(the things which used to distress you will become inconsequential)

[lyrics]
do i have a meaning like you say?
or do you give me false hope ever day?
just give it to me straight 
i wanna bloom someday
and be beautiful like everyone else
but its too late im gushing blood out of my stomach
i took the cowards way out
no one will ever forgive me :(
for doing this to my self
mom walks through the door sees my body on the ground 
oh what did you do to your self?
didn't care how it would effect everybody else
i made a selfish decision 
the first one in a while
keeping all my secrets hidden cus
if anybody knew who i used to be
they would look at me with disgust 
leave me behind leave me in the dust 
without a care, without, without, without a care

(be careful how you use the skill of a expert)

blood gushing out of my tummy

i scream and sing into a microphone during the day

bleedingcomputer is my discord
bleedingcomputer is my instagram
bleedingcomputer is name