https://open.spotify.com/track/6D6fwXa6WxylpiiI0yrD48?si=6d24661134b54b4e

beat & vocals done by me and @octoberlies
october:

i hate the way you're looking at me
with those eyes say ur unhappy
with the way you started snapping
everything that fuckin happened


me:
wake up feelin depressed
thinkin abt all the shit that u said
wonder when youll get outta my head
ur still there so ill try again

you're still here

mixed by @six-days-after-christmas
llisten to ur heart
isten to ur heart 
i know u hate me 
simply replace me 
i just more love 
i just want more love

listen to your heart

prod. myss

lyrics:
i told her that im insane
she told me im still the best
ive killed at least like 3 girls !
and im afraid that ur next 
everyone thinks that im weird
but i just sit back and rest
campfire stories ill tell you all about it
come over baby i promise i wont cut you up yet
if you lay your head on my chest you'll hear that I;

don't have a heart
that's why it's easy to rip you apart
i know you love the way i lie to you
when i tell you everything's gonna be just fine
this is the end of your demise.

rot - scary stories i tell at the campfire (ON ALL PLATS)

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod both of us as always

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later: 
slow down 
shut up 
take a picture of us 
watch her driving away
leaving nothing but dust

i know 
you dont 
really like to pretend 

you love me so let me go
??

me: 
im sorry
you know me
you expect way too much, again

you're going
still coping
i cant live my life without u in

so she'll go
on her own
and find someone else to make her smile

it makes me sick when i think of what we said
so many words i regret, but cant forget

pictures of us

my legs are giving out
what’s left is nothing now
i still pretend my clothes smell like you
can’t help what’s not around
i know i’d let you down
i wish you didn’t feel the same too
and she wont respond to anything
and she wont come back to you
i’ve tried oh trust i have
i gave myself the task
if not with me then shes for who

if i had anything left to offer u know it'd be yours

lyrics:

na na na na na
im giving you my heart
na na na na na
you gotta do your part

i'm passed out in your front yard
i was hoping i'd get hit by a car
and if i'm lucky it might be your car
i felt more empty than i have before

you dont show me attention
im nervous when youre mentioned
ive seen you in the hallways
its all very depressing

na na na na na
im giving you my heart
na na na na na
you gotta do your part

why cant we just have a normal teen romance
your eyes are portals to a place where i can relax

the leaves are falling down, i know that halloween is coming up
you could the devil, but that wouldnt count as dressing up

never did a thing wrong
you should get your brain checked
i think youre a psycho and we're probably both sick in the head

na na na na na
im giving you my heart
na na na na na
you gotta do your part

i'm passed out in your front yard
i was hoping i'd get hit by a car
and if i'm lucky it might be your car
i felt more empty than i have before

i wish it was october

prod me

bash your skull
cave it in
i wont tell nobody
you can kill yourself
slit your wrist
i can hide the body
steal ur parents car
and drive it to
another fucking party
that nobody even wants you in
oh god you're so retarded

nobody loves you like i do
you suck at life but i do too

bash your skull
cave it in
i wont tell nobody
you can kill yourself
slit your wrist
i can hide the body
steal ur parents car
and drive it to
another fucking party
that nobody even wants you in
oh god you're so retarded

nobody hates you like i do
you suck at life but i do too

bash your skull
cave it in
i wont tell nobody
you can kill yourself
slit your wrist
i can hide the body
steal ur parents car
and drive it to
another fucking party
that nobody even wants you in
oh god you're so retarded (x2)

kill yourself stupid

these songs r complete ass btw compared to what ima post on main soon ion even consider these me anymore

track 1: u were right there demo
check for your text on my phone
its okay youre probably busy to me you can do no wrong
when we talked next to each other did you think i'd make a song?
cosmo wanda u did spells to me -me and her were on the cosmo and wanda ride together at nick-
you invoke just the best in me
my friends say that im cooking really i dont know the recipe
just talkin to you and your friend's enough to break a sweat for me
it's so hard to get it out my brain you were sitting next to me
you were sitting next to me
next to me especially
i wake up and i check my phone
one swipe to check if youre there
you probably think that im awkward when im really really really scared
thanking all my friends because they knew why i was really there
i could write for hours cuz a minute isn't really fair
i put my time aside to watch things that you recommend me
and im asking you for help cuz conversations always end me
and you helped me with my hair wish there was time that you could spend with me
my friends say that im cooking really i dont know the recipe
my friends say that im cooking really i dont know the recipe
i blocked a buncha girls because youd always be the best to me
i dont think i need help because your text to me is therapy
and you were sitting next to me
next to me especially
i wake up and i check my phone
one swipe to check if youre there
you probably think that im awkward when im really really really scared
thanking all my friends because they knew why i was really there
i could write for hours cuz a minute isn't really fair

track 2: just sum thoughts demo
mixed by @holdmetillicry
we both swear that it's nothing
but something that's deep inside me
besides me just tells me like something
is guiding, hiding from feelings i got
maybe it's real and we not
you got me blushin and running home
is that feelings or not
that date ill swear i forgot
my friends get away with it scott free
you smilin when you see me but you frown when it's not me
them two classes on my schedule are when im at peace 
but when i walk up to you suddenly i can't speak or breathe, leave, i got to
all up on ya conscious like pokemon, ive caught you
i ain finna lie, you on mine, i want you
sometimes when we talkin online, i stalk you (just a little bit.)

and just a little bit
but sometimes i get sick of it
and sometimes i just wanna fucking tell you how i feel and shit
and kill this shit
i been waitin to go on some villain shi
and you can be the excuse i need
to fuckin kill and shit (cry)

stories about retired talking stage

last night i saw you by the door
heart skipped beats like never before
tried to act like i didn’t notice
but i can't hide it anymore
i was thinking about what i should say
but the words just never come my way
so you looked at me then turned around
and i just stood staring at the ground
and it’s i want you but you don’t see me
your voice is a song that unravels me
if you’re my dream then let me sleep
you’re the kind of hurt i’d choose to keep
i thought love would feel like falling reckless
but with you it’s weightless almost endless
every thought bends the space between
why are you everywhere even in my dreams?

that kind of hurt

https://open.spotify.com/track/0EAnmdEsqLnNDT8DU6ctH8?si=9557a022505c4cb0

prod me

@menthol100s

skating on the block
i dont really wanna do shit
im never getting a job
cause i know im gonna lose it
i just wanna play cod
and listen to music
dont make me get up
im gonna start puking

i saw your story
but now im seeing red
just like a bandaid
im wrapped around your flesh
like morning coffee
i thought of you in bed
if i had a gun id use it
if i had the balls to do it
why are girls so fucking stupid?
bitch your friends arent fucking human
by the time you know im touring
maybe then you wont ignore me
but if you dont get the message
ill just kill you when were 40

skating on the block
i dont really wanna do shit
im never getting a job
cause i know im gonna lose it
i just wanna play cod
and listen to music
dont make me get up
im gonna start puking

puking w/ skeleton

https://open.spotify.com/track/5QgNnyBUFjXW2a2SnsR9Mg?si=d61d6702af6a456a
It’s all kinda
Stupid, maybe we can laugh about it?
I’ve been going through it, maybe I can lie around it thugh
Stars up in my drink, now I float just like a drowning dove

See me on the edge, I don’t flinch, I just bounce
Voices in my head think there’s a glitch in the house
Fell out with myself, I’m tryna fix it now
But the mirror cracks back and says, “Figure it out”

kill yourself stupid

i wanna be mesmerizing to you