How many eyes do i have to draw for me to see 
That no one will ever truly care about me 
All my life ive been feeding off false empathy
As i disown the voices in my head like they're separate entities

the only thing i'll ever be good at is self destruction 
Is that the reason why i'll never matter to anyone

Ive been dismantling my organs for fun
just to measure the amount of ether in my lungs 
I didn't mean to scare you please go on with your lives 
I didn't change i'm just tired of living a lie 

I never changed i'm just tired of faking my smiles 

Everyday i feel like I'm just constantly dragging my feet 
Probably in hopes of them burning due to friction with the concrete 
Excuse me while i look for a reason to be complete 
last thing I remembered was asking for warmth and getting burned by scorching heat 

the only thing i'll ever be good at is self destruction 
Is that the reason why i'll never matter to anyone

Ive been dismantling my organs for fun
just to measure the amount of ether in my lungs 
I didn't mean to scare you please go on with your lives 
Nothing changed i'm just tired of living a lie 

I never changed i'm just tired of faking my smiles

ether

#IZONEFOREVER #GOT7FOREVER
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A guy just messing around with music apps and surprisingly makes decent music. Open for Commissions! Hit my DM if interested.

I hear those beautiful songs you ruin with your voice. No, wait, that's just my voice ruining everything. Sorry.

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