halfhearted (https://soundcloud.com/user-642636378)
FøRD (https://soundcloud.com/breckenford)

Greenwood:
ice on my shit, when i'm stopping it
(burning cold when i hit)
i just left an ounce where my body is
(up inside of this bitch)
up inside my head as soon i'm clocking it
(clocking shit and i dip)
they won't find a reason, it ain't obvious 
i promise it

i call out in the snow
(somewhere to feel life)
i wonder where it goes
(someone to take mine)
i don't know if you know 
(fade in the foglight)
that we've been here before
something else gotta give i don't know why

FøRD:
seems like every day time slips 
saying mayday
lucky life I live if you say that then you don’t know me
cuz i deal with the phonies and the frauds on the daily
they make me an insomniac why everybody hate me
they act like they all want me but they really just betraying 

baby often makin me so silent make me shaky
I’m waitin while faded

the lights up in our basement 
still shaded but luckily it’s still vacant

so come down when u wasted
I’ll change it to that playlist 
I’ll wash away the parts that you invisioned would be painless
girl you make me so brain dead 
like grab another latex get in bed get undressed and then I’ll say what to do next

halfhearted:
who’s next in line
got me walking through a dream
i’m on ur mind
but it’s nothing like it seems

u pushing me so far
my heart been living on the brink
gotta shoulder full of scars
i think you like to watch me bleed

but i don’t got time for you

lay me deep down i’m dancing with the devil by myself
where to go now
i’m sick of knowing you won’t ever help
you’re not helping me

Greenwood:
up the dose, yeah i'm taking two
steady shifting, i feel it move
i was losing my mind in truth
i was hoping you'd see it too
i was hoping you'd wanna go
i was hoping you'd see the pain
i was broken you wouldn't know
but that don't mean it don't hurt the same
up inside of my room
fuck the job, i'm aloof
drink the pain on the roof
nothing helps, i'm the proof
nothing changes in oakwood
couldn't text back cause my phone fucked
no one here even knows us
like i'm not here to be social

Someone Used to Live Here (w/ halfhearted & FøRD)

maybe ill wake up and realize its way worse than i thought it was
im sick of time im sick of lies im sick of hearing things from above
the voices that sit in my head been just convincin me to draw the gun
and put a fucking round inside my skull and i just might succumb
to thoughts

what havent i lost
why havent i let my feelings out the box
why havent i let all this shit go
smokin on indo
tryna get rid of the rot takin over my brain

maybe im just fuckin goin insane
maybe im sick of the infinite pain
all of these feelings can never be tamed
never be tamed til im dead in a grave

so what do you take me for?
someone to use and always abuse like 
what are you waitin for?
you lit the fuse left me dead in my shoes and
what are you fakin for?
thought i loved you it was a only a ruse no-
thing to be patient for
ive been accused of the same shit that you do

the same shit you did to me

baby i am not ur enemy
thought youd always be a friend of me
thought youd always have my back til the end of our time but you shot me like kennedy

took the shot like hennesey
now im seeking my serenity
now im seeking my identity cuz

i am nothin but a 
but a

a sack of shit
i did it again oh wait
been killin myself ever since the beginnin im reaching the end of my days

 tell me you played me 
tell me you hate me
tell me like anything

you been blocking me out since the day that i met you im glad that we ended things

so what do you take me for?
tell me right now cuz im gettin real sick of it
what are you waitin for?
im never comin back this is the end of it
what are you fakin for?
you never cared this is why i resented it
nothing to be patient for
you broke my heart and i cant reassemble it

divine (santana)

[+ msg] I feel like im a target
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if only u knew
wtf im going through
pop these pills like I do
now I got nothin to lose
2x

this how it get started
I feel like im a target, damn
this aint a movie u can star in
and I just feel like im dissolving 
fill it up fill it up, I just poured another cup
im out here booted up
breaking down that yellow stuff
she like it hella rough 
they still out here catching up
you aint ahead of us

if only u knew
what the fuck im going thru
pop these pills like I do
now I got nothing to lose
4x

love yall burnout gang #sorrowworld4ever

if only u knew

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if only u knew (prod. xales)

solitary headspace (splashgvng x cl6udy)

lyrics ⬇️ 

every thing you told me was a lie
you can’t even look me in my eyes no more
once everything I wanted but now I been floor
i been dying from the torch 
i been flying thru the door

miss what we had
everything was perfect 
every night we would laugh
I don’t wanna burn it
cuz I’m honestly attached
god gave me a purpose
and you stabbed me in the back
why’d you do that

brand new mission oh I can't wait to get loaded in
ten more minutes til I'm out there counting dividends
yea
watch me mix it in tell me that there's more to this
before I forfeit, I don't need no more of this
I went to Florida with my family then I told them that
I don't feel much more like family when you give me crap
let me sit up by myself when I'm feeling sad
promise that ill come back i don't mean to make you mad

but never once did you ask me if I’m fine
i been smokin blunts so that I could ease My mind
every night it’s the same
I cant ever go to sleep
all the time try to change
but I never wanna leave

