chronological order lol

collection of songs put into a playlist for lit times

$udzy$crap

my first time ventilating my brain with music made me overheat and now i need fans or a cooling tank for my brain.
i made the beat on soundtrap.com for free pls dont sue me, i need money for a new car );

can i get rgb fans for my brain?

(zoloft) i take back all my time I lied but i can't go on
Whyd u say those lies to me
i dont wanna push it so hard to go on
I swear that u were the not the one tho
U swear that u were so true
Not everythingis black or blue
($udz) i don’t really care about noth’n no more
ion really care what the day got in store
for me
cuz all i’m really do’n is selling my soul
just to sleep just to live how long can this be?
how long can this be
it’s just like a bad dream
but i can’t wake up
wake up
gotta go
sell your soul again
shit
i should have stayed in bed

check out my friend zoloft here 🤙
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/w7CLrcfkQCb4SJS5A

should've stayed in bed w/zoloft [Prod. @STARBOYROB + BROOKEBEATZ + PRODBYCOLORADO]

lyrics
($udz)bitch im the suds from the shadow realm 
out the sink gonna wash you away way
no sun can burn the clouds hang’n over my head when i’ve had a bad day day  
say all you want like twenty questions 
but  this world i cannot stay stay 
made up my mind or at least what’s left of it
 it started to decay cay

if i knew it’d be like this i would’ve stayed in the womb 
tomb
all im thinking about is doom 
soon
agitated 
ya know you instigated 
this situation 
mass devastation 
reunite pangea 
tear it apart again 
god’s hands
sudz’s will
(MOTHDUSTER)
Averted coped, 
diverted kitchen sins
That bitches whipped cream covered nippled limbs 
Stuck inna loop that runs in my head
Like my downstem 10
I’ll snap till I’m dead,
Wanna cover my face with a hatchetsen 
Gasoline, syrup matchboxes for parents heads 
A cardboard boxer and a metronome to keep my pockets safe 
I’m no fucking saint
Ask behavior health 
They’ll say I did it with a belt
Jack n’ 24 with no more 
Ask me what’s wrong and I don’t know
I do the stick n’ poke
x2 I do the inking you do the bleeding x2


https://soundcloud.com/user-606813790
https://soundcloud.com/mothdusterr

Omen ft. MOTHDUSTERR [Prod. poison pond]

mixed by my friend zoloft. check him out https://soundcloud.com/zoloftmusic (:

beat prod by sorrow bringer https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ (:

LYRICS:
what’s the point in run’n if the race is rigged
is it insane to keep going on
cuz things are getting bad each day ain’t look’n better
i’m pretty worn down get’n beat from the weather

feel’n suicidal
stress floods in like a tidal..
wave
waves of happiness are short and they wave goodbye only to come back once a blue moon
moon
illuminate my night
give some light for my eyes and my heart
cuz this stress is heavy and it’s burning out my wick
wicked thoughts are all that remain

like blowing out their brains so their screams heal my pain
i’ll frame the stain
i’m done with these charades their fake smiles and parades burst with grenades

shrapnel flying
loved ones dying
mother’s crying
my eyes are shining
hate is blinding
always grinding
my art is smiting
demon’s dining

lap23 [Prod. sorrow bringer]

(zoloft) Take back I dont wanna go out like that
Sitting in the back I got so bad
I was in all black jeans stay strapped
Walk in worn out shoes u can stay mad

I dont need no fake friends stay back cus I'll b playing shows in LA rad
Nd one day ill b on tour with the right pack
Smoking what I need, need some life pacc

($udz) i’m just skate’n
i’m just skate’n
you just hate’n
you just hate’n
for what?
i don’t even know
but you know
i be here
grinding in these streets
got you sweating in your sheets
cuz you see me with the blade getting my own way

still getting paid
making ends meet
like runners on their feet gonna cut to the chase
run up on me
ima make you blue faced
fast forward
 i’m with zoloft erasing your fate



check out my friend zoloft here (: https://soundcloud.com/zoloftmusic

ep with zoloft coming at the end of the year stay posted B)

black jeans//strapped w/zoloft [Prod. crybabycam x bello]

cant we just unwind
but that anger’s gon’ rewind
watching time fly
i try to resume but i can’t comply
my heart hurts
i’m staring at the wall
thinking bout throwing it all down
the drain the pain
i’ve foreseen it all
no need to live through it all
let’s help save time
don’t need a forecast i  seen the future it’s all played out
when in doubt
please don’t spout that nonsense ‘round me
i’ve been there done that
couldn’t care less
‘bout what you think’n
 if they trip’n they fall’n
i’m laugh’n while they crawl’n
life is hard i won’t be stall’n
cuz death runs up and it do be call’n
reaper call’n my name
couldn’t find my soul
to atone i got stuck up in this world
it’s not purgatory
more like hell
cuz i’m forced to see this wickedness
in the form of human consciousness
pls just tell me why
why does it always rain
misfortune and luck are supposed to be intertwined
instead im just wishing i could fucking leave
cant you tell me it’s just a bad dream
having bad dreams need you by my side to let me know it’s gonna be alright
until then i grip these sheets tight
rigor mortis kicking in face go pale
i guess this is the end
couldn’t really tell
doesn’t really matter
i just really wish you could tuck me in

tucked in [Prod. Yago]

I COULDNT FIND THE PROD/THEIR YOUTUBE PLS MESSAGE ME IF U MADE THIS SO I CAN CREDIT U!!!!!!!!!


