@jades714 prod. Grayskies

[Into: Jades]
Oh how I hate it all
how I hate it all
Oh I hate it all
How I hate it all

[Chorus: Jades]
Oh I hate it all
I don’t want to go on like this
I’m so fucking sick and tired of it 
Oh I hate it all 
I don’t want to go on like this
I’m so fucking sick and tired of it
Oh I hate it all

[Bridge: Bloodl3ak]
Know we had it all 
Know we had it all
Know we had it all
Throw my love against the wall
Throw my love against the wall

[Verse: Bloodl3ak]
I can’t run away at night you stood right next to me 
Stab me in my back you know that you’re just the worst for me 
I wish I could take it back it’s been replaying haunting me 
Wish we could’ve last forever but I’m just a memory 
But girl,
When you turned around you made the world go slow 
Can’t go on without you
Twist the knife and then you make a show  
And I miss the time we had and I can’t get it back
Make revival turn the time and erase the time we had 

[Chorus: Jades]
Oh I hate it all
I don’t want to go on like this
I’m so fucking sick and tired of it 
Oh I hate it all 
I don’t want to go on like this
I’m so fucking sick and tired of it

[Outro: Jades]
Oh I hate it all
I don’t want to go on like this
I’m so fucking sick and tired of it 
Oh I hate it all 
I don’t want to go on like this
I’m so fucking sick and tired of it
Oh I hate it all

Hate it all +jades (grayskies)

Cool ass song \(>u<)/ thanks @baerz and my friends @1lav & @riceinabowl68 from @aimmsquad for hopping on and making this song a masterpiece :DDD 
also big thanks to prdsjas on ig for the cover art :P
Prod. lil biscuit & thislandis

Lyrics:

@bloodl3ak
Letssgooo letssgooooo !!!
Feeling so special :D
And I’m losing my mental :(
Ppl say I ain’t trying they don’t know what I been though !!
Fuck is the issue ???
You treat me like I’m see through :/ 
And I tried to get along, can’t live with the same issue <3

@baerz
u think ur so special 
ur rly just mental
its been getting worse and worse since u been so damn judgmental
they treat me like rental
my heart is in tremble
ever since you left me ive been sleeping so gentle

and its not my place to take the blame
wish i could freeze time to save this frame
they make sure im down to stay in they place
blow a little life into it in order to keep the flame 

in order to keep the flame
cut a little openage to let escape the pain
its running through the drain
ive been stuck inside the gray
i just want to fucking live and not be in the rain 

i dont wanna be
part of your mislead
you fucking with me
we not meant to be

@1lav
i feel like shit
i feel special 
i don't care about ur mental
you said u don't rlly like me
so i never called u back

@riceinabowl68
im not ok
you treat me like a hobby i don't wanna be replaced
all those calls at 3 am did you really ever care
you were never fucking there
you were always fucking late
you got me feeling so special 
now I'm on my own
you're never paying attention
there's no reason you're cold 
I think I was the exception
treating him like he's gold
you can say that I'm resentful but your heart was always closed

Mental w/ baerz, lavendr, rice (lil biscuit x thislandis)

can't get the thing I want with the shortcuts.
Prod. @u8u
cover art by Bladezlulu on ig

Lyrics:

Can’t find love inside these drugs but my heart can’t take it 
Can’t find love inside these drugs but my heart can’t take it 
Can’t find love inside these drugs but my heart can’t take it 
Can’t find love inside these drugs but my heart can’t take it 

When I’m off the drugs feel my soul detach 
And baby when I’m off the drugs feel you stab my back 
Gave you all my trust said you have my back 
But baby you ain’t really there when I’m falling back 
Heart attack, you gave me a heart attack 
But maybe you ain’t really there think I’m gone relapse
Call me back, baby can you call me back?
And yea I’m taking all the drugs don’t think I’m coming back

Canttakeit (katai)

Love song but I’m not in love
Cover by 3m0c0wb0wy on ig
Prod. wasterr x mis4ortune

Lyrics:

Soaring in the sky but I’m falling down
With no escape 
I can’t find my way out 
Trapped in a daze
Tell me what’s this about?

