prod. @rrarebearbeats

lyrics:
they say home is where the heart is
well, my heart's with u 
I don't feel so alone when I'm next to u
pick me up when I'm down 
I know thats hard to do
I'm not good at words so I thought I'd write this song for u

(melody)

so, I thought I'd write this song for u

everyday ur the only thing I think ab 
we both came from dark places, but we made it out
crossed paths, fell in love we got it figured out
so, I'll wipe the tears off ur pretty face when ur sad
I'll sit here with u when it gets bad 
I'm never leaving u baby and u can count on that

oh, u can count on that 

(melody)

oh, u can count on that 

(melody)

we both came up from broken homes and broken promises
it took its toll, but it made us stronger kids
I'm glad I have u here cuz u make me stronger too
so, I'll wipe the tears off ur pretty face when ur sad
I'll sit here with u when it gets bad 
I'm never leaving u baby and u can count on that 

oh, u can count on that

(melody)

oh, u can count on that

(melody)

oh, u can count on that

a song i wrote ab a girl i fell in luv w (RRAREBEAR)

produced by autrioly

completely non profit

lyrics

i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot

i cannot do this shit
u cannot force this shit
2am high as shit
i do not drive no whips no more
i got an old friend hitting my phone
like wanna hit clubs im busy im stoned
like i get an uber from work to my home
so i can spark up light a cone and go prone
i got some demons that feed on my bones
I'm feeding on cookie I'm feeding on pros
she looking for nookie on some of the bros
nah u got a problem, u do the most

i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot

i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot

put ur weight on me
u r not perfect
what u meant to me
is coming out slurred n
u are not to be
someone that's worthless
never, not to me
baby u worth it
i was born again
covered in dirt n
found the strength to stand
blood on my shirt n
i am not the man
u thought was perfect
try to understand
I'm choking on words ma'am
turn around again
i love that skirt damn
Seamus shut ur mouth again
round and round and round my head
round and round and round again

i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot
i cannot, i cannot




i cannot (autrioly)

just like you promised 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/youngburial https://soundcloud.com/anxietyattackss
master: @vito2300

put me through the pain 
just keep talking to me 
just like you promised 
i wanna watch while you leave 
put me through the shame 
all this crying to me 
won’t make you honest 
i can’t be what you need 

every night it’s silence 
i always dream i’m dying 
i wake up before the knife hits 
you used to hold me till my tears quit 
now you’re there watching as my skin rips 
helping hide the evidence 
cleaning up so elegant 
like it’s so lovely how your day went 

look in my eyes, for once 
i want you to tell me i’m never enough 
throw me on the bed so rough 
bite through my neck till i’m covered in blood 
want you to hold me down 
cover my mouth till i can’t make a sound 
want you to hold me tight 
and give me some scars to remember you by 

just keep talking to me 
just like you promised 
(just like you promised, you promised)
all this crying to me 
won’t make you honest
(you promised, you promised)

put me through the pain 
just keep talking to me 
just like you promised 
i wanna watch while you leave 
put me through the shame 
all this crying to me 
won’t make you honest 
i can’t be what you need

pain

pain (prod. fats'e & anxiety attacks!)

produced by raspo

lyrics:

im so done you made me feel like im a ghost
i feel out of place and still have no one to call my home
if im a creep then your a weirdo
ill never ask for help, your the same as me

i feel lost in your eyes
do you feel the same as me
you can lie

i feel lost in your eyes
do you feel the same as me
you can lie

i can try
but i wont
be alive
for very long
i could cry
oh could you
if i died 
would you

lost

prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick
feat. casperrr & shizukesa.
art. my friends cat LOL

lyrics:

(please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound, of my voice calling out, so that i can be found)

and i can feel my heart sink in the rain now
so cold thinkin that i might breakdown
feelin lost, feelin lonley, and nobody’s around
and in this storm the waters rising and i think i might drown
please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound
of my voice calling out, so that i can be found

please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound
of my voice calling out, so that i can be found
but no matter how many times i might scream
it doesn’t mean ur any closer to finding me
so now ur looking for a ghost
just give up you’ll never be close

(please just tell me now, u r looking for a ghost)

(caspy)

nana~
can you help me now
pick me up from the ground
i hate loving in doubt
cuz that's when shit goes south

used to look for some1 like u
now i don't have a clue 
of what the fuck i should
to try and forget u

