a sacrifice bittersweet 
that’s what mortality means 
and that’s what you did to me 
so i don’t want a meaning at all
i don’t wanna fall in love 
i won’t allow it 
cloud nine baby all my thoughts 
are clouded now 
he all talk he ain’t bout it 
twitter fingers but i put my money 
where my mouth is 
dreams and respirations what i dream of 
basics and examples what you’re made of 
i won’t fall a victim to the fate so 
we won’t ever be the fuckin same.

meaning.

prod. blank

lyrics:
i dont wanna see it, yeah
ever since my vision depleted, i've 
felt like my brain just been bleedin'
then i found you
you
then i found you
you-
then i found you
you
then i found you 
you.

purpose

"petrichor" - the distinctive, earthy smell of rain in the air — sometimes detectable before any rain has fallen.

oh i know it sounds insane 
to say 
it seems okay to 
fill your place with time 
oh 
and the days pass 
through my gaze
as i wander 
straight through the slaughter
you made
was all of it worth it now?
and i won’t accept my fate 
the weeds overgrown
but im one step away 
from the good in this place 
so hold on.

petrichor

home (remix)

waiting on you

self prod (guitar from joeboi kit)
ft @reefuh

[aftrr]
told my ol brotha u could count on me
old hoes they love doubting me
what i make in a month, ur whole salary
watch out for them ppl they so mad at me
they so mad at me

i do what i want, u do what ur told
all of this pressure no i will not fold
praying to God they wont take my soul
listen to me they take u as a joke
been in my zone, locked in that mode
body anemic, wrist on froze
big body that demon, im on the road

k flip
fuckin wit nobody thats basic
all black on a royce thats spaceship
hop ona road highway its vacant
dont need nobody, that money im taken
heart on my sleeve, hotel im pacing
keep my mask on keep my face in
smoke my doja, paint the town wit smith n wesson

i do what i want, u do what ur told
all of this pressure no i will not fold
praying to God they wont take my soul
listen to me they take u as a joke
been in my zone, locked in that mode
body anemic, wrist on froze
big body that demon, im on the road

[reef]
told my brotha im back home
i spent 25 nights 24 days on the road
we could sip hi tech on rocks make sure its cold
i just spent yo month right here on this lil coat

all of my friends is dead all my friends died
i want racks instead i'll give my life
perc'd up in my head im barely alive
my brother went fed stabbed him with a knife
cut up on i5, drunk as the fuck when i drive
i jus want see my brother thrive
so rich get my butler high
blow dope from the other side
boy you aint shooting shit online
go hunting with my rifle lay them birds down

[aftrr]
makin plays like a GM but im still an all-star
look at me they wanna be em but u wont get too far
they see a god, u a heathen, guess ur playing ur part

if i die would u still miss me
blood on my hands would u kiss me
victory lap em in cirlces im dizzy
give me and reefuh the keys to the city
they tryna fw the kid no diddy
want me dead boy u better keep wishing
sit down u dont even stand for nun
100 rounds pockets on stamin-up

[reef]
lebron james, 2-3
i ball, 2d
whos that, whos he
oh oh h oh i could never fuck a groupie
oh oh i got foreign hoes tryna make a movie

[aftrr]
she got good brain like she went philosophic
im movin heavy metal like lil gotit
rlly been bout it like dont get me started
import overseas the money exotic
shooter got aim he movin robotic
flooded my wrist now my body aquatic
new hoe fuckin wit my head psychotic
i needa tonic who got it

[reef]
ran off wit the bag i got it
ran off wit ya bag like sonic
i know his lil ass not bout it
ya views, ya bitch is botted
drac came wit a switch like its modded
got lean like it came out the faucet
hit the bank and i make a deposit
i get up in that bitch and i rock it

[aftrr]
i do what i want, u do what ur told
all of this pressure no i will not fold
praying to God they wont take my soul
listen to me they take u as a joke
been in my zone, locked in that mode
body anemic, wrist on froze
big body that demon, im on the road

SPOTIFY !

count on me w/ reef

? (prod.blank)

i don't wanna talk to you
can't fuck with that again yeah
i don't need a friend i-
need someone to play this game for 2
and everybody proud of you?
no im terrified
of my eyes
get headaches all of the time
and i ain't felt like this since i been alive
was too blind to realize im paralyzed
and if i wake up now then i'll lose my mind

paralyzed (demo)

prod. blank & scro

lyrics: i don't wanna be alone
i don't wanna be all by myself 
but i don't wanna see you no
and i don't wanna see anyone else
i don't give a fuck
i don't wanna talk
doors all closed when the sun come up
mind on lock 
ran outta luck 
i don't wanna see your face i'm done
( blank )
can't sleep too busy
thinkin bout 
fake dreams and dopamine 
that's not around
and you're not around 
i guess it's better now 
facetimes and phone calls 
it's all bullshit
i don't wanna hear your voice 
don't wanna waste my time 
being someones toy
i'm all alone but at least
i'm not someones ploy
i'll keep it real baby
it's what i feel 
im gone 
i can't eat 
can't sleep 
from breathing all the air 
that you made me
i can't be what you think 
i fell deep
but i need some time for me
cause i'm so fucked up
can't count on no one
it's too much 
doors all closed when the sun comes up
i don't wanna be alone
i don't wanna be all by myself 
but i don't wanna see you no
and i don't wanna see anyone else
i don't give a fuck
i don't wanna talk
doors all closed when the sun come up
mind on lock 
ran outta luck 
i don't wanna see your face i'm done
time alone 
lie unknown 
taking my home 
i don't wanna spend no time with you
i'm known to forget 
when we first met took my breath
they all say i'm sick in the head 
they all can't retie the loose ends
crashing with sickening intent.
( blank )

autophobia

THE PARTY [prod. onlywoke]

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS
feat. https://soundcloud.com/1jayne

oh I wanna spend my life with you
there ain't nothing more I wanna do
than be with you my girl
forever
forever
forever

Im scared of what comes next
heart sunk right from my chest
I'll never miss your call no I won't
I want you all to my own
no I can't fall asleep at night all alone

https://soundcloud.com/1jayne
tell me all your secrets i wanna know 
if you think about me 
when im gone i want you to he the one 
thats always around me
tell me anything you want 
girl ill listen i dont have to talk
just tell me all your thoughts 
i just wanna be the one you want
do you really love me baby 
i feel like im being stupid 
my mind is so complicated 
sometimes frankly quite so ruthless
sorry if i hurt i just wanna fix it all
i wish i had the words to explain 
forever is not enough

oh I wanna spend my life with you
there ain't nothing more I wanna do
than be with you my girl
forever
forever
forever