@vampiremutual
go head tell tha truth if u wanna
i dont fw that bitch
dont be crazy amor
if u hate me then die
if u late man its ight
just dont be here this time
ive seen the stupid dude hes walkin round hes skipping time
i dont need hear from u im not your friend and ur not mine
dont put shit in my head im not your friend and ur not mine
every time u tell the truth idk how to lie
if ur making what ur breaking i cant object any further
cuz ur doin you, how could i be mad at you
i told ......... that everything he said was true
im made of metal, made of objects, dont know what to do
swear to god im S2L but thats by Tr2
the way i win bro yeah i be scared 2 lose
simple shit if u dont like me i dont fuck w you
simple shit bitch if ur grimy i dont fuck w you
please dont go crazy, please dont go crazy
dont like how im feelin lately, i live my life so safely
i fuckin hate that shit, i hate decisions i make
like dont inflate that shit, u dont even care abt me
stop pretending stop ignoring stop explaining
everyone turned bloody gorey bra theyre laming
what did i do wrong? i just kept doing the right thing
fuck em we dont need em (ill just keep doing the right thing)
ive seen the stupid dude hes walkin round hes skipping time
i dont need hear from u im not your friend and ur not mine
dont put shit in my head im not your friend and ur not mine
every time u tell the truth idk how to lie

Tell The Truth (sydney)

produced by negativecreeper & guardiangel
art by @cryinggsilence

@i9bonsai
@kggn
@negativecreeper
@guardiangelll

[blx]
no no
im at my brink im like no no
i been sinking im like no no
i dont know where to go go
im like waves ya im one with the fluid
i dont wanna do it anymore i cant do it
i do what i want ya dont look at me stupid
i tell them to move it well they're going to fucking move it
i told them to love me well they're going to fucking love me
how am i gonna get my point across ur acting like a dummy
oh he acting funny wrap him up justt like a mummy
and i said she looking stunning when im with her it is sunny
go go (go go)
said she wanna love me i told her that i dont need that
go go (go go)
she told me she love me i told her that she dont mean that.

[i9bonsai]
leave me in the cold i dont wanna go out。。
anymore but i know that i dont want to stay around,, anymore
n i dont want to b bound by the chains n the words n the sounds ::
yh its time t forget it then (・・;)ゞ
i dnt wna pretend:: i cant let u in

goin t to the road。。 can u let it end?
if i stay around its a never ending mess
its not enough,, we just needa c it less
its a mess 2much with tht excess

cut tht off,, :: (・人・)

[ku]
go go
go go
wipe my tears as u leave me in the cold
im on some stuff that u aint heard of movin slow
whts the big deal im messed up dont u know
this
hopeless
focus
on my eyes
we’re almost there
psychosis
i did evrything i cld but its all bogus
all tht stuff u put on me w/o a notice
feel the addy in my stomach got me so sick
its clear u rnt tht so tell me why im homesick
feel the walls theyre closin in im claustrophobic

no no ft. i9bonsai & kuru

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

can i tell you a lie?
or some sh*t that i can't hide anymore
i told her i was fine
i kept it all inside of my core
you send shivers down my spine
howd i make it out alive? i don't know
act like you don't see me cry
things can't be the way they were before

if i could turn back time
id tell another lie

"we never loved eachother"
so why'd you pull me closer?
i made it through the summer
remember last october?
told me we'd be forever
but that won't give me closure
i had to crop you out the picture
i know that it's over
so why can't you accept it?
i told you that i get it
i don't know your intentions
so bring me to my senses
you knew that once it ended
you couldn't have my friendship
its just part of acceptance
i thought that you would get it

i should've known love is expensive
i'm tired of all the f*cking screaming i get it i know
and i think i'll leave a message
man everything that she says it just hits hard at home
told you that i am sorry
I am not, girl my heart's just rot
so my head's just thoughts of you and i cant think
i cant breath i cant sleep

another lie feat blxty

ily @twikipedia
first beat prod delta
second beat prod me

i told myself i'm fine i'm not
i thought that you would've forgot me
sometimes i think that i should rot
if i tried would you even stop me
i thought that you would feel some type of way
i can't tell if you even like me
i'm anxious i want it to go away
i'm paranoid nobody's got me
with you i feel safe
still wanna run away
you can't be replaced
it won't be the same

i used to wanna give up
i had nobody to trust
i lied still wanna give up
i can't feel nothing but lust
nobody gets how i love
i'm sick of falling in love
i'm sick of feeling this shit
sometimes i wanna exist
sometimes i wish i was dust
i hate that everyone lies
i don't know who to believe
wish i was a ghost
i try to say how i'm feeling
i try but nothing comes out i think i might choke
lost me inside of your soul
i should go choke, you're happy when i'm at my low
no one likes seeing that shit ill go and suffer in silence so nobody knows
sorry you'll never be sorry
i can't feel my body
i wish i could not breathe
am i dead prolly
i miss every time you called me
i know that it's not me

paranoid prod twikipedia & mental

Credits://
@bodygaard
@tekea

Notes://
i don't have much to say its late...
just finished watching Dune 2...
great movie...