Help me cure all the doubt 
Catch you when you are down
Baby without a doubt, you deserve all the crowns

Help me find a way to show you affection
Swear that you are just all perfection
Love everything even your imperfections

Sitting writing love letters to get your heart
Tell me was it that hard?
You had mine from the start
Cast a spell on my heart 
We are never apart 
Pull me out from the dark
Can you heal all my scars?

Spotify

Cure (wasterr x mis4ortune)

Cover by Fnckoff
prod. nothempts

Lyrics:

Running my way straight 2u
Doing the things we used2
Taking these things I’m used2
But I’m nvr finding my escape
Look into my heart, yea it’s decayed
Wishing away all the pain
Feel the day wither away 

Oh there’s no escape
Wishing everyday my lungs fade away
Don’t wanna see the light of day
Don’t wanna hear a thing u gotta say

1,2,3,4
Got me begging 4 more
When I find myself ur the 1 I’m looking 4
Is life worth it anymore?
Without u I’m sore

Spoopify

2u (nothempts)

Made this a few months ago hope you enjoy<3
Prod. akreal x evoside

Lyrics:

Trying my hardest 4u
Nothing can replace what we do
Oh, what we had is so magical
The way u take my <3 is so cynical 

I can’t stop
No I won’t yea I will get to the top 
Break my </3 
Yea ur wishing imma rot
But I won’t cause this money nvr stop coming 
Cause my pockets they be flooding
I’m wishing that I’ll get the thing I’m missing
But listen, you can take only what’s given 
I’m reaching to the stars that’s what I’m dreaming

Cynical (akreal x evoside)

cool ass song w/ @liljoge :000
cover art by Michael_murder
prod. buhguul

lyrics:

@bloodl3ak
Push me and break me 0-0
Running around the room suffocate me
Feel me and take me
Put me on the spot and fucking kill me ;p

I can’t stand it
Feel my damage (O_o)
Going manic..
Steal my heart <3

Rip my heart apart 
See me in the dark 
I came way too far
U add to my scars </3

@liljoge
and i’ll tell you everything
like we’re meant to be Ɛ>
i don’t really wanna go 
but you wanna leave Ɛ\>
and i’ll tell you everything 
baby we’re meant to be Ɛ>

and i 
i know just what u been thru v.v
don’t lie :/ 
baby me and u 
we’ll make it alright u-u

love me Ɛ>
hate me
everything the same to me
i’m with my bro 
so you know everything 
is on go 

if u knew what was in my cup 
you’d get why i live so recklessly 
life without a cup 
is so boring 
addy with the moly 
just to feel something 
and i’ll tell u everything 
and i’ll tell u everything

Spotifyyy:3

Steal my heart w/ joge (buhguul)

Beautiful song w/ @blxty
Mastered by @zixdown
Lyric video: https://youtu.be/UIv8qdpYlpw

Lryics:

@bloodl3ak
Push my self away from you
And everything that I loved In the past 
Yea they say that nothings gonna last
But for you I wish we didn’t match
Memories from the past

Where did it go, I wanna know
Time’s moving slow
Live on the road, I’m freezing cold
Cause you left me alone

@blxty
wake up im dying 
on the top floor ya i jump now im flying
look at me and tell me why tf are you crying
when you did this all yourself
girl i just need you i dont need nobody else

promise thats just how i am
while you’re out again im jus doing all i can
am i falling into pieces ya i probably am
when u asked if i loved you,, idk

but here i am im doing better
i jus hate the weather
my heart is on my sweater
and if i want her imma get her
if i want her imma get her

@bloodl3ak
Pieces of memories until I die 
Every single day it was you and I
But now it’s all gone
Push me out i don’t know what’s wrong

Spotify<3

Where did it go? w/ blxty (tracyxo + JoshBae)

Cover art by prdsjas (ɔ◔‿◔)ɔ ♥
prod. tracyxo & waystalker
Music video: https://youtu.be/YtMOH1UGfy4

Lyrics:

One step just to fade in reality 
One step just to lose my insanity 
Yea, you never 
You never 
Yea, you never 
Yea, you never cared

I can see your eyes glowing red like a demon
Take another hit love the the buzz now I’m fiening
Looking for the love that I want and I needed
Look up at the stars up above and I’m dreaming
Counting up these bands with my bros and I’m scheming 
Hop up in the car hit 100 now I’m speeding 
When you look at me now I’m shining yea I’m gleaming

