Debut album 'for a kiss' out everywhere February 7th @ https://for-a-kiss.com

Official MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rCQdhOKSgGI

produced by me

lyrics:
i want to feel again
i need your touch
one day can we meet again?
i'll dream for us
it's okay you can breathe again
i'll be your lungs
i'll be your lungs
i'll be your lungs
i cried 'til my tears were gone
i hope you can't see me blush
i forgot how to sleep alone
your beauty would keep me up
i need you to breathe again
so be my lungs
so be my lungs
so be my lungs

don't want to feel it
keep on my bleeding
i could always tell that you'd be leaving
every lie you told me i believed it
don't make promises if you don't want to keep them

so what?

♫⋆｡♪

i'll be your lungs

prod @yumenikki

this song is from summer 2024 during a very difficult period in my life. i am doing much better now. thank you for listening!

lyrics:

i cant stay awake
perc got me delayed
racing cars down interstate
money in my paypal
i dont wanna wait
u make me feel safe
i can never leave this place
nothing left to say now

u dont really get me
like u never met me
want you to forget me
why would you not let me
i just wanna let go
numb my head wit benzos
i thought we were friends tho
u thought wed be friends no

i stare at the wall now
i forget my thoughts now
i do what i want now
i just wanna fall down
i just wanna lay down
want you at my place now
in the bed im facedown
want u in my face now

nod off in the greyhound
in another place now
i dont wanna go back
i hate to be home now
girl i want you here now
didnt wanna leave you
i just wanna see you
i just wanna feel u

i just dont fuck with this
i smoke gas in the crib
she dont like how i live
ill put u on the list
jus popped it out the blister
i dont want to be fixed
u were my favorite kiss
so why do i feel different

i stay up i dont know my limits
crushing pills up i wan feel it instant
yuh, way too fucked up i cant listen
put the black tar on foil, lighter, flick it

it had me fucked up but i miss it
i was living with you it was prison
you were doing it with me, decision
i didnt wan be in love so i fixed it

come get me prod. dollmaker

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

I don't want to end it
I'm too anxious not to say goodbye
Choppa in this backpack it could take a life
He was mad at me for touching green 'cause he don't have a life
I don't fake or lie, I'm never switching sides
I don't take my time, I love to skip the line
Hitter on me, hit them if they want me to be in the sky
Shinigami, shit is calling me to get some different eyes
In her body, it's hibachi, I might eat this shit with rice
If they copy, then I'm probably stopping what I did
What I did?
Walk around the city, following the chips
This bitch way too pretty, I'm too shy to kiss

Never switching sides
No I'm never switching sides
Never switching sides
No I'm never switching sides

I don't want to end it
I'm too anxious not to say goodbye
Choppa in this backpack it could take a life
He was mad at me for touching green 'cause he don't have a life
I don't fake or lie, I'm never switching sides
I don't take my time, I love to skip the line
Hitter on me, hit them if they want me to be in the sky
Shinigami, shit is calling me to get some different eyes
In her body, it's hibachi, I might eat this shit with rice
If they copy, then I'm probably stopping what I did
What I did?
Walk around the city, following the chips
This bitch way too pretty, I'm too shy to kiss

Never switching sides
No I'm never switching sides
Never switching sides
No I'm never switching sides

for a kiss

shinigami

i dont wanna see yo face
sorry baby i'll be late
i dont wanna go on dates
lose my mind i go cray
tell me something i can say
tell me what would make u stay
been going through this too much
hop on a flight to la
hop on a flight to la
karma a bitch
we kick him out of the mix
touch a mic i get rich
that boy dumb he a fish
you not gonna blow u a dud
you not my gang not my bud
we spend a rack on grub
you cant tell me its all love
but you know i love you
i just hope that you love me too
will you still try to love me
after all that i put you
dont wanna let you go
i wanna let you know
that you're all that i know
i want you no more
i want you no less
big hole in my chest
pull my hair i stress
turn me to a mess

karma (violet)

i think i love you
i think that i want you
i wanna be with you
i dont see a issue
yeah i miss your face i miss you
i miss you
i fall down to my knees
seeing visions all up in my head of you and me
this what we could be
i just need a chance
i just need some bands
substance in my fanta
paint him red like santa
endless void i can't stop falling
life a gamble all in
i need you more than my meds
wake up and i'm feeling dead
blacked out seeing red
and its all cus of you
tell me what do i do
all cus of you im fucked in my brain
go through this pain and you don't feel the same
i wanna change but you know i'm insane
(but you know) i'm insane
(but you know) i'm insane
(i'm tired) wanna change but i'm locked in this place
can you look me in my face and tell me imma be the one
girl you're not the one for me i know the shit you done
bae i think we done
why you acting dumb
playing with your thumbs
they bite my swag like it's gum
i think you should bite a gun
yeah felt this way for months
eat a bullet it's like lunch
when i look down i just wanna jump
feel it in my lungs
i just wanna jump
i just wanna (jump, jump)
i just wanna jump

insane (exo)