Lyrics://
yeah you found me
i get uh too rowdy
too uhh
too loudly
how far i’ve come ohhh

i’ll take you out
whatchu wanna do now
afraid, tune out
i wish i only knew how

been weeks you ain’t come around
when i empty out my house
meet me where we’d go hideout
please don’t leave me upside down

i miss come right now
please don’t leave me upside down

if only i picked up my phone
told me i skipped us like stones
hold me i tripped up i know
slowly i ripped up my wrong

everyday
you’ll still be my everything
you’ll still be my everything
i’d buy you bout anything a wedding ring oh

so even if i cannot weep
will you still be right for me?

she wanna be item
drew a heart round my name when she writing

Upside★Down (prod. tekea)

#RESTORED

@kggn @sjr-beats @user-882451933
📸@twikipedia

u dont love me baby are u sure?
take these mellys till my tummy hurt
i remember i was never heard
now they flocking to me like a bird
check my pulse ya just like a nurse
make it pop ya just like a nerve
never first i was always third
shawty how im supposed to take ur word

do it wrong, all i do is do it wrong do it wrong
take ur problems break them all in half 
and now i'm moving wrong (i'm moving wrong)
only wanna come back when i'm moving on
see u round the corner who u snooping on
look me in my eyes i dont wanna sign off
i cant love u i dont wanna lie ugh
if i like it then im gonna buy ya
tell me how am i supposed to make it right ugh

i was never first i was always last
i wanna go back i wanna go back
make me feel so hurt make me feel so mad
she gonna make me crash my heart has a crack
we was supposed to last
my heart broke u wont take me in one piece
already dead swear 2 god i'm a mummy
built this from ground up and burn me to nothing
i wont lie i miss you, and i know that you don't
is it wrong if i love? cus im falling in love
and enough is enough i'm calling ur bluff
why are you so rough why am i still here

pulse (kuru sjr 23)

her eyes green like an olive,
baby can u stop it i dont think my hearts responding
living everyday with ur voice in my conscious
maybe im obnoxious
maybe im so-
maybe im so tired of it all
wanna hear you one more time
i stay up always crying i just want you to reply
i can't help but i think that im running out of fucking time
its shredding me to pieces im not even in their mind
started being rude to all my friends,
im sorry
theres so much going thru my fucking head,
im sorry
i hope one day ill just make amends
my chest hollow dont think ill see you ever again
nah shit im off it
take my heart and toss it
in my bed im tossing i can not sleep im coughing
i gave you everything i could and you laid out my coffin
you knew i tried my hardest, tell me where it started
i was just a tool
tool for you to use
was it something wrong
what should i do
you know im sorry too
cus i was such a fool
i was mean to you, close my eyes and sing to you
can you call me back
probably not
but its fine just forget it let him take my spot
i wish you were here like what more can i say
four years and they're gone
i was 15 coming home to tell you all about my day
now im 20 and i hate myself in every fucking way
i cant say that to your face, no
im a mess now i dont want to hurt you
i just breakdown but i never mean to
and since last year i feel the same as last year
girl ur my fear, you should know ur my fear
her eyes green like an olive,
baby can u stop it i dont think my hearts responding
living everyday with ur voice in my conscious
maybe im obnoxious
maybe im so-

olive (kuru)

[fall 2024]

prod @yumenikki

i could never do wrong
didnt think id really fuck up
i would never get lost
lay awake till the suns up
i was falling out of love
didnt really mean to hurt you
but you took so much
watched my wings slowly turn black

i will never get my soul back
now im walking down the wrong path
i lost friends i wont get back
i lost friends i wont get back
i wish i could just forget you
i wish i could take it all back
now im ruined cuz i let you
all my fault, yea i know that

i just get left on read
make me feel lesser than
fake life i play pretend
fake thoughts inside my head
i like to cut myself
try to get lost again
i dont need any help
rock bottom is in my bed

rock bottom is nodding off
so hard i lose my breath
unconscious almost dead
wake up and see your face
youll look so terrified
ill feel so dead inside
pinpoint dots in my eyes
but ill still want to be high

pinpoint eyes prod. dollmaker

prod @mental

they like blx u flakin
sorry guys im shakin
they ask what im takin
i don't feel like sayin
fake it till you make it
i don't think i'll make it
if you hate me say it
i still smell your fragrance 

i need hp baby my heart is so low
i love you so much u dont know 
u miss my face go ahead take a photo
spread my wings and fly away like im ho-oh
and its alright
give me one night
to make u mine
girl it's alright
cus ur mine
tell me that ur mine
do i cross ur mind

do i cross your mind?
i dont know
is this goodbye?
im still not sure
i wanna try
but i dont know
no i dont know
no i dont know
grow wings and fly
but not too close
open your eyes
you might see a ghost
keep wasting time
cause i dont know
no i dont know
no i dont know

fragrance ft. mental

[MUSIC VIDEO]_+== [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S5UHFelUoYA]

