@ the rave x)
with @allenafs
prod @chargebeats
art allen n me
(xbl00d3dx)

gore! +allenafs (charge)

short clips
0:00 / @lewisgoing @recyclexbin
2:09 / @newgarasu
3:17 / @bugbu6
5:52 / @nesa-865702916

Bday '22 #18 | @lewisgoing @recyclebin @lovbug @nesa @garasu

hi my name is gayboi sharti and i love lilac

0:00 solo
0:46 + @jichuuu
1:26 + @prod_death
2:09 + @troiner
2:37 + @jichuuu
3:18 solo
3:56 solo
4:34 solo
5:12 + @jichuuu
5:53 solo
6:30 solo
6:55 + @awwy2k
7:22 solo
7:54 + @azami37
8:17 + @awwy2k
8:45 solo
9:01 solo

feb 2k23 (jichu, death, troiner, kidu, azami)

twenny tuesday week 5!!! produced by the best @erdo
cover by me 
mix by me 


lyrics 

i ran them rackz, cuz i had 2 
im high, my eyes feel like natu
she look surprised at my tattoo o_O

dont talk, i kno it, i got u
i ran them rackz, cuz i had 2 
im high, my eyes feel like natu
she look surprised at my tattoo o_O
(x2)

im smokin up, im smokin up
i roll a blunt, ill hit u up
all these ppl in my life they be fuckin dumb
i be tokin all night, yea, fuck me up

it dont matter, aint nobody vibe  2 my songs
they be acting hella shy, u a fuckin clone
i dont rly fuckin mind, cuz im not alone
yeah i gotchu by my side, in my cubby zone

dont talk, i kno it, i got u
i ran them rackz, cuz i had 2 
im high, my eyes feel like natu
she look surprised at my tattoo o_O
(x2)

Natu 𓂀 (erdo)★★

lyrics:

Can’t hear myself anymore
Destruction starts at the core 
There’s a god in my heart
w a angelic sword
You broke through my wards 
Supposedly 
Too much pressure to be perfect
I might retreat [x2]

~
I can’t deny
the other me 
Tethering 
Lecturing
To keep in line 
But I won’t die
Without a fight
~

Why are you troubling me  
Spirit just leave me be
My eyes are prone to bleed
The sky is red to me  
~
A withering holy tree
A promise you’ll never keep
~
Phantom lights
You fantasize 
You know I’m dead inside
I’m half alive 
Try to change the scene 
I need a kingdom key
I need surgery
To feel complete  

Can’t hear myself anymore
Destruction starts at the core 
There’s a god in my heart
w a angelic sword
You broke through my wards 
Supposedly 
Too much pressure to be perfect
I might retreat

joyeuse! (HURTWINDS + TAKUORI)

lyrics:

so sick of the lies
tell me the truth
don't care if it hurts
got nothing to lose
riding inside my low-level coup 
fighting inside my love for you
I don't wanna leave it 
feel like a demon
when you said that you loved me I couldn't believe it
just close your eyes
(goodbye)
say goodnight
(the light..) [x2]

(bridge)
you only knew the fake me

I was hoping you wouldn't hate me
I feel like a changeling

I was hoping you could change me

(verse)
you never saw what I did for you
every time you'd fall
I would take the pain for you 
what was the purpose of it all
you left me abandoned
you knew I couldn't stand it
demanding
that I let go of your hand and
you always wanted the impossible
and I always wanted to be diabolical 
I
won't answer you're not talking nice
I love your flesh I think I need it by the slice..

im so sick of the lies!
tell me the truth
don't care if it hurts
got nothing to lose
riding inside my low-level coup 
fighting inside my love for you
I don't wanna leave it 
feel like a demon
when you said that you loved me I couldn't believe it
these scars are raised
its not a phase
its not a problem to get you erased

eraser (SIF + VI1E)

@o2solus
p. me

me:
u left me dead
i want my thoughts erased
can u pls just take away this pain?
i feel so numb yea
i just wanna run yea
can u pls lead me out the dark?
ive been feeling down for too long:/
i cant find my place idk where i belong
n all this stuff keeps draining my soul
even tho i got friends yea i still feel alone:(
 ‎
 ‎
@o2solus:
ill talk 2 u
when i decide i want u
i wont waste my time if u wont come thru
i think ive said enough, more than i had 2
i dont think ur the 1
and i know its a problem yea u cld solve them 4 me
all i want is the money ill get it shortly 
its not important
it dsnt matter now, it dsnt matter now
i cnt admit that i lost and
didnt know what the cost was
shut up, i feel like im a lost cause
yea still dnt know what i want noooooo
 ‎

me:
u left me dead
i want my thoughts erased
can u pls just take away this pain?
i feel so numb yea
i just wanna run yea
can u pls lead me out the dark?
ive been feeling down for too long:/
i cant find my place idk where i belong
n all this stuff keeps draining my soul
even tho i got friends yea i still feel alone:(

alone + O2solus

Dreamwave

did u mean it
i’m still leaving 
ur my weakness
i’m still bleeding

say ur sorry 
say it’s over
i would stay 
but i need closure
sick n tired
dirty liar
i wanna scream i was on fire

tellin u to wait up
i can’t wake up
puttin on makeup
my mines been made up
you betrayed us
i woulda played dumb
never thought you were the type to change up

so long goodbye
move on 
i’ll be alright
unless you wanna talk
cause u know i can’t sleep right
i’ll take a walk
holdin my head high
i’m off it i’m nauseous 
feel awful
feel rotten
my subconscious 
been talkin
idk i think i lost it

walk away
walk away i’m falling
either way 
either way i’m calling
save me b4 i’m forgotten
i’m stuck in a cycle
takin off my blindfold
suicidal
blood leakin out my vial
throwin up bile
throwin up bile

gore! +allenafs (charge)

bleaky