i can't help you
but i still care
and i want you
to know im there
and there's no point
if you wont share
i cant think now
nothing stays clear

nothing stays, you want to go
and you think that i dont know
so i just think when im alone
and i can't seem to get these thoughts away

gon end it all like bombs away
just to go get these thoughts away
end it all like bombs away
just to go get these thoughts away

may 2024 i guess

talk to me yeah talk to me and tell me that everything’s gon be fine
take some steps inside my shoes and see the chaos in my life
look at me and hold my face and tell me that it’s all okay to cry
when i melt inside your arms i think that’s where i wanna die
im not the same without you without you i am gone
gone out of this world
gone out of this world
gone out of this world
gone out of this world

who listens to me atp (prod. sickboi)

fill my room up with chloroform
dont wanna hear it anymore
leave me behind with my remains
and dont miss me when im gone

fill my room up with chloroform
just wanna sleep thru the night long
cant u see how much i wanna go to sleep and never wake up

chloroform

la la la
la la la 

im so fucking blind
i treated u so right
u took advantage and just fucking left me behind
cutting all the way
and ignoring all the pain
im so fucking stupid and u saw it all the way

playing the victim and u know i hate it
all u do is call me crazy
saying all these lies and i just know it
but u know that im too fucking stupid

lying to my face
and u know its not okay
but u couldnt give a shit
u were smiling when i was in pain
but im not gonna break this time
im done with all the lies
i dont care what you say

you took my trust and set it in flames
burnt it down and just walked away
i was just a game to you
someone to blame, to break in two
oooh
ooh

la la la

theres a 50% chance i delete this
if it sounds wonky tell me what i need to change please thx

lyrics:
moved into town, looked all around
pretty new space, saw a new face
oh i was in space, all i wanted was to embrace
playing my bass and talking about this case

tying your lacessss, smiling with ur braces
looked into my eyes and i hated ur goodbyes

was too good to be true, was too dumb for u
was such a fool for u, i knew it was too good to be true

hi yes weve met once before i think

using Mary Jane (All Night Long) - Mary G Blige

i said honey come inside my workshop
my friend mary jane can make u pop off
she got all caps she got all the bottles
she got pills that make u wanna waddle
theres no poem to this song i js wanna get high
climb onto my roof with blunts and then i grab my light

smoke zone

this is very experimental so i might take it down.....,,,,,

i gotta find somewhere to be at night
i cant find sleep when im alone at night
i wish to be somewhere where there is peace

maybe you can see my eyebags
when you look into my face

i want to know if i can ever get some rest

next day and i feel like shit
woke up late and i feel sick

chronic insomniac

thanks for 200 im so tired im sorry the mising on this was ahh its 2 am

i know that i would never
crush your heart your pain again
i would think i would want new friends
so and so i cry your friends

hi yes weve met once before i think

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