skeleflowrs part three
guitar by @jolst

fun fact I actually wrote this song from the perspective of Jax Teller, the main character of my fav tv show (and quite honestly the tv show that kept my mind occupied and stopped me from blowing my brains out for years) sons of anarchy, I ended up rlly liking it so asked my good friend The Skeleton Man to jump on it 

so yea, bonus points if you've seen sons of anarchy cus the lyrics will probably make a lot more sense to u lol

voicemail by vict molina

sendflowrs:

when everything goes wrong
and all i can smell is smoke
I promise this will be the last time
the last time I ever choke
I feel intoxicated 
the violence is killing me
I just got one last thing to do
and then I think that its time to leave

bury me a son,
bury me with my friends
and im nothing without this club
but I just want it to end
I said bury me a son
my brother we will meet again
and im telling you my love
I just wish we could start again, we could start again

skele:

we can start again
this can’t be the end 
i had so much for us to do 
and i don’t know who’s a friend 
i might be broke but i’ll mend
i don’t wanna do this without you

honestly, i know i never meant a thing, love 
i’d give you anything
i’d bleed until the days done 
n honestly i know you’re already gone 
i just wish you wanted to hold my heart 


sendflowrs:

so I sit here, on my roof,
write another thought down
about you
I know im not my father
what should I do?
need to lock this shit down
and get a move
need to clear my head right
think ill take another ride
in the night time
oh this town it comes alive
heart is air tight
I cant let you read the lines
oh my love I 
think its
time for me to go 

so just bury me a son,
bury me with my friends
and im nothing without this club
but I just want it to end
I said bury me a son
my brother we will meet again
and im telling you my love
I just wish we could start again, we could start again

bury me w/ skele (jolst)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bdNuq7N_9TY&t=1s
interlude, keep me, idea
keep me from all that
lay down 
keep me
keep me
keep me

you dont got to talk
i know you see the haunt
you dont got to talk

keep me
keep me
keep me

keepme

produced by justdan

completely non profit

lyrics:

I been knocking back a q in a week
Dart lit, walking thru the city late night with no sleep
Cold facts, I'm not sober so I'll never drive a jeep
I just took a break from posting but won't take no time to weep
I'm a go back to the start and take the time to get a hold of it
I took a year to learn before I even got to posting it
The numbers been surprising in the few months since I started this
But if u don't seek improvement then sorry son ur music's shit

Shh

I'm not fucking with the attitude
Half the scene be posting crap and hoping that they'll blow from it
U are not an artist u a hobby and it's obvious
Hit the algorithm so u always try n copy it
Copy this
Scar tissue cover up my wrist
I'm a mental patient with this music on my bucket list
People call it talent I just got tf to studying
I'd like to thank the trauma and all of the broken promises

Kill the lights they hurt my eyes
I stay inside but for tonight
I break my spine and take my life
So he grows wings and comes alive 

give a fuck if this offends u
U got bigger problems than someone who don't agree with u
I got bigger problems that someone that's in my rearview
Counting all my veins thats on my skin that's almost see thru
Heat proof
Burnt off all my nerves inside my hands like they got deep fried
I can't end my day unless I take the time to get high
I'm still caught up on some shit way back  like I'm on rewind
I ain't gonna speak on anything to do with those times
Lay down 50 hours in a week I'm making bank roll
I just killed a 13 hour shift n I smash the preroll
U don't get ahead the world gon fuck u, u gon deep-throat 
I'm meant to work in darkness why the fuck u giving me hope

Recently of late the general public just disgusts me
Go partake in drama I give permission to discuss me
Everybody fake with all the toxic positivity
It ain't about the music just about the popularity, fuck me
Truth will always rear its head, it's ugly
I am not that interested suckin off ur homies
if u got a problem with my speech well u should blow me
I'm just tryna let u know that u will never own me 

public service announcement (justdan)

maybe ill leave, take a trip out of state for a while

It’s only been a year, why’s it feel like 10
It’s only been the difference of my life back then
You were everything, the foundation of it all
I can sing as much as I want about it
No one even notices what this has done to me
I keep getting criticised on everything that I release 
Cause it’s not the same, how could it just be the same? 
I don’t have passion anymore, without his in my face 
I don’t care about nothing, I don’t show any love
I don’t show no companionship to anyone I know
It really was just me and him
I don’t know anymore
I don’t know anything
Just that a piece of me’s gone 
Ship is sinking, I’m starboard with a cold embrace 
Cause I know you’re not in the water here and that’s okay
Maybe when I’ve drown, I’ll travel to yours

