chronological order lol

Mixed playlist for ONI: $udz

https://soundcloud.com/c0rpsebleed

ONI: $udz

my first time ventilating my brain with music made me overheat and now i need fans or a cooling tank for my brain.
i made the beat on soundtrap.com for free pls dont sue me, i need money for a new car );

can i get rgb fans for my brain?

(zoloft) i take back all my time I lied but i can't go on
Whyd u say those lies to me
i dont wanna push it so hard to go on
I swear that u were the not the one tho
U swear that u were so true
Not everythingis black or blue
($udz) i don’t really care about noth’n no more
ion really care what the day got in store
for me
cuz all i’m really do’n is selling my soul
just to sleep just to live how long can this be?
how long can this be
it’s just like a bad dream
but i can’t wake up
wake up
gotta go
sell your soul again
shit
i should have stayed in bed

check out my friend zoloft here 🤙
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/w7CLrcfkQCb4SJS5A

should've stayed in bed w/zoloft [Prod. @STARBOYROB + BROOKEBEATZ + PRODBYCOLORADO]

lyrics
($udz)bitch im the suds from the shadow realm 
out the sink gonna wash you away way
no sun can burn the clouds hang’n over my head when i’ve had a bad day day  
say all you want like twenty questions 
but  this world i cannot stay stay 
made up my mind or at least what’s left of it
 it started to decay cay

if i knew it’d be like this i would’ve stayed in the womb 
tomb
all im thinking about is doom 
soon
agitated 
ya know you instigated 
this situation 
mass devastation 
reunite pangea 
tear it apart again 
god’s hands
sudz’s will
(MOTHDUSTER)
Averted coped, 
diverted kitchen sins
That bitches whipped cream covered nippled limbs 
Stuck inna loop that runs in my head
Like my downstem 10
I’ll snap till I’m dead,
Wanna cover my face with a hatchetsen 
Gasoline, syrup matchboxes for parents heads 
A cardboard boxer and a metronome to keep my pockets safe 
I’m no fucking saint
Ask behavior health 
They’ll say I did it with a belt
Jack n’ 24 with no more 
Ask me what’s wrong and I don’t know
I do the stick n’ poke
x2 I do the inking you do the bleeding x2


https://soundcloud.com/user-606813790
https://soundcloud.com/mothdusterr

Omen ft. MOTHDUSTERR [Prod. poison pond]

mixed by my friend zoloft. check him out https://soundcloud.com/zoloftmusic (:

beat prod by sorrow bringer https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ (:

LYRICS:
what’s the point in run’n if the race is rigged
is it insane to keep going on
cuz things are getting bad each day ain’t look’n better
i’m pretty worn down get’n beat from the weather

feel’n suicidal
stress floods in like a tidal..
wave
waves of happiness are short and they wave goodbye only to come back once a blue moon
moon
illuminate my night
give some light for my eyes and my heart
cuz this stress is heavy and it’s burning out my wick
wicked thoughts are all that remain

like blowing out their brains so their screams heal my pain
i’ll frame the stain
i’m done with these charades their fake smiles and parades burst with grenades

shrapnel flying
loved ones dying
mother’s crying
my eyes are shining
hate is blinding
always grinding
my art is smiting
demon’s dining

lap23 [Prod. sorrow bringer]

(zoloft) Take back I dont wanna go out like that
Sitting in the back I got so bad
I was in all black jeans stay strapped
Walk in worn out shoes u can stay mad

I dont need no fake friends stay back cus I'll b playing shows in LA rad
Nd one day ill b on tour with the right pack
Smoking what I need, need some life pacc

($udz) i’m just skate’n
i’m just skate’n
you just hate’n
you just hate’n
for what?
i don’t even know
but you know
i be here
grinding in these streets
got you sweating in your sheets
cuz you see me with the blade getting my own way

still getting paid
making ends meet
like runners on their feet gonna cut to the chase
run up on me
ima make you blue faced
fast forward
 i’m with zoloft erasing your fate



check out my friend zoloft here (: https://soundcloud.com/zoloftmusic

ep with zoloft coming at the end of the year stay posted B)

black jeans//strapped w/zoloft [Prod. crybabycam x bello]

Take my eyes
Please just take my fuckin’ eyes
I don’t want to see
Leave me the fuck alone
Leave me be

i see their eyes are led astray
i see their eyes look down on me
i see their lives are nothing

v-v-v-v-very pleasant to see the moonset
white light upon the shoreline
(this worlds mine)
shoring up those talking shit
ocean waves crash the night air

rain bled through my hair
gaze upon with a blank stare
noises of those annoyances
drown out in the scene of silence

sensationalized homicides
clever, never will I ever
find a reason to be seasoned in the bullshit you’re pushing
an invitation to my eyesight.
the scene of what you’ve seen is mine.
see I can blur my vision and see beyond your miss decision

i can see why they’re so inclined
i can see why they’d rather die
i can’t see the good of their lives 

enter the room
eyes stare at me
i can clearly see
there really be
all these people
lookin’ at me
visions gone
i’m all alone

