season after season

Dungeon

being mysterious Lol

beat & vocals done by me

mixed by @menthol100s aka the new dj bonecrusher

i wanna slit his throat
and laugh my way home
i wanted you to know this
wanted you to notice
that i drew a heart with mine and his blood
can u tell the difference in the two
mine is filled with more love

laughing my way home

https://open.spotify.com/track/6D6fwXa6WxylpiiI0yrD48?si=6d24661134b54b4e

beat & vocals done by me and @octoberlies
october:

i hate the way you're looking at me
with those eyes say ur unhappy
with the way you started snapping
everything that fuckin happened


me:
wake up feelin depressed
thinkin abt all the shit that u said
wonder when youll get outta my head
ur still there so ill try again

you're still here

ft. six days after christmas
mixed by @blurxy

pumpkin party

mixed by @six-days-after-christmas
llisten to ur heart
isten to ur heart 
i know u hate me 
simply replace me 
i just more love 
i just want more love

listen to your heart

our graves under the mistletoe

i cant resort
u fucking whore
look what u've done x2
cuts on me and i cant breathe
let off a little more steam thrn forget me
why would u want me i couldnt imagine
a world without you is one to die in

resort

ur still all i need

https://open.spotify.com/track/1XPo3H9F3Et3jy1FjfQSLp?si=80dc108b45c94024

vocals & beat made by myself

i could probably think of better things to do
instead im gonna waste away inside my room
tell me to hold your hand and walk right through
instead i held ur hand and fell right through the floor

season after season

waste away in my room

w/ @six-days-after-christmas

like a deer in headlights 
when i saw your face i froze in fear 
ran back home in hopes that 
all the thoughts i had would dissapear 
thinking bout ur face while sitting sippin on some shitty beer
lay in bed dreaming that maybe one day 
youd be near 

monday wasnt good at all 
walking past you in the hall 
i saw you with your friends 
laughing and joking  at someones expense i 
didnt know them 
but im glad it wasnt me 
cus im hoping 
maybe i can talk to you at least

i cant get any closer 
my friends told me walk up but i dont even know her
i havent had this feeling in a while itold her
i know how it endsmaybe try when we're older 

cuz its i hate you and you hate me
your lifes a little more private but i'll still see 
cuz if ur all i need you're all i'd be
but i cant see that much from here i'll just see u in my sleep

deer in headlights

w/ @six-days-after-christmas
prod us as always
i heard ur doing fine 
so i want talk to much 
wont waste ur time 
i hope u live ur life 
with happy memories
of u and i 

its just so hard for me to let go 
when i held your heart so damn close 
and now nobody wants to know 
how i feel well

you know i love you 
you know i need you so 
i wont deceive u 
girl i dont even know 

why i would trust u
i knew that you would leave
i hope u realise 
all  that u done to me

your call is still all i need
and i've been waiting quite a while for u to be
the one i'll always run to once again
the one that cant stand me 
one that hates my friends

forget what you'll do
you started nothing new
your love never left my room
its never about what i do

you know i love you

if u fw the old version of the song More im sorry That shit had some tts Wit my ex name so i jus cut it out and extended this to a minute

STREAM ON SPOTIFY INSTEDA BRO
https://open.spotify.com/album/1Jqcaa6uhspHNEVw9cEg1y?si=yC4DSd_IRH-oyhIoE6W8mQ

prod mac demarco
lyrics:
im sorry to my mom and dad u raised a fucking failure
now i bloody up my wrist and i feel like a fucking hater
think its time to kms ill kms see all u l8r
its a joke i thought she liked me now i mf hate her
now im fucked up takin pills and ion think im gettin better
i hope u fucking kys i hope u jump into a river
blood carved in my wrist its a mf s
now im lookin at that shit wishing i was fucking dead
im so tired im so stupid ion think i wanna do this shit
i hate the way i look my nose is big i need a facelift
i dont know how to think or who i even wanna be with
i fucking miss my ex i love her ass up on some rs

(SPOTIFY) u did this 2 me :/ @sadderthanabitch on ig

a normal day in december 
you hands cold from dancing in the snow 
i cant think of better 
way to ask you where u want to go 

and i know your 
somwhere 
i dont wanna let you go 
your cold gaze 
your comfort 
enough to turn me into stone 

i love your black hair 
the way you walked right through the door 
it hurt me 
so much i 
think my heart just might have froze 

dont forget your heart 
you dropped it on your way out of the house 
dont forget to start 
your proccess of figuring things out

i know you're somewhere

ive been thinking bout u 
and all the things that we would do 
and it gets lonely without u 
i swear sometimes i hate u 

cus when i lay my head to sleep
its only u thats in my dreams 
and i cant get u out 
i tried so hard 
but i dont know how

i cant get you out

thanks jacko for the beat and verse @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

nope your too late i died w/ jacko

prod me mixed by @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

pay no mind cause i know you'll come around
and i don't wanna let you down

two hours until i get up
i heard what you said didn't think about it much
pay no mind cause i know you'll come around
and i don't wanna let you down

two hours until i get up
i'm alright this happens a lot
no point in sleeping now
i might as well stay up

i know you'll come around

prod me

why is she blocking the hallway?
guess i will never know
thought we could both go our own way
but it seems that you just
keep showing interest
stalking my pinterest
like all my photos after you said we were finished
whats wrong?
baby whats wrong?

why is she blocking the hallway

prod me

surfs uppppp
woaahhoho (x4)


i really tried to actually make you fucking happy
but this shitty feeling always tends make me trashy
and i realize everyone and you are just the same
so ill waterboard ur ass into a hydroplane

so

surfs uppppp
woaahhoho (x4)

surfs up

prod me

bash your skull
cave it in
i wont tell nobody
you can kill yourself
slit your wrist
i can hide the body
steal ur parents car
and drive it to
another fucking party
that nobody even wants you in
oh god you're so retarded

nobody loves you like i do
you suck at life but i do too

bash your skull
cave it in
i wont tell nobody
you can kill yourself
slit your wrist
i can hide the body
steal ur parents car
and drive it to
another fucking party
that nobody even wants you in
oh god you're so retarded

nobody hates you like i do
you suck at life but i do too

bash your skull
cave it in
i wont tell nobody
you can kill yourself
slit your wrist
i can hide the body
steal ur parents car
and drive it to
another fucking party
that nobody even wants you in
oh god you're so retarded (x2)

kill yourself stupid

prod me

you suck
and ill never stop saying it
cause you never wanna cough it up
you suck
i know one day your gonna OD on those drugs
you suck
you're a junkie bitch
but still somehow i suck
more than you
worse than you
more than you

i dont feel like anyone else
not even myself
i hate this feeling that comes by
every other week
i feel so damn week
is this whats its like to be you all the time

take your life
but let me take mine
i wanna persuade you
better than the thoughts inside your head

you suck
and ill never stop saying it
cause you never wanna cough it up
you suck
i know one day your gonna OD on those drugs
you suck
you're a junkie bitch
but still somehow i suck
more than you
worse than you
more than you

kill yourself stupid

i wanna be mesmerizing to you