Hold up.
Take a second to observe it
When he running up cut him up like a surgeon
Margiela stepping got you nervous 
Stepping in my trues, never lie and you know this

Fade in reality (tracyxo x waystalker) *mv in description*

Just talking from a part of me that I ignore
Cover by prdsjas
Prod. grimdior

Lyrics:

Look in my eyes 
Can you tell me I’m fine?
Step in my life
See me crumble I might,
Break down and cry,
Take my own life,
While you break down my pride

I can’t go on any longer,
I’m not getting stronger 
The things that you said, 
They just linger and wonder, around in my head
Now I lay in my bed, I think I’m better off dead

You feel so controlling
Left me wonder and roaming 
Got nobody to hold me
You took everything away,
From me
Now I rot away,
So lonely

So much commotion,
My heart can’t focus
When you break me down, you leave me faceless
Memories of what we shared, I can’t change it
Rip my heart out, leave me sore

Better off dead... (grimdior)

Beautiful ass beat got me overthinking
Cover by prdsjas
Prod. @prodmelik x @21rosilin
Lyrics:

I’m seeing demons all around me
I never seem to say the right thing
I need a second chance at trying 
I need a second chance at dying

Washed up, starting over 
You never loved me while I’m sober
You’re the one that left me on my own
Saying how’d you never let me go

And I keep trying to pretend
I always make a mess
Never letting go is the one thing I regret
You’re the one that said you would be here til the end
Now I’m sitting here and I’m wishing I was (dead)
Yea I was dead,
Never make amends 
But you win,
I’ll never love again
Did you even really care about me?
I guess not cause you left me 
Now I’m drowning

Starting over (melik x lind)

I can’t escape you no matter how much I try. You’re engraved into me
Cover by prdsjas
Prod. @prodmelik

Lyrics:

I did all of this for you
It never last long 
I sing a sad song bout how the times gone
Far away from you,
It’s where I stand tall
But I still feel small
No I won’t last long 

And I wonder who even got me?
Feels like nobody at all 
Wanna know if they can hear my call
You know that you can take it all
I know that you wanna see me fall

I’m drowning, you adore it
You’re calling, ignore it 
It’s nothing to me 
You’re hard to perceive
I went running back but we’re not meant to be

All alone in the night time 
Said that I’d be alright
Can you even hear me cry?
Can’t run away, hard to escape 
You’re stuck in my brain
Just go away….

Stab my back and now I’m all alone
Now I don’t want no one to get too close
Twist the knife and make a show 
Watch me bleed right in the snow

For you (melik)

GOOD ASS SAD SONGGG shout out @myting for making this song complete!!
Cover art by prdsjas
Mixed and mastered by bloodl3ak
prod @johnnyfriend

Lyrics:

@Bloodl3ak:
Can’t remember last night 
It’s a blur, when I call your line you won’t pick up
I know that I fucked up
Do you remember those words you said to me?
Feeling your touch was my only remedy 
I don’t wanna be your enemy 

Why’d you go away?
In this time and place I need you
Yea I need you…
It’s a big mistake
You don’t have to stay, but I’ll miss you
I hope I reach through
I still think abt the words you said…

@Myting:
even if you're blind ill still reach u 
thinkin bout the past when i miss you
but all we gonna do we gon argue 
I love u but i know its all true 
and all your lies are like a fairytale
It makes me think of all the times we share our love could never fail 
You make me feel like a mistake 
But your love’s worth ten million heartaches
I cant ever force u to change
So tell me that your love is not fake

@Bloodl3ak:
And we’re fighting, and fighting again
If you don’t want me, don’t have to pretend 
You don’t see when I’m trying my best
All of my days are rotting in bed

Why’d you go away?
In this time and place I need you
Yea I need you…
It’s a big mistake
You don’t have to stay, but I’ll miss you
I hope I reach through
I still think abt the words you said…

Need u + myting (johnnyfriend)

Here's the first track on my collab ep w/ @zixdown "Twisted fate" coming soonnn hope you enjoy<3

Music video: https://youtu.be/m20pr3OHPS4?feature=shared

Prod. Sochi x ouni

Lryics:

