy fills me
i am sorry for how i am ugly
in your shadow i sulk
i’m nobody
i self isolate for days 
now i cant get out of bed without crying
draining all my veins out is the way i talk to the reaper without dying

i know i’m always overthinking, love 
but what can be done?
i was sedated when you broke my trust
you say it’s my condition and- 
but i don’t give a fuck
these constant comparisons turn me to dust
so tell me all about him
do you laugh hard when around him?
do these shackles that i’m bound in make you think that i’m not enough? 
im pathetic
but you wouldn’t get it
that's tough
it’s AvPD but i blame it on luck

medical exam fetishist

<3
released via: https://soundcloud.com/universalchill

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/hiraethsry

socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig/

discord.gg/hsUwdAJknJ

lyrics:

There is something that’s inside of me
Screaming at me, tryna go to sleep
Dancing demons under eyelids
Can’t be rational when I’ve been

Awake for a couple of days
You don’t understand my struggles
Don’t pretend that you’re me
You’ve been buying a new necklace
When there’s a noose on my neck
Writing down all of my problems
Like they will go away

There is lots that I’m not proud of
I admit that I have messed up
Something’s causing all this pain
Must’ve slipped up in the past

Please don’t try to cheer me up
Don’t lie to me, I hate that
I’m aware of all my faults
And I’m trying to fix that

And I can’t stop it
Pills been pretty numbing
Been out of my mind
Excuse all my shortcomings

I swear to god it
Ruins all my friendships
I have tried everything now
Somehow I fuck it up, wow

They told me that I’ll end up insane
I think that
To say that it’s a little too late
And I just
Can’t bear the thought of not seeing the day
Where I will feel okay
Buried 6 feet with the pain

I don’t wanna lose you again
I been alone in my bed
Ive had a few dreams about you
But theyre all in my head

Scratching marks on my chest
Engrave ur name in my flesh 
So I can’t forget if I tried to
Ur gonna leave me for dead

I keep fucking up the timing 
U don’t wanna listen
U got feelings of denial
Another pot to piss in
feel like I should start to fight more
I don’t need to be religious baby
U know what I stand for
Ashes burn my eyes sore

anxious I can’t breathe
Im getting nauseous turn the lights out
Please don’t ever speak to me
Don’t act like got time now
Im fighting with myself
Im out of luck is this my karma
I can barely talk im scared of speaking when i call her

6 feet with the pain

6 feet with the pain (feat. hiraeth)

Invasive Thoughts And Traffic Stops p. failsafe

staring at the ceiling where did things go wrong
searching for a reason jokes on you they're gone

formication don't feel right
that shit keeps me up at night
maybe im just losing my mind
or maybe i just need some rest
a quiet place, a different bed
and fuck it if i leave i won't come back

so go watch me burn let me bleed till im dead and gone
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and my graves been dug
i'll still wait for you counting days moving one by one
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and 'goodbye, so long'

im so sick of isolation im so sick of being sick
down myself another bottle grab the bong and fucken rip
you ain't ever had the feeling like your bones are caving in
the voices contradict my doings guess my times just running thin

so go watch me burn let me bleed till im dead and gone
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and my graves been dug
i'll still wait for you counting days moving one by one
till there's nothing left but 'here lies' and 'goodbye, so long'

here lies

s/o to https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty for the fire beet and inspiration <33
s/o soundcloud.com/cay2o for mastering too
mixed by me

lyrics:
I know u hate this, I don't fkin like it either.
my brain cant stay still, I'm struggling to chill myself
I really hate me, cause I cant fkn kill myself
I been blocking out my mind just to heal myself.

she gon' thank me when I kick the bucket.
obsessive thinking, my mind crazy, but I cant say fk it.
cause I got u and these people who gon' listen to me
this shit my therapy, don't take it as a lecture homie.

I fkn, lay in bed just thinking and sht.
i think id probably be happy if I didn't think about sht, but i cant help it my mind racing like a track meet
i try to sleep then get depressed like tf happened to me.

I’m wastin my time, I opened my eyes
can’t rely on these bitches I learned that the hard way
comin back to my senses, but ive been through hell
i’m a lion in a cell, but its kinda hard to tell
now I dont mean to yell, but sometimes I need to get this feelin out of my chest.
I love my homies, s/o my brothas 1 time 
I hope they not lonely, cause im barely alive.

i been blockin out my mind just to heal myself

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i been blockin out my mind just to heal myself (prod. boyfifty)

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saiyku - paid the price (5head)

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