reuploading, this song will never be up for profit it just means a lot and i love it <3


lyrics:

writing alone 
in my room yet again
never thought i’d be 
back in this bed
always fuxk it up 
and lose my friends
you left me broken again
open my heart, maybe you’d see
who i really want to be 
this time
feeling so blue
maybe i’m not meant for you

i really wanna be the one for you
baby i’ll just keep making tunes
all about the times we shared
i hope you actually cared 

oni boy:
black blood dripping on my finger tips
baby i be saying words but you ain’t hearing it 
you shut me out now we won’t talk again 
baby i’m in love with you so i’m not fucking standing it
i can’t fucking take the shit 
i’m staying in the pit
my broken bones can’t get me out im suffocating
my life’s fading 
this life your taking
baby i can’t breathe i just convulse and start shaking

ichorus:

i really wanna be the one for you
baby i’ll just keep making tunes
all about the times we shared
i hope you actually cared 

decks:

i just want you to care for me
i been needing some clarity 
baby things aren’t actually 
what they really seem 
i been staying up all night 
looking for the northern lights 
i jsut really need a sign
that i’ll be alright

Cared + Oni Boy & Decks (Noria)

u suck & i h8 u (prod. love matt & chris marek)

how
how come i'm never enough?
my friends- keep on telling me it's just bad luck
im in a bit of a rut
misfortune of feelings i mistook for love

and you keep on texting me lately
don't understand why you're calling me "baby"
this isn't temporary, this is for real
you never would listen to how i would feel.

but now-
ur on the edge of the earth, my dear
now
u want us to run and just disappear

but you...

SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

(you really do fuckin blow. and i know i'm too emotional but you?)
[so why are you calling me "baby"? 
the shit that you said, it made me feel like i'm going crazy]

YEA YOU SUCK.

you really- you really suck

YEA YOU SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

SUCK
YOU NEVER GAVE ANY FUCKS
TIRED OF HEARING THAT IT'S JUST BAD LUCK
I SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
THE VOICES REMIND ME THAT YOU-

suck.

[so why are you calling me "baby"? 
the shit that you said, it made me feel like i'm going crazy]

(you're a piece of shit, fuck you!)

yea, you suck.
yea, you.

u suck & i h8 u (prod. love matt & chris marek)

@autumndropsdead
@x1fern
@soulfadexo
@northshoremusic
@kuriositylol

See You Soon w/ autumndropsdead, 1fern, soulfade, The North Shore & kuriosity [+ wisssery]

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/yungrospo

yung rospo's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@yungrospo


/lyrics/

look at me girl you can see my bones
i wanna talk to you but i don't know how
open up my jaws and let out smoke
one day i might just fucking go ghost, I'm

steadily dying I'm on decline
tar in my sheets i don't sleep through the night
eyes in my windows i cling to the light
i beg you please don't let me out your sight
it's killing me slowly this shit on my mind
and if i let you in I'm scared that I'll drag you down

i need you to thaw me out make my heartbeat
I'm sorry if i had made you doubt that i love you
i swear i don't mean to i just tend to drift away
from this realm i still cling to
trying to stay sane

i can be okay if i try to
i can't tell what happened
im scared everytime i come to
this is what it's come to
let me leave
i don't wanna be the one to end you

jag har ingen annan än dig
dig
jag har ingen annan än dig
än dig

look at me girl you can see my bones
i wanna talk to you but i don't know how
open up my jaws and let out smoke
one day i might just fucking go ghost, I'm

skeleton (yung rospo)

Lyrics:

okay clearly i dont think that we'll be making it thru
you got these thoughts in your mind and you dont clarify
time could expire but i'll still stay by your side
it's evident to me that you dont see what i see

i just tried to bury the hatchet but you dug my grave
embed it in my neck wont see another day
i just wanna be okay but i dont think i can
it's so strange to me how quick you found another man

[bridge]

okay clearly i dont think that we'll be making it thru
you got these thoughts in your mind and you dont clarify
time could expire but i'll still stay by your side
it's evident to me that you dont see what i see

i just tried to bury the hatchet but you dug my grave
embed it in my neck wont see another day
i just wanna be okay but i dont think i can
it's so strange to me how quick you found another ma--

[skrwd]

I see all the shit you say
I heard about him
He seems great
Bet he lays with you all day and knows exactly what to say
Pay attention to the signs
Know his hands don’t fit like mine
Might be gone inside your mind but you’re still alive in mine
I regret how I moved
Sometimes i wanna redo
No matter how hard you try
There’s just no stopping the truth
Might have a girl in the room 
But I still wish she was you
So anytime that you want
You can come thru
I been workin OT
Posted up in OC
Shawty want Chanel 
She can get it, girl you know me
Even after all this time I feel you in the late night

[getbetter]

okay clearly i dont think that we'll be making it thru
you got these thoughts in your mind and you dont clarify
time could expire but i'll still stay by your side
it's evident to me that you dont see what i see

i just tried to bury the hatchet but you dug my grave
embed it in my neck wont see another day
i just wanna be okay but i dont think i can
it's so strange to me how quick you found another man

hold me close for just a single night
time goes by as the stars change overnight
and i dont wanna be on the receiving side
i already gave too much of my life

so dont hold me down
while i try to seek out shelter
cause this life that im living it aint the same as it was
and im tryna find some shelter from the storm i know is comin

bury it ft. skrwd (branwen)

and pretty girl are you warm enough
the thought of losing her is terrifying 
and he can look but he can never touch 
cus he loves her but he’s so uninviting
he’s getting worried she don’t care enough 
one morning soon she’s gonna stop replying 
he says a lot but never said enough 
theres not a spark but he still tries to light it 

