IT WON'T MATTER WHEN I'M DEAD

https://open.spotify.com/album/3RSb91NSjdPRzSQPLhoTMR
prod: @prodbyjoshwa <3 
mixed by: @oroahh <3 + myself 
lyrics: 
 (dpf)
we dont talk no more 
but she told me that i could be a star
ive been working hard
she would be proud if i make it far 
ive been findin it crazy
seem like everyone hate me
wish i could pay to be happy
i kinda hate that im lazy
people think that im stupid
i always feel like im doubted
i kinda hate when its crowded
i wanna be alone
now my vision is blurry
i need you in a hurry
tell me when your back 
please dont call my phone
no, oh, tell me when ur back
please dont call my phone

(4cf) 
stop calling my  phone up
and especially don’t be texting me
I-
got
21 questions for you
all them why you repping me now?
playing games not meant for me
you said I won’t never be
half of like what I am now
but you rock with the POPSTAR
killing my energy
ok
this shit expected
i peeped your story you mentioned
but it was radio silence back then
i see yo intentions
talk to the wall like it listens
and take yo pride to the fishes
let it swim in
you got yourself to blame
if I’m being distant
ok you know why-

 (dpf)
we dont talk no more 
but she told me that i could be a star
ive been working hard
she would be proud if i make it far 
ive been findin it crazy
seem like everyone hate me
wish i could pay to be happy
i kinda hate that im lazy
people think that im stupid
i always feel like im doubted
i kinda hate when its crowded
i wanna be alone
now my vision is blurry
i need you in a hurry
tell me when your back 
please dont call my phone

(tsuyunoshi)
puff smoke inhale i cant see shit
fuck the ppl who said i wont ever be shit
time and time again, i been losing friends
and i don’t feel like making amends
all you bitches acting like u toxic
i dont want your love anymore, i wanna talk shit
dissing on my name, dgaf bitch
u steady thinking bout me, chase a bag 
time and time again, bitches acting like they fans
and i’m tired of seeing it, sippin too slow on arsenic
and i been feelin
i got my problems nowhere to go
everythings been feeling slow
i got my problems nowhere to go
everythings been feeling slow

stream everywhere!

star w/ 4cf & tsuyunoshi (joshwa)

thx4evrythng

prod @siemspark

i hope youre glad

i hope you're glad (siemspark + heyrick)

bad news

out of service

second single of "IT WON'T MATTER WHEN I'M DEAD"

guess everything is said and done
you told me roll the dice and now i’m stuck with what i’m dealt
i didn’t have a choice 
and i know 
walking on my feelings like another tightrope
i don’t wanna talk think i’d rather stay cold
‘cause i’m MIA and i just don’t know how 

they always find me baby i’ve been going fucking insane
‘cause i’ve been paranoid and i think that it fucks with my brain
it got so complicated, me and you are one in the same 
different skin, different bones, but we’re one in the same

and i don’t wanna fuck things up
‘cause i think too much ‘cause i’m so damn in love 
just tell me everything is really neccesary 
‘cause i don’t wanna be the one you don’t need
tell me that you knew it since the day you met me 
tell me “i think you’re the one for me” 
‘cause i don’t fuck with unimportant conversations 
tell me if it’s over with or if you wanna chase it 

guess everything is said and done
you told me roll the dice and now i’m stuck with what i’m dealt
i didn’t have a choice 
and i know 
walking on my feelings like another tightrope
i don’t wanna talk think i’d rather stay cold
‘cause i’m MIA and i just don’t know how 

they always find me baby i’ve been going fucking insane
‘cause i’ve been paranoid and i think that it fucks with my brain
it got so complicated, me and you are one in the same 
different skin, different bones, but we’re one in the same

they always find me baby i’ve been going fucking insane
‘cause i’ve been paranoid and i think that it fucks with my brain
it got so complicated, me and you are one in the same 
different skin, different bones, but we’re one in the same