(shizu)

thoughts fadin like the blood on my palm
she saying shit the same well bitch im already gone
guess all the friends change
cuz they dk what im on
suicidal lil prick im jus a dick of a cunt
just a pussy n**** i quit talkin
steady smoking until hittin coughin
ion need help 2 know im the problem
bullet to the dome woulda solved em
only fuck around inside of FL but by next album im offing me
and honestly, been so sick of the calling me
like fuck out of my head

my heart sinks in the rain w/ casperrr & shizukesa. (secre swallowtail x hey rick)

lights in the dark
feeling sick when you talk
was it easy to know?
is it easy to walk?
i feel weightless
gather dust in the basement

pressed in your clothes
act like nobody knows
that you made it to august to wake up alone
as its breaking
haven't spoke in the days since

i've been cautious and sober
he died in october 
he said that hes fine 
now the lights flicker slowly in bayview
couldn't face that they made you

i could finish early it could get so cold
raining in the summer and it takes me home
felt it more than life and how'd i let you go?
let you go

and the light doesn't know that im still here
but i'd rather take it away
and everythings all so familiar 
and i've not a thing left to say yet
better than watching
better than watching you pretend

Familiar

Love hurts.

Lyrics:
And I know you miss them too; Reminisce about me and you
Ohhhhhh
And baby I still think back to when you held my hand
Oh no what happened to our plans
We carved our names into the sand
But the waves came crashing over us
With little time to adjust
Fearful of commitment; Tender love felt like handcuffs
I'm sorry I turned distant
I wish that things were different
But if you called my phone I would answer in an instant

Girl I'm not saying that that I want you back
I just miss the things we had
And I know you miss them too; Reminisce about me and you
Yes I know I have to let go of the past, why can't things be everlasting
Am I alright alone? I don't know
I'm still grasping ... the fact that I may never see you again
The fact that you left me with scars to mend
The fact that there is no more time to spend
The fact that our relationship's at an end

We threw everything we've built out the window
No one taught me how to cope when I feel low
So I'm fucking up my lungs with this indo
And I'm breaking all my bones
Must relearn to be alone
But remember you were home

Girl I'm not saying that that I want you back
I just miss the things we had
And I know you miss them too; Reminisce about me and you
Yes I know I have to let go of the past, why can't things be everlasting
Am I alright alone? I don't know I'm still grasping

Now we are on our separate paths ... God I hope our paths cross again
But for now this is the end of our story
There was a time when you calmed the waves for me
But without you girl; It's back to being stormy

why can't things be everlasting? [prod. neverforever]

thnx for listening <33

lyrics:

you'll sing Dani California 'til you die
i know that my friend isn't really your type, but
you'll lead him on and break his heart, for what?
and you'll carry 'round that camera full of pictures
dudes that wanted nothing but to kiss her
you don't know anything about true love

sofia wouldn't do this
this is just a blueprint
this is everyday
i still feel ashamed
sofia wouldn't do this
growing up is ruthless
i shouldn't trauma trade
i do it anyways

i have to take a second to tell you I'll be okay
i think I'm in over my head, I keep on making mistakes
i let myself down again, it's something I have to change
they say, "one step at a time", but every mile I break

sofia wouldn't do this
this is just a blueprint
this is everyday
i still feel ashamed
sofia wouldn't do this
growing up is ruthless
i shouldn't trauma trade
i do it anyways

you're somewhere out in portland
i wish it was Maine
i lied to you that night, i wanna see your face
sofia wouldn't do this, but she does it daily
you ask, "what really happened?"
girl you drive me crazy


trauma trade

<3

lyrics:

i follow where my heart leads sometimes that's all i know
then i end up defeated when i lose all self control
but i'm not the villain, and i'm not the good guy either
if i'm such a problem, why would you let me keep her

last night i was fuckin it up
i can't lie i kept refillin my cup
and though i know i shouldn't ever wanna drink like that
i have a couple issues that i got from dad so

i've tried to end it all and finally feel the repercussion
i know that its stupid all the memories would be for nothin

if you meet a better guy you should prolly dip
you should prolly split nothings what you thought it is
if you need some peace of mind i can let you go
god knows girl ya i'm such a fuckin joke

if you see me doin fine its another act
i'm an addict not an artist never take me back
if i see another day its another bit
i'm just tryna make you smile ain't it obvious

i've set my standards so damn high
i don't know if i'll make it out this time
i wanna tell you i've healed and i'm fine
but everyone knows that's a lie

i follow where my heart leads sometimes that's all i know
then i end up defeated when i lose all self control
but i'm not the villain, and i'm not the good guy either
if i'm such a problem, why would you let me keep her

Time to change our ways, time to form the unity, togetherness and show that violence is never the answer. We want love, respect and treated with human dingity. Guys please enjoy this song which is written from the heart, and means so much to me. Stay tuned for more content from Templar!! 

am i unemotional

Bryce Bishop