Cheat codes ain’t been working for me in this game of life

If you really trust me fall back, both eyes closed

love u @jolst for mastering<3

u use 2 come round 
round my mums house 
u use 2 get along fine 
u use 2 be benign 
but now ur far out
way 2 far out 
i cant save u right now 
u did it 2 urself 

oh well oh well 
u did it 2 urself 
if u drown now 
its cause u didnt set sail 
its weird because 
u never use be like that 
u think to much 
thats why you've fallen back 

u must admit 
u kinda fuckn changed a bit 
lost ur all friends 
all ur friends say ur crazy 
i wont forget 
u use to fkn main me 
now im a fkn joke 
ur the one whos crazy

cherryrizla

u used to be benign
but now ur volatile
i couldnt see the signs
thought it would take a while
thought it would be alright
when it was on the ground
thought it would all be fine
when it was falling down

u used to come round
waiting on my driveway
and spend the whole weekend
from the friday
now ur far out
read our dms for like four hours
all the light overshadowed by a dark cloud

Spotify Link <3

u think too much w/ cherryrizla [frevel/methboiswag/roxa]

prod. irby x jolst (i added a bitcrusher to one part so prod. me but like not really)

Winter came round one more time 
Outside in my mind but dont leave my house
Take me back to my life in 05
Under trees made of cork always holdin me down
Dont want to cry when I think of the past
I just wanna get my moms Cadillac back 
if we talked just one more Time 
Maybe then ill accept that you’ll never be mine


Never been good at goodbyes 
Mostly cause I obsess over moments in time
She was never good with replies but kept me on my toes 
Cause she had someone else on her mind
I pray to god I never have to go back to that parking lot out in Fullerton 
I will do anything to ensure I never feel the way I felt that day again
How many times have I lost it? 
My yellow umbrellas in somebody else’s apartment 
Wherever they choose to end up seems to be where my heart is 
There was just something to you
I like my French horns in blue
Dc shorty light ice on u 
why you always-


The pain is so real dude you dont understand 
Wish I was stopping the show making bands 
Whippin in barns out on farms 
I wear the fear on my arm as a scar to remind me to never go far
Swervin the hardest in rocket league cars
off of my ass out on pines boulevard 
owe it to mvo, down from the start 
Pringles on deck in the car
ive felt the spark in my eye out on sideview drive way more than a few times 
Bitter thoughts when I think of all the time I spent thinking we’d get the time right 
I cant fall asleep to silence so I guess the tv will act as my nightlight 
yeah i still bump our playlist
when I see your name, fall apart every time

Winter came round one more time 
Outside in my mind but dont leave my house
Take me back to my life in 05
Under trees made of cork always holdin me down
Dont want to cry when I think of the past
I just wanna get my moms Cadillac back 
if we talked just one more Time 
Maybe then ill accept that you’ll never be mine

leave my house (prod. irby x jolst)

lyrics 


water
yeah
i know that u take me to the slaughter
if u ask me then ur a monster
u had left the remants in the locker
u think u culd hide it w the blockers
u need ask forgiveness from the father
u go far but i think i could go much farther
the candles out it makes it so much darker
i return unburdened by the marker

winter weather frozen my soul
up in ny and im shivering cold
rotting away in the stronghold
chairs all collapse and the food molds
dont wanna ask u what u know
look at the ice in this wood bowl
look at the damaged old ship hull
look at the damage ur brain holds

this forest leads me out to open air
its been twenty months since i had found u there
held my lungs so i culd try compare
but nothing u had tried could let ur soul repair
the salmon swimming down the riverbend
had been ur final meal, for that i make amends
and if u find urself on this plane again
i hope u let the grudges guide ur sweet revenge

water
yeah
i know that u take me to the slaughter
if u ask me then ur a monster
u had left the remants in the locker
u think u culd hide it w the blockers
u need ask forgiveness from the father
u go far but i think i could go much farther
the candles out it makes it so much darker
i return unburdened by the marker