@zixdown
calling out for u, u & i
we belong in two 
i’m in sky & i’m reaching out for you
don’t know what to do 
i know u can feel it too
won’t be here
to long
i’ll be leaving soon

@zixdown & @bloodl3ak
watch me fall off
take some time off
i still don’t feel right
i still feel wrong

But I tried,
And you wasted all my time
I can’t lie
I still think of you and I

i keep trying
i’m so sick of crying
can’t stop lying 
i’m sick of the fighting

Even when she’s wrong 
She’s the one I call on
Take all that you want 
Cause my feelings here are gone

@zixdown
i don’t wanna be a bother
i keep trying it keeps getting harder
reaching for the light
it’s keep getting darker
waiting for ur text
been waiting forever

you’re wrong im right
i’m gone tonight
i try i try 
i can’t deny
i’m wasting time 
dont waste my life
no need to cry
begone 2nite

@bloodl3ak
And I said never again 
Now I wish I was dead
I gave you all of me, 
You have a part of me
She calling my phone 
And I say that I’m alright 
But the truth is that I’m dying 
And I can’t take my own life

One day I will find my way to you
And someday you will see that I need you
Two wrongs don’t make it right 
You like to scream and fight 
Feeling so dead inside
Come here and take my life

You & i w/ zixdown (sochi x ouni) *MV IN DESCRIPTION*

Hope you guys enjoy<3 Song available on all plats!
Music vid: https://youtu.be/nYyvFBIFU-c?feature=shared
Cover art by prdsjas
Prod. Luvnote

Lyrics:

Girl can you tell me when to stop?, I don’t wanna rot
Can’t go another day when I give it all I got
I don’t want a lot, tell me what’s the cost
I don’t understand my hearts stuck in a lock

Tell me, can you feel it when I’m feeling under pressure?
I don’t wanna talk, but I think it’s just the weather 
Everyday reminded when your scent's stuck on my sweater 

Can’t you see I needed you?
(I feeling severed)
What’s so hard for you to choose?
(Don’t think my life will get better)
I can’t live the way I do
(It don’t matter)
Life’s a game I play to lose 
(I know I can never catch her)

I can’t go away,
See that smile on her face,
Make my problems go away,
I can’t see the light of day

Girl can you tell me when to stop?, I don’t wanna rot
Can’t go another day when I give it all I got
I don’t want a lot, tell me what’s the cost
I don’t understand my hearts stuck in a lock

Can’t you see I needed you?
What’s so hard for you to choose?
I can’t live the way I do
Life’s a game I play to lose

Girl can you tell me when to stop?, I don’t wanna rot
Can’t go another day when I give it all I got
I don’t want a lot, tell me what’s the cost
I don’t understand my hearts stuck in a lock

All I got (luvnote) [MV IN DESC]

Prod. @prodmelik

Lyrics:

@Bloodl3ak
Im so burnt out, 
Im falling apart 
Never heard out, I reach for the stars
Yea I know where we are
We’re miles apart

Everyday we’re growing older
Learned my lesson, never sober now
Now I’ll never get to hold her,
Got me sentenced to the lost and found

@Zixdown
I can’t find a way out 
In my room can’t stay out 
I been fighting all these problems 
I can’t help but lay down
Just tell me what you say now
You say that I’m insane now 
And I can’t feel a thing bullet in my brain now

I can’t catch up I’m too weakened
I can’t talk to no one
Change up like the seasons 
Left me by myself on the weekend
I can’t see a thing 
I’m too deep in

@Bloodl3ak
I’m too weakened,
You change up like the seasons 
Feelings leaving,
I’m fucked up like I’m geeking
Ignore me,
Say you can’t adore me
I’m lonely, 
Come back and hold me

Miles apart w/ zixdown (melik)

Prod. @blxty x @xora09

Lryics:

@Bloodl3ak
Running, I can’t escape it
Falling, inside the matrix 
I can’t seem to take this 
You left me so face less

@Zixdown
What else can I do 
Do it all for you
I still go insane guess ill break myself in 2

@Bloodl3ak
Yea you left me all alone with no warning
Stab my back 
Tear drops they be pouring

Now I had to change my flow up
Cried so much overflow ugh

@Zixdown
And you left me on my own
So don’t text me on my phone

I can’t sleep, see you in my dreams
Truey jeans, when I go to sleep
Truey fiend, watch me hit the scene 
No one left,
No one left for me