(casperrr)
going dummy at the function  
just so i can fuck shit
nah i can't fuckin function 
with the way u changed so quick
really thought you loved me
but i guess i was mistaken 
they way u kept pushing me back
hiding mthe fact u were taken

used to look up at people
and now most are at my level
all i have left is a house 
that's filled with air and our shadows
you left a hole inside my heart
turned from special to mental
like chaging howl for hollow 
i know it was not accidental

at this point i don't know what family is?
people stop caring about u when u stop being a kid 
i've been alone ever since i was 14 
left to deal with a bunch a shit, i don't know what i did
idk how i made it out
idk what it is
maybe i had more to do
maybe i was born for this
i just hope so cuz otherwise imma quit
life in general cause without music life is boring as shit

forfeit w/ casperrr (tiedforsilver)

look in the mirror who am i?
tryna be me, but i feel disguised
darken my face
hard to replace
fighting hard but my body just breaks

i remember the times
you were with him when you claimed to be mine
got me in a bad mood
fighting myself just to have you 

like that’s what i want
i wish i could have you
girls wanna have fun
guess you wanna have him too

fighting myself
meant what i said when i said go to hell
losing my mind get me outta my cell
some people told me but i never tell
what’s real or what’s fake
sealing my fate
breaking my body let it decay x2

cuz up in my head i’m enough
but when i’m with you, you’re not feeling my love
you put the knife in my back
so i put my drink in my cup

stuck in a haze
lie to my face when you said we won’t break up
so iv just been out on the run
hand on the trigger 
you’re pointing the gun

look in the mirror who am i?
tryna be me, but i feel disguised
darken my face
hard to replace
fighting hard but my body just breaks 

i remember the times
you were with him when you claimed to be mine
got me in a bad mood
fighting myself just to have you 

like that’s what i want
i wish i could have you
girls wanna have fun
guess you wanna have him too


fighting myself
meant what i said when i said go to hell
losing my mind get me outta my cell
some people told me but i never tell
what’s real or what’s fake

fighting myself

lyrics ⬇️   (drums by lessthanfriends)

it’s not because it’s over
i thought it would be  fine if I moved here 
i thought it would be nice if I moved near
but you said it’s okay if I stayed back
and you hope I’m doing okay but I can’t relax
cuz you’re burying the flames that we once had
why you always playin games I don’t like that
yea
it’s so insane that I don’t fight back
so much pain engraved in my brain that you cause a heart attack
who’s the one that’s really to blame 
i don’t care I’m done with that
said you’d come back if I changed 
but now you really won’t come back
Everything I did was bad

yea did it for a purpose 
really always hated that one person
Put my fist in his his face cuz you flirtin
yea watch me switch up my lanes cuz they lurkin

(lessthanfriends)

lately they been lurking 
baby i been workin hard
just to try and get you
out my head and out my heart
tell me what you did to me
you left me so torn apart
tell me that you love me
i dont trust you anymore
break me into pieces 
shoulda seen you leavin
shoulda seen you leavin
i been grievin since the start
tell me what you needed
coulda gave you anything
but now im dyin slowly 
just leave me here to bleed
(me)
you ran away from everything else I ever wanted
so now I’m sittin here I’m super sick and now I got nothin 
but will it ever make sense
no I don’t check my phone cuz I don’t got friends
and I don’t wanna know what ur doing with him
so I’ll sit here all alone in my home I hope it ends

i hope it ends w/ lessthanfriends (michael harrison)

are you the real one
idk
if you don’t feel nun when 
ur alone

wont even let me finish any sentences
do it again and I’m leavin the premises
i don’t hate nobody but you been acting like villains so u be my nemesis

i cant trust nobody near
i got too much on my conscious 
some people fill me with fear
i look to my god he can solve it 

new issues
blue tissues from tear drops
i miss you
if you miss me then go rot

tell me what it was that I said 
i guarantee you don’t know it
you ran away so you could sob
but know that I do not forgive you

why did I think I could fix you
beginners luck idk what to tell you
beautiful person but I miss the real you
you

areyoureal w/ VITO (cxrter x vito)

~2300~

produced by me

mix + master by Jake Mannix

granite

i'll be found w/ Tameron (ushanka boy)

prod secre x tiedforsilver

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

(you and i could try to work it out)
ive spent enough time in my mind to know its not the answer
is there a god in the sky respond to my prayer
maybe i wanted to die i couldnt find my savior

turn me into sumn i cant even look at
stare into a mirror and a stranger is what looks back
8 grams in my book bag
smokin after school to kill the feelings that i hold back

ripped away at my life
got gutted with my own knife
im tired of livin in strife
i thank the demon inside

that caused the place i reside
to wither in front of my eyes
you couldnt keep me alive
no matter how hard you try

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

wha- wha-
want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

i hope it ends w/ lessthanfriends (michael harrison)

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