PARANOID

first singe off my upcoming project "IT WON'T MATTER WHEN I'M DEAD"

i'll do anything a thousand times before i get it right
and I feel everything without a reason why i know I'm out of time
It's hard to think that you could fuck with someone new 
(fuck with someone new)
'cuz the only thing i'd do is stand by you
(I would stand by you)
tell me that you're there, but you always do me wrong and
i don't want to talk baby i've been steady crying
if i'm being honest baby i don't wanna try it 
'cause every time i'm with you swear to god i'm fucking dying

i don't wanna fight anymore
you always trying to do me wrong you always playing offense
and every time you tell a lie its got me over the edge
i'll say it again i'm better off dead 
doesn't matter if you goddamn hate me 

and i've done everything more times than i can count 
fuck my life 'cause i can't tell if you're just keeping me around 
is it so goddamn hard to say?
tell me that you need me there's no other way
tell me that you're never gonna run
'cause all those times that i fucked up
still never sure if i'm ever enough oh
'cause i was never good to play my part
i always end up fucking up 
my lines, all the time
saying everything and nothing at the same time

i don't wanna fight anymore
you always trying to do me wrong you always playing offense
and every time you tell a lie its got me over the edge
i'll say it again i'm better off dead 
doesn't matter if you goddamn hate me 
i don't wanna fight anymore
you always trying to do me wrong you always playing offense
and every time you tell a lie its got me over the edge
i'll say it again i'm better off dead 
doesn't matter if you goddamn hate me 

just so sick of my self
i don't wanna, i don't wanna fall off 
say you're your wishing me well-well
we-ell-ell-ell-ell

RUNNN

i don’t despise your words no more
i know things arn’t the same 
i watch your smile decay
it pulls until it breaks 
just stay don’t you fade 
i’ll wait till you come home 
don’t think that you’re alone 
i watch the way you go 
so low 
it’s so cold 
touch still warm
don’t hold on
don’t say much just hold your ground
stay around don’t get so lonely 
lies so phoney kills me slowly 
save myself i killed the old me 
burn my flesh i’m decomposing 
save my breath don’t leave me holding on 
holding on 
don’t hold on

remember that one time on the rooftop when i really wanted to throw myself off it but never could

it hurts in a certain way i could never really get across

i tried so hard so many times i i really tried to do it well i swear to god i’m not the same as i was i am just a shell you said somethings you didn’t mean sometimes i really couldn’t tell if everything is just a dream or am i really stuck in hell i pray to god they cut me off when they don’t need me anymore i pray to god to take me with him when i’m not needed anymore i’ve always had this intuition they’ll find my body on the floor and i could i last my whole damn life and still not be a thing at all and thats what they can’t comprehend just wait till no one else is left they’ll cut me off i know they will so i don’t really give a fuck if they care or they don’t ‘cause i don’t really care at all i can’t be saved when my time is up no i just can’t be saved at all ‘cause i’ve seen me bleed every time this time i’ve crossed the line i’ve been the issue this whole damn time there ain’t no point tryna save my live ‘cause it can’t be helped i won’t help myself i swear there ain’t a thing i’m afraid of now ‘cause i’ve seen it all ‘cause i’ve seen it all don’t save me just save yourself ‘cause i can’t be helped ‘cause i can’t be helped oh

good at helping, not being helped

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if i'm being honest i can't tell you where i've been
if i'm being honest i can't tell you who i am
if i'm being honest i've been up all night
with my screen of light just Infront my sight

if i'm being honest i can't tell the truth
all i ever wanted was to shelter you but 
honestly i'm not enough to care for you
'cause i'm fucked up and it scares me too 'cause
i'm the type of guy to bring issues in your life
can't see you eye to eye 
don't know where i'm at tonight
and you're the type who just knows exactly what you need 
but i can't be what you need swear i can't be what you need
same dumb moves gotta watch myself
i can't take no goddamn help
i am just an empty shell i swear 
you should love your own damn self

if i'm being honest i can't tell you where i've been
if i'm being honest i can't tell you who i am
if i'm being honest i've been up all night
with my screen of light just Infront my sight
if i'm being honest i can't tell you where i've been
if i'm being honest i can't tell you who i am
if i'm being honest i've been up all night
with my screen of light just Infront my sight

and i know that it's hard to say goodbye 
but honestly it's hard to see you by my side
'cause i am not the one to save your life
but could you ever blame me if i said i tried?

i'm not that guy, see you in another life
promise you it'll be alright 
but swear that it just don't feel right
so i can't decide, honestly i think i died
panic at the speed of light
tell me i'm the reason why it died
tell me there's a reason that it's right 
save me from another sleepless night
'cause honestly i never get it right

if i'm being honest

ty for everyone who wished me a happy bday :))

AMV Lyrics Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1XlMNqQqQEo

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Lyrics:
(Yeah if you wanna see it go and see it in my heart)
(Baby don't let me go)
(Go and tell me what's the meaning cuz you're tearing me apart)
(Baby don't let me go)

Yeah if you wanna see it go and see it in my heart
Go and tell me what's the meaning cuz you're tearing me apart
No you wouldn't wanna be me it'll be the death of us
Oh so tell me what's the meaning that you're tearing me apart
Cuz I know all the times that you're on my mind, you don't do enough for me
Wasting all my time I don't feel alive, can you do what you did to me?

