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my eighteen reason </3

lyrics:
im a loser,
im retarded
i just ruin everything

you show me love
i dont deserve it
im a worthless human being

stab me 80 times and drop my body in the lake
id probably blow my brains if you escape and run away

im a loser
im so selfish
i want you all to me

i have the keys
to your house
and ill come in while you sleep

you cant change me
ive already gone crazy
its amazing
you sticking with me
even though im lazy
and stupid
and clueless
and maybe im too wreckless
ill buy you any necklace
ill do the things you tell me
and probably its gon kill me
youll bring out all the real me
and the real me is crazy
crazy, crazy, crazy

well im crazy now i guess

instrumental by my bro @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

ive been a ghost for a while
she saw the blood on the tiles
i blew my head off my neck
i tend to get sad past ten

my friends all think that im dumb
i want molly and a gun
youre stuck with me, you cant run
i dont know what i have done

nice to
meet you
youre my
soulmate

i know
i stalk you
its how i
show love

i know im
way too
clingy
im weird too

im weird too
im weird too
youre weird too
we're weird too

im such a failure i cant even tie a noose

instrumental by my boy @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

really really thought she wouldnt stab me
snuck a tag into my car and tracked me
looked in thru my windows when im napping
why shes always there when im lacking

she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
i want her out of my head

shell probably come track me down
shes probably here in my town
shell probably take me away
ill probably never be found
she really need to calm down
she need some lean or some loud
she such a queen, need a crown
i know ill never be found

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

maybe im the crazy one idk

prod @prodpishogue dont sleep

lyrics:

please tell me if i ever hurt you
please kill me if i ever try 
youre my soulmate, im tryna tell you
i know it when i look in your eyes girl
i know it when i feel all the love girl
i know it when you push and i shove girl
i know it when you pulled a knife out
i know it when you cut my heart out

i promise that my minds not right
i promise that ur minds not right too
you need to eat food, cause youre in a mood
your words cut deep they leave a wound

we'll both be dead before twenty two
i hate you, i love you, my feelings move
i left you, i miss you, im dumb dude

we'll both be dead before 22

@prodpishogue on the instrumental show him love

lyrics:
the leaves are falling from the trees, the month of halloween
i've been wearing a mask though, i'm always hiding me
you should not lie to me, you always come and cry to me
but when i cry to you, you say there's something wrong with me

changes, wasted time
wasted lover of mine
zoned out, here in my mind
thinking of the girl that i like

tell me that you love me, i know you dont girl
tell me that you hate me, i know you wont though
cause we're so toxic, your eyes are hypnotic
your words cure my sickness, never boring topics
i feel like im blocked in, i dont see the logic
im an alcoholic, popping narcotics
youre so gothic, youre so exotic
all this is ironic, heal me with this chronic

changes...

fill my room up with chloroform
dont wanna hear it anymore
leave me behind with my remains
and dont miss me when im gone

fill my room up with chloroform
just wanna sleep thru the night long
cant u see how much i wanna go to sleep and never wake up

chloroform

tried something new have mixed feelings ab it tho 

don't leave me ima cut my brains out
put me on fire and light my face up
cut me in my heart and in my face yea

say pretty lies
i see it in ur eyes
u say excuses
u are right
i think of u all day and night
and i stalked u for half of my life

wasted

la la la
la la la 

im so fucking blind
i treated u so right
u took advantage and just fucking left me behind
cutting all the way
and ignoring all the pain
im so fucking stupid and u saw it all the way

playing the victim and u know i hate it
all u do is call me crazy
saying all these lies and i just know it
but u know that im too fucking stupid

lying to my face
and u know its not okay
but u couldnt give a shit
u were smiling when i was in pain
but im not gonna break this time
im done with all the lies
i dont care what you say

you took my trust and set it in flames
burnt it down and just walked away
i was just a game to you
someone to blame, to break in two
oooh
ooh

la la la

theres a 50% chance i delete this
if it sounds wonky tell me what i need to change please thx

lyrics:
moved into town, looked all around
pretty new space, saw a new face
oh i was in space, all i wanted was to embrace
playing my bass and talking about this case

tying your lacessss, smiling with ur braces
looked into my eyes and i hated ur goodbyes

was too good to be true, was too dumb for u
was such a fool for u, i knew it was too good to be true

hi yes weve met once before i think

summerbreak :D

prod sickboi

why does everyone i know just leave me to rot in this pit
i feel like im getting pushed to the side like im just a piece of shit

i wish i knew how to be someone better than i am
i wish i knew how to be someone more likable than i am

why does every time i try to talk just end up in a fight
why do i have to be so cautious when i try to speak my mind

i wish i knew how to be someone better than i am
i wish i knew how to be someone more likable than i am