PROD @MENTAL

I DONT WANNA DIE CAN YOU HEAR ME CRY
THOUGHTS OF YOU AND HIM KEEP ME UP AT NIGHT
AND I THINK ITS MY FAULT I CANT DO IT RIGHT
TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME I WANNA HEAR IT TWICE
CLOSE MY EYES ALL I SEE IS YOU
IF THIS LOVE IS TRUE IT MUST BE A FLUKE
MAKE ME INDIGO BABY TURN ME BLUE
PURPLE ON MY JEANS YOU WONT SEE THE TRUTH
FEEL YOU IN MY SOUL
I MIGHT FALL DOWN
THIS DONT FEEL RIGHT
I SEE YOU AROUND
AND ITS ALL THATS ON MY MIND
HELP ME FEEL ALRIGHT

IF I STAY AND IF I WAIT WILL YOU LOVE ME 
IF I PRAY AND RECIPROCATE WHEN YOU TOUCH ME
IF I CHANGE IN ANY WAY THAT YOU WANTED
IF I CAVE CAN I BE SOMBODY YOURE FOND OF
IF YOU HURT ME ILL FORGIVE AND FORGET IT
IF YOU CURSE ME ILL REGRET MY ACCEPTANCE
TRIED TO TURN ME TO DOLL CAUSE YOURE JEALOUS
EASY SWAYING ME IM SURE ILL REGRET IT
YEAH YEAH
I KEEP THROWING UP
YEAH ITS NEVER ENOUGH YEAH
IS IT HATE OR LOVE
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH
I CANT FEEL YOUR TOUCH
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH

twice ft. mental

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

this time is the last time that it's stripped from me
this time trying to be someone that's strictly me
weights off of the worst parts that inhibit me
hold on to the moments that i could keep
closed guard all these new thoughts under lock and key
stay strong for a new dawn that's coming for me
break off of the old parts of my history
wondering how much more it'll take from me
i know these feelings eat you alive
i know they're too much to hide
and when our hearts drift away
from what we're too scared to say
what we're feeling inside
to try to keep us alive
we come together as one
to find the means to survive

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

moving in retrograde (prod.toemuro)

[MUSIC VIDEO]_+== [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S5UHFelUoYA]

I DONT NEED NO REDO
MY FEELINGS ARE REDUCED 
BABY CAN I STARE AT YOU
DOZING OFF I SEE TWO
WANT LESS AIR BETWEEN ME AND YOU
I CAN’T TELL IF I’M FEELING YOU
I SAID IF THERE’S A PROBLEM BABYGIRL I WANNA SEE IT THROUGH
YOU AND ME IT’S OKAY IF WE’RE TALKING
IM SO TIRED I FALL WHEN I’M WALKING
I JUST DOVE INTO SHIT WITH NO CAUTION
YOU MAKE ME SO SICK I FEEL NAUSEOUS 
I’M SO NAUSEOUS 
BRO JUST CRASHED THE WHIP HE DONE LOST IT
BEEN ASLEEP ALL DAY I’M EXHAUSTED
GIRL I SET A LINE AND YOU CROSSED IT
YA YOU CROSSED IT
WHERE’S MY HEART YOU LOST IT
I’M NOT CRYING I’M YAWNING I’M TIRED OF YOUR SHIT
BABY THIS IS NOT IT
HOW YOU NOT KNOWING ME HOW YOU NOT HIP
HOW YOU TRYNA READ MY MIND LIKE YOU READ MY LIPS
YOU AND ME IT’S OKAY IF WE’RE TALKING
IM SO TIRED I FALL WHEN I’M WALKING
I JUST DOVE INTO SHIT WITH NO CAUTION
YOU MAKE ME SO SICK I FEEL NAUSEOUS 
I TALK TO THE WALL
I NEED ONE GOOD THING JUST TO BREAK MY FALL
ALWAYS GETTING INTO THINGS WHEN I’M NOT INVOLVED 
THEY WANT 2020 BLXTY BUT I DONE EVOLVED
YA I DONE EVOLVED
MAYBE I’M NOT THE BAD GUY
WAIT-
IF I SAID THAT THAT’S A FAT LIE
I JUST WANT A REDO OF MY LAST LIFE
I JUST WANT TO REPLAY LIFE FROM LAST NIGHT
I DON’T NEED NO REDO
POCKETS FAT THEY DON’T REDUCE
IF I’M REAL I THINK I NEED YOU
I WANT LESS AIR BETWEEN ME AND YOU
YOU AND ME IT’S OKAY IF WE’RE TALKING
IM SO TIRED I FALL WHEN I’M WALKING
I JUST DOVE INTO SHIT WITH NO CAUTION
YOU MAKE ME SO SICK I FEEL NAUSEOUS

redo (exo)

blxty