an unofficial song I made 10 months ago, i decided to redo/add ending lyrics. i'm sorry its never enough.
-+- mix & master, lyrics by me
prod. idly blare -+-
(lyrics)
do you even care about me
are these words even true again
do i really need to lose it all
or will you be there to catch me when i fall
i can't let this feeling go
i wont never be alone
with you by my side
i hope to be alright
i hope to be alright
and i wont
i been losing all my thoughts again
i been wondering whether this all will end
i cant ever feel alive
i guess i just wanna die
i guess i just wanna die again,

(newly written)
yet you still see me here
how much more can i take?
i only suffer with pain
and yet you stay the same
and you just hurt me
while youre with someone else
and i wont be alright.
oh,
and i wont be alright
i just wanna die, and you know its true
yet you stay doing the same.
made and finished 6/28/2022

i just wanna die (idly blare)

out now, everywhere: https://share.amuse.io/track/discxrdia-neckbite

prod: @prodbykori x me
socials: 
ig: https://www.instagram.com/_discxrdia/
sc: https://soundcloud.com/notdiscxrdia


lyrics:
Bite down on my neck
I don’t wanna play pretend
Cause i like it
Vampire girl
Dragging me to hell

Death on our thought 
and between this four walls
Getting high cause we’re young
Fuck the world we’re in love

Between your arms i feel safe
Don’t want this night to end babe
I don’t like fake shit so
Let’s make a reality of dreams

Neck bite
Feed from me
Vampire girl tell me if you want something from me
(From me vampire girl)
Make me free, make me free

Oh baby carry your tounge through my chest
Your lips and hands are just the best
And you can notice we’re meant for eachother
I wanna get drunk and make love to her

Ya no se que hacer
Me pierdo en el amanecer
Y si tu no estas yo ya no quiero despertar
Llevo meses sin poder dormir bien
Pero es que en ti me duermo
Ya no se que puedo hacer

Sigo sin saber que hacer
Cogeme y empieza a morder
Solo veo sangre empieza a doler
Hazme desaparecer
(Hazme desaparecer)

Bite down on my neck 
I dont wanna play pretend 
Cause i like it
Sink your nails in my skin
Make me feel i’m yours 
I wanna bleed
I wanna stay all night melt my body
Can’t you understand you make it easy

neckbite

we're through (prod.farber)

with cuts (https://soundcloud.com/cuts)
guitars in outro by snoopytown

But you make it easy
cause you make it real
don't know what i'm doing
but i know how it feels
and i know how it looks
i know that its scary
i know what it does
its just temporary

but you say we should try and quit it
ive been tryna see the difference
focus on the bigger picture
i know, its just where your mind goes

wish you were mine though
blind in the day glow
wait if you say so
fucked up the one thing
one thing i wanted
lost in the garden
i let the thoughts in
i couldnt stop it
youre so amazing
youre so amazing

but i could make it better if you want that
holding out for something thats been so good
and fighting backs the only way you show that
but you dont have to do it when its just us

but i know the feeling
just held with the lights off and trust that its real
and they couldnt tell me
cause they didnt know me so
i took the long way and
i took it slowly

and family's confusing
i know how you feels so i know what youre doing
and i cant believe that we'd
last to december
hard to admit that its
hard to remember

But you make it easy
cause you make it real
don't know what i'm doing
but i know how it feels
and i know how it looks
i know that its scary
i know what it does
its just temporary

Pale (w/ cuts)

i want you to see me like i'm nothing more than flesh 

w/ @heylog

prod: https://soundcloud.com/eric-godlow
master: https://soundcloud.com/ezraspandora 

looking back baby,
i already was hollow
toss it back 
way too fast 
till i get through the bottle
i don't wanna leave this club
i just wanna drink 
until i throw it all up
(lock me up)
want you to squeeze until i'm leaking out blood
i wanna see just how it feels to go numb
i wanna feel it on the tip of my tongue
let's fuck it up until we're going out bad 
let's break it all apart until there's nothing fucking left
cause i want you to see me like i'm nothing more than flesh 
and i want you to tell me i'm a waste of fucking breath
oh i'm terrible 
i'm the reason you're falling 
unbearable 
i'm the bones in your closet
i still just wanna see you get out 
there's nothing left for me to be now

damn it all 
pray for what 
there's nobody there
(i'm too far gone)
tell me why 
i wanted you then 
i want you now

heylog:
i'm chillin at a party, why'd i decide to go out
wish i just stayed home but i been stuck inside my house
i don't even care, i'd much rather be sober
she hung around the bottles and i could tell it broke her
i'm glad i can't relate cause i've never had that problem
you told me i'm rude for that but hey, i'm being honest
i would never lie to you, just want you to stop it
i could up and go, i've got plenty of options
quit talking, ur just holding me back
it's safe to say, tonight ur getting trashed
take a second to breathe, ik ur sad
you don't have to drink it away, could you relax
she phones her girls for a ride at 3am
can't even walk to her room, she needs a hand
throwing up all the time, she's used to it
friday night rolls around and repeat it

tip of my tongue (w/ heylog) (prod. eric godlow)

𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮 𝓲𝓼 𝓼𝓸 𝓶𝓾𝓬𝓱 𝓫𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓲'𝓶 𝓷𝓾𝓶𝓫

@caspywaspy this turned out fckin incredible ilysm bro

- lyrics -
tape my fuckin mouth and blow it shut
anxious feelings every time i roll the blunt
"they don't really love you, fucking cunt"
"no one really likes it when i talk"
biting so aggressive on my tongue
life is so much better when im numb

i got so much to say
but there's no point to mention it
i love to just decay
a void marks where my presence is
am i even around?
am i making a sound?
i smoke
and then i choke
and then i fold
im going deep into the ground

tape my fuckin mouth and blow it shut
anxious feelings every time i roll the blunt
"they don't really love you, fucking cunt"
"no one really likes it when i talk"
biting so aggressive on my tongue
life is so much better when im numb

tape my fucking mouth and blow it shut
mixing different drinks with teeth and blood
nothing can erase the shit ive done

isolating myself in a wooden hut
listening to birds singing when im up
forget about the things that got me fucked

i can't keep people close
cuz of the wounds i hold
some new and some old
but none of them close
why do i keep drowning feelings
and not search healing in all of the people i know

tape my fuckin mouth and blow it shut
anxious feelings every time i roll the blunt
"they don't really love you, fucking cunt"
"no one really likes it when i talk"
biting so aggressive on my tongue
life is so much better when im numb
tape my fuckin mouth and blow it shut
anxious feelings every time i roll the blunt
"they don't really love you, fucking cunt"
"no one really likes it when i talk"
biting so aggressive on my tongue
life is so much better when im numb

all plats

somber w/ casperrr [prod. santana]

my porchside baby

lyrics:

(intro)
i pick her up and let her off
baby smoke all my damn strawberry cough
i could let her off she would never cut me off
i got someone on demand like microsoft
makin plays sellin shit yea i earn enough

(hook)
wow i think you hate me
do you wanna be my porchside baby?
i could sit for hours while you tell me who you hate
and im never gunna come out of my house today
and you know its pretty easy dude 
just sip on champagne
and i could never keep her
out of my damn brain
i know its easy for you
but its not easy to say
thats why im never comin out of my house today

(verse) 
she said that she wanna be a rockstar too
baby wanna take me on tour with you
smokin on a cigarette the light under the moon
she said that she wanna be a rockstar too
but i gotta cut her off
i cant do it 
i could never ever ever see it through
i gotta lot of things and i could never get too wise
but i gotta trace a “J” on her thighs

(…)

(intro)

(hook)

porchside baby

scared

another lil throwback/unreleased track from 2020
never got around to finishing this one
but i thought i'd drop what i had

@prodbartes

lyrics
--------
fought my way through half of november
i was sick & then i got better
you came back to start a new chapter
i was scared for what would come after
the lights went off cold nights in december
held you tight our hearts burn like ember
called your cab & left you my sweater
all these things i wish you'd remember

all these things i wish you'd remember (prod. bartes)

guitar played by @user-374890447

lyrics:
what do you know about this
what do you know about this
oh what do you know about this
I'm sick of saying that I'm okay

I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone
im sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone

say what u done to me
you open me gave me misery
you blow out the candle as i set it alight
fate wasn't kind to me
your over me were history
into someone else
erases every part of me

I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i prey it don't
i wanna leave but im all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone

anxiety

something simple, hope u enjoy.
prod. michael harrison
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
call me i promise id be here
love me id know that its sincere
and if u find me the blade marks on my chest
i got so much to say but no words spew
if i was caught up on drugs would she still stay
when ur not feeling enough, could you tell me
and i just fell for your bluff, you dont love me
and theres just not a reason why you'd stay
cause i been feeling it all when in my mind
and you been looking at all those other guys
and its affecting my health, what the fuck babe..
so dont go wasting my time u dont want this
i had so much that i could say
theres just no words for how i feel

would u still want me (michael harrison)

❤ IV
˅˅ i destroyed myself to repair you, ˅˅
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