spent a day in the city (in the city)
boys on the street near the park just singing (just singing)
made a little money i just made regrets (just fell through)
told you i was sorry cause i'm not there yet (i could take it still)
drinking on the train, looking back so dumb
sorry means a little when it's said so much (We don't feel the same things yet)
sleep as a concept, i don't really act out (We don't feel the same)
drugs in a backpack, probably like a band now, i just

try not to overstate it
all been so complicated
day turns to night, just breaking
light on my body aching
lay down in foreign places
noticing what it's taking
i wake up slowly in the black
i thought i'd learn to hate it

follow lights down the coast
in the dreams that you had
i just got in the way
fuck i think i'm slipping back
i start to decay from the waist down
face it, we could never fix what we break now
holding the exit in my hand
fuck i think i'm slipping back

holding on a feeling i might die soon
cause i met everybody that i want to
and maybe did a little that i'm proud of
but man this head's just so hard to get out of
holding onto mornings with the old you
fucking catatonic in my old room
and i hope you don't blame yourself cause baby
it's not like someone else could ever save me

try not to overstate it
all been so complicated
day turns to night, just breaking
light on my body aching
lay down in foreign places
noticing what it's taking
i wake up slowly in the black
i thought i'd learn to hate it

Bay Harbour

on all platforms
shoutout vails n sound clowny
@alex-thomas-fox & @whos-that-clown

LYRICS :D
Headstart bloods tainted with that mercury
Shine bright, die slow, words still be hurtin me
I try my best even in the worst situations
When i'm in my grave shake my hand congratulations

I just took a ticket, one way trip to hell
Sparks flying, train speeding, n were off the rails
Mercury, set me free
One way ticket n its on for sale
I just bought a ticket, one way trip to hell
How we’ll get there idk i guess time will tell
Took a sip of the tonic red mercury
I could face a fire breathing demon come n murder me

Stab wounds,might die soon, im still down to fight
Ima make a stand til my last breath, see my dying light
Rip out the tape, the cassette turns to scrap
I got no vision my screen fades to black

[vails]

I’m down bad, Like, holy crap I’ve never felt this way before
 It only feels like yesterday my other half said babe, amore
 If you really was there for me Whyd you go and shut the door
 I could sit here and complain But I’ve had broken bones before
 Mercury’ inside my cup My demons took away my luck
 Possesed me but I still live freely 
The only thing is drugs that treat me Coping mechanisms,
all of them, I said good riddence ,
 finding hope has got some distance, 
cus I’ve never had the visions of it alll 

[back to chorus]

[vails again]
Fake love should be a piracy
 And although you’re the treasure youre still denying me
 From sailing out like We had a debacle,  a heated discussion 
And you banged on my walls and door, like playing percusssion 
And I see the scars that made you see the stars 
And it’s harder to breathe knowing you’re almost gone
Sorry i haven’t been available for speaking 
So lost & choked up, to have consider or feeling
I love when she’s angry, and I care when she’s sad
Feel best when she’s happy
yet afraid when she’s glad
I can’t ever understand, her bipolarism
Especially when drunk cus it’s easier sober living

mercury w/ vails [prod. the sound clown]

mix the pills with all the weed i feel so mental
with all this weight, upon my back, it’s monumental 
i feel hysteria, it’s fundamental
my lungs tearing up, i need settle 

chaos in totality
nothing in reality 
left me here in suffering 
left with no morality 
i been here since nearly three
and i’m just taking everything 
hoping i’ll find something 
to help me with my anxiety 

don’t you help me up 
when i’m down, i’m stuck  
in a place i’m numb 
from the lack of touch 

somewhere else inside my notes i escape
my lyrics jot down tryna take my place
rather not socialize i go to my own space
i just hate everyone they’re only tryna take

(2x)
don’t you help me up 
when i’m down, i’m stuck  
in a place i’m numb 
from the lack of touch

touch (CRCL)

IFeelBetterOffAPill Ft soLuvSig And P!nkcasperr (Prod) UV6X7

prod. mackk

scorpio:
i love the way you walk, yeah
i love the way you move
im in love with anything and everything you do
i love the way you talk the talk
and your actions lay back to prove
i love the way you know whats wrong
before ive ever spoken to you

bad past was a silver lining
now i got you my darling
dont even check twice when the phone ring
i just hope its you when the phone pings

youre the light when the suns not shining
youre my star that keeps aligning
you make everything exciting
i love when our hands intertwining

vails:
everything you do
means more to me than you think it did
and everything you go through
cant be there for each other like when it started
never really told you 
how much appreciation i had
im thankful for the worst of you
cause i know how good the best can be


scorpio:
i love the way you walk, yeah
i love the way you move
im in love with anything and everything you do
i love the way you talk the talk
and your actions lay back to prove
i love the way you know whats wrong
before ive ever spoken to you

bad past was a silver lining
now i got you my darling
dont even check twice when the phone ring
i just hope its you when the phone pings

youre the light when the suns not shining
youre my star that keeps aligning
you make everything exciting
i love when our hands intertwining

anything and everything (feat. Vails)

incredible production by @prodbysxda

lyrics

surprising everything inside my fucking chest
she got all it on with her hands wrapped around my neck
not learning any lessons how i'm ignoring these threats
its so fucking ruthless inside this town its almost dead

i'm tryna set sail but I'm long grip and its starting to rust here
I exhale and open arms
but in the mirror I cant tell

don't come close to me
im surrounded by this rat hell
I dont wanna lose u baby girl
its just my heart kills

wish it was an odyssey how it goes dark then it turns light
but i'm out in these crashing waves and i'm holding on for dear life
I'm jus saying got my wrist wet and i'm not talking ice
im losing my grip but im holding my knife

flicking thru the memories and tryna the cause
this is how it turned out i'm not fucking around with god
who tf is u
I tell myself when I am lost
forget about those pretty nights that we had omg

why u always coming late?
but who's that in the parking lot
I just fucked my brain again
coz' I can not control my thoughts
and i'm losing my faith again
baby im, im losing my breath inside this fucking wooden box

late arrival

late arrival (woahsxda)

prod @whos-that-clown

LYRICS
Settle my scores, dont waste time
I dont wanna keep a 9, by my waist side
Made mistakes but i dont want the blame
Bury me in ashes ignite me in the flames

I dont want a legacy if my loved ones are the ones that are hating me
I might have some fans but i put value in my family
Whatever a man could be, id be that
Id see that day, i couldn't take it my bloodline family walked away
we all have ups and downs and downs and ups
born and raised i got forever love

I dont want the blame, but i wont put that blame on you
If we fell apart we can reconstruct and glue
Cause were family, you understanding me?
Were connected thru the blood by nature and organically
I got dna, traits inherited inherited they stay
I say the things you say
I put value in forgiveness cause that's way i was raised

I was raised in love and i'm indebted to portray that
In very few instances id resort to payback
I dont give a fuck about a lot of things
But i'm hesitant to say that
But one thing ill always give a fuck about is my family
If you mess with that, blood stains on ur canopy
And i aint talking fantasy
Mess with my fam and youll end up in calamity

value in my family [prod. the sound clown]

In this song we express our pain from living out our lives too fast, rather than slowing down and enjoying each moment. We rush to the next thing in life, running from our past mistakes and ghosts from our past.

mercury w/ vails [prod. the sound clown]

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