i tried so hard so many times i i really tried to do it well i swear to god i’m not the same as i was i am just a shell you said somethings you didn’t mean sometimes i really couldn’t tell if everything is just a dream or am i really stuck in hell i pray to god they cut me off when they don’t need me anymore i pray to god to take me with him when i’m not needed anymore i’ve always had this intuition they’ll find my body on the floor and i could i last my whole damn life and still not be a thing at all and thats what they can’t comprehend just wait till no one else is left they’ll cut me off i know they will so i don’t really give a fuck if they care or they don’t ‘cause i don’t really care at all i can’t be saved when my time is up no i just can’t be saved at all ‘cause i’ve seen me bleed every time this time i’ve crossed the line i’ve been the issue this whole damn time there ain’t no point tryna save my live ‘cause it can’t be helped i won’t help myself i swear there ain’t a thing i’m afraid of now ‘cause i’ve seen it all ‘cause i’ve seen it all don’t save me just save yourself ‘cause i can’t be helped ‘cause i can’t be helped oh

good at helping, not being helped

静けさ - shizukesa

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