New single “You can say” 

-Lyrics-
Got this weight 
Yeah weighing down in my chest 
We could fight 
But I’d rather lay down to rest 
I know you already 
Found your next 
So why do you 
Keep messing with my head 
Got another bottle 
Yeah I’ll take another round 
I lost count 
Of everything that I downed 
Guess I’d rather drink
Yeah I’d rather drown 
Then continue to hear you out 

You can say you can top me off
But I’m already at the bottom of this bottle aye
You can say you’re giving all you got 
then why do I feel so awful aye
You can say that we can talk
Then why are we so damn hostile aye
You can say we’re better off
Then why are my feelings bottled aye

Airplane mode baby
That’s how I leave my phone 
Can’t reach me 
I’d rather be alone 
If I wanted to be sad
Then I’d just stay at home 
If I wanted to be mad
Then I’d catch a tone 
I don’t wanna say baby that I don’t care
But when I’m hurting you’re never there 
Maybe that’s why I feel this way
Maybe that’s why maybe that’s why 

(You can say X6)
You can say you can top me off
But I’m already at the bottom of this bottle aye
You can say you’re giving all you got 
then why do I feel so awful aye
You can say that we can talk
Then why are we so damn hostile aye
You can say we’re better off
Then why are my feelings bottled aye

Prod by prod. dercept x ayoley (premium license)
Mix by yago 
Master by Kanashi

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You can say (prod. dercept x ayoley)

collab with my boy

produced by jabarionthebeat

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LYRICS

mel:
swear to god i been fighting for my life
takin wrongs gotta turn em into rights
think purgatory is the outcome of my life
if i sit this idle not a bottle in my sight 

abandoned my remedies
for late evening therapy
alone with my tragedies
hold on for you i swear i hold on for you listen to me

i can hold on till the morning 
the coping aids becoming unimportant
i would rather see my life in the right motion
while being sad than numbing all of my emotions
feel i got all eyes on me
know it’s paranoia deep imbedded by a screen
feeling green screen love i pretend it isn’t me
that be tapping these keys that be chasing these dreams 
out of body when i speak

but u don’t speak to me
i started this cycle now alone in the street
think imma make a scene
it’s so fucking obscene how u chasing a dream
and end up fuckin leaving
ur goals for realistic endeavors 
i never thought that i’d tell u this
but i’m too exhausted for all of this
burn myself i’m an arsonist
see green a botanist
no blueprint honest shit tops all the

at first didn’t know what this meant to me
now it’s my life i embrace it entirely
lost time to love u they were draining my energy
but this love that i have will push on to eternity

mango:
just woke up, bout to fucking throw up
I don't wanna talk loud I don't wanna show up
mama didn't raise no bitch so its load up
heard you talking shit on the internet so what
twitter fingers turn your boy into pictures
on the shirt that you wearing, why you acting
so vicious, uh
moving differet, I've been painting them pictures
now they say "mango how'd u get so great" 
uhhhhh whatchu mean
I've been better than half y'all since 16
I don't like y'all so so so switchy
oo 
y'all so bitch made, cant be me
I've been rolling with my main bitch she like riri
whatchu mean when I pop out shine like vv
oo wipe yo nose slat you ain't green bean
oo watch yo main hoe she want my pee pee

remedy (ft Kid Mango) [prod jabarionthebeat]

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lyrics:

hello, is anybody even out there?
or do my words just fall on deaf ears?
i go ignored
well fuck you
i guess i'll keep it to myself next time
no one in whom i can confide
i'll scream more

maybe i'm just not enough
maybe i just mess it up
they give me disapproving frowns
and make it clear that it'd be better if i just weren't around
never spoken out
but honestly it really fucks me up
when i feel like a burden to all the ones i love

well goodbye
i would say it was nice to see you but
the tone in which you're speaking says otherwise
well never mind
i can't ever seem to please you
but at least in my own mind i can know i tried

maybe i'm just not enough
maybe i just mess it up
they give me disapproving frowns
and make it clear that it'd be better if i just weren't around
never spoken out
but honestly it really fucks me up
when i feel like a burden to all the ones i love

to all the ones i love (prod. in bloom)

my quick fixes ft. dead broke (p. 5head)