Get away from me

colors and shapes
murmurs of hate
there’s no one here
(there’s someone here)

fear entranced to a new dance
keeping the dead memories on repeat
they’ll leave me as I see fit
life, a fleeting moment of existence
(a final exit)

($udz)
i cant see why they even try
i dont even ask why
i cant help love the way they cry

no matter
how you cry
under the moon
is where
you die
rich or poor
kind or mean that scythe will gleam
it’s fucking funny how you flaunt all that shit but in the end it’s only you bitch
piece of shit rot in the ditch
too much drip got drowned out
fake dior bitch get back

scene//GAFM ft. $udz [prod. c0der]

[chxngii]
WHETHER i talk about it now
OR it takes me to the ground
NOT how you’d see me now
“I can’t stand how you’d 
DIE”
YOU recite so sentimental
ARE you sincere now?
ALONE in sanity
SACRED clemency

we can’t go on

weather brings the harsh clouds
never found a soul foul
entered my own mental now
here i’m put down

i know your friends they loved you
i know that

clear sickness from the distress
she sent me on a journey
while she suffered her epiphany

spared her love
a pure nature
an anxious murmur

cascade you in my dreams guiding every story
weaving every memory into the perfect view
of mental delusion evening in reflection

i can still see your

good morning
do you see HATE in the mirror?
do you see WHAT other eyes see in the mirror?
do you see YOUR actions in the mirror?
do you see NO ONE in the mirror?
do you see FOR when to forsake the mirror?
do you see YOUR time reflect in the mirror?
do you see ABOVE your sight in the mirror?
do you see IT?

[$udz]

aggressing ft. $udz [prod. puhf]

part 2 this is the scene part 2 the second itteration by a fucking freak

calm and collected
im filled with this envy
of lacking all feeling
evil seems so tempting

accomplish a murder spree
damn my friends gotta be
oni mentality
ye ye don't fuck with me

the first one spoke: $llicX138

blow my fuckin brains out
your name bloodied on the wall
and I know you isn't tripping at all joey 

and emma im still missing you
but yo ain't the reason why
I've gone and pulled the trigger on me

there's another: quanch

you don't even have to say it
I know that you've been faking it
acting like you love me
when that lie is clearly fucking blatant
you're not even worth my time
not a second can be wasted
ever since I fucking met you
all I do is go get faded

oni
don't leave me

life suddenly flashes behind my eyes
collapse the muscles in my throat
bloods choking out my mouth
her nails claw into me
collapse the threat
make sure it comes to an end
cut the last thread
it's said: $llicX138

don't you think that you can tell me what to do
when the tables fucking turn
I have nothing to prove to you
got something to say to you
"you might be right"
but I won't do it by your fucking rules

I know I got some screws loose
but no means am I a monster
posted up in someone's bedroom
I've treaded this fucking world with my hate ontop of my back
and I'll be damned if I don't have that girl back in my fucking hands

$udz: $udz

life's a bitch
you're a snitch
I'm the witch
$udz equip
blood is drip
potions thick
death is quick
feed my itch

itchy bitchy liar
with that must up in your sound
you're a stinky little try hard
in the end you know you're bound
you can't steppin' 
you can't push it
so you copy and paste it
you fake it till you make it
you take it and break it

break a leg dick head

I know that you've been faking acting like you love me
fake it till you make it
I have nothing to prove to you
blow my fucking brains out
I know I got some screws loose
I've gone and pulled the trigger on me
life's a bitch you're a snitch
you're not even worth my time

scene ii//oni ft. $llicX138 quanch $udz [prod. c0der]

fuck all that shit i don’t wanna get big
im just vibe’n it out i be telling no fibs
i dont fuck with no simps cuz they hate’n the pimp so i stick to my clique i ain’t holding a clip
 i ain’t hold’n blick but im ready to flick n
your end will be quick then i’m ready to dip
they be feel’n so sick when they see me equipped there’s no need for a fit im just here for a sip
sip’n up double cup blood cup
feel the cut
watch’n it pour out like a flood im getting hella faded off your blood
slip’n up now ur fucked got no luck
$udz has struck
showing the mercy i’ve been shown
stuck in my trap your cover’s blown
smoke
smoke’n out the rats
choke
choke’n out the rats
fuck your clout n hype im not the type to flaunt some bling material things
we’re all alone what’s an object to me
obviously you cannot see your life’s a tragedy that drip’s a drowned out plea
look at me look at me shut the fuck up
you a fanboy n don’t what’s up
act’n stuck up gonna get you pact out
know you gotta get buck but you can’t level up
step to me step to me get the fuck back
don’t know you n i only bump scrap
only the oni’s the rest are below me no time for no phonies this game or a trophy

