blxty + emotionals - on god (waifu yugen)

produced by mental

[mental]
tell me i’m fine
cause i don’t know if i’m still alive
told myself that i would follow my dreams
‘cause i don’t think that they would care if i died
i told them it’s getting harder to try
there’s no point i feel like this all the time
i can’t see through all the tears that i cry
but i don’t care, i’ll just pretend it’s a smile

so i’m letting it go
until one day we’re close again, i guess
and i’m still so alone
i hope this is the worst that it ever will get
so i’m letting it go
until one day we’re close again, i guess
cause you ripped a hole into my chest
but i’ll still love you with everything left

[blxty]
and i don’t think i could ever hurt you
love or not baby this is not a virtue
and back to my normal life that i revert to
i revert to, to someone that can hurt you

every second i’m a bother
i think i should just go cut you off
why do i even bother
i know you don’t even care at all
situations kinda crazy
bang my head straight through the wall
so i should probably just let it go

[mental]
so i’m letting it go
until one day we’re close again, i guess
and i’m still so alone
i hope this is the worst that it ever will get
so i’m letting it go
until one day we’re close again, i guess
cause you ripped a hole into my chest
but i’ll still love you with everything left

letting go +blxty

#RESTORED

@kggn @sjr-beats @user-882451933
📸@twikipedia

u dont love me baby are u sure?
take these mellys till my tummy hurt
i remember i was never heard
now they flocking to me like a bird
check my pulse ya just like a nurse
make it pop ya just like a nerve
never first i was always third
shawty how im supposed to take ur word

do it wrong, all i do is do it wrong do it wrong
take ur problems break them all in half 
and now i'm moving wrong (i'm moving wrong)
only wanna come back when i'm moving on
see u round the corner who u snooping on
look me in my eyes i dont wanna sign off
i cant love u i dont wanna lie ugh
if i like it then im gonna buy ya
tell me how am i supposed to make it right ugh

i was never first i was always last
i wanna go back i wanna go back
make me feel so hurt make me feel so mad
she gonna make me crash my heart has a crack
we was supposed to last
my heart broke u wont take me in one piece
already dead swear 2 god i'm a mummy
built this from ground up and burn me to nothing
i wont lie i miss you, and i know that you don't
is it wrong if i love? cus im falling in love
and enough is enough i'm calling ur bluff
why are you so rough why am i still here

pulse (kuru sjr 23)

@pyu
@1luvpurp

you could give me one more kiss
i feel like a piece of shit
i wish i didn’t exist
i would touch your fingertips
hold them til my body slips
hold you til i wanna live
hold you till you’re gone again
i wish i was really fine
i wish i could go a day and night without missing your eyes
i wish i could show you that there’s still light on the other side
i wish i could fall into your lies and trust you every time

i wish you would leave me alone
never make me feel at home
i miss being something whole
i wish i could be a ghost
never missed me anyways, i try but i still feel so dull
i wish i could, i wish i could be a ghost
but i guess thats typical
i feel so invisible
i mistook a broken heart for you being invincible
we’re back at the part again where i’m bit by the winter cold
we’re back at the start again but this time my heart isn’t yours

until ur gone prod meta & luvpurp

make-no-sense ft twikipedia

her eyes green like an olive,
baby can u stop it i dont think my hearts responding
living everyday with ur voice in my conscious
maybe im obnoxious
maybe im so-
maybe im so tired of it all
wanna hear you one more time
i stay up always crying i just want you to reply
i can't help but i think that im running out of fucking time
its shredding me to pieces im not even in their mind
started being rude to all my friends,
im sorry
theres so much going thru my fucking head,
im sorry
i hope one day ill just make amends
my chest hollow dont think ill see you ever again
nah shit im off it
take my heart and toss it
in my bed im tossing i can not sleep im coughing
i gave you everything i could and you laid out my coffin
you knew i tried my hardest, tell me where it started
i was just a tool
tool for you to use
was it something wrong
what should i do
you know im sorry too
cus i was such a fool
i was mean to you, close my eyes and sing to you
can you call me back
probably not
but its fine just forget it let him take my spot
i wish you were here like what more can i say
four years and they're gone
i was 15 coming home to tell you all about my day
now im 20 and i hate myself in every fucking way
i cant say that to your face, no
im a mess now i dont want to hurt you
i just breakdown but i never mean to
and since last year i feel the same as last year
girl ur my fear, you should know ur my fear
her eyes green like an olive,
baby can u stop it i dont think my hearts responding
living everyday with ur voice in my conscious
maybe im obnoxious
maybe im so-

