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 Im running out of patience tell me what you want 

And I don’t wanna face it I just wanna give it up again 

Late night, and the stars are shining bright 

Don’t know why you’re riding with me

I know that you’ll regret it 

My message left on read and I’m just tryna figure it out

Big brown eyes tell me lies, I won’t care a thousand times 

Up too late I’m just wastin all my time now

I slept past 8 I don’t think I’m fine now

Does she really like me guess it’s time to find out

You don’t wanna fight me pussy boy you’ll find out

I don’t exist anyway

I guess I’ll wait another day

And it’s all I’ve done for you

Everything that I do yeah it’s all for you

I can’t make up my mind I’m just sitting on the fence like all the time

i slept past 8pm *p. nomu +++ amv on youtube, spotify and apple music

ur dumb

SlayStation ep out on all plats!  https://ffm.to/slaystation

prod. 33roaa

Lyrics ~

Intro:
Already knew at a young age
Eyes were stuck on boys it was okay
Never really thought it was a mistake
But then enter my pops there was no way

Pre-chorus:
Fading slowly 
Upon this doorway
I seemed alone 
It’s time to leave this home

Hook:
Mama why we gotta move again
I’m always making friends
I’m losing who I am 
I guess I’m fitting in

Verse:
Never gonna blend another way
I guess this is an issue for me later
Cause right now I just wanna be loved
I didn’t know 
What it meant to be a homo
Or why I couldn’t be close
To other kids I guess I’ll let go
Cause I was scared they would say no
If they found out how I glow 
I’m better off dimming the lights
I’m better off giving up my rights 


Your friends gonna shun you
Call you evil 
Trained in their minds your people aren’t equal 
Moving place to place feels like endless sequels 
Now you must erase your inner self be deceitful

Bridge:
You’ve come to far there’s no way out
Finally accepted there’s no change now
Bottle up that person you are deep down
Cause at their table there’s a seat now 

Pre-chorus:
Fading slowly 
Upon this doorway
I seemed alone 
It’s time to leave this home

Hook:
Mama why we gotta move again
I’m always making friends
I’m losing who I am 
I guess I’m fitting in

dissociation

dissociation (SS1)

just gave our orders, and resumed our silence
reverted to my default of hiding behind my shyness
tried to catch her eye but it was no use
felt like the last straw and i think we both knew

turns out it was about the new person i am
different gleam in my eyes, ever since i moved back
that i seem more indifferent to life's simple pleasures
even though i know what works for me, now i couldn't be safer?

oh no oh no
world is shifting in my eyes
oh no oh no
see shit in a different light
oh no oh no
i had so much more to say
oh well oh well
it's her word i have to take

we were sitting in a restaurant and she (different she)just ignored me all day and i was torn idk if it was overdramatic or if i genuinely did something like wtf is going on

perplexing discussion about my worldviews, morals and values

//boy who caught fire

rics:

traxee you're a hypocrite
and she's a liar
you're the boy who's catching fire

but you want you all to yourself
limb by limb i cut them off until i crawl

you're the boy who's on fire
you're the only one i trust
and i got pockets full of desires
something tells me it's not about us
(it's not!)

sonder, what the hell was i thinking for?
eye to eye i do not envy
face to face i just see me
if you couldn't tell 
i've been struggling to remain
intentional thoughts inside my lap
stars on my shoulders i need to remap


always try to play me like a god damn game
fools gold, baby im not that lame
$150 to my name
let's hitchhike to the moon again
nothing matters anymore
if i get what i deserve 
that's my faith restored.
tell me how i can fail again

treat me like a hypocrite
i didn't mean what i said
i can't fathom who you are 
sonder
grey matter inside my head

----------------------------------------

sonder

bitch i done came with the pack (bank)
in the trenches smokin bagdad
want my bag want my racks today
shoot his thumb and nails off, clickbait
make a dude run in laps, race
heard u niggas smokin crack, aye
im sorry but u ain beatin the case
all of these bitches be talkin bout nun

all of these bitches be talkin bout sum
all of my niggas be drinkin the rum
flag on my back bet ill search n destroy em
choppa go (choppa sounds)

u a goner, bust yo shit down like its thotiana
jeffrey dahmer, cut that talk off, then im gone
without no trace,
im at ya momma crib froot loops on the kitchen counter, new dad comin like i did on her face

feelin drowsy i think my drink got laced
and these niggas steady jockin trynna take my space
u a rat u a bitch man u built like iayze 
crack a lackin throwing it back n then she put it on my face
makin it happen got the strap and ammo planted on my waist
47 better dan half of u better get on my pace
bitch we ballin bronze age, prawn bay,say my name, word on the street nene heisenberg but its lebron james

pack prod. longboystyle

brakence fwb but it's just my voice

my cover of brakence's introvert
(just my favourite parts)
never gonna be perfect on my second page but i was bored today

i put some lower formant on the vocals so it kinda sounds like brakence is there too sometimes

introvert

05. Aiming at Apollo / Green Balloons

Prod. Bond., Isaac Nate, Matan Birnbaum
Special thanks to Prahlaad Das
Dedicated to Will Purdie