- ($udz)
$udz is sleepa
he’s dream’n of demons
he’s lucid scheme’n while he’s dodge’n the geeza
and no i won’t please ya
i rather you tease me
so i can be-seat you
talk back i bewitch you
i’m saying i’m through with it
fuck it im over it
don’t bug me now or i will be lose’n it
 give it a try
test it let’s die
putting an end to your bullshit disguise

(chxngii) vile-entertainment
sunshine white picket sign
nowhere to stand
whispers in the town we in
lets see who’s in your closet
skeletons yeah you all lost it
best on display for everyone
never scrapping out
passive aggression a tone
atone for the last night
when you beat your wife
and stole your sons escape
from a reality you create
i don’t know how else to convey
god serves best late
his greatest mistake
human pathologic caged cells
in the form of conscious evils
proudest amongst a crowd
that thinks they’re not going to hell

($udz) remember what you did does that ring bell
well whatchyu gonna do now
pray to god
you seem off
act’n righteous on your throne of skeletons
the guilt is bus’n in
my anger’s kick’n in
why can’t you see you’re a hypocrite
if you wanna live mindlessly might as well kill your self
there’s too many sheep like you
cant tell right from wrong
still you follow the script
i burn these pages
now we in the dark age
you contract unholy contagion
blistering and bleeding out
no god can save ya
$udz will take ya to the next life
best roll the dice

(chxngii) hell, what a relief
eternal suffering that’s in store for me?
hell, what a belief
eternal suffering that’s what they believe.

brother https://soundcloud.com/chxngii is fire run his shit up

skeletal throne ft. chxngii [Prod. ? LMK!]

i’m searching through these options but i cannot see a way out of this hell hole
each door is marked with blood stains
so it seems the path ahead i cannot change
demons sing to me they say $udz please won’t you stay with me
feel’n forsaken i do not awaken
im stuck in my tomb and my mind it be vacant
i’m casting this madness my smile be tragic
your eyes they be plastic you blind to this magic
 i see what you’ve come for i’m selling my soul
you are twisting these morals it’s starting to show
got resent in my mind and it’s starting to grow
while i carry your burden my heart turns to stone
i’m not okay and the angels won’t help me
so i’m turning to the shadows light’s diminishing
this never was my home always standing at forked roads turning back the darkness comforts me im staying here
gave up on life don’t wanna see a better day that shits the same as yesterday…
pain turns my heart black malice in my brain’s back clouding my vision my soul cracks
i’m searching through these options but i cannot see a way out of this hell hole
each door is marked with blood stains

- c0der n No Name Plug aredope go follow them https://www.youtube.com/user/uShUgEbL17qgkkj0T6q2
c0der


https://youtube.com/c/NONAMEPLUG
No Name Plug

hellbound [Prod. c0der x No Name Plug]

life keeps on stab’n at me it’s grab’n for my pockets
always bleeding out these bands 
gotta serve it to the man 
no silver spoon golden plate 
just a salvaged fate
 piece’n together my life
 tryna get it right but these hands are tight 
around my neck 
and i’m really convinced that it ain’t really worth the fight 
survival instincts off and i don’t think twice 
 if i die then i’m dead and i’ll have nothing to dread but instead i tread on a path i misread oh my god cut the rope and im hang’n  by a thread 
get the needle n sew me up 
cant control my feelings im blowing up
i see my demons i say what’s up 
they say 
hey $udz
why you holding back 
i wanna see your anger peak 
i wanna see them bleed 
commit onto them as done to you 
yuh 
what comes around goes around and will come back for you 
you know it’s true i could say it till i’m fucking blue 
but you go act’n how you do it’s got me see’n different hughs 
red blends together with the black in my heart concocting sacrificial art
killing all my feelings there is nothing in me
just a spine chilling memory of who i use to be 
it’s a glimpse from the past but the sunshine won’t last please don’t worry about me cuz i’m already passed

ketsukiyomi//thread [Prod. bughvvl]

im not even tryna live i just go with flow till i turn to a ghost 
necro 
next day commence but i already feel past tense life got the best of me 
fuck off 
i don’t wanna hear it got these sticks n stones n im down to show it 
okay 
gotta cope with pain so i spit on the days that i’m feeling all the rage
visions bleeding out again my brain can’t sense the daze im in 
so i’m scream’n at the world in vain punch 
myself in the face can’t feel the pain 
my heart is in a constant haze i ponder death but am not phased there is no light i can obtain disgraceful life i am a stain 
all my life amounts to is nothing 
all my life i’ve been looking for something 
all my life there has been no feeling
all my life just hang’n from the ceiling 
never 
thought it’d be this way 
reality checks in my mind is caving in 
stress cracks the concrete 
foundation crumbles to the ground
call out to the foreman but he ain’t around 
lights on 
but nobodies home 
just corpse in the room peeking out the window 
looking for a way to escape this limbo 
stagnant in my mind feel the pain in slo-mo

tucked in [Prod. Yago]

sudz 🦇