olive (kuru)

you dont know how i be feeling 
you dont know how i be thinking
dealing with this pain take an ibuprofen
i’m not healing shit my head could break the ceiling
if we getting paid then shit it do not matter well be chilling
omg 
omg we be up
shawty said she wanna come and eat me up
omg
don’t want her around it’s only money that i touch
gang said that i’m going up so imma have to trust it
archive on my body throw a party in the lobby said she wanna come and top me
and they clones they just copy and you keep doing that talking while my bros we be locking in
she gon come at night time
you can’t ride my wave this a fucking high tide bitch
and we pull up at the right time
thirty past nine
in my best life
you in your past life bitch
yo girl hit my phone said she reminiscing
about like what we did before i got a superstition
that she want me to come again and try a new position 
opposition i told bae come lets go
magician on the low make her disappear 
she don’t fuck with you now you’re shedding tears
i make your money times two times twenty-two
tell ya momma imma need that fucking money too

copy (kuru)

walk in walk in w money i cant throw away
stop me stop me from dying there is no way
no matter how hard i try it wont go away
stop me from falling 
i wish they saw me
i wish you would hold my hand try to calm me
colder than winter, snowing in autumn
how can you get any lower than the bottom
can't show emotion i'm staying solemn 

just a little bit
i’m indifferent
to your problems
innocent
don’t you give me that
because we both know
about your dark ways
and your bad side
and all of the wrong things
that you said behind my back
how could i do this for you
when we both know
the person that you are on the inside
outside you pretend to be nice
but i know who you are inside
you want to change then
you gotta prove it to me
you gotta prove it to me
you got to show me your problems
lay them all out there
show me in confidence
you want me to care

notice how it feels to fall
i'm stuck on the outside looking in
i wanna see you fall
can't tell who i am will i even win
can't tell who i am what i even do
i'm a psycho true.. you're a psycho too
and what did i do to you
you can tell that i'm falling
i'm falling for you
and if all that is true
well i'm sorry for you

autumn ft. h3artch3rades (kuru)

Debut album 'for a kiss' out everywhere February 7th @ https://for-a-kiss.com

Official MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rCQdhOKSgGI

produced by me

lyrics:
i want to feel again
i need your touch
one day can we meet again?
i'll dream for us
it's okay you can breathe again
i'll be your lungs
i'll be your lungs
i'll be your lungs
i cried 'til my tears were gone
i hope you can't see me blush
i forgot how to sleep alone
your beauty would keep me up
i need you to breathe again
so be my lungs
so be my lungs
so be my lungs

don't want to feel it
keep on my bleeding
i could always tell that you'd be leaving
every lie you told me i believed it
don't make promises if you don't want to keep them

so what?

♫⋆｡♪

i'll be your lungs

prod me

i don't know where to go, i don't know what to be
i can't make any friends, i know that they all just leave
i had to open my eyes, now everything’s clear to me
please don't tell me all your lies, your lips i just can't believe
x2

they got no vision, they got no vision
i'm making hits i do it with precision
we going up i'm with the h-division
don't know what to do i just can't make decisions
just have to believe it
don't act so conceited
my wishes depleted
still can't be defeated

they just be making the same songs
but you know that i cannot relate though
me and my friends going up soon
yea you know that it wont really take long
wait your turn, don't turn to hate no
yea don't give them reason to hate you
2025 got a new flow, yea you should know this is a new dawn

just have to believe
your lips, can't believe