Lyrics:
Your picture was damaged but, 
worth a thousand words.
The colors you painted 
all ran into the dirt.
Now I'm staring at the sun, 
and I reach for my gun,
I'm aiming at Apollo.
(Bond)
And although you told me,
I just couldn't believe it.
Heart dropping slowly,
what is this feeling?
My speech up and left me.
Forgot to be friendly.
Resent me,
But that's way too easy cuz'

I can shoot the sun right out the sky.
I thought you were gone the rest of my life.
I know I fall right into my mind,
but I can't decide if you're really gone.

It's a table for two.
If that's really true,
then I can't help but feel stupid.
And talking 'bout it's useless.
So much for improvement.
I'm burning all my blueprints.
To tell you the truth it's,
a long road home and I'm too far away.
I don't know where I'll go,
but I know I can't stay.
And this feeling of dread
has a death grip on my psyche.
If you weren't (cluttered)
would you still be here despite me? Oh, no

Then the air turns cold.
Now I'm staring at my phone,
alone.
I know it's my fault.
I know it's my fault,
'cuz I,

I can shoot the sun right out the sky.
I thought you were gone the rest of my life.
I know I fall right into my mind,
but I can't decide if you're really gone.

(go) x12

Now I'm staring at a sky full of green balloons.
I wasn't even there like I wasn't for you.
And everybody said you'd be in a better place soon,
Well, I hope that's true, 'cuz you believed them too.
Staring at a sky full of green balloons.
I've felt it all before but this one felt so new.
And though we grew distant,
As I reminisce,
I never knew how much of myself I'd,
lose.
Lose.
Lose.
Lose.

Aiming at Apollo / Green Balloons

prod. @siemspark

i've got no option
and if you leave me on the floor, my body rotten
there are just so many people that always watching
and i cant think about no other way
that i can get you up out of my face
cuz i'm a nihilist a pessimist
a killer when you reminisce
a memory i represent
the memory inside your head
the memory you left on read
the memory on top your bed
the memory you cant forget
the memory you cant forget

take some time you lay in bed and think about what you said
breath in and breath out for me baby
think aloud, what'd you do to me last time?
breath in and breath out for me baby
think aloud, what'd you do to me last time?
breath in and breath out for me baby
think aloud, what'd you do to me last time?
time x7

i've got no option
and if you leave me on the floor, my body rotten
there are just so many people that always watching
and i cant think about no other way
that i can get you up out of my face

GET OUT MY FACE I DONT NEED YOU
I DONT NEED FRIENDS I DONT NEED FOOD
DONT WANT YOU COMING HOME AGAIN TO PUT MY IN AN AWFUL MOOD
JUST WANT TO SIT UP IN MY ROOM CONTINUE WRITING SHITTY TUNES
AND SCREAMING ABOUT NOTHING BUT I GUESS YOU'RE SOMETHING TOO

rotten

HIT THE BRUH (squirlbeats + kissure)

its all in your head, raw 
produced by @typhoondll

lyrics:

I tried to play your games
I stumbled down, and rumbled out
the insides of my fane

competing wit ya always leads to everlasting shame

I ask you, how can we communicate?

we dont speak same language: dialect,
it dont matter you understand
all my emotions and ideas.
stumbled, in my head, in silence

flexin some kimbundu
linguagem, that I dont speak, came straight up from my mamas mama
thoughts mixed up like stew,
minor problem, jumbling, tumbling through cerebrum we playing mikado
ridin in a coupe, ya goal prolly
aint that brief relief sweet u needa new hobby

pissed off, clear objects so I dont think about em
pistols, crystals coins of the same side bruh

straight to ya tibia, stank face when this play, swaying the femur ya
open the Biblia, maybe you’ll say: "not so saint my interior"
music my muse she a diva, her moves protrude to the point of anemia
laughing at the oh-so-serious, 