----------------ayeyooooooo--------------->
NetuH is a cracked prod scope em out https://www.youtube.com/c/NetuH

chxngii mixed my vocals be sure to follow the brother n hit him up https://soundcloud.com/chxngii

shout out oniscrap keepn me inspired

rhymes with cvtting//doubleCup  [prod. NetuH]

quanch https://soundcloud.com/user-561208870
$udz     https://soundcloud.com/c0rpsebleed
c0der   https://www.youtube.com/user/uShUgEbL17qgkkj0T6q2

[chxngii]
cross the street not down the highway
cross my veins tie my wrists in knots
blood let letting my veins dry
got the knife by my side

im not hurting tonight
just euphoric its alright
pain feels different to me
gotta get me going
gotta go see ur hoe
shes been in my phone

talking about being in her throat now
i just know that numb is rather fun
when someones done with the bullshit theyre dealt
how else can i spell out 
that ur goofy not worth talking about

loveless without clout 
meet me at the mirror
ill show u ur new life
look back at me and repeat
"i just want to cut tonight"

take my blood
feeling so numb
i just want to see it all tonight
life essence 
ritual sentiment

Veralily is inviting this rhyme
to cut this life away
i just want to run out of my fucking time

[quanch]
close ur eyes
envision everything u ever wanted
now watch it turn to ashes
into nothing 
lifes been humbling
if u love me 
please say something
fuck

death aint shit
ill see them all again one day
for now my heart is full of rage
and theres nothing i can say
no excuse for my vicious ways
look into my eyes and ull see hate
shit

my mind cant be any further
evil thoughts of blood and murder
fuck the sunlight im nocturnal
im a mf'n serpent

[$udz]
off the mf'n heezay
$udz is feel'n pretty crazy
so u know today 
hes going to stain 
the clean slate
with that torn fate
eating at his mind
you know its a full plate

got to many things on my mind
aint got no sight of time
just focused on the scum that litters these spatial slums

stuck in the trap
gentrification
making a rap
up n down the block
rich bitches gonna flock
so im just like gtfo

[chxngii]
belittling every chance u have to be
something better than u ever were yesterday
im not here to say 
id leave u cutthroat by ur grave
forgive and never forget the time that u spent

realizing ur flesh life flashed by
and ur survival ends here tonight
moments span 
life spans 
across ur wingspan
dead angel rest with me 
our silent night 

has finally arrived
precious is a life
that u decided to die
rest in peace with ur pride
ill just catch you on the next ride

cvtting ft. quanch $udz [Prod. c0der]

quanch    https://soundcloud.com/user-561208870
$udz        https://soundcloud.com/c0rpsebleed
$llicX138 https://soundcloud.com/wes-garrett-66467093
c0der      https://www.youtube.com/user/uShUgEbL17qgkkj0T6q2

[quanch]
sorrow and darkness my only companions
blood on my clothes but its not in fashion
death all around im the only one laugh'n
kill every last one but im still stand'n

deep in the cuts with a blade and a passion
fuck'n with me and ur life will be snatched up
walk down these streets with a screw loose and gun tuck'd
i got talent and skill i don't need luck


[chxngii]
im the newest constellation in the sky
i got a witch bitch in my ride
she got me feel'n like im about to die

blood taste better with a dash of pain
crazy girls got a fuck'n way
of making my day
make a whore of her tonight

i gotta admit she was almost my favorite ride
but its all dreams theres no one here
in solitary i reside
but its all dreams theres no one here
oh there still someone here
its all dreams theres no one here
bitch i dont fuck'n care

[$llicX138]
who is who yuh
who made who yuh
and is that your mans? boo
the fuck he do huh?
idc yuh
that boy a square tho
he aint no player oh
so quit the hate yuh

walking with the scythe
looking like a vicious killa
disrespect the scrap
we gone bring the fuck'n terror
wrists slit
we engorge'n on yo bitches bloody organs
and we high af off that liquor potion

black eyes 
when i deliver to the fade
u cant fucking touch me 
cause i always tuck a kay
hitt'n fuck'n licks
skrrt off on my fuck'n way
she said
"baby im so high i can hardly feel my face"

who is who yuh
who made who yuh
and is that your mans boo
the fuck he do huh

[$udz]
bitch mind ur fuck'n business
pull up with the quickness
$udz will leave no witness
im surprised u havent found urself up on my hitlist
u be acting like a bitch and always talking about some shit
and i know one day you gone get hit

what?

better stay the fuck back 
u aint about ur shit 
aint no one got yo back

i'm just a restless soul
kept up by these demons
i need a way out
im just a vengeful soul
please don't hate me for
losing control

rhymes with cvtting//doubleCup [prod. NetuH]

sudz 🦇