6 months have passed he’s in the cold 
boy you really should’ve known
she wouldn’t love someone like you
so just shut up and let it go
i’ve been standing here for hours 
waiting for you, your heart is home 
but i guess i’ll never make it 
so just shut up and let it go 

so just shut up and let it
i swear i wont regret it 
so just shut up and let it go
x2

dawnbreaker (caves)

@xobroken @jolst

I feel guilty because I didn't write you back
The letter that you sent still had your heart attached
I've been driving round at 3:00am 
driving through the streets again
I've got to adjust the seat again
Because your not there

Yeah you're around his and probably fucking kissing him
Fuck that
Shoot him
Dump my mag
I'm skrting
Ruger might solve my problems
But i know I'm fucked up
Gucci might solve my problems
But i know I'm fucked up
Don't hit me up and want my heart back
Don't hit me up  and act all sad
Hugo boss yeah Hugo boss
Lacoste on my feet I'm feeling sick
Don't hit me up and want my heart back
Don't hit me up and act all sad
Hugo boss yeah Hugo boss
Lacoste on my feet I'm feeling sick

@xobroken

Got me feeling guilty but I know you’re with him
I’ll fill that boy with hollows while I do it with a grin
What you sayin baby? You just make me wanna sin for you
Sorry I didn’t write you back, I can’t stand what I did to you.
I was mixin chemicals
Always Overdosing i swear it’s so typical
I can feel the distance between all your words it’s hurting me.
Everything you said fucked up my head I let you murder me

I feel guilty because I didn't write you back
The letter that you sent still had your heart attached
I've been driving round at 3:00am 
driving through the streets again
I've got to adjust the seat again
Because your not there

Yeah you're around his and probably fucking kissing him
Fuck that
Shoot him
Dump my mag
I'm skrting
Ruger might solve my problems
But i know I'm fucked up
Gucci might solve my problems
But i know I'm fucked up

blameworthy w/ xobroken & jolst

prod: caves x irby
mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
music.anxietyattacksmusic.com/suddenly

LYRICS:
I just wanna freeze my brain
I need some time alone
The stars fade into the sunrise

I wake up and then suddenly
I feel the weight on every part of me
Hey dad I hope you're proud of me
For tryna be what I was meant to be
The kid is alright
You know I made a few friends and now I hold tight
I had to learn it for myself how to move on
Once they're gone

Just wanna feel something like I did last night
I never doubt myself till I see the sun rise
I shouldn't think too much, but I do it sometimes
But I just play it off like it's nothing
Running in circles every night, I just wanna find my way

I wake up and then suddenly
I feel the weight on every part of me
Hey dad I hope you're proud of me
For tryna be what I was meant to be
The kid is alright
You know I made a few friends and now I hold tight
I had to learn it for myself how to move on
Once they're gone

Other Streaming <3

Suddenly [prod. caves x irby]

1st single of the ep _underground prod. secre 

lyrics

i been waiting for the storm to hit 
a couple months now
she won’t let me know its more than lov now
cant stop th fire when its burning house
what goes around comes around

baby its not u its jus th fact my heart comes a live in the night time
i come alive in the night with a scythe out
she want me to grab the fucking torch
but there might be more pain here afterwards

i said i love but i dont know why
it still hurts when the, when lights go out
sometimes i really cannot tell if im alive now
i breathe out fire in a crowd 

i got these dreams 
i found a lion that can speak
i found a body it was me
now I don't really know wtf that means 
but ik u don't know how u really mean to me

i exhaled fire from my lungs
exhale fire from my lungs
i been fried every night

i breathe fire every night
every night,every night
and now im looking at the sky
coz i need fire for a song

but if u listen closely youll know im not the one

ive had lotta loss 
i have lotta fake love
she’d tell me bounce and i couldnt tell u what the day was

well i been faded im on planets 2,3,4 
ive lost count i couldnt even tell u anymore

i love how it taste now
baby i love u, i won’t wait now
she said she need me to say it loud
but 20 odd years i been on my own

dream wrld

dream_wrld (secre x jolst)

My twin Rell said this the best beat I ever made

Oasis (prod. clutchday)

and I just cannot believe you're done with this,
I thought I meant a little more than a drunken kiss,
I been in my feelings since I was a kid,
got no money in my pocket but I still wanna live,

and I just cant let you leave, ill grab my gun,
I thought I meant a little more than some drunken fun,
ill run away from the cops into the sun,
baby ill be okay im used to smoke in my lungs

so ill just smoke on my own, im crying again, where are u?
im not okay unless im leaning on you
I don't know where you have been, but you're here now and im happy

im happy, 
for the first time in my life,
hop in my car then I drive,
oh no I don't 
a year ago wanted to choke,
I fucking hated my life,
scene getting dry,
you boys pretending to cry,
im fucking sick of these guys,
don't need a 9,
bitch I walk knife on my side,
do you guys still wanna die?
see through my eyes,
angry and im colourblind,
I don't like speaking my mind, 
people can talk,
think of me, I don't know why,
its paper plates till' I die,
don't smoke a pipe, blunt in my mouth while I fly,
these days im loving my life,
gray keep a scythe for those who willing to try,
I just keep taking their life

and I just cannot believe you're done with this,
I thought I meant a little more than a drunken kiss,
I been in my feelings since I was a kid,
got no money in my pocket but I still wanna live,

and I just cant let you leave, ill grab my gun,
I thought I meant a little more than some drunken fun,
ill run away from the cops into the sun,
baby ill be okay im used to smoke in my lungs

Cared + Oni Boy & Decks (Noria)

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