Blue carbon is the term given to aquatic plant life absorbing carbon from our environment, thusly combatting climate change.  This track is as relaxing and flowing effortlessly as knowing nature is working to help us combat climate change.  It's never faltering beat combined with keys, synths & strings fuel a clean rejuvenation.

Blue Carbon

Classical guitar is the core of this stringed piece.  Bass, cello, viola & violin also meld together for a smooth melancholy  journey.

Pocketful Of Oxygen

IWSN! (demo 1) prod wurlishmouk

wibOK? (demo 1) prod wurlishmouk

You may say "Blaine, this is a hard listen!" but ain't that how a personal crisis goes... 

The last year of my life has been chaos. I thought I was headed in one direction, but out of nowhere, I found myself in in the middle of a personal crisis. It has been unlike anything I've ever experienced. 

So I turned to music. I wanted to capture the moments of uncertainty. Each of the songs represents a different aspect of my identity crisis. 

it may be long, but it's a journey that I want you to experience the way I feel it. 

The Track list is as follows: 
1. OSIRIS (intro) - part 1
2. wibOK? (Will I be okay?)
3. iis (If I stay)
4. IWSN! (I want something new!)
5. dwtc (Don’t Want To Change)
6. L.G. (Loaded Gun) ft. ChatGPT
7. sos (Symptom of a system)
8. ica_FTP (I can always feel the pressure)
9. HERMES (interlude) - part 2 - sponsored post
10. LNC (late night call) 
11. BTS (between the sheets) 
12. A.S.S (another sad song) - presented by iMac
13. 4msd(10.11.01-10.27.23)_RIP.bbgrl
14. but wait! (imoverthis)

THE LOST FILES:// PC_personal_crisis

...i cant even look at u w/out feelin like ill stay

iis (demo 1) prod wurlishmouk

For Morgan Skylar Dean - gone too soon. 

On Friday, October 27th, 2023, I lost someone new and dear to my heart. I can't wrap my head around it. It's been hard to comprehend that this person, that I was in the room when she was born, is now gone. It's hard. Grief is hard. 

I love you forever, Skylar. This is for you. 

This is an attempt to turn my grief into art.

4msd(10.11.01 - 10.27.23)_RIP.BBGRL (demo 1) prod. jake the birdy

Light Again

Light Again [Prod. Take A Daytrip]

Yeah I might be lost but im accepting that im exactly here. and through this - I will find my way. 

LOST! (demo)

bleached
the first offering from ROADRUNNER

I wrote bleached in the middle of a long identity unraveling. It’s about the impulse to start over, to burn down who you were, change your hair, change your name, and hope the mirror finally recognizes you back. It’s about body dysmorphia, but also about the deeper ache underneath: the belief that transformation has to come through destruction.

In the world of ROADRUNNER, bleached is the false rebirth, the moments before acceptance, when you’re still trying to scrub the stain instead of understanding what it’s made of. It’s a song about chasing purity and finding ghosts instead.

I wanted it to sound like standing under fluorescent light at 2am, buzzed on reinvention and self-disgust, realizing you can’t bleach your way clean.

(from the album ROADRUNNER, a spiritual pop experimental collection about ego death, emotional reckoning, and the slow sprint toward self-acceptance. Coming in full soon.)


bleached - demo

bleached - the first offering of ROADRUNNER out now!!!! 

Making music for bots since 2021. 
Returning fall 2025 with ROADRUNNER. 

☁️🛸☁️

BEAM.radio: The channeled messages of the ongoing saga of BEAMEROS. 

Consisting of the First Book of Beam
Chapter 1: VOL 1: The Shell Sessions
Chapter 2: The Lonely Lover Presents Beam.Radio
Chapter 3: THE LOST FILES:// PC_personal_crisis
Chapter 4: BEAMEROS PRESENTS: The Arrival
Chapter 5: DBX in ROADRUNNER (coming soon!)
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• experimental pop vibes •
• DIY demos •

bleached - demo

BLAINE BEAM