How many eyes do i have to draw for me to see 
That no one will ever truly care about me 
All my life ive been feeding off false empathy
As i disown the voices in my head like they're separate entities

the only thing i'll ever be good at is self destruction 
Is that the reason why i'll never matter to anyone

Ive been dismantling my organs for fun
just to measure the amount of ether in my lungs 
I didn't mean to scare you please go on with your lives 
I didn't change i'm just tired of living a lie 

I never changed i'm just tired of faking my smiles 

Everyday i feel like I'm just constantly dragging my feet 
Probably in hopes of them burning due to friction with the concrete 
Excuse me while i look for a reason to be complete 
last thing I remembered was asking for warmth and getting burned by scorching heat 

the only thing i'll ever be good at is self destruction 
Is that the reason why i'll never matter to anyone

Ive been dismantling my organs for fun
just to measure the amount of ether in my lungs 
I didn't mean to scare you please go on with your lives 
Nothing changed i'm just tired of living a lie 

I never changed i'm just tired of faking my smiles

ether

decided i'd start uploading more stuff, so here's one i uncovered from a while back featuring snow (https://soundcloud.com/patriarchybarbie)

tonight, you belong to me (cover)

Liedson Fox-Sonhos

HAHAHAHAHA eh kasi na-LSS ako dito :(( tsaka tsaka, beautiful goobye =)))))) Hihi loveyou Adam Levine <3

Cover-coveran. HAHAHA di ko memorize lyrics kbye =))))))))

...FUNK?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!???!??!?!

Anarchy in the Ukay-Ukay

Release date:
3 December 2020 (when available on other platforms)

Walkin Down The Line

i wanna go danzig in the public eye

(drums programmed after collin of the 219's drum cover on youtube)

Hybrid Moments (Misfits cover)

FASHSTAN - 03

Debuting his single, "Summer Nights Aren't Meant To Be With You" is the newest song from artist VILLAROM bringing us in an enigmatic ensemble, recollecting and reminiscing the past, and of how things weren't supposed to be.  

follow his soundcloud:
@villarom

VILLA ROM - Summer Nights Aren't Meant To Be With You

Milk for Breakfast

this sounds a little too much close to epik high - open m.i.c. (ft. eun jiwon, tbny, tweak, and dynamic duo) for comfort

not that anyone cares, but full disclosure, i'd been listening to a lot of epik high over the past few weeks, and i deliberately picked up the repeating motif + horns for the chorus structure from them. other than that i avoided listening to them (or anyone else) when writing songs because i didn't want to rip them off any further.

Like Me

Drum loop by frankiejazzkit from looperman: https://www.looperman.com/loops/detail/76095/140-bpm-swing-drum-by-ferryterry-free-140bpm-jazz-drum-loop

ether

effy