A song I wrote a while back when I was all angsty and shit that I finally got around to recording.

Lyrics:
I don’t wanna go through this
I think I’m just gonna kick back and let my mind drift
I don’t really have any time for this shit
I wanna isolate myself, I feel real irrelevant 

Why do I wanna please anyone I need to just have fun but I don’t wanna feel lonesome

Currently pondering, wandering, wondering, why I jack off to the point where there’s no cum

I hate existing, crying for help since the beginning, yet I’m still persisting, making snaps when no ones even listening 

Fuck it, 
(chorus) x2     

I was damaged
But I’ll manage
I’ll micromanage my life 

Grant it, something goes wrong
I’ll leave the planet, vanished- so long, bye-bye

Fuck it man, you’re out of your mind if you really think I value my life
Mind is dreaming through the whole day, nightmares keep me up at night

I am more than gone, just have a look at one of my songs
Fuck the web, fuck my friends, fuck you for sticking around this long

I’m feeling nauseous     
My mind’s in this constant process
Conscious of worrying people and doing nothing to stop this

Fuck it

(Chorus) x3

Hey vaughn, what’s up you preachy hypocrite
Brushing people off but then advising them like you know shit

You don’t know anything, it’s been a whole year and you still bring her up
On top of that, you’re breaking hearts but play victim, you’re fucked up

Tell your friends you wanna die
and then schedule your suicide
But on Instagram you lie
And say you made it up the whole time

When you made your friends cry
And you say you do this cause you’re bored
Well guess what my guy
You don’t deserve friends anymore

You don’t deserve a fucking audience applauding shit you narcissist 
You need some help, but you’re too stubborn to take a step back and face all of this 

Maybe just jump off a bridge, you’re not an artist but a coward bitch, I’d love to see you powerless, it’s your fault for starting this

You don’t get into fights with people you just take it out on yourself
maybe you should take a break and call someone or maybe get some help
Instead of making people your whole world and leaving them in hell
Man fuck you, you pull shit over people just so they can’t tell

if you’re joking or serious 
Driving everyone delirious 
Stop being such a fucking dick
Hey vaughn are you hearing this

of course you’re not
Cause one incident caused a chain reaction
You’ve grown anxious
And forget how you used to get people laughing

But you remember how you used to scream loud
Talk shit about people to the same people you’ve talked shit about
I propose a solution that I think is best
stop fucking over other people just because you can’t get over your ex- man!

I deserve to go through this
This time next year I’ll make sure I don’t exist 
I don’t really have any time for this shit
Maybe I should just go ahead and end it-

I don't wanna go through this

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You come here often?

I don't wanna go through this

blendtastic