hyper

@emorave

i don't want
you to go away from me right now
and i try hard
but i can never make my word come out
i put all my time in just for you
girl tell me, what you want to do
don't get mad when i get sad
girl help me, is there anything to lose?

you can trust me i won't hurt you
my mind ugly there's no virtue 
scratch my skin bcus i'm stressed
i lay here with face of regret
i'll tell you that i'm just a mess
i'll save you without second guess
you where the one but now i'm dead
restart my journey find another end 

i just tell myself
...usually tell myself
leave the keys up on the shelf
find another meaning maybe i belong in hell
..or maybe just a cell
wherever that i go i should just be by myself

i'm sorry crushed like smarties
i'll be here justt like im mari
picnic basket full of parsley
why do u hurt me so harshly?

regret (emorave)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

Spotify

heartrate

all prod me
instagram.com/senseonegod

1. 水中 (underwater)
2. KEEP ME AWAKE reimagined
3. total Ecstasyy
4. SILENT FLOWERS feat @miraie
5. I Like You, I Love You (Kagame Rin rmx)
6. Meltdown (Citgo rmx)
7. Where Is The Love?
8. paperplanes rmx
9. Last Dance (+ XMAS OrchestralMiX)
10. MASTERMIND (Game Over)

( sense ) HxC ✫・*。feat @miraie #4EVER #ゲームオーバー

shoutout my bro maknae
instagram.com/1waifu7

2:44 w/ @mkne
3:28 w/ @bugbu6
7:00 w/ @mkne
7:33 w/ @prodmichael
7:59 w/ @mkne
8:37 w/ @vilexx
10:16 w/ @prodkaiser
11:06 w/ @kuraiiii
11:41 w/ @prodspill
12:14 w/ @litothedon

JULY2K21 @maknae @kurai @prodkaiser @vilexx @michaelwarren @litothedon @prodspill @lovbug

see yall next month 👋
prod @internetjoe and @jolst
with bro @veezuh
#wip #us

I #Laugh When U Cry 🌿🦆 ft. veezuh (ij & jolst)

let go

produced by delto and angelus

art by oddy

order:
blackwinterwells (hook)
dolly
dylann
chach
angelus
kuru
(hook)
grandee
delto
ways
4am
(hook)
wubz
noki
stef
mental
blxty
(hook)

helix tears - tell me feat. goonncity, noheart, novagang and friends (prod. delto, angelus)

i want my shirt back +8485 (lilac + winter)

@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
my head don't feel right 
i see u cry
i don't rlly blame u-
cus we're both having a bad time
they say they don't change
promise i'm not like the last guy
blacked out last night woke up w/ a blackeye

[mental]
i dont wanna talk but they driving me insane
next time we drift apart ima stay away
i dont wanna deal i cant deal with all this pain
fall apart every time u say my name

hope i mean a lot to u
cuz u mean a lot to me
and it seems we're falling thru
but i'll never let u be

said a lot of things
i didnt rly mean
i dont wanna feel
put a pill in my drink
i just want love
ill do like anything
do what u want
u pushed me to the brink

feel ur aura
girl i like it way too much
u make it colder
hope ur just another crush

bad time ft. mental (elias x mental)

@qqqu1ncy
yuppp ty for the support lately <3

she wont call me 😐😔 (qqqu1ncy)

@0rch_id
@odel007

[blxty]
maybe i'm not the bad guy
but i'm awful
keep it all inside
put my feelings in a bottle
moving too fast full throttle
guess that's what i get for being thoughtful

i can't even see right now messed up
how am i gonna walk when i can't get up
in the hall i'm a student
lights off watch your whole movement
and you treat me like a bad guy
gotta keep my head high
everyone on standby
nobody to stand by
gotta keep a hold of myself
if i would've let go, you would have fell

[orchid]
push the bullshit into my head
never listen to what u said
check the bullshit into my head
never listen to what you
oh i felt like i tried so hard
but its never enough or a little bit too much
im bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
cut my skin like its peeling 
heartbeat pull it out my chest
see? crush it into mess
we never really meant
i rip open your legs
meat eat it oh so fresh
bleed run myself to death
see? aint it oh so blessed?
she opened up my head

awful ft. orchid (odel)

escape

@with3rx @1opgloryboyz @kiryano @skoolio @lunaris @lb66

winter2020

getawayy feat. wells, blxty, popstarbills, idiot, roxas (taylor+kuru)

w/ @emotionals
prod. @mkne
art. me
[Lyricss] Halo:
I crash - You fall
You're gone  - My fault :/

i dont even know if i feel human
seein an illusion       
lookin' in the mirror seems confusing O_o
  
sleeping all the time like i dont wanna get noticed
I live in my mind but im thinking that its broken 
maybe im alright maybe i just need to focus
i wont evn lie, thinkin all of this is pointless ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

reaching forward to touch the sky
I try forgetting this awful life.
If you could see me you'd understand why
Why I feel like I'm half-alive

Emo:
I don't know why, but I feel like this
Tryna get a hit, but I only miss
Tryna tell myself it was never meant
Tryna rewind but I cant fix it
Just say your sorry
Turnaround fast like ferrari
If you miss me - not sorry
If you text me - im ignoring
I hope you think of me
Sometimes when you can't sleep
I'll show up in your dreams
Know you'll remember me
And you're still mad - But I love that <3
Tryna change that - Can't go back
I wish I knew why
But you're still on my mind -.-

bad time ft. mental (elias x mental)

blxty

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