chronological order lol

my first time ventilating my brain with music made me overheat and now i need fans or a cooling tank for my brain.
i made the beat on soundtrap.com for free pls dont sue me, i need money for a new car );

can i get rgb fans for my brain?

(zoloft) i take back all my time I lied but i can't go on
Whyd u say those lies to me
i dont wanna push it so hard to go on
I swear that u were the not the one tho
U swear that u were so true
Not everythingis black or blue
($udz) i don’t really care about noth’n no more
ion really care what the day got in store
for me
cuz all i’m really do’n is selling my soul
just to sleep just to live how long can this be?
how long can this be
it’s just like a bad dream
but i can’t wake up
wake up
gotta go
sell your soul again
shit
i should have stayed in bed

check out my friend zoloft here 🤙
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/w7CLrcfkQCb4SJS5A

should've stayed in bed w/zoloft [Prod. @STARBOYROB + BROOKEBEATZ + PRODBYCOLORADO]

lyrics
($udz)bitch im the suds from the shadow realm 
out the sink gonna wash you away way
no sun can burn the clouds hang’n over my head when i’ve had a bad day day  
say all you want like twenty questions 
but  this world i cannot stay stay 
made up my mind or at least what’s left of it
 it started to decay cay

if i knew it’d be like this i would’ve stayed in the womb 
tomb
all im thinking about is doom 
soon
agitated 
ya know you instigated 
this situation 
mass devastation 
reunite pangea 
tear it apart again 
god’s hands
sudz’s will
(MOTHDUSTER)
Averted coped, 
diverted kitchen sins
That bitches whipped cream covered nippled limbs 
Stuck inna loop that runs in my head
Like my downstem 10
I’ll snap till I’m dead,
Wanna cover my face with a hatchetsen 
Gasoline, syrup matchboxes for parents heads 
A cardboard boxer and a metronome to keep my pockets safe 
I’m no fucking saint
Ask behavior health 
They’ll say I did it with a belt
Jack n’ 24 with no more 
Ask me what’s wrong and I don’t know
I do the stick n’ poke
x2 I do the inking you do the bleeding x2


https://soundcloud.com/user-606813790
https://soundcloud.com/mothdusterr

Omen ft. MOTHDUSTERR [Prod. poison pond]

mixed by my friend zoloft. check him out https://soundcloud.com/zoloftmusic (:

beat prod by sorrow bringer https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ (:

LYRICS:
what’s the point in run’n if the race is rigged
is it insane to keep going on
cuz things are getting bad each day ain’t look’n better
i’m pretty worn down get’n beat from the weather

feel’n suicidal
stress floods in like a tidal..
wave
waves of happiness are short and they wave goodbye only to come back once a blue moon
moon
illuminate my night
give some light for my eyes and my heart
cuz this stress is heavy and it’s burning out my wick
wicked thoughts are all that remain

like blowing out their brains so their screams heal my pain
i’ll frame the stain
i’m done with these charades their fake smiles and parades burst with grenades

shrapnel flying
loved ones dying
mother’s crying
my eyes are shining
hate is blinding
always grinding
my art is smiting
demon’s dining

lap23 [Prod. sorrow bringer]

(zoloft) Take back I dont wanna go out like that
Sitting in the back I got so bad
I was in all black jeans stay strapped
Walk in worn out shoes u can stay mad

I dont need no fake friends stay back cus I'll b playing shows in LA rad
Nd one day ill b on tour with the right pack
Smoking what I need, need some life pacc

($udz) i’m just skate’n
i’m just skate’n
you just hate’n
you just hate’n
for what?
i don’t even know
but you know
i be here
grinding in these streets
got you sweating in your sheets
cuz you see me with the blade getting my own way

still getting paid
making ends meet
like runners on their feet gonna cut to the chase
run up on me
ima make you blue faced
fast forward
 i’m with zoloft erasing your fate



check out my friend zoloft here (: https://soundcloud.com/zoloftmusic

ep with zoloft coming at the end of the year stay posted B)

black jeans//strapped w/zoloft [Prod. crybabycam x bello]

i could never be the one to turn my back
but if you cross me i won’t hesitate to cut you off
cut you off
like cutting off my flesh
it hurts to cut you off

we were friends
what do you mean
what is your scheme
how do you sleep
what is your dream
are you plotting clearly i can see
you are a fake
there’s no mistake
i will not waste
sit by or wait
save you the time and burn this bridge myself

it’s burn’n
your burn’n
i’m burn’n
we’re all burn’n to the floor

pull up to the door with the scythe in my hand
no bell rang but it went according to plan
cut a rat dead and sent his body back to his fam
just another day at work
just another name to forget

check out dexthchrxme the dude is hella goated and deserves the recognition https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2VJAKnwpxVazl604wivFLQ

Ballad For The Betrayed [Prod. dexthchrxme]

sudz 🦇