Falling w/ zixdown (blxty x xora)

Prod. @prodjayysoul

Lyrics:

@Zixdown
Told me I would lose it all, that’s the issue
I can’t lie, I can’t deny, that I miss you
Think about you all the time I don’t diss you
I get high all the time, can’t forget you

And I get it, forget it
You’re forgetting, that there’s limits
And I swear that I’m trying my best
Lay me down you can put me down to rest 

@Bloodl3ak
At a red light and we’re arguing
Get your shit right,
Yea you’re more than this
You don’t want me,
Yet you’re calling 

Keep me sitting I’ll be waiting, yea that’s all I know 
All I know is how I’ll fold
I don’t know where to go 
With my bros, it’s how I roll
I don’t know how to cope

I’m a loner,
I thought I told her,, I need closure 
Now I wish I never known her
I’ll be sitting in my sorrow 
Got me tripping off a tight rope

Forget it w/ zixdown (jayysoul)

Sad love song
Cover art by prdsjas
Prod. @ouniiixd x @prodmelik

Lyrics:

We can go on forever 
No matter the weather 
I can’t understand, I’ll wait for you wherever 
Fuck up my liver, all cause I miss her
I think of all I can give her

Do you think about what you said to me?
Even when you’re gone you’re never dead to me
Feeling so lost, your love can set me free
And I’ll never move on
No one can rescue me

Will you help me? 
I’m dying slowly 
Feeling suffocated, I’m so lonely 
I get intoxicated, no one can hold me
It’s just me and you moving closely

I can’t find a way around it 
When you walk away I can feel my body drowning 
Lost it, won’t find it
There’s no rewinding 
With you I’m safe, you keep me so grounded

Forever (ouni x melik)

My words never come out until I write them down for you
Cover by prdsjas
Prod @baerz

Lyrics:

Counting my days, 
it’s getting hard to remember 
I was so lost when I met her
You reignite all my embers
She ignores the messages I send her

I been running out of time
Filled with needles down my spine 
I can never call her mine
If she asks for life, I’d give her mine

Don’t pull away
I know we’re miles away
Even when we’re close you feel so far away
Honestly, I never feel so great
Would you even notice if I go away?

I been running out of time
Filled with needles down my spine 
I can never call her mine
If she asks for life, I’d give her mine

I can’t go on, without her drug
I can’t go on, without her next to me
I just need a sign
Look into her eyes
Let me know they’re mine
When you’re not around I can’t suffice

Out of time (baerz)

First song after a major block <3
Cover art by prdsjas
@prodmelik 

Lyrics:

Turn away and decide 
You can never see my side 
I’ll be going down tonight with a bottle by my side
Just for tonight, be by my side 
I can never do things right 

Walk away as the door slams (peep reference)
I can feel my body going down, I’m so silent
You see my point of view,
Look at what I’ve been through 
So many scars I feel screwed 

You got me waiting and waiting, losing all patience
I can’t come back, but your touch so contagious 
Feel so invasive,
Crash my car with a lane switch
My feelings stuck in a basement 

Going on my last ride, I can never feel right (zix reference)
Can’t tell you how I feel, always feeling like my tongue tied
“Avoiding me”, fill the void in me
Restore the peace, let me rest with ease

You got me waiting and waiting, losing all patience
I can’t come back, but your touch so contagious 
Feel so invasive,
Crash my car with a lane switch
My feelings stuck in a basement 

Turn away and decide 
You can never see my side 
I’ll be going down tonight with a bottle by my side
Just for tonight, be by my side 
I can never do things right

Just for tonight (melik)

we made this in my room >:) love my bros from @angels-from-the-south <33
Mixed and mastered by meee
Cover art by prdsjas
@prodmelik

lyrics:

@Liljoge:
I’m in Dallas with my bros
I’m getting scared of the hoes
And I miss @boyywassabi but he already knows 
And I miss her too but she already knows 
That I miss her 
I don’t even know what to say 
Cause she’s so fucked up, but
It’s okay imma try again 
another day, yea

@Yungkrypto:
It’s okay and u know 
Where ever u are I’ll go
U took my heart 
And now my world is so cold
Like the winter 
U said u love me last December 
Ur voice is stuck in my head
I’ll do anything to not remember

