bleached
the first offering from ROADRUNNER

I wrote bleached in the middle of a long identity unraveling. It’s about the impulse to start over, to burn down who you were, change your hair, change your name, and hope the mirror finally recognizes you back. It’s about body dysmorphia, but also about the deeper ache underneath: the belief that transformation has to come through destruction.

In the world of ROADRUNNER, bleached is the false rebirth, the moments before acceptance, when you’re still trying to scrub the stain instead of understanding what it’s made of. It’s a song about chasing purity and finding ghosts instead.

I wanted it to sound like standing under fluorescent light at 2am, buzzed on reinvention and self-disgust, realizing you can’t bleach your way clean.

(from the album ROADRUNNER, a spiritual pop experimental collection about ego death, emotional reckoning, and the slow sprint toward self-acceptance. Coming in full soon.)


bleached - demo

bleached - the first offering of ROADRUNNER out now!!!! 

Making music for bots since 2021. 
Returning fall 2025 with ROADRUNNER. 

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BEAM.radio: The channeled messages of the ongoing saga of BEAMEROS. 

Consisting of the First Book of Beam
Chapter 1: VOL 1: The Shell Sessions
Chapter 2: The Lonely Lover Presents Beam.Radio
Chapter 3: THE LOST FILES:// PC_personal_crisis
Chapter 4: BEAMEROS PRESENTS: The Arrival
Chapter 5: DBX in ROADRUNNER (coming soon!)
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bleached - demo

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