Oh idk idk

Vessel

lyrics ⬇️ 

I dont even know if i know myself no more
everyone around me tells me that i fell short
if i i did then its alright
well its easier said from someone else
well maybe its my time
I guess ill discard what i wanted most

its fine to lead me on
but ur lying led me off the trail
i know i read a lot
so i can read right through your stare

well all this messin up got me thinkin that i cant do no more
why cant i accept that i dont even know me anymore
its alright 
leave me alone
dont got ttime
i dont why 

i dont why i dont just get back to a year
when they look in my eyes they cant tell what is real or what is hysterical 
losin my mind Yea i need me a miracle save me my life
yea well that’s unacceptable cuz you wont let anything else come to light
and i used to have to pack visine for the whitening so that they dont attack
but now you dont gotta remind me
cuz i promise that i made it on track

and maybe it dont mean that much
I used to crash on the back of the bus
yea maybe it dont mean that much
atleats nowadays i dont hit up my plug
yea
it always used to be rough
nowdays im backin it up
this life aint all abt luck
i think its more about trust
abt staying off of the drugs


whats the sort
Im feelinh fine right where i am now
Let me thank the lord
cuz he helped me write this whole plan out
i feel like a man now i wont take any more hand outs
back then i felt like a sand house
It was so easy to knock me down

idk myself (michael harrison)

Lyrics: 

(hero)

she said
"if you gave me time, i could listen"
"i can't read your mind, you've been distant"
i been steady pouring drink in the kitchen
i know we just talk, but i don't really like you kissed him
couldn't find it in the text that you sent me
maybe i could find it wadded in the bedsheets
you said 
"we could work it out"
"you won't let me"
you just worked it out when you decided you could drop me

(ekeon)

I don't wanna tell em what you did then
You think its funny when you splurge my name
You dissin
You call me addict 
Call me fake 
Call me villain
But I know it 
When you all alone
You listen

If you leave me what am I now
I could find my way but really 
I don't know how
I could love you more but really that's a false vow
Is that how you really feel 
I don't know now

It's getting hard to stay focused 
You know that I'm trying you're my antidote its
Something that I can notice
These words to the lost
Are all from a lotus

Hold my arm
I promise 
You'll be strong
Don't take it close to heart 
I will not fall apart

(hero)

(BUT IM LYING)

huh
she said
"if you gave me time, i could listen"
"i can't read your mind, you've been distant"
i been steady pouring drink in the kitchen
i know we just talk, but i don't really like you kissed him
couldn't find it in the text that you sent me
maybe i could find it wadded in the bedsheets
you said 
"we could work it out"
"you won't let me"
you just worked it out when you decided you could drop me

Hold my arm
I promise 
You'll be strong
Don't take it close to heart 
I will not fall apart
but I'm lying

Chicken Gordita

Chicken Gordita w/ Hero (uforia)

lyrics ⬇️


we dont talk abt it enough
lately when i wake up
im tremblin no luck
turn my emotions to dust
it’s sickening down in my gut
life isnt all about love
its about all that you got

right
right to leave me there when i was wrong
nothing you could do to make strong
(cuz i was lost)
i cant be the one to lead you on
see me one more time and next time ill be gone

i dont wanna think like that
i dont wanna breathe like that no more
and i dont mean scream my bad
and i been really feeling real bad
it goes down to my core
maybe ill be better off alone
secluded outside away from my home

(notahero)

lyrics

i don’t really ask for much
and i won’t be here for too long
the only cool thing is the songs
you tell me a hits on the tip of my tongue
but i bite my tongue
i say all the things that i shouldn’t have
i try not to care bout the should’ve had
as long as u still love me in the end
oh but baby i been struggling since last halloween
and youre the only reason im sleeping
got your smell on my sheets
if only i could’ve turned out the way i wanted to be

i know that you hate the way that i feel
i know all that you wanted was just something real
but i don’t even feel real
oh but i don’t want to feel like that
and she wonder why my songs so sad
baby there’s not an emotion that i wish i don’t have
it’s like i try to spark my feelings but it just turn to ash
it just turn to ash

better off alone w/ notahero (under the maple tree)

residential. - mondays r lame

This is a compilation of some songs i made about my girlfriend in our first year together (some may be missing full album on youtube)

DEEP IN MY ARMS

scared

my therapy
-3 song EP w sad chill out now on all plats 💚

better off alone w/ notahero (under the maple tree)

brecken