@Bloodl3ak:
What’d you say, the last thing?
I can’t remember..
Pain is drastic, 
Take my heart out it’s severed 
I just want you to get better 
I make mistakes that last forever 
Why don’t you go away 
I don’t wanna fight anymore
You’re only here to play 
You just wanna kick me to the door 
And now I’m always feeling sore 
Steal my heart, take some more

@Omgfohe:
And we’re running out of time 
But we still got tonight, but we still got tonight 
Spread my angel wings and fly away
Be by my side for one last day 
In the depths of my mind I can still feel your touch
I just can’t get enough

Can't get enough w/ joge, yung krypto, fohe (melik)

Made this while I was drunk :p
Cover art by prdsjas
@prodmelik

Lyrics:

I’m just giving up, ain’t no time for recollections
Always picking up every piece of imperfections 
It feel like zero degrees,
What you doing to me?
Every time that I speak, 
Is everytime that you leave 

Running around town, moving slow
And when you come back around,
It’s so hard to let go
Every hour, every minute 
I was right there when you needed 

Rot me down to my core
I can’t wait anymore 
There’s nothing left in store 
You make me feel so ignored

And if you’re turning away, turning away, just go
You know I feel the delay, you’re fading away, 
It show
But I gotta reap what I sow 
and keep my feelings down below 

I feel like a setback 
Remember when you missed me,
You always felt the need to text that
Now It’s so hard to get a text back

I’m just giving up, ain’t no time for recollections
Always picking up every piece of imperfections 
It feel like zero degrees,
What you doing to me?
Every time that I speak, 
Is everytime that you leave 

Lie to myself, when I say I don’t miss you
Cut up my fingers, there’s always an issue 
I feel like a setback 
Remember when you missed me,
You always felt the need to text that
Now It’s so hard to get a text back

I’m just giving up, ain’t no time for recollections
Always picking up every piece of imperfections 
It feel like zero degrees,
What you doing to me?
Every time that I speak, 
Is everytime that you leave

Imperfections (melik)

@Neito1
Finally bringing this out the archive!!!!
Cover art by prdsjas
prod. @Pw4prez x @Han2k15

Lyrics:

@Neito1:
if u run i cant catch up
this time think i messed up
beat me down i swear ill get up
my chest bumping like i got the hickups

@Bloodl3ak:
Smoking strong, I can’t sit up 
Tired of wanting, but I guess I’ll wait up
But I guess this time I’ll just drink all the time 
Losing my mind 
I write these songs, you have the time of your life
I was on my knees for you
Planning everything we‘d do
I believed in you
But now I’m leaving you, oh
And every time you pace back I lose control 
Can you return the heart that you stole?
I watch your stories losing hope

@Neito1:
uh posted up with Bloodl3ak
bitch watch my  blood leak
you always make the fun leave
show me that you love me

put this gun to my neck
halo above my head
please just hold my hand
right before that im dead
guess its tough love
when you run out of juice 
and you grab my gun
right before you point it at you
attempted suicide
baby swear im tired too

finally think that ive fucked
if you run i cant catch up

@Bloodl3ak:
if u run i cant catch up
this time think i messed up
beat me down i swear ill get up
my chest bumping like i got the hickups

I feel like a waste of life 
Things things that I can’t describe 
Just running through my mind
I’m never safe at night 
So come and save me 
When you’re around it’s never feeling rainy
Think about you all the time 
I think I’m crazy

Uh, hiding in the shadows 
I’m always feeling hallow 
Can I get your hand?, reach out
Uh, siempre te espero
No se lo que quiero
Solo quiero tu calor

@Neito1:
uh posted up with Bloodl3ak
bitch watch my  blood leak
you always make the fun leave
show me that you love me

Catch up w/ neito (sochi x han2k15)

Love song pulled out of the vault <3 
Cover by prdsjas
Prod. Lino x ripwarheart x gateway

Lyrics: 

And I can’t fight the feelings that I have 4u
Nvr thought that u’d be a dream come tru 
Yea, I fight my feelings maybe 1or2
I just wish that u could say u want me2

Trapped in my emotions 
When u come around the wrld’s in motion
Baby I been feelin so hopeless
Maybe u can put me in focus