Coffin [+ nate2timez]

(p. splashgvng)
Made this when i was bored :)


mix and mastered by me 
produced by splashgvng
cover art by me

i h8 myself

welp, too bad!
spotify soon!

prod. @irby314

lyrics:
its too bad i need cover
i leave track, relapse and recover
i see you moved past, i still gotta
with self doubt i cant sprout, i need others
yea i could use that to leap forward
cuz everything i wanna try just leaves me cornered
i see the moon set in midsummer
thats useless blue text in green covers
its really too bad

how long do i have to play pretend still?
all of the nights where i tried but nothing works for me
i cant get a hold of different angles
narrow my sight til it matches my uncertainty

and i keep hurting me with sabotaging myself
cant let it burden me, its just another farewell
rip out my circuitry and coat my heart in pastels
fool me internally until its part of my shell

yea its cool i get it, im used to adapting by now
but these tools do not help cuz i found

its too bad i need cover
i leave track, relapse and recover
i see you moved past, i still gotta
with self doubt i cant sprout, i need others
yea i could use that to leap forward
cuz everything i wanna try just leaves me cornered
i see the moon set in midsummer
thats useless blue text in green covers

its really too bad i need cover
i leave track, relapse and recover
i see you moved past, i still gotta
with self doubt i cant sprout, i need others
yea i could use that to leap forward
cuz everything i wanna try just leaves me cornered
i see the moon set midsummer
thats useless blue text in green covers

blue text, green covers | prod. irby

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Cover Art: @shxdy808 
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LYRICS: 

[Chorus]
falling asleep in the bathtub
the feeling of drowing is waking me up
i dont sleep when i have to
its probably an issue
i dont get enough 

falling asleep in the bathtub
the feeling of drowing is waking me up
i dont sleep when i have to
its probably an issue
i dont get enough 

[verse]
staying up all night, i think im stuck in my head
and i can never fall asleep i think i need some new meds
i think i need some new friends cuz ive been starting to lose it
showing signs of relapse but my friends have been clueless 

[chorus]
falling asleep in the bathtub
the feeling of drowing is waking me up
i dont sleep when i have to
its probably an issue
i dont get enough 

[outro]
yea they been clueless
dont know what to do with this 
falling asleep now
theres still so much left to write down

Falling Asleep In The Bathtub

pt1 coz im a muffuckin knockoff
lot more stuff comin
also thx to @noizeyymusic for the fire ft

mæsk
i think i need closure
i rlly thought that i had known ya
tug o war all on the sofa 
a little push and we were closer and now is over

and then u gave me closure 
right guy wrong time
mind is fallin out the sky
picking up the pieces but their sharper than a knife
i got one to many problems but i just keep em to one side

pardon me coz i still see ur face
a part of me has honestly just gone to waste
20 years ive spent 8 in the darkest place
hard for me to wake with these stomach aches

baby i been fading like the white chalk
a lot more lately i been getting walked on
so i been hiding in the sewer like his knockoff

baby its hard to pretend 
i lost u again
thoughts unlikely to end
the darkest of red
painted all over my head
counting my breathes
using my last ounce of strength
to talk to my friends

but seems like i only talk to mic
used to wanna love atleast i tried
used to wanna but i had live i lied
finally closing both my eyes

noizeyy 
finally closing both my eyes
you told me everythings just fine i dont believe your lies
not a mind reader tell me when somethings not right
yeah i might leave her 
disappear into the night alright
alright alright alright

yeahhhh

but you never gave me closure
its been a while since you came over
not seen you in a year but it feels so much fucking longer

i miss crying on your shoulder 
without you here beside me my hearts so much fucking colder

you were always tryna face your past
you cant keep moving forward if you’re always looking back
but babe i loved you, and now i lost you its awful
i want you
but you dont want me too its horrible

clxsure ft dxnny (boyfifty)

Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

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