tremendously 

a firm believer that my dreaming doesn’t 
end in deceit, hands on the seat
the remedy
with no question what grounds my compass are these melodies
unquestionably, create or die, how I am, was, and have to be
putting my dent on earth heavy bending space with the gravity

the pen or the bottle?
depends on how hollow
and mood in the moment
the highs and the bottoms
it dont matter how low
I get I dont swallow
the booze, stay not boosting me
tough act to follow

gimme more im a fool ah
sobriety my new party trick
measure liters on the ruler
liver never gon retire 
see me downing but im neutral
this aint finna be the death of me
awake even after moon come
insomnia got me fried up

we dont speak same language i can
recognize that im nobody
if I talk and we end parting ways
then what does that mean for you and 

I 

can’t be detained or deterred, like my people were 
We gotta be heard, lead the herd, I can be the first
Finally I can see through, got the means to shine light on my people
said my tracks hard, they told me run it back like alopecia
takin the crown, whats negus to you? 
to me it means king,
I was ready to rule still baby in belly,
delivering truth, biting bullet bulletproof in the womb
I beg your pardon, big problem is that I was parted to atoms,
Probably saw my matter on the floor to piece my heart together

sticky sticky
they kept blickies on me
in case i was runnin
liberty non existent in my world
they made me a dummy 
if I pull up to the function stuntin 
peeps wont tell me nothing
rather look at me like a freak
than talking makin odd assumptions
lookin at what you did must feel so good so nice
so keep it comin 
funnily i dont give a damn bruh, watch your temper

if you see us goin loco tokin on that kusher herb
rainbox six smoke dont ask us whats in the canister 

we dont speak same language: dialect,
it dont matter you understand
all my emotions and ideas.
stumbled, in my head, in silence.

STUMBLE

Spotify

STUMBLE prod. typhoon

hi user

"when you're friends with your crush and wondering if they are thinking and feeling all the same things as you." ~ SheRocks

The Unknown captures the sweet tension of wondering what’s between you and your crush. Written June 23, 2004, it's filled with the rush of anticipation—the part of love that’s both exhilarating and tender.

“The unknown is the excitement, the unknown is the sorrow. I want to get beyond the unknown and look to tomorrow.”

The song walks you through the moment when you’re hooked by someone—nervous about what comes next, yet longing for every little piece: their smell, their voice, their touch. It’s an invitation to leap toward connection—even if you can’t see the whole picture yet.

~~~ The Unknown ~~~

The unknown is the excitement
The unknown is the sorrow
I want to get beyond the unknown
And look to tomorrow

Be-cause, I want to....know
(And, you know you wanna know too)
Wanna know if you'll love me out loud
Wanna know if you can put me on that cloud
Wanna know your smell, your touch
To know these things would mean so much
(Yea, you wanna know too)
(Yea, you wanna know too)

Lets get beyond this
Wanna know the unknown
Wanna know your kiss
Wanna know your kiss

Hip-hop, country, or rock-n roll
The dirty joke that you just told
Favorite color, song, movie, and book
These are some I know
And already I'm hooked

Be-cause, I want to....know
(And, you know you wanna know too)
Wanna know (And, you know you wanna know too)
Wanna know if you'll love me out loud
Wanna know if you can put me on that cloud
Wanna know your smell, your touch
To know these things would mean so much
(Yea, you wanna know too)
(Yea, you wanna know too)

Let's get beyond this
Wanna know the unknown
Wanna know your kiss

Hip-hop, country, or rock-n roll
The dirty joke that you just told
Favorite color, song, movie, and book
These are some I know
And already I'm hooked
Already I'm hooked

You can say I am guessin
You can say I don't have clue
And I won't fight it,
Be-cause the one thing I know is true
This is how I feel for you
This is how I feel for you

You can say I am guessin
You can say I don't have clue
And I won't fight it,
Be-cause the one thing I know is true
This is how I feel for you

Lets get beyond this
Wanna know the unknown
Wanna know your kiss
Yea I wanna know your kiss
Your kiss, your kiss, your kiss

The unknown is the excitement
The unknown is the sorrow
I want to get beyond the unknown
And look to tomorrow

Your kiss, your kiss, your kiss
Be-cause, I want to....know
Be-cause, I want to....know
Wanna know if you'll love me out loud
Wanna know if you can put me on that cloud

The Unknown

i am now @colecalico
i still listen to music on here tho

Aiming at Apollo / Green Balloons

Bond.

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