over your head

nullified  (taylor morgan)

forum [fleshtoflesh]

Idkwahtsbeengoingon

6ixteen [chiko diss]prod chorley

preciate everyone funding the gofundme for the services... rest in peace forever

[lyrics]
hi! my name's paxel! welcome to my SoundCloud page! we're gonna be best friends

spent three 20's on some porn, like ram ranch
lionel died, i hit a new low man, like damn, fuck
the news had me throwin up ya
epstein's truman show ya
lionels garn47 throne, ya
they aint picking up the phone no more, ha
king vontron just stole the 4 jetskis that i bought, ay
lil mars allegations so bad that i cant pay his bond, ay
porgie made a doc on me, caught him working at a big lots, ay

autokey on track three
opium fade on me
normals hate l33t, they always speak neat
normals love salad, i always eat meat
normals introverted, i always love to meet... your mom (good one paxel!)
life is beautiful when you really start to see it
play shit cool, nonchalant or it can go off the rails
bro made a t hanos line, like tom that shit kinda failed
like wokeupps when shit hit the fan I had to bail ahht

me and bro, we tight like eekum bookum
ive been nominated for the hottest guy in booktok ummm
lionel died with no explanation and now I'm confuzzled ummm
I gotta avenge them ummm, gonna let the mag bust ummm

..ahh.. rest in peace.

news prod the funeral home

Fuck em up w/ leafuh

(the things which used to distress you will become inconsequential)

[lyrics]
do i have a meaning like you say?
or do you give me false hope ever day?
just give it to me straight 
i wanna bloom someday
and be beautiful like everyone else
but its too late im gushing blood out of my stomach
i took the cowards way out
no one will ever forgive me :(
for doing this to my self
mom walks through the door sees my body on the ground 
oh what did you do to your self?
didn't care how it would effect everybody else
i made a selfish decision 
the first one in a while
keeping all my secrets hidden cus
if anybody knew who i used to be
they would look at me with disgust 
leave me behind leave me in the dust 
without a care, without, without, without a care

(be careful how you use the skill of a expert)

blood gushing out of my tummy

Verse 1]
Every word I try to say just hits the floor,
Like broken glass they don’t hear me anymore.
Their faces twist, like I’m some kind of freak,
Guess my voice ain’t the sound they seek.

[Pre-Chorus]
I open up but the static screams,
They roll their eyes, I fade between—
All the cracks in their perfect speech,
Where my truth can’t ever reach.

[Chorus]
I talk in a different tongue,
And no one wants to hear it sung.
They stare like I’m out of line,
Like my thoughts ain’t worth their time.
I choke on every word I spit,
They laugh and I swallow it.
I talk in a different tongue,
Guess I’m better left undone.

[Verse 2]
Every room feels colder when I’m near,
Like I’m the silence they all fear.
They don’t get what’s inside my head,
So I let my voice stay dead.

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m tired of trying to translate pain,
They’ll never feel it all the same.
Their mouths move fast, I bite my tongue,
Just another song unsung.

[Chorus]
I talk in a different tongue,
And no one wants to hear it sung.
They stare like I’m out of line,
Like my thoughts ain’t worth their time.
I choke on every word I spit,
They laugh and I swallow it.
I talk in a different tongue,
Guess I’m better left undone.

[Bridge]
I’m not broken, I’m just wired wrong,
Built for noise, not their polite song.
I scream in colors they can’t see,
So they paint their world without me.

[Outro]
Every word still burns my throat,
Every truth I never wrote.
If I could speak and not be stung,
Maybe they’d hear my different tongue.

Different tongue

Cynical Publius on X wrote a thread about the differences between generations from my generations view. It struck me when I read it that a phrase from the thread was a song lyric. So I finally figured it out and this is it.

Sides

Little pieces

i scream and sing into a microphone during the day

bleedingcomputer is my discord
bleedingcomputer is my instagram
bleedingcomputer is name