(prod. Johnnyfriend  x perishbeats)
https://soundcloud.com/fuckmontright
https://www.youtube.com/c/JohnnyFriendbeats
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ulovely x Mont - faraway

@kodylavigne
@johnnyfriend

lyrics:
[killnord]
i want you to tell me
what was i supposed to do?
and i won't let you blame me
think i'm done with avoiding you
cause it's not my fault
that it all went wrong
and it wasn't love
and i tried it all
now i'm feeling numb
i need more drugs
my body's sore
i'm on the floor

i don't wanna feel like this or like that
my heart is breaking in half
already feel like a mess
already feel like i'm dead
i try my best but it's not enough
i guess that i'm not the one
i guess that i fucked it up
the pain just will never stop

[kody lavigne]
i know you used me
but i won't fall again
and i won't play pretend
girl you never were my friend
i'm tired of all the lies
i hope this is the end
and i hope you tell your friends
that i broke your heart again
it feels like girls don't really like me
they just wanna hurt my psyche
in the end it always bites me yeah
i know that i won't fall in love again
because you fucked it up for them
why can't i get you out my head? yeah

[killnord]
i don't wanna feel like this or like that
my heart is breaking in half
already feel like a mess
already feel like i'm dead
i try my best but it's not enough
i guess that i'm not the one
i guess that i fucked it up
the pain just will never stop

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what was i supposed to do? (feat. kody lavigne)

i'm such a fuck up

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worth it [prod. zupehr]

collegeboy

produced by byekento

three, two, one

conversations but they just don't help
'cause i'd rather keep it all to myself and i 
don't know if that's good for my health
but i would rather die than to trust someone else

i think a lot but i don't think well
'cause all my goddamn thoughts start to crash and burn
you should've listened when i said that there was no way to help
'cause at the end of the day i'd rather be anybody fucking else
burning all my bridges 'cause i don't need no one else
couldn't tell you if that's true but that's just what i tell myself 
i don't need no body to hold on now 
and no one can stop me i don't need- 
 
don't try to hard you might fuck up
don't try to hard you might just fuck it all up
but i've left all my stains in the past 
all along with the jeans that i stained in the grass
could someone tell me about the point i'm missing?
i started messing around i don't know what i'm missing
but maybe it's you, you, you, yeah maybe it's you
i don't know how to tell the truth

conversations but they just don't help
'cause i'd rather keep it all to myself and i 
don't know if that's good for my health
but i would rather die than to trust someone else

i think a lot but i don't think well
'cause all my goddamn thoughts start to crash and burn
you should've listened when i said that there was no way to help
'cause at the end of the day i'd rather be anybody fucking else
burning all my bridges 'cause i don't need no one else
couldn't tell you if that's true but that's just what i tell myself 
i don't need no body to hold on now 
and no one can stop me i don't need help

conversations but they just don't help
'cause i'd rather keep it all to myself and i 
don't know if that's good for my health
but i would rather die than to trust someone else

CONVERSATIONS

Is this all that I am anymore ?
Can I call this a relapse or
Am I just stupid
I’m just stupid
No one cares when I say it as a joke
I look fine but inside I’m froze
I’m so stupid 
Aren’t I stupid ? 

I’m so deluded it feels like a burden now
Keep throwing money till I say I’m finally out
But I’m not
All that I’ve worked for immediately out my hands
Say I’m fine but it’s nothing that I could grasp
Isn’t that stupid ?

Is this all that I am anymore ?
Can I call this a relapse or
Am I just stupid
I’m just stupid
No one cared when I said it as a joke
I look fine but inside I’m froze
I’m so stupid 
I’m so stupid 

Eyes glued to my screen all night
Fall asleep without my high
You don’t get it and nor do I
I swear I only use it to pass my time
But what time is it now ?
I’m starting to feel better can you slow it down
I’ll stay awake till I go outside
And pretend it’s not ruined my life

Is this all that I am anymore ?
Can I call this a relapse or
Am I just stupid
I’m just stupid
No one cared when I said it as a joke
I look fine but inside I’m froze
I’m so stupid 
I’m so stupid

I’m so deluded it feels like a burden now
Keep throwing money till I say I’m finally out
But I’m not
All that I’ve worked for immediately out my hands
Say I’m fine but it’s nothing that I could grasp
Isn’t that stupid ?