I DONT NEED NO REDO
MY FEELINGS ARE REDUCED 
BABY CAN I STARE AT YOU
DOZING OFF I SEE TWO
WANT LESS AIR BETWEEN ME AND YOU
I CAN’T TELL IF I’M FEELING YOU
I SAID IF THERE’S A PROBLEM BABYGIRL I WANNA SEE IT THROUGH
YOU AND ME IT’S OKAY IF WE’RE TALKING
IM SO TIRED I FALL WHEN I’M WALKING
I JUST DOVE INTO SHIT WITH NO CAUTION
YOU MAKE ME SO SICK I FEEL NAUSEOUS 
I’M SO NAUSEOUS 
BRO JUST CRASHED THE WHIP HE DONE LOST IT
BEEN ASLEEP ALL DAY I’M EXHAUSTED
GIRL I SET A LINE AND YOU CROSSED IT
YA YOU CROSSED IT
WHERE’S MY HEART YOU LOST IT
I’M NOT CRYING I’M YAWNING I’M TIRED OF YOUR SHIT
BABY THIS IS NOT IT
HOW YOU NOT KNOWING ME HOW YOU NOT HIP
HOW YOU TRYNA READ MY MIND LIKE YOU READ MY LIPS
YOU AND ME IT’S OKAY IF WE’RE TALKING
IM SO TIRED I FALL WHEN I’M WALKING
I JUST DOVE INTO SHIT WITH NO CAUTION
YOU MAKE ME SO SICK I FEEL NAUSEOUS 
I TALK TO THE WALL
I NEED ONE GOOD THING JUST TO BREAK MY FALL
ALWAYS GETTING INTO THINGS WHEN I’M NOT INVOLVED 
THEY WANT 2020 BLXTY BUT I DONE EVOLVED
YA I DONE EVOLVED
MAYBE I’M NOT THE BAD GUY
WAIT-
IF I SAID THAT THAT’S A FAT LIE
I JUST WANT A REDO OF MY LAST LIFE
I JUST WANT TO REPLAY LIFE FROM LAST NIGHT
I DON’T NEED NO REDO
POCKETS FAT THEY DON’T REDUCE
IF I’M REAL I THINK I NEED YOU
I WANT LESS AIR BETWEEN ME AND YOU
YOU AND ME IT’S OKAY IF WE’RE TALKING
IM SO TIRED I FALL WHEN I’M WALKING
I JUST DOVE INTO SHIT WITH NO CAUTION
YOU MAKE ME SO SICK I FEEL NAUSEOUS

redo (exo)

now on streaming https://open.spotify.com/track/1IU8mabvThkudiabnNiMqP

https://soundcloud.com/tgwog
https://soundcloud.com/litothedon

lyrics//

2020 i c thru the fakes
if we catchn an opp then its case closed 
when we hop inna function it shakes
n this year im goin up w my bros 
n u kno that im raisin the stakes
im wit lito n we goin psycho
n u kno we aint hittin the breaks
he was talkin say that shit a typo
im always sayin that im lost i had to go out n go find a way
bitch always textin me im exhausted ion rly wna go explain
n i keep my fingers crossed kno if he talkin leave him wide awake
if he tweetin we go right away
we might push em like a tidal wave

alright, ok, no it doesnt have 2 b like this
at the end of the day its ur decision
alright, ok, i might sink in my thoughtss now im in the abyss
n ud do the same in my position
i get lost in my thoughts but i wnt go out like a hoe 
no i cant go w/o my bros
no i cant go like nonono
n i sought what was gone but i wnt show it i suppose
i might wither like a rose
n i got robins on my-

go go go
i just fk up like again and again and i was hopin that nobody would kno
undercover but i still dnt intend what i meant n i still js hope u go 2 my show

yeah its gettin 2 my head
stuck up in this corner n my friends r countin bread w/o me
i cant get no rest
in the frame like it was warner but this time the show js aint ab me

2020 i c thru the fakes
if we catchn an opp then its case closed 
when we hop inna function it shakes
n this year im goin up w my bros 
n u kno that im raisin the stakes
im wit lito n we goin psycho
n u kno we aint hittin the breaks
he was talkin say that shit a typo
im always sayin that im lost i had to go out n go find a way
bitch always textin me im exhausted ion rly wna go explain
n i keep my fingers crossed kno if he talkin leave him wide awake
if he tweetin we go right away
we might push em like a tidal wave