euthanasia

U couldnt imagine whats inside my thoughts wanted 2 get 2 heaven but my faith is gone i let my demons take control and now im just a pawn ive been lookin 4 an explanation im so distraught all the love that i had 4 u turned 2 distrust idk why im still craving ur love why do i still yearn 4 ur touch i cant handle loosing u its 2 much what if i just turned into dust i thought that u would give me ur whole heart but u just left me some crumbs after i gave i my all that shit got me fucked up my disparity of love u took advantage of im not dealing with this shit no more im fucking done cocaine and i mix it with heroin at the bar so u see me overdosing ive been ripping my skin apart just 2 see if u left me with any of my heart but u left nothing not 1 single shard u got me wrapped around ur finger like a string of yarn how did love transform into harm its so cold i need u 2 keep me warm i would rather die than be away from u anymore everyday i ask god what all this was 4 they all wronged me and felt no remorse got no purpose left so why go forward with this love was all that i had but now its all emptiness

without faith ♡lyrics in description♡(sickboi)

get blamed 4 everything everytime that we fight i can't bare this feeling of burning alive i walk around feeling empty im so hollow inside 

wasn't enough didn't suffice did nothing but treat u right but u had something else in mind confessed my love 2 u and I cri3d but u were playing me the entire time

 because of u I cant relax without another relapse I take drugs 2 try 2 distract myself from thinking of what we had look how fast my life collapsed when I left it in ur hands ur everything I ever wanted but I made the wrong decision
 
everynight im harassed by dreams of u and me 2gethr again live everyday distressed with no1 2 confide In u were the only 1 that understood me 4 who I am 

I wish u would hear me out 1 more time

but when I needed u, u pushed me 2 the side I cant bare this feeling of burning alive I walk around so empty im so hollow inside

pushed me to the side (wrekk) ♡lyrics in description♡

the only one to be blamed is me (trynacommunicate)

vamoose (sickboi)

open my casket (trynacommunicate)

Consumed by pride (wrekk)

Bluff (rick hardy)

sick 2 my stomach (sickboi)

a better place (sickboi)

broken promises (sickboi)

descent into madness (sickboi)

facade (rick hardy)

shut up and dont move(genshi)

spin the wheel (sickboi)

BKT🧙‍♂️when I die I hope she feels everything I felt. AKA Bilbo $waggins AKA wock wizard. I post music from all members of BKT.  Bkt zane my brudda 4L💯🕊💜. my insta is @thatopdog. BKT consists of 3 different rappers from the woods. Official BKT roster :BKT Zane, Syrup Soulja, and G-lerious.
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euthanasia

Syrup Soulja (@thatopdog)