So baby don't let me go
I'm needing you the most
I understand the way you think, the way you
lead me on
You like my personality, the way i turn it on
Yeah all the things I couldn't do, I did it all along
So baby don't let me go
I'm needing you the most
I understand the way you think, the way you
lead me on
You like my personality, the way i turn it on
Yeah all the things I couldn't do, I did it all along

Say the truth
Tell me how you hate it
I'll just do what you do
Just say it
Cuz all my life I've been trying and waiting
Baby I
I've been tryna say it

Yeah if you wanna see it go and see it in my heart
Go and tell me what's the meaning cuz you're tearing me apart
No you wouldn't wanna be me it'll be the death of us
Oh so tell me what's the meaning that you're tearing me apart
Cuz I know all the times that you're on my mind, you don't do enough for me
Wasting all my time I don't feel alive, can you do what you did to me?

So baby don't let me go
I'm needing you the most
I understand the way you think, the way you
lead me on
You like my personality, the way i turn it on
Yeah all the things I couldn't do, I did it all along
So baby don't let me go
I'm needing you the most
I understand the way you think, the way you
lead me on
You like my personality, the way i turn it on
Yeah all the things I couldn't do, I did it all along

Tearing Me Apart

Tearing Me Apart (prod. Black Rose)

taking drugs I'm falling out 
promised you I'm cutting down 
promise you id load my rounds
promised you id kill myself 
gotta go and change my tire
fuck my job man i got fired 
fuck that bitch man I'm gon find her 
fuck that bitch man i don't like her 

that bitch gonna kill herself 
she just wanna break her body 
that bitch gonna go through hell 
smoke my blunt up on her body

i don't care about that shit 
i don't care about no hoe
i don't about a thing
as long as you bring me home 

care about my head 
no i don't care about my ex
no i don't care about that bitch
i got a rope around my neck 

i got a rope around my neck

stupid bitch her name is shayla
and my mom said i should date ya
oh my god i fucking hate you 
i know i don't have a chance 
and you fucked up all my plans

i don't care about that shit 
i don't care about no hoe
i just care about my gun
that nobody even knows about 
taking drugs I'm falling out 
promised that I'm cutting down 
promise you id load my rounds
promised you id kill myself 
that bitch so bad it hurt my health

stupid bitch her name is shayla
and my mom said i should date ya
oh my god i fucking hate you 
i know I don't have a chance 
and you fucked up all my plans

fun little song i made with @07shayan & @meantyyy

lyrics

[shayan]
baby won't you tell me
won't you tell me why you do this to me, to me x2

put your hands all on my body
let me see what you can do
babygirl you know that you are the one
i don't need nobody else, i swear its just me and you
babygirl you know that you are the one

let me show you around
take you uptown
i just wanna see your face
baby tell me about
all the things that you would do
if i was there right next to you

[mosh]
i-i-i i wanted all of my life with you
but you never told me who you are
just tell me what you were gonna do
i just wanna give you all my love
so baby

take-
my life away
i never showed you what i wanna be

baby i can't love
anybody else but, anybody else but
you

[meanty]
give me a moment
cause i dont wanna hear a single thing that you might say in my mind (mind)
you're one and only
yeah, i dont wanna leave ya but its making me just feel like i might
cause i-

know you
you'll be on my own
i don't wanna say too much, i know its enough yea
say, whatever you want
oh it'll take this much so tell me do ya

[mosh]
do you wanna move it
i dont wanna lose it
girl i wanna lose you tonight
oh, oh
if you wanna do it
baby i can prove it
i'm not even sure if you're right x2 (second half with shayan adlibs)

[shayan]
baby won't you tell me
won't you tell me why you do this to me, to me x2 (second half with mosh adlibs)

put your hands all on my body
let me see what you can do
babygirl you know that you are the one
i don't need nobody else, i swear its just me and you
babygirl you know that you are the one

[outro]

RUNNN

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