Folk Tale As Old As Time Itself But Forgotten By Many

money come fast, i spend that
ten racks, put it on tank, i bet that
i talk before i think sometimes
she cant believe i said that
trip over my own feet sometimes
i need to get outta my way
i want some peace of mind
really i wanna feel okay

yea, feeling okay
baby girl its getting hot on the range
hollow my body fill it up w pain
search thru the rubble take all that remains

up all night
i see a face, dont remember her name
its alright
ill let u float forever thru my veins

whats it take? how do i get u to listen
wake up, cold sweat, blurry vision
theres a gap between us, i dont think we'll bridge it
she dont love me, she only loves the image

baby dont play w my heart
loving me not like a walk in the park
theres no street lights that come on
when it gets dark

wasted
feel like im wasting away
i get so sick 
so sick of begging u to stay

money come fast, i spend that
ten racks, put it on tank, i bet that
i talk before i think sometimes
she cant believe i said that
trip over my own feet sometimes
i need to get outta my way
i want some peace of mind
really i wanna feel okay

bet that (bloodcryy x tiedforsilver)

Mixed by﹒⪩⪨﹒ stezzyxl﹒⪩⪨﹒
Produced By Stezzyxl and ME :3

Lyrics:
Can you imagine how it felt walking in on Christmas Eve
Seeing you and someone else kissing right beside the tree
No mistletoes around, can't blame it on the season
But it's over for us now, no matter what the reason

You'll look back to the past and be filled with regret
In the present you'll be cold all alone in your bed
You'll never see me again, that's the future you've set
Three ghosts (three ghosts) that's the company you get

Three ghosts (three ghosts, three ghosts)
Three ghosts (three ghosts, three ghosts)

Can you imagine how it feels knowing I can spend my time
With my family or friends, or anyone I'd like
And it's no longer you, my holidays are free
Though it don't bring me joy, it does bring me peace

You'll look back to the past and be filled with regret
In the present you'll be cold all alone in your bed
You'll never see me again, that's the future you've set
Three ghosts (three ghosts) that's the company you get

Three ghosts (three ghosts, three ghosts)
Three ghosts (three ghosts, three ghosts)

Haunted by the past, the present, future more
You'll have nothing left of me to even keep you warm
And as hurt as I am now, you'll hurt much more than me
A guilty conscience sticks around even in your dreams

You'll look back to the past and be filled with regret 
In the present you'll be cold all alone in your bed 
You'll never see me again, that's the future you've set 
Three ghosts (three ghosts) that's the company you get 

Christmas Eve

prod @whos-that-clown x @prodcxrter
lyrics

“Life is just a game” well why we still in it
And if lifes a battle royale, i doubt im winning
Opposition kick you down til ur finished
But my wheels keep turning im on thin ice n im spinning

Take me back another slideshow
And if we ending now i wanna end it on a highnote
If you really trust me fall back both eyes closed
Sticking to the grind til i pull up in a 5.0

Revving til the red line bounce
Packin up the ganja we gon smoke the whole ounce
Ima keep grinding til i buy a house
And i'm dropping every week so i guess we’ll find out

oh shit, this is real life
Disassociating what real fucking feel like
Whats the goal of life i fear i might find
Not some sort of fictional dream where things materialize

I got missions to complete and i aint betting on a high roll
I dont post on tiktok cuts my chance of going viral
Spin into a spiral
Memories of childhood, where the time go


slideshow [prod. the sound clown x cxrter]

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Official Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kQYgaDfDviY

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Too Froze

Stacis (ft. Kaesi)

Love Faded

Provided by Biteki

Lineup
@erisu-san
@yvngaxstn
@lullabyboy
@lilskeleskrrt
@ripkais
@sushisai
@deadfishpoland
@ddeadroses
@raeraexo
@silverreapersnroses
@seejayxo
@brushogun
@zxlone
@lilblueq
@gothurted
@deadspyro
@diamoonofnhg
@remghost
@irby314
@prod_loopy
@lilduckk
@nate2timezz
@prodtsurreal

Erisu - Kill Skele (ft. Lil Skele & RAVEN XO)

boomerang (+ nezu)

new song every week
@websitezero
history major and future teacher

slideshow [prod. the sound clown x cxrter]

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