Yea I walk around town wit my bros
I be spending all my money on my clothes
I be looking so fly on my own
Baby I just want u
Don’t want no hoes

Anything u want I would give it in a heartbeat 
Just say u <3 me
Say u’ll nvr harm me

Focus (lino x ripwarheart x gateway)

jus a silly lil song lol
mix n mastered by me<3
Cover art by prdsjas
@prodmelik 

Lyrics:
“I’ve never stopped thinking about you” - Barry Allen

Would you save me?
I’m stuck in my head, think I’m crazy :(
I don’t understand, like will you claim me?
I don’t wanna lie you amaze me, >.<
Can you blame me? :o
Lately,
Running out of time as of lately
If I don’t wanna talk, will you hate me?
You’re stuck in my head, think I’m crazy 
But baby,

Will you save me?
I got all the time, you know I’m waiting
Fiending for your touch to fix it all
And when you’re gone, I will always keep it strong
And just for you, I would give it all I got
I don’t wanna be a memory :((
When you walked away,
I know that was the death of me </3
I don’t wanna let you go,,
Take my heart, heal it slow ^-^

Would you follow me?
Make me feel complete?
I don’t wanna leave,
See you in my dreams ,
I just need you right here with me<3

Would you save me?
I’m stuck in my head, think I’m crazy :(
I don’t understand, like will you claim me?
I don’t wanna lie you amaze me, >.<
Can you blame me? :o
Lately,
Running out of time as of lately
If I don’t wanna talk, will you hate me?
You’re stuck in my head, think I’m crazy 
But baby,

Hopeless luv song (melik)

First song of 2024!!! I had a good year not only with music but meeting new friends!! Shoutout @heavennnnnnnnnn for being one of the friends I’ve made on my journey<3 let’s kick off 2024 strong and go harder than 2023!!

Mastered by me
Cover art by prdsjas
Prod @nightigerxo

Lyrics:

@heavennnnnnnnnn:
quieres hacerme otra vez parte de tu juego
nena no voy a caer de nuevo ya no te creo
tiro otra moneda en la fuente de deseos
espero no volver a verte ni en mis sueños

parece q no quieres recordar todo lo q fuimos
yo no me conformo con el solo ser amigos
el estar al lado tuyo me hace sentir excluido
si quieres darme tu corazon tranqui yo te lo cuido

dices tantas cosas que ya no se lo que es para mi
vivo en una mentira supongo que todo es culpa de ti
tantas ilusiones no recuerdo lo que es sentir
hacer mi propia vida en mi mente me ayuda a vivir

@bloodl3ak:
No sabes lo que haria por ti
Ya ni se como vivir
En mis suenos eres todo lo que veo
Y tus ojos son todo lo que leo

Me haces dano
Y cada vez que te vas, te extrano
Pero no me das verguenza
Por que no te acercas?
Siempre te espero,
Con tu maquillaje en mi cuerpo
Un otro dia de no saber que va pasar
Nomas te quiero abrazar
Todos los dias mi mente se pone mal
Y empiezo a cortar
Cortar, llorar
Siempre es lo mismo
Pero nunca estoy listo
No recuerdo lo que me dijo
Solo quiero saber que paso

Tus ojos w/ heaven (nightiger)

Mixed by @yungkrypto
Master by @bloodl3ak
Cover by prdsjas
Prod. @pw4prez

@bloodl3ak
Running out of time, I can’t tell if you’re waiting
Are you waiting?
And everyday just feels the same, and

@yungkrypto
Breathe me back to life
When I die right by your side
Hold me close and hold me tight
Baby bring me back to life 
What’s the use of this, there’s no point in lying
I’m so tired of this, why we keep on fighting?
Don’t you know I’m trying?
Don’t you know I’m trying?

@bloodl3ak: 
And I don’t wanna wait 
Space out, I blank
And I’m stuck in your maze
Leave me by myself, I’m defeated 
Am I your hero or the villain?
Don’t you know it’s hard, don’t you see it?
Looking for your help, I need heath when I’m bleeding 
Locked out, I’m screaming 
Can’t find a reason 
You’re the one I needed

We’re going on and on
I write another song
What I feel is wrong
You changed me I can’t move on
But I can’t help it 
I’m really selfish 
Stuck with a cold heart
You’re the one to melt it

It’s so hard to stay in focus 
Backdown, hopeless
Really thought that I was chosen 
Block out emotions

Breathe me back w/ yung krypto (sochi)

@11heaven @222quiet
Made this amazing song with my friends! It’s really deep and meaningful to me and I hope ya can enjoy it!
Prod. @benjithemachine
Cover art by prdsjas

Lyrics: 

@222quiet
I need you to listen
tryna find myself missing
i ain dissing but if you wont, theyll listen

@bloodl3ak
Me dices que me quieres, se que me mientes
Sabes que duele
Las ultimas veces de amor, tu careces
Solo me mientes y no te arrepientes

Ya no se que hacer
Shot me dead 
You know I could never fix this
I held you like riches
I miss all your kisses
So many calls I was missing

Mi corazon no aguanto
You ripped a hole 
Dime adios
No puedes decir que no sufri
Sabes que me duele el alma por ti

@11heaven
(tiempo para nada 
si vos ya no eras mas mi amada)
por ti era cada grabada
en mi mente quedo marcada

tantos días grises que no supe aguantar
nena si estabas a mi lado nada iba a pasar

yo no soy el malo
yo solo te amo
por eso te llamo
y tu me reclamas
mi cora en llamas
no eramos nada
viví en una farsa 

y ahora no te puedo encontrar
tu dime en donde estas

(será que no te puedo alcanzar?
y eso ya me pone mal
dime como puedo volver atrás
a los tiempos donde tu me amabas)

@bloodl3ak
Me dices que me quieres, se que me mientes
Sabes que duele
Las ultimas veces de amor, tu careces
Solo me mientes y no te arrepientes

@222quiet
i just stay away from everything yea ian doing no fighting
anything yea everything can happen this aint lightning
i been so irritable hell na this aint like me 
keep a secret like a centerfold, anything you need i already told
dont try warm me up now its already cold, im just tryna keep my flames burning
i dont even trust what i already know, when the hell am i gone stop learning
turn the diary pages into pieces hell yea they keep burning
and my feelings they get mixed up hell yea they keep churning
im sleeping good, it aint no tears left
im chasing you running out of breath
you jump that cliff, i jump to my death
damn im really a mess

@bloodl3ak
Me dices que me quieres, se que me mientes
Sabes que duele
Las ultimas veces de amor, tu careces
Solo me mientes y no te arrepientes

Ya no se que hacer 
Shot me dead 
You know I could never fix this
I held you like riches
I miss all your kisses
So many calls I was missing

@222quiet
I need you to listen, I need you
I need you to listen, I need you
i ain dissing but if you wont, theyll listen
I need you to listen, I need you

Mientes w/ heaven & 222quiet (benjithemachine)

Late valentines drop<3 (cried a little in vc making this)
Cover art by prdsjas
Prod. @benjithemachine

Lyrics:

Anything for you, I would’ve done, I would’ve bled
I can’t take my time when you’re stuck inside my head like,
Oh, oh, I regret the things I said 
Oh, oh, I know I wasn’t the best
But can I fix this? Or would you listen?
I remember times when I was distant 
But there’s no fixing, feeling twisted 
Hurting, deep down I feel your kisses

Oh, oh, I never wanna let you go
Oh, oh, I’m freezing stuck inside the snow
Oh, oh, you made me feel like I was whole
Oh, oh, I never wanna let you go

But I can’t fight this feeling 
I always stump my healing 
But I would’ve gone around the world 
Just to see you smile girl
Every time you go, Whoah
My heart breaks so slow 
But I gotta let you go
I know you’re happy on your own 

Happy on your own now, I gotta pace back
Every time I speak it’s like I’m holding you back
I know I only made you sad 
Felt like you’re my other half

Anything for you, I would’ve done, I would’ve bled
I can’t take my time when you’re stuck inside my head like,
Oh, oh, I regret the things I said 
Oh, oh, I know I wasn’t the best
But can I fix this? Or would you listen?
I remember times when I was distant 
But there’s no fixing, feeling twisted 
Hurting, deep down I feel your kisses

Oh, oh, I never wanna let you go
Oh, oh, I’m freezing stuck inside the snow
Oh, oh, you made me feel like I was whole
Oh, oh, I never wanna let you go

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